lonely
It can be said that Ling Xi has grown so big, except for her aunt who treats her sincerely, no one has ever given her warmth. Both parents died, and her aunt can be said to be her only relative.
But this child has been uneasy since he was a child, and every time a large number of people broke into the aunt's yard violently, he was persuaded away by the aunt until dusk. The aunt watched the group of people leave and wiped the sweat from her forehead. Ling Xi walked out in a daze, she was not afraid, but guilty. When the aunt heard the movement, she turned around and smiled at Ling Xi, and asked her what she had for dinner, but Ling Xi didn't speak.
"Just eat fish, I heard you yelling for fish last time."
“……”
"I'll fry it for you today, and pack it if you like." He said that he was going to wipe the sweat on his hands with the corner of his clothes and walked to the kitchen.
“…… Auntie, why don't you scold me, so that my heart will feel better. Ling Xi's eyes were red, and he tugged at the corners of his clothes, at a loss.
"What are you scolding for, there must be a reason for you to do this, my aunt believes you."
Indeed, if Ling Xi hadn't seen the second dog of the next door snickering and picking Grandma Liu's apples, how could she have dragged him down from the tree and beat him up. But no one listened to her explanation except for her aunt.
"Auntie... I'm sorry. ”
"Silly boy, you are such a relative as me, what else do you say I'm sorry for, the fish is almost ready, don't go and set the dishes and chopsticks." After saying that, he went to turn over the fish again, and the fish was fried with a crackling sound, just like the chaos in Ling Xi's heart.
Ling Xi can be said to have no friends, only a dog willing to play with her and protect her. She named it Dumb because every time she was bullied, it came out and screamed to prevent the bad kids from bullying her. Each time, they would climb to the top of the highest mountain in the village, where they would shout to vent their anguish. When you are tired of shouting, you lie on the grass and chat.
"Dumb, when did you say that I would take you to the outside world to see, I don't want to stay in this village, except for you and my aunt, none of them are good people, they will only think about their own interests."
"Wang~" Dumb shouted happily, as if in response to Ling Xi.
"Then let's just say okay, when I have money, I will take you and my aunt to the outside world."
"Wang~"
"I wish I could be as comfortable as I am every day." Ling Xi looked at the clear blue sky, a few white clouds rolled in the sky, the wind blew the ground, Ling Xi felt like lying in a green ocean.
Just close your eyes and believe that tomorrow will be better.
This is the reason why Ling Xi has endured so many painful days, for the sake of the aunt and the dumb, and for the sake of that unclear tomorrow......