That night, it wasn't until the beginning of the hour that Siyu and the others were busy disposing of hundreds of wounded soldiers. She was so tired that she didn't even bother to speak, so she went to rest with Hui'er.

After placing the wounded soldiers, Tian Fan followed Lu Bu to his house. He took a good bath, and the blood on his body was too heavy!

After he finished washing, when he came to the main hall, he saw that Lu Bu had already finished taking a shower and was sitting behind the table full of food in a daze.

Tian Fan sympathized with him a little, good brother, Hou Cheng and the three of them, who were born and died countless times together, but today they rebelled, and the army lost nearly two thousand, although it did not hurt his muscles and bones, but this was also a blow to him!

Tian Fan looked at him with some concern and persuaded: "Feng Xian! Everyone has their own aspirations, so let them go! Let's eat first! ”

Lu Bu raised his head a little sluggishly, looked at Tian Fan, and after a while, he asked, "Boguang!" I have one thing I want to ask you, and you have to answer me honestly! ”

Tian Fan nodded seriously.

Lu Bu asked, "Am I really such a failure?" Even my brother, who has followed me for so many years, has abandoned me? ”

Tian Fan looked at him with some concern, but found that he was looking at him eagerly, for a while, Tian Fan gritted his teeth, looked at him seriously, and said: "Fengxian, if you might be angry, you are indeed a failure!" ”

After hearing this, Lu Bu lowered his head in frustration, held his head irritably, and didn't speak again for a long time!

Tian Fan looked at him quietly and didn't speak!

After a while, Lu Bu raised his head again, and said in confusion like a dream: "However, I don't feel that I am a failure!" I am the world's number one general, I have a halberd in the palm of my hand, chasing the wind and a red rabbit horse for thousands of miles under my crotch, no one is invincible! ”

Tian Fan shook his head and said, "Yongwu, it doesn't mean anything!" Even if you are the resurrection of the overlord, what can you do? You can't bring a stable life to your family, you can't bring victory to your subordinates and brothers, and you can't bring peace and prosperity to the people under your rule. Even if he is as brave as an overlord, he is a failure! Otherwise, he wouldn't have lost to Gao Zu! ”

Lu Bu said confusedly: "I also want to bring a peaceful life to Diao Chan and his wife, and I also want my subordinates to die less and win more battles, but ......"

Tian Fan shook his head sadly and said, "Feng Xian! You're not young, you're almost forty! You've been in a daze for half of your life, don't you feel like you're missing something important in your life? ”

Lu Bu asked, "What is it?" ”

Tian Fan said: "Goal! A goal that supports you and gives you endless motivation! ”

Lu Bu Muran's face finally changed after a long time! He looked directly at Tian Fan and said, "Who said I don't have a goal? ”

Tian Fan shook his head and said, "I know you have a goal, your goal is about to dominate the world, be an emperor or something, right?" ”

Lu Bu was stunned for a while, nodded for a while, and replied, "Not bad!" ”

Tian Fan sighed, glanced at him, and said, "Don't you think that your goal is a bit unrealistic?" ”

Lu Bu looked at Tian Fan suspiciously, and asked, "Why is it unrealistic?" ”

Tian Fan said: "You, Lu Fengxian, a brave man, has no strategy in his chest, and there is nothing to praise for employing people, you say, in addition to being brave and good at leading troops, what are your specialties?" ”

Lu Bu was speechless for a long time!

Tian Fan continued: "If you want to win the world, the most important thing is to use people!" You look at Gao Zu, he has no ink on his chest, he likes women to hunt, but he is good at employing people, Zhang Liang, Xiao He, Chen Ping, Han Xin and other unborn talents have defected to him, and Gao Zu also trusted and used them very well, which can create a 400-year Han dynasty! What about you? You have the courage of an overlord and the ability of an overlord to lead troops, but didn't the overlord also lose miserably to Gaozu, and finally Wujiang killed himself? Those who work hard govern people, and those who work hard govern people! Bongxian, you can only be a qualified laborer! ”…,

Lu Bu's stupid background, he looks overly frustrated! He had thought about these too, but there was a knot in his heart that prompted him to move towards this unrealistic goal, even if there was only a glimmer of hope!

Tian Fan moved his body, sat in front of him, and said softly: "Fengxian, you and I are friends, and you have taken me as the first confidant in your life, as your confidant, I will naturally say what I have to say, whether you want to listen to it or not!" What I'm going to say below may make you sad, would you still like to hear it? ”

Lu Bu looked up at him, and after a while, he said, "Boguang, if you have something to say, I'll ...... Hold on! ”

Tian Fan nodded slowly and said softly: "Fengxian, actually...... You've had a goal at one point, and that's the way you should go! ”

Lu Bu looked at him unexpectedly and asked, "Ever?" When? ”

Tian Fan said: "You, when you are still in the state!" ”

Lu Bu frowned and pondered, as if he didn't remember those things anymore!

Tian Fan looked at his expression and said, "At that time, your greatest wish was to follow Huo Hussar's example and seal the wolf in Xu Mountain!" ”

Lu Bu's frowning brows finally dispersed, and with a nostalgic smile on his face, he said softly: "Yes, that was what I thought when I first joined the army, hehe, how many years, I forgot it myself!" Boguang, how do you know? ”

Tian Fan shook his head and said, "How do I know, that's not the point!" Bongxian, I'...... What I want to say...... I beg your forgiveness in advance, I have investigated your past without your permission! ”

Lu Bu was stunned for a moment, looked straight at Tian Fan, his face kept changing, and after a long while, he waved his hand and said, "It doesn't matter, you have investigated it anyway!" ”

Tian Fan let out a sigh, nodded slightly, looked at Lu Bu for a while, and saw that he showed no signs of madness, so he said, "Fengxian, you ...... Born in Gohara County, raised in Gohara County! There, there are Han people, Huns, Qiang people, Di people, Xianbei people and other ethnic groups, Han and Hu live together, but they don't get along well with each other! You have lived in this kind of place since you were a child, and you have seen a lot of conflicts between Han people and Hu people, you have seen many Han people being killed by Hu people, and you have seen many Hu people being killed by Han people!

"And your background ...... You have half Hu blood in you, and you don't know who your father is, and you don't even know what kind of nationality he is! ……”

Lu Bu's face suddenly turned red, and his breathing was much shorter!

Tian Fan hurriedly paused, and only after he was in a stable mood did he say, "Your mother is a Han person!" She is very likely to be a Han woman who was abducted by the Hu people...... Its identity is also very low! And your father, that Hu man, abandoned your mother after she became pregnant, he ...... He didn't do what a father should do! This directly led to the tragic life of you and your mother! Because, you're ...... It's a fatherless man! ”

Seeing that Lu Bu's emotions began to get excited again, Tian Fan hurriedly said: "Fengxian, you and I are confidants, I won't look down on you!" Otherwise, we wouldn't be friends! So ......"

Lu Bu clenched his fists, his face twitched, tears swirled in his eyes, and his breathing became much shorter! He raised his head to avoid tears, and after a long time, he took a breath and said, "Boguang, it's okay!" I just, think of my unfortunate mother! You go on! ”

Tian Fan let out a sigh of relief, he felt that the bath he had just taken was washed in vain, Lu Bu was emotional, and he suddenly broke out in a cold sweat! If Lu Bu goes crazy, I'm afraid that I'll be finished! Grandma's, this job is really not done by people!

"Your childhood was miserable just because of your blood! The Han people don't treat you as a Han because you have half Hu blood in you, and they treat you like a Hu person who plundered their property and mutilated their relatives, and they hate you! Hu people, too, don't treat you as your own, because you have half Han blood in you! You are the most despicable part of the steppe, and you only have the fate of being a slave! …,

"You are lonely, you are lonely, you have extreme inferiority, the people around you don't treat you as a person, no one looks down on you, adults will beat you when they see you, children will ignore you when they see you, don't play with you!

"The root of it all is in your father! So, you hate your father, and then, you hate all the Hu people! Hate all those who look down on you! ”

Lu Bu's tears finally stubbornly flowed out of his eyes!

Tian Fan glanced at him sympathetically and continued: "So, there is a raging anger in your heart! Later, you finally got the chance to practice martial arts! You practice martial arts desperately, just to let those children who don't play with you play with you! I just want those who look down on you to look down on you!

"You do have the talent to practice martial arts, and with hard work, finally, your martial arts have become great! After practicing martial arts, you are very arrogant, but your arrogance is just to hide your extreme inferiority complex in your heart! Because of the inferiority complex created by birth! After leaving the mountain, when you return home, you find that your only relative, the mother who loves you, has long been killed!

"After some investigation, you finally learned that it was the Xianbei who killed your mother! Therefore, you hate the Xianbei people in your heart! In order to avenge your mother, kill all the Hu people, and let all the Han people look up to you, you have thought of a way, that is, you are willing to follow Huo Huqi and seal the wolf in Xu Mountain! That is, you have to climb to the top first!

"So, you go to Ding Jianyang! However, although Ding Jianyang appreciates your ability, he still looks down on you from the bottom of his heart! With your cleverness, it's not hard to spot this! However, in order to win you over and use you, Ding Jianyang still recognized you as a righteous son!

"You are very stupid and naïve to think that as long as you become his adopted son, he will look down on you, and reuse you and trust you! However, he recognizes you as a righteous son, just to take advantage of you, because he wants to borrow your ability! Your official position is not as good as Gao Shun, and even Hou Cheng is not as good as you. Ding Jianyang has a good horse, but he doesn't give it to you, you can only ride a second-class horse. So, you are sad and angry, and you hate him from the bottom of your heart, just because he doesn't respect you!

"Later, Li Su came to woo you, and when you heard that Dong Zhongying attached great importance to you, you were naturally very moved! However, Li Su proposed that you kill Ding Jianyang, but you are still a little reluctant from the bottom of your heart! Although he looks down on you, he accepts you after all, and gives you a group of buddies and a group of robes in the army!

"It's fate against you! Ding Jianyang didn't believe you, so he would naturally secretly set up a spy in your barracks, and after the spy reported to him about your meeting with Li Su, he was immediately furious! In his opinion, you are one of his dogs, and the owner can treat the dog badly, but the dog cannot betray the master!

"So he came to your tent and wanted to kill you with his own hands. You were swaying at that time, and when you saw Ding Jianyang coming, you would naturally panic! Ding Jianyang raised his sword to slash you, you hid, but when there was no way to hide, you killed him without paying attention! So, all of a sudden, you're in a bad reputation for killing your father!

"Hehe, Ding Jianyang may be a loyal minister to the Han, but for you, he is not a good father-in-law! Moreover, you were forced by him to have no choice, or you killed by mistake, so you can't be blamed for this incident! ”

PS: I believe that everyone's personality is shaped by the environment in which they grew up! Lu Bu, I think this person is definitely not as unbearable as it is in the history books, otherwise, Zhang Liao and Gao Shun, people like Zhang Liao and Gao Shun, who are loyal and righteous, will not always follow him, until he dies, one will accompany him to die, and the other will surrender to Cao Cao.

And I also think that Lu Bu, a god-like existence, his early death is a pity, and it is also a pity that he failed to die in the war against the grassland peoples. Maybe I don't have enough ability to write well, but I'm trying, without changing the historical results, to write about his unbearable experiences as coincidences or forced to be helpless. If you like it, please support it, if you don't like it, please scold it in the book review area, thank you.