Life in Wancheng has nothing to look forward to for Xu Ji, after all, he doesn't belong to this place, and this place doesn't welcome outsiders like him.

This is a stronghold of the Xun family, it should be said that this is not only the stronghold of the Xun family, but also a stronghold of the Yellow Turban, of course, Xu Ji does not think so, anyway, others are soft-spoken, no one cares about his thoughts, he is a little disheartened, compared with the momentum and potential of the Xun family, which takes the world as a chess game, he is just an ant-like existence, he can't change the chaos that has become a foregone conclusion, and he can't complete the great governance by himself, what he feels is hesitation and helplessness, Even the two lives of people could not free him from such emotions.

In this regard, Chen Zhi's follower of course knows the way, but he is also powerless, he has not yet reached the level of thinking like Xu Ji, he still can't understand what is bothering Xu Ji, maybe this is a good thing, Chen Zhi is not a person who needs to think so much, he is just a martial artist, all he needs is to firmly pursue his beliefs.

So in this way, Xu Ji locked himself in the room for three whole days, and almost sleepless made him almost collapse, languishing, and haggard appearance, which made Chen Zhi feel worried, but he couldn't solve it, and could only hope that Xu Ji could get out of this predicament that he didn't understand.

"Young master, eat something, if it goes on like this, I'm afraid it will ............"

As soon as Chen Zhi's words fell, he saw Xu Ji's cold gaze swept over, the eyes were as cold as three feet of ice, without a trace of emotion, Chen Zhi was stunned on the spot, seeing that Chen Zhi no longer spoke Xu Ji lowered his head, Chen Zhi looked at Xu Ji's lowered head before he breathed a sigh of relief, Xu Ji's eyes were like the eyes of the tiger he saw when he was young, the murderous aura was fierce, Chen Zhi had never been on the battlefield, otherwise he must have felt it in an instant, Xu Ji had already moved his murderous intent at that moment.

Xu Ji had lost his mind, his beliefs began to waver, and he began to doubt himself, so he fell into such a crazy state in self-denial, not sleeping, not eating or drinking, in fact, he forced himself to do this with his last bit of reason, only the intense pain of his body could suppress his crazy reason.

Xun Kuang came and came twice intermittently, but Xu Ji let him eat two closed doors, Xun Kuang had no choice but to let it go, no one could save him at this time, only himself.

Of course, Xu Ji knows these things better than anyone else, but knowing the Tao is not the same as doing it, this is not a simple thing, and even Xu Ji has never encountered such a thing, which makes him lose his position, but fortunately, he is not a real six-year-old child after all, although it is difficult, but he at least keeps himself in a calm state, for this kind of frustration, it is probably difficult to imagine that people who have not experienced it, it can almost be regarded as destroying a person's original fait accompli, no less than reshaping his personality.

Three days passed, and Xu Ji finally recovered a little from the blow, so he left the Xun Clan's stronghold and looked around to see the city where they were going to stay for the first half of the year.

Wancheng was later called Nanyang, which was not very strange to Xu Ji, after all, Evil Dian Wei died here, and Cao Cao's unlucky son also died in this battle. Of course, Wancheng is not only these, but also the family, remember that Xu You is a native of Nanyang, in other words, a native of Wancheng.

Xu Ji didn't like Nanyang, although there was nothing he hated here, but maybe it was because of the messy things he encountered on the road before that it had an impact on his mentality. Xu Ji now has the mentality of a cynical resentful woman, hating everything he is dissatisfied with. The result of this incident is that Chen Zhi is like a thorn in his back almost every day, and the abnormal state of the young master makes his life very difficult for the guard who is responsible for protecting him, and no one will like a superior who always puts a face on you, although Xu Ji does not regard himself as a superior. But Chen Zhi understands that as a retainer, there are some things that he can't do, even if Xu Ji doesn't care.

Wancheng is a big city near Yingchuan County, more often like a pass, the crowd is bustling, the business is prosperous, there are many scholars, among them, the merchant porter is the most, here is already the boundary of Jingzhou, the common hawkers sell things are also different, full of Jingxiang atmosphere of small objects, snacks, and some women's trinkets and rouge gouache. Xu Ji vaguely remembered that there seemed to be a lot of characters here, and the one he was most impressed by was the guy Xu You, and then Wei Yan, these two were the ones he remembered the most, remembering Xu You because of this guy's self-righteousness, and Wei Yan, Xu Ji was very sorry, no matter what, this is a general who should achieve higher achievements, and should never be ruined in Zhuge Liang's so-called prudence like in history.

Thinking of this, Xu Ji remembered that Zhuge Liang, who seemed to be famous all over the world in later generations, was also "ploughing and Nanyang", so after calculation, Xiaoxiao Wancheng could also be called Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, but at this time, Zhuge Liang probably had not moved his family to Nanyang, so it was probably after the Yellow Turban Uprising.

There are two flowers, one on each branch.

Here Xu Ji is wandering around, Xun Kuang over there is also in some trouble, his subordinates are not careful, and the sergeant guarding the city found those forbidden things, naturally it is a whole way, and it is up and down to make money dredge so that there is finally no big trouble, this matter makes Xun Kuang very big, of course, Xu Ji doesn't know the way, but even if he knows the way, Xu Ji will not care too much, this is not his business.

It was almost noon, the market was not lively, Xu Ji also followed the crowd with the flow, the vendors on the side of the street were unexpectedly enthusiastic, and Xu Ji even suspected that he had returned to the shopping mall in the future.

In the final analysis, Xu Ji is a withdrawn person, and he has always been cold and tight in dealing with people, so he doesn't have many friends, and he doesn't have the ability to communicate extensively, so he is very resistant to treating Xu Ji like this, and to put it bluntly, he is not used to it. And Xu Ji in his previous life was also very regretful, until he broke off himself, he was still alone, because his parents abandoned him since he was a child, and no one dealt with his posthumous affairs, it is inevitably sad, people live for a lifetime, Xu Ji has not been able to leave anything, no one cares about his life or death in his previous life, and no one cares about him. But it is precisely because of his cold temperament that he can struggle for so long in that life, and finally chooses to break himself, which is precisely because the emotions accumulated over the years collapsed and lost control in an instant. Xu Ji is lonely because no one can understand him.

And after coming to this world by mistake, Xu Ji had parents, but in his previous life, he didn't know what Lu Dao's family affection was, so he was very cold to them, but Xu Ji actually cherished such feelings, but the lack of feelings made him not know how to express Lu Dao.

And the reason why he didn't trust others later was nothing more than that he had been betrayed too much in his previous life, and he couldn't believe it.

About women, Xu Ji almost didn't know at all, he didn't have a successful emotional experience in his previous life, and his fear of the unknown made him not able to understand the woman's world, for him, a woman is more troublesome than any troublesome existence, although a person is very tired, but Xu Ji has long been accustomed to using his emaciated shoulders to bear everything, whether he can really bear it or not, he doesn't need sympathy and pity, he has never had himself in the world, and he has never only needed himself.

All this makes Xu Ji almost impersonal, like solid ice, in which he stubbornly resists everything. But Chen Zhi understood Xu Ji's distress, and Guo Jia knew Xu Ji's pain. But they also understand that Xu Ji doesn't need help, he doesn't allow any trace of vulnerability on his own, and he can't accept the slightest pity and sympathy from his friends. However, the more this happens, the more withdrawn Xu Ji becomes, he is like an all-steel long sword, sharp and piercing, but because of this, it is too rigid and easy to break, and the ending that will not turn around is that he is injured.

For Xu Ji today, the biggest problem is self-confusion, he is not sure whether he should continue his seemingly meaningless ideals, and even more in the face of his own powerless weakness when he can't resist the force, Xu Ji has fallen into infinite self-denial, Sima Hui's ideal may not be suitable for this era?

Just when Xu Ji was infinitely indulged in his own world and couldn't extricate himself, he bumped into a body head-on, Xu Ji first came back to his senses and found that there was no one, and when he looked down, he found that it was a little girl, who seemed to be hit in pain, lowered his head and covered his little face, Xu Ji hurriedly squatted down and asked, "How are you?" ”

The little girl with a bun raised her head, a pair of clear eyes were faintly red, covered with a faint mist, but it was even more cute, she opened her mouth with a crying voice, as if full of grievances and dissatisfaction: "Dengzi, it hurts!" ”

Xu Ji laughed, such a cute little sister said this kind of thing in such a serious way just made him feel extraordinarily interesting, and even diluted his depression for several days, but the little girl who smiled like this was even more angry: "Dengzi, what are you laughing at?" Shouldn't you admit your mistake? ”

Xu Ji shook his head, stood up and saluted: "The kid was distracted for a while, I don't want to bump into Miss, I'm really sorry, and please don't be surprised." ”

Hearing this, the little girl smiled proudly, but she still looked a little angry. Xu Ji couldn't help but be stupid, it was really like the most delicate one in the sea of flowers, which made Qunfang lose his color. Xu Ji was stupid here, and the little girl over there said proudly: "For the sake of your sincerity in admitting your mistakes, Miss Ben will let you go this time." After that, he bounced away, leaving the demented Xu Ji alone in a daze.

Of course, Xu Ji is not a person who is easily confused by beauty, and it can even be said that he is hard-hearted and has almost no feelings, and he is stupid because this girl does have a grace that he has never seen before.

What's wrong with me? Xu Ji smiled self-deprecatingly, turned around against the crowd and planned to go back to rest, of course he didn't notice that there was a pair of big eyes staring at him tightly on the street corner: "Hmph, dare to bump into Miss Ben, do you think that Dao Lu will apologize and it's over?" Miss Ben wants you, a disciple, to have a good understanding of Miss Ben's power. ”

This is a little girl who said that she wanted to let Xu Ji go, if Xu Ji knew, he would definitely sigh that the ancients did not deceive me, and it was really difficult for women and villains to raise. Of course, he doesn't know the way, but even if he does, Xu Ji may not really take it to heart, his conceit is definitely not a joke, it is the core support force in the arrogance of a man who dares to be an enemy of the world.

However, after half a pillar of incense, Xu Ji broke away from the crowd and turned into a small alley, which was a shortcut, Xu Ji could return to Xun's stronghold faster, and the little girl tiptoeing behind him was chattering something, and only after listening carefully could he hear something: "This is the way to Xun's, what is the origin of this guy......"

She even knew the truth!!

If Xu Ji knew about it, he was afraid that he wouldn't despise this little girl, but unfortunately he didn't know anything. The little girl smiled again, and a ridiculous sentence came out of her mouth: "It doesn't matter who he is, if you provoke Miss Ben, you will die, Miss Ben will not let you go, hum!" ”

Xu Ji in front of him sneezed suddenly, he looked confused, looked up at the sky, then smiled, shook his head and continued to raise his steps and walk forward. Then the little girl in the back showed a triumphant smile: "Stupid, Miss Ben will give you a big surprise right away, big one!" ”

Xu Ji immediately knew what the surprise was, and what stopped him in front of him were two vicious dogs that were enough to be the same height as his six-year-old child, Xu Ji couldn't help but spit hard, it was really unlucky, even the river could stuff his teeth. There were vicious dogs in front of this ghost place, and he obviously couldn't get by, so he could only retreat, and when he turned around and walked back, he found that there were two vicious dogs behind him. Xu Ji's face turned pale, he couldn't help but sigh that it was really useless to be a scholar, and he didn't need to do it himself when Chen Zhi was by his side on weekdays.

Xu Ji just thought that he had no hope of surviving and found out that these vicious dogs were just threatening and did not really mean to pounce, and he instantly understood, so he shouted: "I don't know where the master is difficult to be a boy?" Xu Ji has no long things, but I'm afraid it's not worth such a battle, right? ”

After not answering for a long time, Xu Ji spoke again: "Hide your head and show your tail, don't you dare to see each other?" Xu Ji, a scholar, couldn't imagine that there was such a deterrent, and he really didn't know it today. The little girl behind the corner really gritted her teeth, she didn't expect this disciple to laugh out, and she was even more proud of the boundless dare to speak provocatively, but these vicious dogs have already been fed, even if they really let them bite and be afraid, the little girl finally couldn't stand Xu Ji's boundless provocation, so she walked out from the corner, and before Xu Ji could open her mouth, she grabbed Bai and said: "I didn't expect it, Miss Ben is neither a master nor afraid of you, If you have the ability, come here. ”

Xu Ji just laughed, but replaced the long laugh with a chuckle, like a gesture of disdain, but he didn't speak, just looked at the little girl so directly. The little girl was furious: "Dengzi, what are you laughing at?" Miss Ben...... Do you think Miss Ben won't dare to let the dog bite you? ”

Xu Ji still didn't speak, just shook his head at her, obviously didn't believe what the little girl said, the little girl really couldn't control these vicious dogs, this vicious dog was trained by her elders, she learned how to let them walk at the command, but she didn't learn how to let them attack others, so even if she had cursed this disciple thousands of times in her heart, she still couldn't take this stinky and hard guy, thinking of this, the little girl stomped her feet fiercely: "Deng, you remember, Miss Ben will find it back sooner or later, I'll teach you a lesson for the time being, you wait, Miss Ben will definitely not let you go!! ”

Xu Ji still smiled: "Miss, are you thinking about something wrong?" The kid is indeed at fault for hitting people, but the kid has already admitted his mistake, and the kid has never offended the young lady, I don't know where this sentence came from? Moreover, the kid made an unintentional mistake, why should the young lady be aggressive? Xu Ji is not talented, and I hope that Miss will solve these many puzzles. ”

As soon as Xu Ji finished speaking, the little girl's face was already full of shame: "Dengzi, you ...... You............ Are you a scoundrel and don't remember what you did? Do you offend others and don't you know what? Xu Ji suddenly looked dazed: "What did Xu Ji do?" ”

The little girl glanced at Xu Ji fiercely, turned around and left, but turned around when she was about to leave: "You really don't remember?" ”

Xu Ji said blankly: "What do you remember?" ”

The little girl glanced at Xu Ji again, but she looked a little charming: "Then think slowly, Miss Ben has time to wait for you to remember, your name is Xu Ji, right?" Miss Ben remembers, you, are dead!! ”

Xu Ji was stunned, he only felt that he had suffered an unwarranted disaster, what was this, and he was hated by others inexplicably? What did you do wrong?

The little girl still left, and when she left, she said to Xu Ji: "Dengzi Xu Ji, remember, Miss Ben's name is Yining, remember that Miss Ben will come to you to get this account back." ”

Xu Ji was still confused, but he shook his head, he didn't understand, so he didn't bother to think about it anymore, there must be a road before the car reached the mountain, and he really didn't remember what he had done to offend this little girl with a big temper. Anyway, it doesn't matter. This is Xu Ji's idea at this time, of course, he has suffered a lot for this, but this is a later story and will not mention it for the time being.

After the last, Xu Ji still returned to the stronghold without danger, Chen Zhizao was already waiting with an anxious face, Xu Ji signaled that he had nothing to do, and turned back to his room. Chen Zhi behind him has a face of impermanence, what has this young master experienced today? There is spring in the corner of the eye, what kind of happy event is this?

Chen Zhi was confused, of course, Xu Ji in the room was as confused, just thinking about the man in the room, and the man in the room thought about a little girl who didn't share the sky.

The world is really impermanent..............................