"Wei Zheng Aiqing, what the hell is going on with you, just tell me!" Li Shimin also said with concern.

Li Shimin also saw that Wei Zheng had something in his heart. If it weren't for some reason, Wei Zheng would not have made such drastic measures against foreign races, so Wei Zheng definitely had something in his heart. As a king, of course, you must always care about the psychological state of your courtiers, so that they can feel that they are cared for by the above, so that they can be more loyal to their own lives! Therefore, Li Shimin also took the initiative to care about it, so that Wei Zheng could really feel the warmth brought by the emperor!

"Old Wei, say it! If you don't say it, it will definitely get more and more uncomfortable, and it won't be good for you! Jingwen also said.

And Wei Zheng's face suddenly became dark, and then changed color several times, and finally he could only say, "Okay! I'll say it! ”

Wei Zheng was finally able to tell what happened back then, when Wei Zheng was still young, only about sixteen years old. At that time, he and his childhood sweetheart's girlfriend and a few friends were playing in the north together, and at that time, the Sui Dynasty had not yet gone through the troubled times, and they thought that there should be nothing wrong. Later, however, when they went to play, some Turkic cavalry suddenly crossed the border to make trouble. And Wei Zheng, his girlfriend and a few friends who grew up together were targeted by those Turks.

The Turks shot arrows at them, and then several of Wei Zheng's friends and his childhood girlfriend were shot to death, and Wei Zheng also escaped by pretending to be dead very undignified. After that, things were very simple, he lost his friends who grew up together, as well as his lover, which made Wei Zheng full of anger towards the Turks. He sued the guards of the Sui Dynasty's border passes, but those guards had no choice, because they could not send troops to fight against the Turks. In the end, this matter was over, and the hatred of Wei Zheng's lovers and friends could not be avenged.

After Wei Zheng, he also became hateful to the Turks, and further hated foreigners. And he thinks that all foreigners are damned. And this qiē is all the fault of the foreigners, so he is determined to destroy the foreigners, and then avenge his lovers and friends.

"Old Wei, if you are really sad, you can cry!" Jingwen said.

And Jingwen looked at Wei Zheng holding back tears, obviously looking very sad. However, Wei Zheng is also the prime minister of a country, so it is not suitable to cry. However, Jingwen doesn't think that crying is necessarily a bad thing, after all, many times if you keep suppressing your emotions and don't want to cry, I'm afraid it will also be bad for your health.

"Woo woo woo ......" Wei Zheng suddenly began to cry.

"Are you really crying?" Jingwen suddenly thought speechlessly.

"Back then. Actually, I was the first to be hit by the arrow, and I didn't get hit at the time, and I chose to fall down and play dead. However, several of my friends also chose to fight the Turks. And even my lovers chose to fight with the Turks, preferring death to being insulted. But I shamefully pretended to be dead and secretly survived, I feel sorry for them! Over the years, I've woken up from many dreams and they seem to be resentful of me. Why did you dare not fight with them when you were greedy for life and afraid of death? Why didn't I fight with them back then, this can be regarded as sacrificing my life. I am ashamed that I have disobeyed the teachings of my ancestors! Wei Zheng cried.

Jingwen heard Wei Zheng's words and suddenly understood why Wei Zheng hated foreigners so much. In fact, he did not hate foreigners. In fact, he hated himself. Wei Zheng was greedy for life and afraid of death, so he pretended to be dead and escaped. But his friends and lovers all chose to fight with the Turks, and they all died. And Wei Zheng has always felt very indebted to them. Why didn't he fight with the Turks at that time, this can be regarded as sacrificing his life. And Wei Zheng is actually very fragile in his heart, and he deeply blames himself for being greedy for life and afraid of death.

And this self-blame. It also made him shift the guilt of his friends and lovers to his hatred of the Turks and even foreigners. This kind of mentality shift is not necessarily a bad thing for him. Because if people are constantly blaming themselves, then maybe the whole person will eventually collapse, or even go crazy. And in this idea of actually "shirking responsibility", he was able to comfort himself very well and let him shirk all "responsibility". In this way, the pressure on him personally was reduced a lot, but the consequence was that Wei Zheng had a deep hatred for the Turks and even foreigners.

In fact, the reason why Wei Zheng hated foreigners so much, in addition to the hatred of his friends and lovers, the main thing was that he transferred his guilt for his friends and lovers to his hatred of the Turks. In this way, Wei Zheng did not bear too much pressure and guilt in his heart, so that he did not become a madman.

"Old Wei, in fact, you don't have to blame yourself, it's not a big deal if you are greedy for life and afraid of death. It is human nature to be greedy for life and afraid of death. Ants are still stealing life, and there is nothing impossible for you to be afraid of death! What's more, if you don't survive, you won't be able to serve my Datang, and then you will be able to defeat the Turks! You can be regarded as avenging them, you don't have to blame yourself! Jingwen said.

Jingwen now just wanted to comfort Wei Zheng, now Wei Zheng was crying here obviously very sad, and his self-blame for his lover and friend obviously almost made him collapse.

"That's right! Wei Zheng Aiqing, you don't have to blame yourself. Survival is everyone's idea, and you choose to play dead, which is understandable. After all, you are not a soldier, and there is no need to fight desperately to kill the enemy. You play dead, it's just an action to survive. As for your lovers and friends, they are also trying to survive, so they hit the stones with eggs and stones to fight the Turks. In fact, you all choose for the same purpose, but in different ways! Li Shimin said.

"However, back then, they all dared to fight with the Turks, but I didn't dare! I'm afraid of death, I'm sorry for them! Wei Zheng continued to say bitterly.

"Old Wei, they are actually afraid of death! It is precisely because they are afraid of death that they choose to fight the Turks. And you chose to play dead, just so that you can help them get revenge later. You assisted my Tang Dynasty in destroying the Turks, wouldn't that help them take revenge? Didn't Gou Jian also fail under Wu Guo back then, and finally defeated Wu Guo again, so can it be regarded as revenge? So you don't have to be sad, you're here to avenge them, so you're not afraid of death! Jingwen continued. (To be continued......)