Chapter 284: I can't help it
Since he knew about men and women, Xie San has always disliked the intimate "movement" between men and women. He can't tell why, maybe it's because he doesn't like to be "honest" with women. In the past, he would rather fight in the courtyard than touch the room prepared for him at home, let alone the singers and dancers in the dust.
But since kissing He Huan, his life seems to have opened a new world, he wants to hug her, kiss her, touch her, and he even fantasizes about their cave room spending candle nights.
Sensing that the breath of the person in his arms was getting weaker and weaker, he had to let go of the seductive red lips, gasped and said, "Stupid, inhale!" β
He Huan gasped so hard that he couldn't exert half of his strength in his body, so he could only snuggle up to him and inhale heavily. The calluses of his palms slid over her skin, and the strange tingling tickle made her tremble. Although it was a cold November, her whole body was as uncomfortable as fire.
Xie San wanted to wait for her to rest enough before kissing him properly, but the fragrant scent of her body made him itch unbearably, and he kissed her cheek, bit her earlobe, and sucked her neck. He was impatient with her unbuttoning and slowly swallowed, rudely ripped her collar, and the fine kiss slowly ran down her collarbone.
He Huan's breathing became heavier and heavier, his stubble rubbing against her skin, and the slight tingling aroused strange longing, making her timid and expectant. She bit her lip to keep herself from making a sound, but he untied the knot in her belly pocket. His palms were rough and hot, but his lips and tongue were warm and moist, she was so uncomfortable, so helpless, and moaned uncontrollably overflowing the corners of her mouth.
Xie San told himself that he should have stopped, and that they had to stay in the cave room for the first time to spend the night of candles. But he really wanted to hold her under him and love her. He wanted her to belong to him right away.
Reason and desire were constantly fighting in his mind. His palms were already slowly descending along her lower abdomen, trying to untie the girdle of her skirt.
Before this moment, he had been worried, if the emperor insisted on him marrying Lu Banniang, if he resisted the decree, would he be involved in He Huan? If he ventured out to sea, would something happen? Once he had any accidents, they didn't decide on a name. She can remarryβ
No way!
Xie San suddenly turned over with her in his arms and pressed her to the back seat of the carriage. He doesn't allow anyone to touch her, he will definitely come back alive, even if he gives up a qiΔ in the capital, he will definitely marry her.
Xie San kissed her eagerly and deeply, eager to swallow her tongue into his belly. He is also an ordinary person, and he will also be worried and nervous. The sea is an unknown world for him, he has been in Jiangnan for less than a year, and Shen Jinglun has spent ten years planning. Even he didn't know. He has a few odds of winning. What's more, even if he wins, he will have to go back to Beijing to report on his work. Faced with one reproach after another.
Xie San hit a spirit. It is impossible for the world to live as he wants, even the emperor has to do so. He didn't want to marry Lu Banniang, so he could only go to sea immediately. This is the only choice he can make, and it is also the only way for Ming Media to marry her.
"Ah Huan." Xie San looked up at her. Moonlight shone on her face through the gaps in the curtains. Her cheeks were as red as a maple leaf in late autumn, and her eyes were full of misty lust, as if she was inviting him, but he couldn't say what he wanted from her. He loves her, and he should cherish her.
He Huan also looked at him. Her fingers traced his eyebrows, caressing his cheeks, and she scrutinized him, as if she wanted to etch his face in her mind forever. If there was an afterlife, she wished she could be his wife. Her fingers moved along his collar to the girdle around his waist, slowly untying the knot.
"Are you sure?" Xie San was pleasantly surprised and surprised. He knew that she loved him too, but today was the first time she had taken the initiative, and he was a little puzzled.
He Huan nodded firmly, not daring to look into his eyes. Whether or not he thinks she is a frivolous woman, this is probably the first and last time she will feel the beauty of two loves.
Xie San grabbed her hand, pressed it to his chest, and promised in a low voice, "We will definitely have the grandest wedding." β
He Huan didn't dare to respond to his words, and whispered: "You let Deputy Zhou let them go away." β
"Then there will be no three hundred taels of silver here, and besides, what if someone passes by?" Xie San took her hand and untied his clothes. He pressed her hand and touched his bare chest.
He Huan's face burned even more. His chest was so thick and warm, his shoulders were so thick and strong, she suddenly remembered the last time in the rain, the rain soaked his clothes, and the muscles of his arms were so clear. She wanted to see him clearly, but the moonlight wasn't bright enough.
Xie San frowned at the sight of her, their hands running across the scar on his chest, and he mistakenly thought that she didn't like ugly scars. "Don't be afraid ......"
"Don't be afraid." He Huan rubbed the scar with the tip of his index finger. She raised her head to kiss the scar and whispered, "Don't get hurt again in the future." β
"I try." Xie San lowered his head and kissed her neck. For the first time, someone cherishes him so much, and he will definitely not let her down in this life.
He Huan let him kiss him, his hands sliding from his chest to his back. "Chun'an, I like you in my heart, and I will never regret it in this life."
Xie San vaguely felt that something was wrong, her tone was too sad. In the blink of an eye, he felt that he must have had too much heart, and he whispered softly: "Say it again." β
"My heart pleases you."
"My name."
"Chun'an."
"You'll call me that way from now on, you know?"
He Huan nodded lightly, not daring to say the promise in person. Now, she can only hope that in the next life she will have the opportunity to call his name and say to him again that she loves him.
"Don't be afraid." Xie San comforted her, but he was very nervous. The grandmother of the Yong'an Hou Mansion is very dutiful, and he has known about men and women for a long time. When he was sixteen or seventeen years old, he also accepted the maid sent by the house out of curiosity, but the only time he experienced it, the maid almost fainted in pain, and he immediately let her go. She won't be so painful that she will ignore him later, will she?
"Maybe, probably, it hurts a little." Xie San said awkwardly. At that time, he asked the two old women to ask for a doctor for the maid, but the two mothers-in-law actually pursed their lips and smiled, saying that women had endured it for the first time. From then on, he would not be able to leave him.
"Don't be afraid." Xie San didn't know that he was appeasing her. Or comfort yourself. He hated the crampedness of the carriage. complained that the seat was too hard, and was afraid that he would hurt her, but at this time, he retreated, and it was no longer possible to calm his desire with two sets of punches.
He Huan felt that her pants had slipped to her ankles, and she wanted to close her eyes shyly, but she wanted to see him clearly. She desperately needs a distraction, what should she say?
"I, I'll be waiting for you in Jizhou......"
"What?"
"You go back to Beijing to marry Lu Banniang. I will be waiting for you at home. Like I said earlier, Nian Xi is just my cousin, not worth your risk. β
He Huan's words were like a basin of cold water pouring down from the top of Xie San's head. "Do you really want me to marry Lu Banniang?" He gritted his teeth in hatred. What the hell was she thinking!
He Huan was so nervous that he couldn't breathe, and he didn't realize that Xie San had stopped moving. She persuaded softly: "The holy decree cannot be disobeyed, I only have you in this life, and there is no difference between being a wife and a concubine." β
"It makes no difference if it's a good one!" Xie San was going crazy. He thought that her initiative and enthusiasm were just because she liked him, and she couldn't help but be as passionate as him, but she just wanted to persuade him to go back to Beijing to marry an inexplicable woman.
"You hear me clearly!" Xie San tugged on her shirt indiscriminately, helped her sit up, and said angrily, "Yu Gong." They slaughtered the people and plundered the goods. The fishermen did not dare to fish, and the peasants were afraid of slaughtering the village, and such evil bandits should be exterminated; For selfishness, even if I am punished by the emperor, I don't want to grovel to serve a woman. So I'm going to exterminate their lair, and it has nothing to do with you! β
He Huan was frightened. She couldn't understand why he was so angry all of a sudden.
"And!" Xie San pinched He Huan's chin and said word by word: "I like you, but this doesn't mean that you can control me in this way." β
"No......"
"I'll let them send you back." Xie San couldn't arrange his clothes, turned around and jumped out of the carriage.
The cold wind blew towards him, and he shivered involuntarily, and the anger in his chest was still burning. He has always been self-controlled, but because she is out of control, and she only wants him to marry other women, what the hell is she thinking! If they were just the words of the matchmaker of their parents, they might have respected each other for a lifetime, and he would even take concubines to have a room, but they have experienced so many things, they are happy with each other, doesn't she want to be a couple with him for the rest of her life?
Xie San buttoned up his clothes and glanced at Vice General Zhou, who was still kneeling on the ground, he took more than a dozen steps forward and said in a loud voice: "You send her home first, and then go back to confess." β
"Yes." Vice General Zhou didn't dare to ask more, and got up with his head down.
"Wait a minute." Xie San stopped and turned back and walked towards the carriage. He was angry, but he walked away like that, and he didn't know how she would be cranky. No, he had to make it clear.
Xie San hurried to the carriage and stopped again. Didn't he make it clear enough with her? What else could he say?
Xie Sanfu turned his head and left again, but he had only walked a dozen steps and stopped again. He didn't know when they would see each other again, and he wanted to see her again. He turned around indignantly, but a voice in his heart said to him that even if he looked at her ten or a hundred times, she would still not understand his heart.
Xie San was like a trapped beast, going back and forth in front of the carriage dozens of times, and finally jumped into the carriage. He opened the curtain, and there was still a ** breath in the carriage, and He Huan was like an abandoned little animal, curled up in the corner. His heart thumped hard, and he was angry again, and he couldn't leave her alone. He took a few steps forward, half-knelt in front of her and hugged her.
"I'm angry." Xie San stated, "In my heart, you have long been my wife, but you don't understand my heart at all. β
"You don't understand either, I just don't want you to be in danger."
"I understand." Xie San sighed.
"No, you don't understand. Resisting the decree is a capital offense, and besides, experienced fishermen will not go to sea in the winter. Besides, you don't know where those people are hiding......"
"Why don't you believe me, but believe Vice General Zhou's words?" Xie San cupped her cheeks and said helplessly: "You don't want to think about it, Yong'an Hou is only my uncle in name, but I am the ...... born to him."
"What do you mean, Yong'an Hou deliberately told you in advance that there might be a holy decree?"
Xie San patted He Huan's cheek and said, "In short, I will definitely come back to marry you." β
He Huan grabbed his hand and looked at him in a daze. She knew that although he was talking lightly, there was still danger in the end.
Xie San couldn't see the worry in He Huan's eyes, but Lu Banniang was the emperor's cousin after all, and he smiled: "Don't worry, if someone forces me to marry someone else, I will elope with you......"
"You're talking nonsense again!"
Xie San hugged her again, and Zhengse said, "Wait for me at home, the promise I said will definitely be fulfilled." β
"Next spring." He Huan suddenly spit out four words.
"What do you mean?" Xie San stroked her long hair.
"We meet when the acacia flowers are blooming, and next spring, when the acacia flowers are in full bloom, if you don't come back, I will ...... I'll marry someone else! β
Xie San chuckled. He believed that the moment she took the initiative to kiss him, she decided that she would never marry someone else again in this life. He didn't "expose" her, but just promised in her ear: "I promise you that next year, when the flowers bloom, it will be the day we get married." β
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The author is wrong, in the past two days, the author Jun has watched Lord Liuye's "Wonderful Couple", and it is dark to see it, and he has completely forgotten about the code word, woo woo. I've written so much today, let's go first. I'll try to write the finale at night, clench your fists!
PS: Only when I chase the article will I feel how hateful and unforgivable the author of the single update is!! (To be continued......)