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Every word, every word, all of them showed how persistent Hua Qingmo was to Bai Zixiao. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info It's the ultimate kind of madness that no one can change.

It is said that the sea is difficult to achieve, and people's hearts are changeable.

But that's just an excuse for the unintentional, how can the person who is really engraved in his heart easily forget?

She is not the only person in this world who has lost her loved one, and she is not the only one who is in pain and sorrow. Some people start over, and it's an option. But she believes that there will be many others like her.

"Feng Yin, Mo Mo did something superfluous, I'm sorry."

"I see." Feng Yin heard Hua Qingmo's words, and after being silent for a long time, she slowly spit out these four words. Actually, he understood, really, for a long time.

It's just that people are always hard to give up, and they have extravagant hopes after all.

Otherwise, there won't be so many people in this world who are waiting for them, and there won't be so many people who are alone and lonely until they grow old.

He waited for five years, in exchange for this sentence, there is no more white purple flute in the world, this may be the best ending that belongs to him.

Suddenly, Feng Yin felt that she might need to get out of here. It's not because he can't wait for someone he likes, but because he suddenly wants to break free from this regular life.

The right brings, the prostration and awe of others; Wealth brings the luxury of life; status brings, a superior position; the yearning for social tranquility brought about by the war; Like brings, heartache, sadness, joy, waiting, and hopelessness.

There are many flavors in life, and he eats a lot. Perhaps, it's time to try another life, a free life.

"Your Majesty, the minister wants to take leave and go out for a walk, I don't know if it's okay?" Feng Yin suddenly bowed her hands and spoke to Hua Qingmo as a courtier. Maybe he left suddenly, in the eyes of outsiders, because after choosing a son-in-law, Hua Qingmo rejected herself, she couldn't accept it or was disgraced, and wanted to go out to avoid the limelight. But actually, he really wanted to try his freedom.

Feng Yin's sudden words made Hua Qingmo slightly surprised, she looked at his face, and from his expression, Hua Qingmo saw a different appearance from Feng Yin in the past.

"It's okay to take leave, but during the leave, you won't be paid. If you take too long to take a vacation, you may not be able to support the people of Yanwangfu. Hua Qingmo supported her chin, her body leaned slightly, and said jokingly.

Feng Yin couldn't help but smile at this: "The emperor doesn't have to worry, the minister still has some family background, so he won't be able to support the people of Yan Wangfu." ”

"When are you ready to go?" I'll leave your business to my cousin and let him take care of it for him. Hua Qingmo asked.

"Tomorrow." Feng Yin replied, and then smiled and said, "The emperor asked the prince of Chu to do so much, he is afraid that he will be very busy." ”

"It's better to be busy, and if he is fine, he will know how to add to the chaos, and he will know that he will add fuel to the fire."

Every year when she goes to Loulan, the major events that happen in Xiaoguo will be sent by someone to send a message to her. And this time, she didn't even hear about the election of her son-in-law who made such a big fuss when she was in Loulan, thinking that someone was abusing her power.

It's good now, give him more things, and he won't have anything to do.

"It's true, the prince of Chu is indeed very good at adding fuel to the fire." Hearing Hua Qingmo's words, Feng Yin unconsciously remembered what Chu Yanqian had done over the years, and smiled lightly. Immediately, he looked at the silk handkerchief in Hua Qingmo's hand, pointed, and said, "Your Majesty, can you leave this thing to the minister as a souvenir?" ”

"This?" Hua Qingmo looked down at the silk handkerchief in her hand, and after thinking about it, she handed it to Feng Yin.

"Thank you." Feng Yin took the handkerchief, and a gentle smile flashed on her beautiful and clear face. He clenched his handkerchief, looked at Hua Qingmo and said, "If I hadn't met you back then, I might have been just a willful prince so far, who only knows how to be high and only know how to oppress people with power." Feng Yin is so fortunate to be able to meet you, so as not to indulge in the pride of the royal family. Thank you so much for not being an incompetent person. ”

"It's serious, King Yan." Hua Qingmo felt a little ashamed of Feng Yin's words of gratitude. Feng Yin can be like this now, all because he knows repentance, and she just happened to meet him at that time and pulled him.

Then the two fell into silence, as if they had nothing to say.

Standing up from the throne, Hua Qingmo looked at Feng Yin and slowly spit out two words: "Precious!" ”

"Well, I will."

Leaving from the Yanwang Mansion, Hua Qingmo did not go back to Ziwei Palace directly, but went to the Nine Thousand Years Old Mansion.

Today, she talked about Bai Zixiao with Ye Fuhui and Bai Zixiao with Feng Yin, and she suddenly felt that there were some things that she should face.

There is no white purple flute in the nine-thousand-year-old mansion.

When she arrived at the gate of the Nine Thousand Year Old Mansion, Hua Qingmo found that it was the same as five years ago, and even the same as when she first married into the Nine Thousand Year Old Mansion.

Some things change, some things don't change.

Walking into the Nine Thousand Years Old Mansion, Hua Qingmo did not immediately return to the pavilion, but walked around the mansion.

Without Bai Zixiao, the Nine Thousand Years Old Mansion could no longer hear the painful cries when the prisoners were tortured, and some of them were just an indescribable calm. The sun shines on every corner of the house, dispelling the darkness that once covered it. In five years, this is no longer the hell that the world fears.

Walk to the pavilion, which, as before, is guarded by brocade guards. Even if five years are empty, nothing has changed.

went up the stairs and walked to the door of the room, Hua Qingmo raised her hand, and when she was about to push the door open, her hand suddenly did not obey. Looking sideways at her hand, Hua Qingmo moved her fingers, but she still didn't push the door.

At this point, she turned to look inside the room, using her abilities to see everything inside.

All the furnishings are exactly the same as when they left five years ago, and they are still the decoration of the new house. Even the futon on the couch was the same silk quilt they used when they got married again five years ago. In this room, it seems that the moment of their remarriage is still staying.

Seeing all this, Hua Qingmo's hand suddenly pushed forward, and the doors of the room immediately opened to both sides.

After the door opened, Hua Qingmo did not go in immediately, but stood at the door for about two quarters of an hour before slowly raising her feet and stepping into the room.

Familiar rooms, familiar furnishings, but no familiar people. In fact, Hua Qingmo has never dared to return to the Nine Thousand Years Old Mansion, because she is afraid of such a scene.

Changed.

In the room, she sat on the chaise longue where Bai Zixiao often lyed, lay down in the position where Bai Zixiao slept every day, and looked at the clothes placed in the wardrobe and Bai Zixiao. Everything here is initial, and it makes her feel like she doesn't know what is true or false in her dreams.

Finally, she sat on the Luohan bed and looked at the chess board on the low table of red sandalwood carved peony flowers, and the chess boxes containing chess pieces on both sides.

In this way, after about half an hour, Hua Qingmo opened the lid of the chess box and placed the chess pieces on the chessboard, and there was an unfinished chess game between her and Bai Zixiao.

At the beginning of the Ganges, they once played a game of chess, and halfway through that game, they went to Situ Xin's tent. After that, they didn't have time to play this game again, and now, this game can never be finished.

Hua Qingmo still remembers the chess game of that day, and after she set it up, she re-demonstrated it step by step according to their chess game of the day. Suddenly, a drop of water fell on the chess piece, and the sound was loud in the silent room.

Hua Qingmo lowered her head and looked at the chess piece that was wet with water droplets, which happened to be handsome.

"Mo'er, you are the handsome man on my chessboard, stay in your place and listen to me obediently, you know?" Bai Zixiao's indifferent voice sounded in her ears, without a trace of emotion, without a trace of tenderness, ruthlessly like talking to a stranger.

Feeling as if she heard his voice, Hua Qingmo raised her head quickly, and there seemed to be a little surprise on her face. But when she saw the empty eyes, her expression fell lonely.

The root of her nose was so sour that she cramped, Hua Qingmo clenched her teeth and endured to keep herself from making any sound.

On the chessboard, the general is the commander, and if the general dies, he will be completely destroyed, which is losing. She is the handsome man in his chessboard, so she has always been protected by him, and even after he died, she has always protected her.

Wen Jing said that in Bai Zixiao's heart, her life is more important than ten years of life, thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, and even, more important than Bai Zixiao's own life.

Many people know about this, but only she doesn't know.

By the time she knew, it was too late.

"Zi Xiao ......" Hua Qingmo covered her face with her hands, and her body trembled uncontrollably. A faint cry rang out in the room, with patience, with pain, with despair, with thoughts that could not be escaped.

"I miss you so much...... I miss you so much......"

"Why are you dying before me...... Why die in front of me......"

"I want to die......"

Staccato sounds rang out in the room, followed by faint cries. Everything in the room was the joy and happiness of the newlyweds, but Hua Qingmo's cry was sad pain and extreme despair.

She stayed alone in her room for two days and two nights, crying all the time, and it was always dark in front of her eyes. She used to be afraid of such scenes, but now, darkness is nothing to her.

Since five years ago, her life has been dark.

When she came out of the room, Hua Qingmo found that Mo Mo, A Zhi and A Yan were waiting for her upstairs, and asked the green fox next to her, and Hua Qingmo knew that the three children had been waiting for her below for the past two days in addition to sleeping and eating.

The moment he saw Hua Qingmo, Bai Yunshu immediately knelt down, took out a long whip from behind him and raised it in his hand.

"Mother, you beat Mo Mo to relieve your anger, it's Mo Mo who is disobedient, it's Mo Mo who is messing around." Bai Yunshu looked at Hua Qingmo and spoke, her expression was very serious.

Hearing this, Hua Qingmo picked up the long whip from Bai Yunshu's hand. Hua Qingmo shook it suddenly, and the long whip hit the stone placed on the side, and it instantly shattered into several pieces.

Seeing this, Bai Yunshu couldn't help but tremble.

This hits the body, I guess it has to be broken up, right?

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