Chapter 12: Double Death

At this moment, Qin Feng was confused, and he was deeply trapped in the sorrow he had created. I wanted to deceive Cai Yan and steal my heart, but I put myself in it.

I don't know how long this is the relationship that has appeared, and it suddenly appeared at this time. The two children, like adults, are surrounded by sadness, and the cutting is incredible.

Qin Feng didn't know that it was the deepest feeling buried in his heart, and he had never completely forgotten his past life. It's just deliberately dodging, causing me to not understand what's going on, so I don't dwell on it, just think I've forgotten. It was only at this moment that he realized that his soul was still lonely and did not belong here.

It's just that with Cai Yan today, there is not much difference in age to confide in you, this may be the truest self.

"Is this my third life?" In the bottom of his heart, Qin Feng was shouting, full of sadness and pain. Now, how he wished he had drunk the legendary Meng Po soup and forgotten everything, instead of wandering around in human skin like a lonely soul, for some reason. Whispered melancholy:

"The willow flower flew into Tingxinzhou, and the lying led the Linghua letter to the blue stream.

Hearing that the scenery is full of lotus seeds, the clear rain is alone and forgets the worries of the world. ”

Cai Yan, who was crying pear blossoms and apricot rain, looked up at Qin Feng, who was older than herself, although she was young, she had a deep understanding of poetry under the influence of her father since she was a child, not to mention that she should be a great poet herself. I can hear that the style of this poem is what my father said, and a genius created it should be Qin Feng.

However, in the stories and poems, she felt sadness and longing, resentment and despair. He also thought that Qin Feng was also moved by this legend, and seeing that Qin Feng was still immersed in it, Cai Yan couldn't help but pull his hand: "Brother Feng, isn't there another life?" ”

Qin Feng reacted suddenly, and Cai Yan, who still had tears on his face in front of him, stared at him with big black eyes. Qin Feng calmed down a somewhat turbulent state of mind, since this life has begun, what is the use of thinking about the previous life! It's better to live in the present, live in this era of parents and families, and don't be the three life stones.

Qin Feng unconsciously showed a hint of a smile, at this moment, he really fully integrated into this worldly realm. Cai Yan was very puzzled, and laughed for a while, and then seemed to cry. But now that she really wants to hear that story, she will pull Qin Feng's clothes.

Qin Feng, who had figured it out, really let go at this time, and his whole body was relaxed. Feeling that someone was pulling him, he remembered that Cai Yan had just asked himself, and he was a little embarrassed. Turning his head, he was a little embarrassed, so he pretended not to care, and said softly: "This third life, it's like this."

Sanshengshi III

I struggled in the sea of suffering, begging for 700 years, and the Buddha finally forgave me. Stretch out the Lotus Hand to me and let me meet you again, but you don't remember me!

Gently touching his wrist, the blood-red birthmark was actually hot. For the sake of the unfinished traces of my past life, I hold a handful of broken old things in your arrogant posture.

Smile at me, even if there is a thousand miles in that smile, I am moved. Gare at me, and if there is an infatuated reprition in that glare, I have no remorse. And yet you just ignore it.

Every night I prayed to the gods with tears in my eyes that if you looked at me, I would die happily; If you don't look at me, I'm going to die in agony.

Is it that loving someone is such a life and death and being willing?

You still ignore it. My waiting heart was painful and blissful, and I smiled as you walked past me in defiance, watching your gaze pass over my head. In a story with you, it ends well!

The sunset was gentle, and I heard many fresh and unfamiliar laughter in my ears, so I thought: Three lives have passed, and in the next life, are you still there?

The afterglow of the setting sun shines on the lotus leaves, caresses the pavilion in the center of the lake, and stops on the Sansheng stone. Next to the Sansheng Stone, the two children leaned together and told the story of the Sansheng Stone.

On this day, Cai Yan will never forget this life, and on this day, Qin Feng will never forget this life.

The next day, Cai Yong actually said goodbye to Qin Su, and Qin Su didn't stay, obviously because he already knew the reason. Qin Feng's face was full of astonishment, and he didn't know what was going on. looked at Cai Yan who was standing beside Cai Yong, and saw that Cai Yan was also surprised, and looked at his father anxiously. Cai Yong and Qin Su looked at the two children, and laughed.

In fact, when he and Cai Yan were in his yard yesterday, Cai Yong and his father received a letter when they were drinking tea. asked Cai Yong to return to Luoyang, as if the imperial court wanted to use him. It's just that the two children don't know the way yet, and now they know the way.

Qin Feng was very anxious, and his forehead was sweating. It made Cai Yong funny, but he was also very satisfied, he thought that Qin Feng didn't want Cai Yan to leave, so he couldn't help but laugh: "Didn't the virtuous nephew say that if the two love for a long time, how can they be in the morning and twilight?" How can you be so childlike! After saying that, he pretended to be angry.

How did he know that Qin Feng cared about him, he knew the history, and Cai Yong was called to compile the history of the Han Dynasty when he went back this time. Although there will be nothing wrong, Cai Yong's temper, I don't know how many people will be offended when he arrives in Luoyang. And if history remains unchanged, the world will be in chaos in a few years, and when Dong Zhuo enters Beijing, I don't know what will happen.

But knowing that he can't say it, this feeling is really like eating coptis. Cai Yan also saw Qin Feng's performance, and her heart was sweet, since that day, Qin Feng's figure has been deeply imprinted in her young heart. couldn't help but comfort: "It's okay, Brother Feng, you can come to Luoyang at any time, it's not far away." ”

There was nothing to do, Qin Feng really didn't know what to do, and looked at his father as if asking for help. In fact, Qin Su also thought that his son couldn't let go of Cai Yan, looking at his son's appearance, Qin Su said with a smile: "Cai Gong might as well be in a hurry for another day, the time is not very urgent, let these two children say goodbye." And Feng'er doesn't have a word yet, so it's better to start with Cai Gong. ”

For the sake of his son, Qin Su found a good excuse to keep Cai Yong for another day. And Qin Feng knew that he had to plan well, otherwise it would be a little bad.

Therefore, Qin Feng stayed in his room all day to find a way, and Cai Yan was not in the mood to accompany him by his side. However, this time, even if he has thousands of years of knowledge, it will not work, it was recruited by the emperor, no one is older than the emperor, and he can't do anything after thinking about it for a day.

In the evening, he listlessly returned to the lobby to accompany Cai Yong and his father to dinner. Seeing Qin Feng like this, they thought that the two children were too tired from playing, so they didn't care. Only Cai Yan showed deep worry on his face, but he didn't know what Lu Dao said. Cai Yong told him at the banquet that the words had been taken, which aroused Qin Feng's interest. After all, most people in ancient times called people people's characters, and he was very curious about what Cai Yong would give him.

Seeing Qin Feng's appetite being aroused, Cai Yong couldn't help but smile and said: "I heard your father say that you had a vision when you were born, and the wind rolled up, which is rare in a hundred years, and you were born when you were a child, so you are called Zifeng, how about it?" Qin Feng muttered, "Qin Feng, Qin Zifeng, it's not bad." ”

Hearing Qin Su and Cai Yong's laughter again, Qin Feng was a little confused, but because he didn't think of a way to leave Cai Yong's depression, it was a little dissipated, as if they had influenced him.

The next morning, Cai Yong's father and daughter really had to leave, and in reluctance, Qin Feng, accompanied by his father, sent Cai Yong's father and daughter to the Ten Mile Long Pavilion. Qin Feng plagiarized another poem and gave it to Cai Yan, which made Xiao Zhaoji cry when she left.

Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, the grass is green, the morning breeze blows the willow flute, and the mountains outside Chaoyang Mountain. The end of the sky, the corner of the earth, the acquaintances are half scattered, life is rare to gather, only parting more.

Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, the grass is green, ask when you will go, and don't linger when you come. The end of the sky, the corner of the earth, the acquaintance is half scattered, a pot of turbidity is sprinkled with all the joy, don't dream cold tonight.

The morning sun gradually sprinkled all over the long pavilion, rising higher and higher, Qin Feng looked at the figure that had long disappeared in the distance, and was a little panicked. It's just a moment to have a feeling of longing, which is indescribable. Qin Su looked at his son, he didn't know what Lu Dao said, he sighed deeply, turned to leave, he believed in his son.

"There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't force it," Qin Feng no longer looked far away, leaving a sentence in his heart. Somehow, he felt that it was not so easy to be with Cai Yan.

The guests who came and went to Yingchuan left, Cai Yan and her father also left, and the teacher Zheng Xuan also left in the past few days, and the Qin family returned to the same calm as usual.

Qin Feng, who returned home, felt the urgency of time, so he put Cai Yan's matter aside for the time being.

It is now the second year of Guanghe, and in five years, the Yellow Turban Uprising, which shocked the world, will begin. The troubled times of the Three Kingdoms are coming, and it is necessary to plan early.

So, the next morning, after practicing martial arts, tidy up. Qin Feng found his father and prepared for a showdown, otherwise he couldn't change anything as a child. The strength of the family is important, especially in ancient times.

In the study, he told his father about his plans, and the father and son talked for a long time before leaving.

In the past few years, I have read the collection of books at home more than once, combined with my understanding of the three lives, the ability to lay out and plan is estimated to be not much different from those top strategists, and what is lacking now is practice.

Moreover, in the past few years, he has found that he seems to have the legendary ability to remember. Not only in reading, but even the family martial arts are well understood, although there are some places that are not very understood, but they have been left in memory. In terms of reading, he doesn't have to read any books anymore, and even his teacher Zheng Xuan said that he has nothing to teach, and he has to feel it himself.

Maybe it's because of the talent, or maybe it's because of the genes of the old Qin people, who are older than ordinary children. What makes people even more amazing is that he is very young and his martial arts are already very powerful, so he made a decision - to study. That is, he traveled to the Han world, in fact, the little Jiujiu who fought in his heart was to find a few younger brothers. Although I have also learned kung fu, I know how many catties I have now. Besides, I'm only a few years old now. The strength is still insufficient, and the family martial arts have only been practiced to three or four minutes. In this troubled world, especially in the Three Kingdoms, there are so many powerful characters that there must be a few bodyguards, all for the sake of their lives.

Qin Su thought about it again and again, and finally made up his mind. Although they feel a little sorry for their son, in their Qin blood, there is no timidity, fear of difficulties, indomitable progress, and responsibility. Besides, now that his son can be said to be half a big man, with his teacher's reputation, and there are no enemies in his own family, there should be no danger.

After discussing with his wife Wang, Qin Su agreed.

The Wang family was very worried about the child, after all, no matter how talented he was, Qin Feng was still just a child. I haven't been far away, not to mention that I'm alone this time.

But she was well versed in the rules of the Qin family, and she did not object, she knew that this was inevitable. Although I understand that I may miss and cry in the future; But she still let go, just because she understood.