Chapter 30: Humiliation

On the wall at the front of the dormitory hangs a plaque that reads: Virtue and Virtue. Xue Chongxun saw it on the first day he moved in, and at that time he thought it was a bit strange to write such a picture in such a place, but he didn't care. At this moment, in a quiet and soft atmosphere, he glanced up and saw the plaque again, so he took the opportunity to divert the topic and said, "Call someone to pick up the plaque tomorrow." ”

Sure enough, Yao Wan ignored the question he had just asked him why he was staring at her, and when she looked back, she didn't feel it, and said with a smile: "If you pick it up, it will leave a blank, it's quite an eyesore, you have to change it again, what word does Lang Jun think should be changed?" ”

Xue Chongxun's attention was once again attracted by the delicate lady in front of him, so he said casually: "Eyes cut autumn water...... Ten fingers pluck spring onions. Yao Wan glanced at him, her face flushed and said: "This kind of word is not good, not to mention that the queen mother knows, the queen will also question it if she knows it...... And don't look at me like this, I can't afford to bewitch the emperor and delay the government. ”

"Isn't it a compliment to bring disaster to the country and the people, and to praise the beauty of women?" Xue Chongxun said with a smile.

"You have distorted the meaning of a good idiom, but it is not made up?" Yao Wan said this, but Xue Chongxun clearly saw the joy in her eyes. It seems that women of all levels like to listen to compliments, and this is true. At this time, he suddenly thought that if someone praised her for being beautiful in front of the fat palace maid at the door just now, would the palace maid take it seriously?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but laugh heartily "haha", which can be regarded as entertaining himself in his heart. Yao Wan asked him what was funny, and he only shook his head and didn't answer.

I saw that the bright moon outside the mullioned window was hanging in the window, reflecting the light yellow light of the red candles in the room, and the purple curtain only made the calligraphy and paintings on the wall more poetic and picturesque, could it be that this palace was so quiet and warm, Xue Chongxun had a good impression of the living environment of Daming Palace for the first time. Usually there are a bunch of people around him, and pomp and etiquette can show his identity as the Ninety-Five, but now there is only one attendant around him who is joking without pretentiousness, but it can really make him feel very comfortable.

Maybe the atmosphere is too beautiful and ambiguous, Xue Chongxun feels more and more that Yao Wan's smile is very moving, or maybe he was used to her busy work inside and outside the house without paying too much attention to it, but now that she looks closely, it has a different flavor. She was leaning over to close the window, her clothes in early summer were already thin, and the style of the collar was wider than the other collars, so Xue Chongxun was able to look down on a piece of skin under her collarbone. Unlike Bai Qimei's tight skin, Yao Wan's skin looks very soft, as if it makes the mood of those who look at her soften.

Her breasts are not big, it is estimated that it is a late development, Xue Chongxun can naturally not see the breast room from the collar alone, but he can see the boundary of the "arc" under the collarbone, the soft feeling and the fair and beautiful skin, as if it is the embodiment of a beautiful art.

In this situation, Xue Chongxun suddenly remembered the style when he untied Bai Qimei's clothes this afternoon, and couldn't help but wonder: What will Yao Wan look like?

In fact, people who are too familiar with each other and have not behaved like that before, it is a little difficult to ask for it, even if her fate is completely in the hands of Xue Chongxun, on the contrary, it is easier for those strange palace maids.

He sat silently for a while, and Yao Wan was still coming and going next to him to do some chores. At first, he retired the palace maids, and it was not a small thing to take care of the huge palace alone.

Some people often just think about it and don't put it into practice, but Xue Chongxun is the kind of person who dares to do it when he thinks of it, so he has done some wrong things that are almost unconscionable. Just as Yao Wan passed by, he suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

Yao Wan snorted lightly, turned around and looked at Xue Chongxun in surprise, as if he seemed a little unexpected, so that Yao Wan didn't react yet, and blurted out, "What are you doing?" Xue Chongxun said calmly: "You can sleep tonight." ”

"What...... Why are you ......" Yao Wan's expression became unnatural.

Xue Chongxun said calmly: "Do you want to resist the decree? ”

Yao Wan: "......"

Maybe Xue Chongxun can get her into bed in a more tender way, but no matter what means are used, it will always end like this, as long as he has that heart. So why bother too much at the expense of the near and far? He prefers a direct approach. Otherwise, the color heart will not choose to speak, full of tenderness and sweetness, and even swear by the mountains and seas, it will affect his majesty, anyway, Yao Wan is a close servant, no one else knows, what he doesn't trust is himself, people will change, and he himself doesn't know where the loving mood will be driven by desire at this time. Rather than that, don't talk about it.

He didn't know what kind of love and thoughts Yao Wan had gone through under Yao Wan's uncertain expression. Does she dare to resist the decree? This Xue Chongxun can't arbitrarily conclude that he feels a little moody to the people around him, and this feeling is infinitely amplified in the context of totalitarianism, and everyone is still a little afraid of him in their hearts; But after all, he has always been very kind to his own people, and Yao Wan has been with him for so long, even if he really resists the decree in private, he shouldn't be strict, right?

Besides, is Yao Wan willing or forced in her heart? Xue Chongxun could never ask, there were always some secrets in a woman's heart, and it was obviously difficult for her to say anything.

He didn't know Yao Wan's mental journey very well, in short, Yao Wan was silent for a long time, and finally complied.

For this little lady, Xue Chongxun has never even had intimate actions suspected of sexual harassment before, just because she was once the daughter of the prime minister, Xue Chongxun's subconscious respect, and may also have the psychology that Yao Xianggong's death is related to him. However, with his observation for several years, Yao Wan has no grudges against herself, she is a person who understands the truth of righteousness. The death of Prime Minister Yao Chong was not counted on Xue Chongxun's head, when Yao Chong became the enemy of all those in power in Chang'an, and everyone wanted him to die, and he had to cut down the grass and eradicate the roots. Xue Chongxun saved the lives of the Yao family's relatives for his own reputation, although he was suspected of being a cat crying a mouse, but after all, he lived many lives.

It's been a few years, and people haven't mentioned it. But as soon as the Yao family fell from the status of a supreme minister to a slave, Yao Wan would definitely not forget it so easily. So when Xue Chongxun carried her to bed, he thought about this upside down in his heart.

When he reached for Yao Wan's belt, he didn't pull it immediately, and couldn't help but notice her expression. The eyes that often gave people a smile had disappeared, she closed her eyes, and a sad look appeared between her eyebrows, which made Xue Chongxun suddenly feel a little sympathetic.

"I was an enemy of your Yao family, will you feel humiliated because of this?" Xue Chongxun couldn't help but ask in a deep voice.

His words were actually inappropriate, Yao Wan's face turned red, and her expression was extremely complicated. After a while, she opened her eyes and shook her head vigorously: "I have never had a grudge against Lang Jun, this is all fate." Li Sanlang of the previous dynasty defeated a major event, and his father was loyal to Li Tang, and every qiē was a doomed ending. Lang Jun still doesn't understand my heart after all these years? ”

Rationally think that the truth should be like this, but she really doesn't feel humiliated? Xue Chongxun felt that he was very cruel when he asked that sentence, as if he knew that there was a scar there and still wanted to reveal it, and even a kind of cruelty of a conqueror.

Xue Chongxun stopped making a sound, gently pulled open the belt of her clothes, stretched out his fingers to slowly pick her clothes apart, and the white breasts were exposed from under the fabric little by little. First a slightly raised corner, then the arc gradually rose higher, and then a little red appeared in the white color, which was the color of her areola. Continue to unveil it, and a good shape and color of the tip of the breast appeared in front of Xue Chongxun's eyes.

Judging from her experience, Xue Chongxun can judge that this is the first time she has exposed her heart in front of a man. The ladies who used to be raised in the deep boudoir were slaves, and they were immediately confined to the high gate and deep courtyard of the Jin Palace.

So he was not in a hurry, but he tasted it very carefully. At this moment, Yao Wan was unbuttoned for the first time to reveal her beautiful body that had just matured, her face was as if she was drunk and shy, this kind of style was obviously more moving, profound and precious than the carnival when she was really entangled with a woman. She lay motionless and silent, but the blood on her face and her hands at a loss made the atmosphere tense even more. No wonder women remember the first time so deeply, this nervous mood of preparing for an unprecedented strange realm, anticipation, curiosity, with some fear, is a mood that can never be experienced again.

Now Xue Chongxun can see that Yao Wan is not actually forced, she is voluntary.

In fact, Yao Wan has already figured it out since she entered the Jin Palace's mansion and began to adapt to the new life, the Yao family has been completely fallen, she has become a slave and a close attendant who makes beds and quilts, and there is no other way to go, either to get Xue Chongxun's luck, or to live a nun-like life for the rest of her life, there is no other choice. After the hatred gradually dissolves, as a woman, it is natural to have an instinctive longing for something.

It is no wonder that poets throughout the ages have described the lives of palace maids as bleak and painful, in the court where taxes are concentrated in the world, material resources cannot but be abundant, even the palace maids at the bottom are better than the women of the common people, but they are a hundred times more painful than ordinary women. Because the etiquette system since the Zhou Dynasty has ruthlessly deprived them of human happiness and the right to give birth, and this etiquette system has been regarded as the truth in a grand manner. Is there really so much truth in the world? G