197. [206] A year later
A year later.
The girl who used to be stunning in the city has become a young woman, with her hair erected and her bun pulled up, even if it is a jinghai cloth skirt, it does not reduce the glamorous style, which is incompatible with this remote and poor village.
She lives here with Su Feng Nishang, and she is almost living a life of isolation!
The world changed hands, Ye Chumo succeeded to the throne, and Ye Chuxiao died tragically, but Yan'er never came back!
The only glimmer of hope is gone, the sorrow is nothing more than the death of the heart, and the forced smile is only to comfort the living, once upon a time, the clear eyes have disappeared from their original purity, dyed with a sad color.
"Madam, didn't I tell you that I wanted you to rest, I and Nishang can do these rough jobs!" Seeing that Ye Xuan was actually washing clothes in the yard, Su Feng immediately stepped forward to stop her in distress. She and Nishang had just come back from planting rice in the field, and they saw such a scene, she was a noble lady, how could she do such a thing.
"You guys are also working so hard, and you have to take care of our mother and son, I should do what I can!" Ye Xuan only hated her extremely weak body, a year ago, in order to give birth to a little phoenix, her body was greatly damaged after childbirth, even after Su Feng's careful conditioning, it still did not improve. In fact, everyone understands that this is her heart disease, a trauma in her soul, and no matter how much decoction she has, she can't be recuperate. So now she would be dizzy and pale even when she sat here washing a few clothes, let alone doing any other heavy work.
If Su Feng and Ni Shang hadn't taken care of her all the time, their mother and son would have starved to death.
"Madam, you better go into the house to rest, the little boy should also wake up, I and Nishang will go cook first, and it will be fine in a while!"
"I've made it, the meal has been served, you guys wash your hands and come over and eat together!" Ye Xuan smiled, she couldn't be a rice worm anymore, she also had hands, she could do what she could, seeing that Su Feng and Ni Shang, the two flower-like girls, were now wronged by herself in this mountain village, she felt very guilty.
"Madame, how can you cook?"
"Yes, yes, you're a lady, how can you do such a thing?"
"Su Feng, Ni Shang, don't call me Mrs. anymore, in my heart, you have always been my good sisters. Now that the Phoenix Palace is gone, Yan'er is no longer there, and I am no longer a lady. In the future, just call me by my name! ”
"But ......"
"It's nothing, you can call me Xuan'er in the future! Moreover, the little phoenix is not just my son, he was born safely, thanks to your help, so he is our common treasure! ”
"Xuan'er ......" The two girls were a little choked, Ye Xuan's words made them suffer a lot, even if they were willing to fight for their lives, she was so kind, such a rare woman, no wonder even a fairy-like figure like the palace master would fall in love with it, because she was worth it.
"After that, the little phoenix will ask you to take care of it more!"
"This is nature, the little boy is our life, even if he dies, we must ensure his safety!" The two swore an oath, but they didn't notice the sadness on Ye Xuan's face at all.
It's been a year, and now the little phoenix can walk slowly with the support of others, and even call her mother with that tender and soft child's voice, and now, she can finally leave with confidence! Even without her by her side, Su Feng and Ni Shang will definitely take good care of her.
Child, my mother is sorry for you, but your father is too lonely, my mother has been living for a year, and my mother is going to find your father! It's all our bad that makes you a fatherless and motherless child, but mothers also have hardships. In the past year, she has spent no time in the four years and torment of Yan'er, and finally watched the little phoenix grow up and become stronger, and now, she can finally leave with confidence.
After an early morning, Su Feng and Ni Shang had to go to the distant mountains to take care of the crops in the field, Ye Xuan waited for them to leave, and slowly walked into the back room, in the cradle, the little phoenix slept so sweetly, her little face was very beautiful, like Yan'er's appearance, and it would definitely be another disaster when she grew up.
Ye Xuan covered her mouth to control her crying, and after choking for a long time, she put the letter she had written in her hand into the cradle, and then turned around and left silently. She knew that the first thing they would do when they came back would be to see the children, and they would see the letter.
It was already explained in the letter that she was gone, but the children asked them! Now her mother and father don't know where they are, it would be best if they could find them, and she herself is going to accompany Yan'er, he has been lonely for too long, and he can't be so lonely anymore.
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When Ni Shang Sufeng came back, it was already noon, and when they saw the empty room, they had a bad premonition in their letters, and then looked at the letter placed in the cradle of the little phoenix, and they suddenly turned pale with fright.
Ye Xuan is gone, it's not scary, what's scary is that they are afraid that she will do stupid things! But as it stands, it's all too possible!
They had been out for most of the day, and if they guessed correctly, Madame had left shortly after they had gone, so hadn't she already been on a half-day journey, and where should they go to find her?
Quickly packed their luggage and took the little phoenix with them, and they quickly left this small mountain village where they had lived for three years. Now, it is still important to find Ye Xuan. The little phoenix has lost her father and can no longer bear the pain of losing her mother's love, which is too cruel for a small child.
This time to leave, Ye Xuan concealed that they had been preparing for many days, built a bamboo raft by herself, went straight down the water, and then left here. The water was fast, and by the time Su Feng and the others found out, she had already gone far away.
She didn't know where she had gone, whatever it was, and it didn't matter where she went for someone who wanted to die. After the raft ran aground, she walked, her shoes were worn out, she walked barefoot, her feet were cut and bleeding from the hard stones, and she crawled and walked, her knees and elbows were bloody and blurred, but she didn't care at all.
Finally, she went to the top of the mountain, and she was in no mood to appreciate the beautiful scenery of the mountains.
When she first wore it, if someone said that she would willingly commit suicide and die, she would definitely think that person was crazy, but now that she finally realized this feeling, if she died, she could be free from everything, and she didn't have to suffer such pain. Death is an extremely wonderful thing.