530. 17 The Last Word
Wen Jing's words made Hua Qingmo speechless, and his words did speak to Hua Qingmo's heart, and also made her realize how weak and dependent she was on Bai Zixiao.
She wanted to commit suicide because she didn't want to bear the pain of losing Bai Zixiao, and she didn't have the courage to face the rest of her life. But this qiē is insignificant compared to what Bai Zixiao undertakes.
She really doesn't deserve Bai Zixiao, she really doesn't deserve it, she doesn't deserve it at all.
Bai Zixiao kept saying that she hadn't grown up, but she always thought it was his joke. But now it seems that she is really not grown up, and she is as willful as a child.
In this world, people disappear from other people's lives every day, and human lives are so fragile.
If everyone is like her, after the death of the person they love, they will pass away, how can the history of mankind continue to this day?
Death is cruel, for anyone. Whether it is good or evil, old or young, and death are equal, they will all turn a qiē into nothing.
is also like those Xiloulan people who are for money, and for her white purple flute. Death is equal for them, they are all the same, there is no difference.
But not many people can really stand on the sidelines, and she still wants to be as willful as a child.
When Hua Qingmo was silent, Wen Jing suddenly held her hand and slowly raised it.
With the brilliance of the night pearl, Wen Jing looked at Hua Qingmo's hand, and the smile on the corner of his lips was peaceful but meaningful. "You have eaten the stamen of the Blood Soul Flower, and there are no symptoms of poisoning on your hands. But as you can see from your face, you don't know about it, and it seems that he fed you the stamens in a very subtle way. Do you still have an impression of this, Qingmo? ”
Wen Jing and Hua Qingmo are very close at this moment, and the close ones seem to be intertwined with each other's breathing.
The man in front of him is the favorite of the creator, the most exquisite and beautiful face in the world, like the world of ten thousand scenes, the graceful demeanor of the mountains and clouds, the blue Zhong Lingyu of the Han River, the grace of the stars and the waning moon, and the unthankful romance of the four seasons.
Looking at his facial features, what Hua Qingmo thought of was that the green willow jasper makeup in March, the green water was bright and beautiful, and the friendship and gentleness were comfortable.
But beneath this incomparable beauty is the pride and casualness that looks down on them like a god.
Wenjing set up a bureau to enter the bureau, seek the world, seek people's hearts, do not remember feelings, do not have intentions, just to pass the time. His twenty-five brought irreparable and painful remorse to others.
Seeing that Hua Qingmo didn't speak, just looked at herself like this, Wen Jing still smiled indifferently, like the wind and clouds, not stained with dust. He let go of Hua Qingmo's hand, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "It should be in the intimacy with you that I let you eat the stamens." He really protected you, and he didn't tell you anything, and sure enough, he had affection for you alone, and he had never been so affectionate to himself. ”
"Hmm!" As soon as Wen Jing's words fell, Hua Qingmo lowered her head heavily. This action concealed her tears, her vulnerability, and her heart, which she could not think calmly at this time.
Man is not a god, and it is impossible to be indifferent and indifferent to the suffering of those around him.
Especially sentient beings, their lives are usually short.
Like a thousand dreams.
As...... White purple flute.
"Qingmo." Wen Jing called Hua Qingmo again, and looked at her tightly. It was he who calculated and pushed Bai Zixiao and Hua Qingmo to such a situation, making them like this as a husband and wife. But now looking at Hua Qingmo, he suddenly regretted it. Such a smart and calm woman, was harmed like this by him, what he has done so far, is the time he has spent so far really meaningful?
"Zi Xiao became the sixth prince of Linyue Kingdom, and Qing Mo became the Qing Emperor of Xiaoyao Kingdom. After these two events, he decided to unify Xiaoyao, Linyue, and Hua dynasties, and at that time, he was ready to make you the emperor. He once told me that he couldn't get used to you being bullied so much, so he wanted you to be the emperor and let you bully the world at will. Wen Jing said as he spoke, and he laughed, he asked Hua Qingmo, and his smile became more and more wanton.
"Pretty willful and casual, right? He's such a guy that one can never guess what he's going to do. It's a pity that before he was ready to do this, you were poisoned by the Blood Soul Flower Poison, so he had to plan for your future safety. ”
"He made a deal with Feng Shu, and let Feng Shu use it to protect you with his life. Save Prince Yawen's life and let Yun Yawen take your life. Talk to Hua Minzhi and let him protect you with his life. Negotiating with Chu Yanqian, Feng Yin, etc., the requirements are still the same, let them protect you with their lives. ”
Wen Jing put aside the things that Bai Zixiao had covered up in front of Hua Qingmo so far, and he told Hua Qingmo everything about Bai Zixiao, that was Bai Zixiao, who she never knew.
"After arranging your future qiē, it is to detoxify you. Since Xuanyuan Pavilion's Blood Soul Flower was obtained by Chu Xuanxiao, the only Blood Soul Flower left in this world was the one buried in the Golden Palace. He calculated the time to come to Loulan, and after helping you detoxify, he died in front of you. How could a man like him let his women forget about himself? So, He is in front of you, and he separates you alive, even if you see him die with your own eyes, even if it hurts your heart, even if it makes you hopeless and helpless, it doesn't matter. He wants you, he lives, and he can never do without him, and when he dies, he will always remember him. ”
Wen Jing's words were like countless sharp swords cutting the flesh and blood on her body, every part of her skin, every inch of her flesh and blood, and every point of her bones, all of which hurt to the extreme, and Hua Qingmo, who was in pain, couldn't even cry.
The extreme pain spread to all corners of her body, and the high sky seemed to collapse at this moment, crushing her so much that she could barely breathe, she never knew it.
A person's love can, so heavy.
Hua Qingmo's body began to sit still, and she fell to the desert, her body curled together, like a child in her mother's womb, weak and helpless to the extreme. Her body kept shaking, trembling, like someone lost in despair, like someone on the verge of death.
Wen Jing knew that these things were too heavy for Hua Qingmo, but if he didn't say these truths at this moment, then he would be buried in the yellow sand of Loulan forever with his death.
He is sorry for Bai Zixiao so much, at least he will say a qiē, so that Hua Qingmo can truly understand Bai Zixiao.
"Hua Qingmo." Wen Jing stood up and pulled Hua Qingmo, who was lying in the desert, up. At this time, she couldn't stand at all, her body was shaky, and it seemed that her life had come to an end. In order to let her stand and listen to her last words, Wen Jing grabbed her shoulders, transmitted internal force into her body, and forced her.
"From the age of six, Zi Xiao began to kill. Good people, bad people, loyal ministers, good generals, even women, children and children, whoever it is, as long as it endangers his own life, he can kill him. ”
"Imperial power, status, wealth, power, these things he never looks at in his eyes, but he knows that he must hold them in his own hands in order to live better."
All the time, he suppressed all his feelings in his heart, didn't trust anyone, didn't care about anyone, and even after knowing his parents and brothers, he didn't change in the slightest, because he hated betrayal. So, in order to avoid the loss and sadness of that moment, he would rather never believe and never care. ”
"Do you understand what it means for such a man to give up ten years to be a real husband and wife with you, to give you the world that he has planned for many years, and to hide everything you have, and to exchange his life for your life?"
Wen Jing's words made Hua Qingmo's body stand up a little straighter, and she looked at Wen Jing, her lips became more and more purple. Raising his hand to push away Wenjing's hands, Hua Qingmo's footsteps retreated extremely unsteadily.
When her body shook, she fell to the ground, and when she thought of Bai Zixiao, she struggled to get up again. Although she still looked like she was about to fall, she stood on her own at this time.
At this moment, Wen Jing smiled, his lips moved slowly, and the voice slowly came, into Hua Qingmo's ears, and also into her heart.
"For him, your life is more important than ten years of life, more than thousands of miles, and even, more important than his life."
After saying this, Wen Jing stepped forward and walked to Hua Qingmo's side. Leaned over slightly, whispering in her ear. Immediately, he crossed Hua Qingmo and walked towards the boundless darkness of the desert, without the slightest stop, as if he had no nostalgia for all the people he met in this life.
"Imperial power is passed down from generation to generation, and it is eternal, but life is finite for everyone. He traded his life for the rest of your life, and it's up to you to decide whether to waste it or live well. ”
Not long after Wen Jing left, Yun Yawen, Hua Minzhi and others found Hua Qingmo, and saw her standing alone on the desert, and everyone was about to approach, but at this time, Hua Minzhi stopped them by making a sound.
"Mo'er won't do anything bad for herself anymore, let her be alone and be quiet!" Hua Minzhi didn't know what happened to Hua Qingmo during their absence, but he was the brother of her compatriots, and when he saw Hua Qingmo at this time, he understood everything.
The desert is desolate, and the cold moon is broken. The cool breeze blows through the body of Hua Qingmo, the corners of the skirt are flying, and the clouds are fluttering. The coolness carried in the wind is like a white purple flute.
"The lord of this governor just lacks a cat, Chu Xiangbai, heal her, this governor mainly raises cats."
"Little kitten, if you want to be loved by Lord Bendu, you don't have to be so eager!"
"Little girl, your sleeping appearance is really bad, hold this governor all night."
"Do you think that the Lord is a eunuch? I can't do anything to you, and you are at ease with this governor. ”
"You're so bold!"
"Eunuchs also have a way of enjoying themselves, otherwise how do you think this lord has spent this long night for so many years?"
"It's stupid."
"Little girl, how old are you, why don't you even know how to wear clothes?"
"If you will marry, the Lord will marry."
"The Lord of this Governor has sent someone to check, you were born on the thirteenth day of December, and today is your birthday, but what gift do you want?"
"Well, if you do. The Lord will spoil you all your life, hold you in the palm of your hand, and wait until you are martyred, and will never break your word. ”
"A monster, you like it too?"
"Just do it, kill someone, and the Lord will collect the body for you."
"Your Majesty, Mo'er is not anyone, she is a courtier's wife."
"If the Doge says that the Doge doesn't mind another man saving you, would you be willing?"
"In this life, Zi Xiao has been beaten, scolded, hurt, killed, feared, used, betrayed, and feared, but she has never been loved, since that day she would rather die than other men touch her, I know that the only thing I can't bear in this life is her."
"If you are born in troubled times, you must get used to killing, and if you are born in the court, you must be familiar with power, you are still young, and you naturally can't get used to these things, but it will be fine soon."
"This overlord wants to hold her in the palm of his hand and send her to the highest position with his own hands, which of you dares to disobey?"
"Mo'er, this is a dowry gift from the Lord of the Governor, will you marry or not?"
"Mo'er, you said that the main reason for this governor is that he disappeared suddenly, and then he did not return for the rest of his life, will Yun Shu gradually forget about this governor as he grows older."
"If Mo'er dies, the Lord will definitely not be sad in the slightest."
"I'm used to being alone, I really can't change it for a while, let's change it later!"
The boundless sky, the end of the east, the light of tomorrow gradually shines on the whole earth, driving away the original darkness bit by bit.
The golden sunlight shone on the golden desert, and the fine sand and stones seemed to shine with a little brilliance. The desert, like a sea of stars, is brilliant.
Hua Qingmo stood on the top of the desert, behind her were the people who had followed her and Bai Zixiao so far, and in front of her was the slowly rising tomorrow.
Her figure blocked the sun just right, and the brilliance stretched around her, and the whole person seemed to be shrouded in a layer of brilliance, dazzling.
The sound of the wind sweeping the yellow sand around did not stop, and she gently lifted her long skirt, which was as soft as water.
At this time, Hua Qingmo's eyes are dark, even in the face of tomorrow's light, she still can't see a little color, and the darkness makes people feel that there is no other color in her life except black.
"Can anyone in this world want to live at the age of 9,000?"
"Yes, there is one person who can do it all the time."
She always thought that the person Bai Zixiao said was Wenjing, because Wenjing created today's Bai Zixiao, so she thought that Wenjing had the ability to destroy Bai Zixiao.
It's just that she never knew. The only person who can destroy Bai Zixiao is her, Hua Qingmo.
It seemed to be back in front of her, the moment when the yellow sand was flowing long yesterday, when the desert was wild and sandy, the wind and clouds were moving, she couldn't hear any words Bai Zixiao said, but she saw everything clearly.
At that moment, at that moment, Bai Zixiao looked at her with a smile, her smile was warm and gentle, like an ordinary man looking at his wife. And at that time, he was no longer the nine-thousand-year-old who had killed countless kills and was full of blood debts.
"Forgive me, Mo'er, this is the last time we will be separated. Also, I haven't told you anything. ”
"I love you."
In the distance, the sun has completely risen from the end of the east, and it is shining brightly. The dazzling light made Hua Qingmo close her eyes unconsciously.
Around her eyes, tears seemed to have an independent thought, completely out of her control, flowing like a spring. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to hold back, but the tears grew more and more.
Well......
Me too......
The people behind him looked at Hua Qingmo's back, and no one said a word, just stayed quietly in place, quietly watching Hua Qingmo's back.
In the sky, the two white eagles that had been following Hua Qingmo let out a terrible cry, bringing a little noise to the strange and calm desert.
At this time, Hua Qingmo opened her eyes, and in the hazy vision, she finally saw the way she should go.
"Back to Lin'anseong!"
When Hua Qingmo once again stood on the Sumeru throne of the Imperial Palace, and once again sat on the red gold lacquer cloud dragon pattern throne, she finally knew why Bai Zixiao used the word Xiao as the country name.
He wants to never forget him, and always remember his white purple flute.
It's just, how could she possibly forget him?
On October 29, the first year of Qianning, the nine-thousand-year-old Bai Zixiao died in the ancient city of Loulan. In the winter of the same year, the empress Hua Qingmo was pregnant, and on the 15th reunion festival of August of the following year, the empress gave birth to dragon and phoenix twins.
Male, Bai Yanxi.
Female, Angelica Baiye.