19. You don't need to be too sensible
In Fanghua Palace, Su Qingyuan was still sitting on the soft couch, in a trance, and her eyes were blank.
Lu Junnuo ran in from outside and knelt heavily at her feet.
Su Qingyuan hurriedly stretched out his hand to help him up: "What are you doing?" β
Lu Junnuo cried: "Jun'er pleads guilty to the queen mother!" The grandmothers said that the queen mother was sad in her heart, and Jun'er should not be willful and coquettish, annoying the queen mother......"
Su Qingyuan struggled to pick him up and hold him in his arms, wanting to comfort him, but he wet the corners of his eyes before he spoke.
It didn't matter if she cried, Lu Junnuo panicked, and simply cried loudly.
None of the palace maids and grandmothers in the palace persuaded them, but they all exited the door, and let the big and the small cry in the hall.
Su Qingyuan forcibly held back the soreness in her throat, patted Lu Junnuo's back and said astringently: "Jun'er, you are still young, you really don't need to be too sensible...... When I was five years old, I was not willful or coquettish, and when I was fifteen years old, I wanted to be coquettish and no one hurt. β
Lu Junnuo didn't understand the meaning of her words.
He only knew how to try to hold back his crying, and raised his little hand to help Su Qingyuan wipe her tears.
Su Qingyuan didn't want to cry, but her tears were extraordinarily angry.
When Lu Li came over with Imperial Physician Yu, she faintly had a trace of extravagance, thinking that he still had her in his heart.
How she wished he cared and asked her if she was tired, scared, or homesick......
But there was nothing.
He knew that she was really sick, but he didn't care about it at all, and even threatened her and bullied her even harder!
She still couldn't figure out how the man who loved her and loved her in the past, and would feel sorry for her for days even when her fingers were cut by a blade of grass, could become so cold and ruthless in the blink of an eye?
He kept saying that she didn't have a heart, that she deserved itβbut what did she do wrong?
In the first fifteen years of her life, he was the only sunshine, the only one who was willing to love her and spoil her, and held her in the palm of his hand like a gold jewel.
But now, it is the same person who once gave her sunshine who pushed her to an unsightly situation with his own hands!
Su Qingyuan couldn't figure it out, and she didn't have the strength to think about it.
Lu Junnuo stood on tiptoe, raised his little hand and wiped Su Qingyuan's tears over and over again, crying and asking, "Queen Mother, are you so sad because of ...... Brother Huang bullied you? β
Su Qingyuan's heart sank, and he hurriedly wiped his tears and smiled: "Don't talk nonsense!" Your royal brother is benevolent and filial, how can you bully me? I'm just thinking that your father is gone, and we ...... in the future."
"Don't cry the queen mother, when Jun'er grows up, protect the queen mother, no one can bully you, not even the royal brother!" Lu Junnuo clenched his small fists and said solemnly.
Su Qingyuan grabbed his little hand and looked at him deeply: "Jun'er, listen: your imperial brother is a king, and you are a minister." Before you really become an adult, don't say that your royal brother is bad. Whatever he does, you have to be convinced that he's right β even if he hits you and scolds you, you can only say, 'Thank you, Lord Long', you know? β
Lu Junnuo thought for a while and asked seriously: "If I say the wrong thing, the imperial brother will kill me, right?" β
Su Qingyuan nodded.
Lu Junnuo said in a low voice: "I know. I don't talk nonsense...... I want to grow up in peace and protect the queen mother! β
Su Qingyuan looked at his serious little face, and her heart was sour.
At this time, Shu Xing walked in with a medicine bowl and hesitated: "Concubine Shen is here, do you want to see her?" β