I grew up with an unknown father.

At first, I didn't think it was a big deal, but then I found out that everyone has a father and a mother, but I only have a mother and a nurse, so when I was six years old, I asked my mother with some doubts: "Mother, why do others have fathers, but I don't?" Why do they say I'm a wild child without a father? ”

The mother's answer was silent crying and tears falling like strings of beads.

The nurse hugged me and sighed, but she didn't say a word.

So I didn't ask that question again.

Later, my mother simply took me and the nurse to live in the mountains.

In fact, my mother is not only beautiful, but also talented, all poetry and songs, and even martial arts are very superb, and all my enlightenment teachers are mothers. So I think, my father is probably dead, otherwise how can he give up an excellent woman like his mother?

When I was ten years old, my mother took me to a deserted courtyard, which is said to be a secret house left by my grandfather, and my mother took out a lot of belongings from the secret room there and built the He Xi Building. Mother adopted many lonely and helpless people, as a companion of He Xilou tonight.

Tonight, He Xi Lou is a restaurant.

Just two years later, my mother died of a serious illness, and I was in charge of He Xilou tonight, and the original shopkeeper was deeply favored by my mother, but he bullied me when I was young and wanted to occupy He Xilou today. It's just that he doesn't know, I've been very smart since I was a child, and my bones are amazing enough to practice martial arts, after my mother enlightened me in martial arts, she gave me a lot of martial arts books passed on to her by my grandfather, although I was a little thin in front of him at the age of twelve, but it was by no means an ignorant child that he could handle at will.

With an iron-blooded wrist beyond my age, I cleaned up the shopkeeper who didn't want to repay his kindness, and I reorganized He Xilou tonight.

What does it mean to be a restaurant?

I want the man who abandoned me and my mother to know what a wonderful son he has given up!

- Yes, on her deathbed, my mother told me the story of her and my so-called father.

At that time, my mother had just lost my parents, my grandfather and grandmother were originally masters who lived in seclusion in the mountains, my grandfather was strong in martial arts, and my grandmother was proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

That man is in the prime of life, he looks like a jade tree in the wind and graceful, his mother has never seen a man other than his grandfather since he was a child, and he was almost deceived by the wicked. It's a pity that the goddess has a dream, and King Xiang has no heart.

That man not only has a heart, but also has a wife, and when he goes out this time, he also has important things to do, and it is just a gesture to save my mother.

But the mother was fascinated, and she had to be a gentleman, and even at the time of parting, she dedicated herself to the man when he was drunk and missed his wife's room......

Then there was me.

After the separation, my mother tossed and turned to get news of him, although I found that his identity was extraordinary, but for me, my mother still tried her best to find him. But in order not to make his wife sad, he insisted on refusing to take his mother to him.

It's funny. That person is obviously the emperor who sits in the six palaces, and there are countless concubines in the harem, but he simply refuses to accept my mother? It's just that I dislike my mother's humble background!

My mother saw the disdain in my eyes, and just used her last strength to explain and ask me: "Your father doesn't want you and your mother, it's just that that place is not suitable for your mother, and your mother won't even be able to keep you, Xiao'er, promise your mother, don't resent your father, it's all the sins created by my mother herself, if my mother didn't insist on it...... Fortunately, with you, my mother is happy in my heart, but it's a pity that my mother can't watch you grow up and marry a daughter-in-law, Xiao'er, don't be sad, your father will take care of you, don't hate your father, promise your mother, okay? Xiao'er ......"

After my mother said this in one breath, it seemed that she had used up all her strength, and she didn't even have time to wait for me to answer, and then she passed away.

I didn't shed a tear.

I think I have the cold blood of the imperial family in my bones.

So I didn't say yes to my mother, even though it was her last wish when she was dying.

That man, how can I not hate. He heard that the woman he loved the most was dead, but he regarded her son as a treasure in his eyes, and no matter how out of the ordinary things he did, he laughed it off and doted on him very much.

But what about me. I am his eldest son, but no one in the world knows of my existence! Although after my mother's death, he ordered someone to take me away, but I disdain to be his illegitimate son hiding in the shadows, I just want him to watch carefully, how useless his beloved son is, and how good the son he abandoned!

In such a deep resentment, He Xilou gradually became a scale, and I slowly became a person who covered all his emotions with a warm smile.

Those who see me at first glance will think that I am a humble gentleman, but only my subordinates who have followed me for a long time will know that I am not as gentle as my smile in my actions.

Thunder means, rewards and punishments are clear. Sometimes my subordinates think I'm a good talker, but sometimes, they think I'm too impersonal.

Fortunately, I still have a nurse with me, so that I don't become too cold-blooded and ruthless.

I converted the abandoned Shozi into Akiba Sanso, which serves as the headquarters of the Ho Xi Building, where I usually live when I have nothing to do.

Autumn Leaves Villa, outside of Chu City.

Yes, I want to live well under his nose, let him compare how different I am from his most beloved son.

Someday, I'll see him regret it.

But I don't know, in fact, everything I do is just because I longing for him, I want him to love me like a father, even if it's just a little love, as long as I can feel it.

If it had been his expressionless subordinate who had come to pick me up when my mother had died, perhaps I would not have made such a stubborn decision not to recognize him.

Even though he was reluctant at first, as a man, as the king of a country, how could he not even have this responsibility?

- Maybe he's not unresponsible, it's just that my mother and I are not the ones he cares about.

I've always known that. So I can only resent. I don't even understand why a proud person like my mother would be willing to do this for him.

Until one day, I knew that I had never read the Book of Songs, and it turned out to be-

"Tonight, what night, see this beloved."

I met him and fell in love with him, and I couldn't help myself from then on, so my mother took her life online for a man who didn't love her or even cared about her.

I heard that voice say, it's not worth it!

- Yes, it is foolish to pour everything into so-called affection!

Especially for a man like that, it's not worth it at all!