Chapter 106: Ambiguity
He Huan went to Lin Guqing's house early in the morning, but learned that he had come to Shen's house, so she turned around to look for him. She was not surprised by the solemn atmosphere of the Lin family and the discussion about "arson" among the servants, but it was the daylilies in front of her who served her thoughtfully, which made her puzzled.
"Didn't you say the day before that you went to Zhuangzi yesterday to serve your little master?" He Huan took a sip of the hot tea sent by daylily.
Daylilies took out the pastries and fruits from the tray in the little girl's hand and placed them on the table one by one, Ying Ying smiled: "Yes, early yesterday morning, didn't Miss Biao see the slave?" All the affairs on Zhuangzi's side are taken care of by Sister Sizhu, and the slaves and maids are careless, and they are responsible for delivering letters on both sides. The uncle had ordered him early in the morning to tell him about the situation of the little young master. β
"I see." He Huan nodded. Today, she didn't expect to see Shen Jinglun, because she clearly remembered that Shen Jinglun told her that yesterday afternoon, at the latest this morning, he was going back to Qingsong Temple. She thought that this was one of the reasons why Shen Jinglun sent her son to Zhuangzi to recuperate, but at this time, Xuancao said that she was responsible for delivering letters to both Zhuangzi and the Shen family, and Shen Jinglun arranged it this way "early in the morning".
Seeing that He Huan didn't have a special reaction, Xuancao continued, "Miss Biao is here for a while." Second Master Lin has probably returned to the yamen with Lin Zhutou, and he thinks that the uncle will come over soon. β
"Second Master Lin was brought back to the yamen by Lin Zhutou?" He Huan couldn't hide the surprise on his face. Seeing Xuancao nodding, she asked, "What do you mean, Lin Zhutou brought Second Master Lin back to the yamen from here?" β
"Miss Huibiao, the slave maid only knows that the second master Lin came to find the uncle in the morning. Lin Zhutou immediately came to find Second Master Lin. Something else. The slave and maid did not know what to do. β
He Huan reluctantly smiled at the daylily. I couldn't help but ask myself: Am I one step too late? Could it be that I sabotaged the plan of Shui Ting and the others, so they set fire to the Lin family?
He Huan didn't know how long she had been sitting in the house, and when she came back to her senses, she had disappeared from the daylily, only to see two little maids waiting outside the house. She was so anxious that she wanted the little maid to ask when Shen Jinglun would be free to see her. I saw a slender figure turn out of the moon gate.
He Huan looked intently and saw Shen Jinglun walking towards him without hurrying. As usual, he didn't squint, and there was no superfluous expression on his face, but He Huan was stunned, not because of his handsomeness and elegance, not because of his indifference and alienation, but because of the clothes on his body.
The pendant was the result of her first tailoring for him. She felt that the water-blue fabric, decorated with a little ink bamboo, plus the bamboo blue piping. Not only can it set off his nobility, but it can also add a touch of color to him. So that he does not seem out of reach. Unfortunately, he didn't like it. Since then, she has continued to choose clothes for him according to his custom. She had never seen him wear it.
Shen Jinglun walked in front of He Huan, followed his gaze and looked behind him, frowned and asked lightly, "Miss He?" β
"Oh, cousin-in-law." He Huan suddenly came back to his senses and bowed to him.
The two walked into the house one after the other, and in silence, the maids changed into hot tea. Shen Jinglun saw He Huan blindly lowering his head, and he took the lead in speaking: "Miss He, you came to me early in the morning, but what is the matter?" β
He Huan's thoughts were chaotic. She thought he had gone to Qingsong Temple, but she had just come to find Lin Guqing.
Shen Jinglun saw that she didn't answer, and said: "If you are here for the third master of the He family, I can only say that it is your family matter." β
"I thought my cousin-in-law didn't want to see me."
He Huan's voice was very soft, but Shen Jinglun could hear it clearly. He looked at her strangely, and after a moment, he stood up and said, "If Miss He has nothing else to do, I will have someone prepare a car and send you back to He's house." β
He Huan stood in front of Shen Jinglun, looked up into his eyes and asked, "Cousin-in-law, why are you willing to see me today?" β
The moment the four eyes met, He Huan couldn't see Shen Jinglun's emotions clearly. His dark eyes made her heart throb violently, and it continued to beat wildly. She subconsciously wanted to back away, but she forced herself to stand up straight and looked at him with burning eyes.
Maybe it was just a moment of lightning, or maybe it was as long as a century, in the end, Shen Jinglun took a step back, looked sideways out of the window, and replied coldly: "I thought you had something important to look for me." Now that there's nothing to do......"
"Cousin-in-law, the day before yesterday, yesterday, today, these days, we see each other almost every day......"
"What do you want to say?" Shen Jinglun's expression became more and more cold, and he stated ruthlessly: "No matter which time, you took the initiative to find me." If you think so, I don't need to see you......"
"It's not me who I feel, it's you. If you don't want to, no one can force you. β
"What are you trying to express?" Shen Jinglun chuckled sarcastically, "There are some things that you and I know, and I made it very clear yesterday morning, my limit, accept you as a concubine." You refused, so I thought you had something to do today......"
"I didn't say it from beginning to end, I'm here for you. If you hadn't ordered the porter in the morning, you wouldn't have known that I had been here. β
He Huan's statement made Shen Jinglun's face a touch of embarrassment. He took a few steps forward to the window, turned his back to He Huan and said, "Yesterday morning, the end between you and me has been drawn. From now on, please respect yourself! β
He Huan was ashamed and angry. It was obviously him, and he said "full stop", but he stood in front of her alive again. If he didn't want to, she wouldn't be able to enter the door of the Shen family at all. At this moment, she suddenly felt that she didn't know Shen Jinglun at all. Perhaps, she just thought she knew him.
In silence, Shen Jinglun turned to look at He Huan, his eyes seemed to ask, what is the matter with you looking for me?
Not to be outdone, He Huan raised his chin and glared at him.
During the short stalemate, Shen Jinglun chuckled. It's a pity that the doting smile only flashed, his face instantly turned cold, lowered his eyelids, turned his head to look out the window, and said word by word: "I think, even if I didn't make it clear yesterday, then at this moment, there is ...... between us"
"You want to tell me that we'll never see each other again?"
Shen Jinglun was stunned for a moment, nodded slowly, and said in a low voice: "We, there is no need to meet again." β
He Huan was anxious. If he decided not to see her again, then she would never have a chance to step into the door of the Shen family again. What the hell is going on?
He Huan had no time to think about it, let alone figure it out. She walked up to Shen Jinglun in three steps and two steps, and said hurriedly: "What's the matter with you?" Do you dare to say that you didn't deliberately lure me to you yesterday? β
"No...... It's ......" Shen Jinglun's voice weakened.
"So, if you really deliberately lured me to you?"
"It's not!" This time, Shen Jinglun shook his head categorically, but he didn't dare to look into He Huan's eyes.
"You're weak-hearted." He Huan stated.
Shen Jinglun changed the topic and asked angrily, "What are you looking for me?" I said last time that the He family will be fine. Since you said that you will not be a concubine with others, you can ask your mother-in-law to find a good relationship for you. The last two words, he said extremely heavily, almost gritting his teeth. With that, he turned his head to look out the window again.
"Are you angry?" He Huan stared at Shen Jinglun's side face, "I don't understand, you obviously said it, you don't believe me......"
"I don't believe any of your words!" Shen Jinglun suddenly turned around and looked at He Huan face to face. He slowly took a step forward, and then took a step forward, he forced He Huan to look at him, shook his head and said, "Even if you pretend to be very similar, you are not her after all!" β
Overnight, He Huan only felt that his breathing was about to stop. She could almost smell his unique scent. His breath made her brain unable to think. It took all her willpower to force herself not to retreat. What is he saying?
"You're not her, how could you be her!" Shen Jinglun shook his head.
He Huan suddenly understood. He didn't believe that she was Lin Xiyan, he had never believed in ghosts and gods, but he saw Lin Xiyan from her that he was familiar with, so he was confused. It was never a coincidence that they met again and again, but that he recognized her, but he didn't want to admit it. He loves Lin Xiyan deeply, and he has always loved Lin Xiyan.
Glad? Move? Sadness? Helpless? He Huan couldn't tell his mood. She has always been Lin Xiyan, but in his eyes, she is He Huan at this moment. But her heart has always been Lin Xiyan, she has never changed, why does he not want to believe it?
"Don't look with your eyes, look with your heart." He Huan muttered in a low voice, "The day before yesterday, yesterday, today, and earlier, if you don't want to see me, no one can force you to ......"
"You're not her." Shen Jinglun shook his head resolutely, "Because you are cousins, you occasionally have similar expressions......"
"Why don't you even believe yourself?"
"You're very different." Shen Jinglun shook his head again, but reached out and pinched her chin.
He Huan's heart palpitated. Her skin could clearly feel the coolness of his fingertips. She involuntarily reached out to hold the back of his hand, trying to warm his palm. She always believed that he was not born so cold and ruthless, but what happened to him made him too lonely and frustrated, so he imprisoned himself. She could have been with him for the rest of his life...... No, it's okay now!
He Huan held his hand hard and whispered, "Whether it's or not, why don't you give yourself a chance to confirmβ" Her voice stopped abruptly. His thumb backhanded pinched the back of her fingers, his fingertips slowly rubbing against hers, his eyes staring into hers, their cheeks close at hand.
He Huan suddenly realized that he could kiss her by lowering his head. Past experience had taught her that he would probably actually kiss her. She instinctively wanted to back away, but found that at some point, his other hand was already holding her back. With a little push, he could take her into his arms. (To be continued......)
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PS:Because the data of clicking on the collection subscription is too abusive.,So the author hasn't decided yet.,This month is a double update or a single update.,If you can't see the second update at 12 o'clock.,It's this month's single update.,Occasional additions.γ