It was already ten o'clock at night when our jeep drove to the guest house, and the meal was full and happy...... This is not only because I had a good conversation with Commander Zhang, but more importantly, I have always held my breath when fighting on the battlefield.

This breath is not because of the enemy...... If it's anger at the enemy, it's okay to say, just vent it with bullets on the battlefield. But it is precisely because of the anger in my heart for my own people and superiors...... That's why there's nowhere to send it.

When I say this tonight, I feel all over my body, and when I say it to a military commander, it feels like avenging the grievances of those comrades-in-arms who died in vain.

It didn't take long for the car to stop in front of the guest house, and after more than ten meters, I saw that the two floors where the soldiers lived were brightly lit and lively...... This was already expected by me, firstly because the biological clock in the cat's ear piercing was not adjusted, and secondly, those of us who came down from the battlefield cherished this good time, and no one wanted to waste the time we should enjoy sleeping in this time.

With seven points of drunkenness, I said to Zhang Fan: "It's still early, let's go for a walk!" ”

"Hmm!" Zhang Fan nodded, turned a corner, and naturally took my hand and leaned on my shoulder.

Maybe it was because he felt the smell of alcohol on my body, Zhang Fan said in a strange tone: "I told you not to drink so much wine, but I just didn't listen!" ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but laugh dumbly: "You haven't become my wife yet, so you started to take care of me!" ”

"Who wants to be your wife!" Zhang Fan pretended to be angry and pinched me, but the expression on her face completely revealed her inner thoughts.

"That's right!" After walking for a while, Zhang Fan asked, "What did I tell my dad today...... How did you come up with that? ”

"What? Think I'm just a big five and three rough soldiers, right? I asked.

"Then you didn't say it before, how do I know?"

"You didn't ask before!" I laughed, "And it's useless to tell you this...... You don't understand! ”

"You ......" Zhang Fan couldn't help but be angry.

Looking at her rolling eyes, I couldn't help but provoke my hahadaxiao...... Let's be honest. On the battlefield, discussing life and death in front of a group of men all day long is really monotonous. It's really nice to have a woman around and joking around.

"Seriously!" After a while, Zhang Fan said seriously: "My dad has never talked to something for so long and drank so much wine like tonight." He's busy all day long! And when talking to you, he thinks a lot of the time...... I guess that's because what you said worked for him! ”

I was thinking to myself...... Of course it's useful, but none of the things I'm talking about are actually my own, but they will happen in a few years...... For example, the military academy will soon enter the reform, and the name will be changed from the original "infantry school" to "army academy". This is not just as simple as changing the name, but in a certain way shows the determination of the higher authorities to reform the military academy.

"Hey...... Do you even say it? Zhang Fan shook my hand like a little girl begging for candy.

"Say what?" I couldn't help but wonder.

"How do you know that?" Zhang Fan said: "For example, the reform of military academies has improved the cultural level of soldiers...... My dad couldn't have imagined this! ”

"I'm a high school student!" I'm making a fool of myself. I didn't expect the careful Zhang Fan to be more serious in this matter.

"Then I'm also a high school student, how come I don't know?"

"How can you be the same as me?" I quickly found the right excuse: "I'm fighting on the front line all day long, and I have to face life and death all the time, and in this kind of pressure, I naturally think more and think further, so what's so strange about thinking about this?" Besides...... We hide and be bored in the tunnel all day long, and when we have nothing to do, we will find some topics to talk about. ”

"Hmm!" Zhang Fan nodded.

"What do you want to know about this?" I asked.

"Nothing!" Zhang Fan said: "I don't know if it's my delusion...... I always feel like you don't belong to this shijie! ”

I couldn't help but be shocked when I heard this, knowing that Zhang Fan was delicate and had been in contact with me for a long time. I learned more, so I felt something ahead of my time.

"Isn't my idea weird?" Zhang Fan smiled: "The more I know about you." The more I feel like you're a mystery...... Your mentality, your personality, doesn't seem to be what this era should be, and you shouldn't just be a high school student...... Are you ...... What else didn't tell me! ”

"Yes, indeed!" I said, "I'm still a junior high school student......

"Nasty!" Zhang Fan patted me a few times angrily: "People are serious!" ”

"If I really came from another era, would you still like me?" I say.

"Weishenme, no?" Zhang Fan asked rhetorically.

"Because...... Maybe one day I'll go back to my own time! "I dare to say this because I know something...... It is often just by saying it directly that the other party's suspicion will be lifted.

"You know what?" Zhang Fan let go of my hand, jumped in front of me, and then turned back and said, "Sometimes I feel ...... You are given to me by God, if you really belong to another shijie, then I will cherish every day! ”

I was moved and took her into my arms...... No one has ever been able to love me so unreservedly, and no one has treated me as heaven and an idol like Zhang Fan...... This made me feel so relieved of her that I didn't feel the threat of Chen Jiahao and his ilk to me at all.

Again, I feel that living in this shijie is still good. If one day I'm going to go back to the modern era, I think I'll miss everything here.

Soon my men were dishonest again...... However, I don't dare to be as presumptuous as Chen Yiyi in Zhang Fan, and I can't tell what kind of feeling it is, maybe it's because of different personalities, or I know that Zhang Fan and Chen Yiyi grew up in a different environment, in short, I'm a little cautious about Zhang Fan...... I'm afraid that if I cross the line or be too abrupt, I will make her angry.

I found out later...... There is actually another reason why I am cautious about Zhang Fan, and that is that I am her idol.

You must know that you can become a woman so thoroughly, and she is also the idol of a woman like Zhang Fan...... It took a coincidence, and it wasn't that easy, and I didn't want the image in her mind to collapse!

But fortunately, I still have some experience in this area...... I know that don't be anxious about girls who have a line of defense in their hearts, that will only make the other party feel awkward and unacceptable.

So I first caressed Zhang Fan's back with both hands, like coaxing a child to sleep, full of love and pity...... When he felt her relax, he kissed her cheek further, and then naturally shifted to her lips......

So it didn't take much effort, Zhang Fan's psychological defense line soon collapsed in front of me, and with Zhang Fan's delicate pant in my arms, my hands boldly walked up and down her body, the firm twin peaks, the plump arms and the forbidden area that made people think about it infinitely...... I could clearly feel the tremors on Zhang Fan's body, which I don't know if it was because of excitement or fear, and the slightly open lips and the occasional interruption of breathing made me know that she was also enjoying and even looking forward to this moment.

But it's a pity...... It was all through her clothes, and I hated the belt around her waist, which forced me to unbuckle her chest when I wanted to go further...... Maybe it's because of the interruption of my movements, or maybe this big action has brought Zhang Fan back to his senses...... She quickly took my hand and stopped me, then shook her head slightly in my arms.

Then I realized that I had another line of defense, and that it was impossible to break through tonight.

"You...... Will you blame me? Zhang Fan said cautiously.

"Of course not!" I say.

To be honest, I can really understand Zhang Fan.

The ideas of women in this era are a little different from those of our modern people, and they generally have a kind of thinking...... Only when you get married will you have skin-to-skin intimacy, otherwise you will be regarded as "improper", and even the man will have this thought: This woman gave her body to me so easily, does that mean that she is more casual, and will it be the same for other men after marriage......

Therefore, Zhang Fan did this, not only because of feudal thinking or fear of gossip or something, but also because he wanted to maintain the image in my heart, and I didn't want me to think that she was a casual woman.

"Hmm!" Zhang Fan looked up at me and was relieved to make sure there was no unhappiness on my face.

I felt a little strange when I watched Zhang Fan's movements...... The matter between men and women is originally what you and I want, why Zhang Fan seems to feel sorry for me.

Looking at the doubts on my face, Zhang Fan blushed and said, "I said don't laugh at me......"

"Hmmm! Let's talk about it...... "When Zhang Fan said this, I was even more inexplicable."

"Actually......" Zhang Fan said hesitantly, "when you are on the battlefield...... I, I'll regret it...... Worried about you...... So that's it...... But now ......"

All right! Although what Zhang Fan said didn't mean anything, it was all related words, but I still understood what she meant.

This girl is worried that I won't be able to come back on the battlefield, so I regret that I didn't have a skin-to-skin relationship on the battlefield...... Now that I am back, and it seems that I don't know when I will return to the battlefield, the reserve and contradiction in my heart come out again.

Hearing this, I couldn't help but hahadaxiao, and I hugged her in my arms.

Why does this little girl think about others all the time? She didn't even think about it...... What if she does, and I can't come back on the battlefield? (To be continued......)