34. Mother-child estrangement

With the token in hand, Rong Jiefei ran out of his room. Nishizawa and Ma sat at the head of the bed as if they had lost all their strength, knowing in his heart that Rong Jie would never come back.

"Someone. ”

"In. ”

"Give her the barrel of longevity wine that the princess wants to drink the most, and also pack two barrels of her favorite jade liquor wine for her. ”

"Your Majesty. The attendant hesitated for a moment and asked, "That longevity wine was paid tribute by the orcs of the Spirit Tortoise Clan one hundred and forty years ago. Now there is only one barrel left in the cellar. If this makes ......"

"You didn't hear me, did you?" Nishizawa and Ma looked at the attendant in front of them with red eyes. Frightened, the attendant fell to the ground and kept kowtowing and begging for mercy.

"Don't do it yet. ”

"Yes, yes. The attendant crawled out with a belt.

......

In the dungeon, Rong Jie met the boy.

"Untie the chain. ”

With the Emperor's token, the jailers loosened the chains from the boy's body. Rong Jie stepped forward and hugged the young man, speechless for a long time.

"Kid, let's go. After a long time, Rong Jie took the young man's hand and was about to leave.

Unexpectedly, the young man broke free of her hand and said coldly: "Madam, you recognize the wrong person." I'm not your child. ”

Rong Jie's face froze, she tried to muster a smile, and turned around, "Then what's your name?"

"It's none of your business. The boy sat down, his head bowed, not knowing what he was thinking.

"If you don't say it, I know. Your name is Ji Gaohan, and your name was Rong Han when you were a child. Rong Jie squatted down and touched the young man's head, "You also have a friend, her name is Xing Yexue." Their family runs a winery. I often take you there to buy wine, and you still have a crush on that little girl......"

"That kid died 10 years ago. The young man interrupted Rong Jie's speech, "Madame, if it's okay, please go back." ”

yes, I haven't seen him in ten years, and he should hate me.

Rong Jie had a bitter expression on her face, she was silent for a while, and then spoke again: "I'm sorry." It's my mother's fault, my mother shouldn't have left alone ten years ago and caused you to suffer so much......"

"Madam, you have the wrong person, I don't have a mother. ”

"How can you not have a mother, you were conceived and born by me in October. We've lived together for so long......"

"Enough. The boy covered his ears, "I don't want to hear that." Ten years ago, you left me alone. You haven't come to see me in years. I thought you were dead, but what are you doing in front of me again?"

"That's why, you listen to me explain ......"

"I don't listen, I don't listen. I don't need much explanation. If you leave, you will be without me as a person, and I will not have a mother. It's been like this for ten years, and I'm fine......" The boy buried his face in the haystack, tears streaming uncontrollably.

Rong Jie held back her tears and said, "Okay, I won't say it, I won't say it." Then you go, I'm here to let you out. Come with me, okay?"

"No, I don't need you to save me. I can get out on my own. Let's go. Just like you've never been here, I've never seen you. ”

"I'm begging you, okay?" Rong Jie could barely cry, "Give me a chance to make up for you, okay?"

"Make it up?" the boy seemed to be stimulated by something, "how are you going to make up for it? You quietly threw me to that man ten years ago." All the people in that place called me a wild seed, called me a lowly seed, and wronged me for being a thief at every turn. That man locked me up in a small dark room at every turn, and I was locked up for ten days and half a month. I can only sleep soundly in my grandfather's room. Where were you then?"

"I'm sorry ......"

The young man rudely interrupted Rong Jie's words: "Do you think this is all I have? That's just the beginning." The man said that they didn't keep waste, and then threw me into a dense forest full of monsters, and I was almost torn apart by monsters several times, and it was my grandfather who saved me. If it weren't for him, I would have been out of this world a long time ago, where would you be then?"

"I ......"

"The man set me a series of puzzles, and he told me that as long as I persevered, you would come back and pick me up. I've worked hard every day to get back to you from that hell. But when I had done all my homework, they told me that you don't want me anymore. I don't believe it, I always believe that you will come back. I'm also going to look for the night snow, and I know you often go to their winery to buy alcohol to drink. However, it was not long before the night snow disappeared, and someone slaughtered the place. Later, there was no news of you anywhere, you were like the world had evaporated, and I couldn't find you no matter how I looked for it. I've been waiting for you for five years, and I've been looking for you for another five years. I'm giving up now, but why did you show up again? I looked for you for so long and you didn't show up, why did you show up when I thought you were dead? Why ......?"

Ji Gaohan cried like a child, Rong Jie also cried and held him in his arms, and the tears of the mother and son wet each other's clothes.

"It's all the mother's fault, it's the mother's fault. Mom has missed you so much all these years......"

After a big cry, the two of them were embarrassed to stalemate with each other, turning their faces away from each other.

It was Rong Jie who took the lead in speaking: "Over the years, I have suffered you." ”

"You're the same as that man. Ji Gaohan still spoke so venomously, "Always give it to me after I don't need something." Isn't that fun? Whether it's affection, trust, or concern, you always give me these useless greetings after I've become less dependent on them. Since childhood. ”

"......" Rong Jie didn't know what to say. Ji Gaohan didn't say it, she also felt that she owed her children too much. As soon as Ji Gaohan said it, the guilt in her letter became even heavier.

Seeing that Rong Jie didn't speak, Ji Gaohan pulled the haystack and continued: "I know you want to care about me. I don't think it's necessary, I'm also out of the family now, and I will live an ordinary life in the future. Whether it's a thief or an assassin, it has nothing to do with me. I don't want to have any ambiguity with the royal family of any country. I don't know how I offended the Nishizawa Imperial Family, but I guess I killed their people before. More than a dozen B+ level masters were dispatched to arrest me. I'm afraid I'm going to die in such a big battle......"

As he spoke, Ji Gaohan suddenly became worried, and he said to Rong Jie: "If I die." Can you bring me a message?"

"Phew, phew, phew, what is not dead, no nonsense. Rong Jie wiped away her tears, "You won't die." ”