107, he didn't believe it

"Shut up." Gu Shi'an snorted, he only felt that the person in front of him had gone crazy.

"You have lived to this day with human blood on your hands, stepping on the bones of your brother to reach your current high position, and you are still complacent."

"Let me tell you again, my father is King Su, although he is said to be an anti-king, but he lives a frank and unrestrained life, and I will be the same as him."

"I have not had the slightest interest in that position before, now, or in the future, so you can put away your unsightly thoughts."

"You think you instigated me to overthrow the current dynasty and you won? Have you given him back everything that belonged to your father? You can have the face to go to my father? I'm telling you, you're dreaming. ”

"In this life, you can't wash the blood and filth off your body, and you still want to be reincarnated? If there is really retribution, you should go to the eighteenth layer of hell, go up to the knife mountain and go down to the oil pot. ”

"You must take care of your wounds, and wait to see how the feast of your power will fall in this British mansion, and you will become nothing......"

"This is your retribution."

"You were born as a concubine, and when you die, you will be worse than a concubine, your honor in the past few decades is just a skin you put on your body, now, it's time to tear it off!"

The British Duke couldn't stop laughing, Gu Shi'an looked at him deeply, and turned to leave.

Outside the door, the old servant who had just led the way bowed behind him.

Out of the British Mansion, Gu Shi'an let out a long breath of turbidity.

He thought of what the British public said, and the saints today are not saints, and he only thought it was incredible.

Although he had been away from Kyoto for more than ten years, he also knew the emperor, and during the more than ten years he was a secret agent, he was in direct contact with the emperor.

It's just that......

He shook his head, not thinking about it.

He originally wanted to go back to Suwang's Mansion, but after walking a distance, he turned his horse's head around and went to the Marquis of Anyuan's Mansion.

*

Gu Nian had poisoned before, but later the poison was cured, and he raised his body for nearly a month, except for participating in the flower party of the Yasukuni Mansion, he went to the Anyuan Marquis Mansion, or invited Liu Danyang to come to the door to talk.

I haven't seen anyone else, and after a long time, I feel a little bored.

Xiao Yue will go out except when he has to go out, and even if he goes out, he will come back in a hurry, for fear that Gu Nian will be bored at home.

He handled official business in the study, while Gu Nian read books and posts on the side, sometimes tinkering with astragalus in the pharmacy next door to order pills, and sometimes helping Xiao Yue to lay ink and paper.

Xiao Yue looked at her sleeve-length fingers from time to time holding the ink strip and carefully studying the ink slowly, and the incense burner on the table was the incense she had concocted, and the faint incense lingered on the tip of her nose.

Red sleeves add fragrance, that's probably it.

If you see too much, you can't hold it anymore.

Xiao Yue put down the pen in her hand and coldly pulled Gu Nian to sit on his lap, her hand still holding the slender ink strip tightly, for fear that the ink would stick to her clothes.

She held up the ink strip, "What do you do......"

Xiao Yue quietly took the ink strip in her hand and put it into the inkstone, and then said slowly, "We haven't been intimate for a long time......

Gu Nian was embarrassed, and he didn't understand how to be so good, Xiao Yue would suddenly be emotional, from her poisoning to now, several months have passed, but after detoxification, Zhang Chunzi said that the two could not have sex together, so although Xiao Yue would also touch and kiss charmingly, it never reached that step.

The man seems to be always keen on this matter, not to mention Xiao Yue, who has not been enlightened for a long time and knows what it is like, Gu Nian blushed slightly, she sat on Xiao Yue's lap, a little higher than Xiao Yue, and suddenly felt a little condescending, she said in a low voice,

"Didn't Mr. Zhang say that he would have to wait another year......

Xiao Yue glanced at her, then reached out with a hand, opened the secret compartment under the bookcase, and took out the book from inside.

Gu Nian tilted his head to look at Xiao Yue, and suddenly the whole person was not good.

The content of the book is very powerful.

The light in the study was so good that she could even see the small print on it, let alone the pictures......

Xiao Yue picked her up in the air, put her on the bookcase, slowly turned to a page, pointed to Gu Nian and said, "Let's try this today......"

No matter how much time Gu Nianhas been living, she has always behaved in the past, she has never tried this, her face was pink with shame, she grabbed Xiao Yue's sleeve, and she was a little afraid of expectation......

(For the sake of harmony, 1,500 words are omitted here, and everyone can use their imagination)

When he woke up again, it was already dark outside the window, and Gu Nian realized that he was not in the study, but had returned to the bed in Suiyuan Hall.

Gu Nian pulled up the quilt to cover her head, so that the maids could see Xiao Yue holding her, and it happened that Astragalus came in with a lamp and heard the movement in the tent,

"The princess is awake?"

The voice was beaming, Gu Nian stretched out his hand to open the tent, Astragalus saw this and hung up the tent, and said happily to Gu Nian, "The emperor summoned the prince, and the prince asked the slaves and maids not to disturb you before leaving, but you have to use some at night if you don't have an appetite." ”

Gu Nian didn't pay attention to her, but it didn't affect Astragalus's joy at all, and after helping Gu Nian to simply put on homely clothes, she suddenly remembered the same, and said,

"Princess, the Marquis of Anyuan's Mansion sent a post over, tomorrow is Young Master Chen's full moon banquet."

Gu Nian felt that he had really missed a lot during the period of poison hair, and Zhou Yuyan successfully gave birth to a baby boy last month, named Zhou Chenxi.

But because of Fang Zhongwen's reasons, the Marquis of Anyuan's Mansion did not make a big deal of it, and this full moon banquet was just a family banquet.

Gu Nian happily took Astragalus to the treasury to pick up a meeting gift for his nephew tomorrow.

Early in the morning of the second day, Gu Nian and Xiao Yue went to the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion.

Zhou Yuyan was waiting to be married in the boudoir a year ago, but today, a year later, it is already a matter of things, she is holding the child, her face is full of tenderness, her hair is not curled, she is a little more mature and charming, gently shaking the child to Gu Nian,

"Chen'er, this is your third aunt."

Gu Nian probed the past, Chen'er was much older than the last time she saw it, she liked the delicate and soft child very much, and wanted to hug it, Zhou Yuyan carefully put the child in Gu Nian's hand, and taught Gu Nian how to hold it so that the baby liked it.

The delicate and soft little baby was held in his hand, Gu Nian only felt that his heart was about to melt, Zhou Yuyan smiled on the side and said, "I like children like this, you and the prince will also give birth to one soon." ”

Just as he was about to answer, a maid came in outside, "Girl, someone from Jinling has sent something over." The woman wants to see the girl......"

Zhou Yuyan, who was originally smiling, said indifferently, "Let her go, just say that I have just come out of confinement and can't see the wind, and let her go back and tell the second elder of the Fang family that this child has no surname Cheng since he beat Fang Zhongwen and went to the frontier." ”

The foundation of the Fang family is in Jinling, when the whole family entered Beijing for the marriage of Zhou Yuyan and Fang Zhongwen, and later Fang Zhongwen secretly went to the frontier, and Zhou Yuyan returned to the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion, Jinling is a big mess, the Fang family must go back, and before leaving, they want to take Zhou Yuyan back together, neither Zhou Yuyan nor the princess of the protector agree.

After the Fang family returned to Jinling, they would often send people to send things over, and this time, counting the days, they sent a full moon gift again.

The woman said that she wanted to see Zhou Yuyan, probably because she wanted to see Chen'er.

After the maid went out, Gu Nian thought that when she came, Xiao Yue said that Fang Zhongwen was doing well in the frontier and had achieved good results in several battles, but Xiao Yue also used some power to suppress Fang Zhongwen from going up.

But in the end, he still fell into the eyes of General Zhenbei, and these days he will come back to see the emperor on behalf of General Zhenbei.

Gu Nian endured it, told what Xiao Yue said to Zhou Yuyan, and then looked at her worriedly.

Zhou Yuyan went from despair at the beginning to now calmly let go, after Fang Zhongwen left, she once sent a letter and left the past, and never sent a letter again, maybe Fang Zhongwen wrote a letter back, but it would not be delivered to her.

Whether Fang Zhongwen is dead or alive, injured or disabled, she doesn't care at all, she doesn't want to mention this name.

Now I heard Gu Nian say that he is coming back.

Not only is he back, but he is also in the eyes of Shangguan, and this time there may be a reward.

Seeing Gu Nian looking at her worriedly, she couldn't help but smile and said, "What's there to worry about, is it possible that I will be deceived by him again?" ”

Gu Nian saw that Zhou Yuyan's smile was not a family, she relaxed a little, she was afraid that Zhou Yuyan still remembered Fang Zhongwen's old feelings and would forgive Fang Zhongwen.

However, thinking that in this year, Fang Zhongwen did not send a letter to Zhou Yuyan, probably he didn't know that Zhou Yuyan was still in the capital.

He probably thought that Zhou Yuyan had a child, so he would never leave the Fang family, and would wait for him at the Fang family.

can only say that he is going to disappoint Fang Zhongwen.

Fang Zhongwen really didn't know that Zhou Yuyan was still in the capital, he returned to Beijing this time, although he was ordered by General Zhenbei, but General Zhenbei let him serve in Beijing from then on, all he wanted was to break out of the world by himself without relying on the prestige of his family, and now he finally succeeded.

He didn't care where he served.

He traveled all the way to meet Zhou Yuyan as soon as possible, so he returned to the capital earlier than Xiao Yue's estimated day.

After he entered the city, he went straight to the Fang family's house, and after patting the door, he learned that the Fang family had already returned to Jinling, and after he rested for a while, he asked his entourage to prepare a gift, and respectfully sent the post to the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion, and then waited for the communication of the Marquis of Anyuan.

After all, as soon as he left, now that a year has passed, even if the Marquis of Anyuan has forgiven him, he owes Zhou Yuyan and the Marquis of Anyuan Houfu.

He didn't dare to wait for the next day to come back, but came to the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion non-stop on the same day, and he was also ready to be trained.

But after waiting for a long time, the person who went to pass the word came back a little evasive, "Master Hou is not in the mansion, if Young Master Fang is in a hurry, come back another day." ”

Fang Zhongwen's smile froze on his face, he paused, and stared at the little servant word by word, "Master Hou is really not in the mansion?" ”

If Zhongwen still has the elegance of a literati family from the front, then after the battle on the battlefield, he has all the murderous aura and fierceness of a martial artist.

He smiled, and the aura on his body made the little guy who replied tremble, "Master Hou is indeed not in the mansion, Young Master Fang, you can come back another day." ”

After speaking, he didn't look at Fang Zhongwen, turned his head and left, leaving Fang Zhongwen standing at the door of the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion with a heavy face.

His face was gloomy, half loud, and he said to the porter, "My father-in-law is not here, can I pass on the news to Her Royal Highness the Princess?" ”

The concierge had already received the order, so he said, "Her Royal Highness the princess has a guest today, it's inconvenient to see Young Master Fang, Young Master Fang should come back another day." ”

Fang Zhongwen saw the porter close the door, stood for a while, and then turned his head to leave.

In the backyard, the eldest princess and Gu Nian accompanied Zhou Yuyan, and the eldest princess held Chen'er in her hands.

Hearing that Fang Zhongwen had left, Zhou Yuyan let out a breath and looked at Chen'er in the hands of the princess of the protector in a daze.

The eldest princess sighed and put Chen'er in the hands of the nurse, Zhou Yuyan and Fang Zhongwen have known each other for many years, even if they are not married and become husband and wife, they have feelings, even if Fang Zhongwen does something wrong, it is impossible to cut everything off together.

Zhou Yuyan looks arrogant, but she is still a strong woman in her heart, and she rarely shows a trace of vulnerability in front of people this year.

Although he said that he had already seen it, when he really heard the news of Fang Zhongwen's return, there would still be mood swings and it would be difficult to control.

She said lightly, "He'll always know." ”

Zhou Yuyan came back to her senses, sighed deeply, and said, "Then wait for him to know." ”

When Fang Zhongwen returned home, he grabbed the subordinates who stayed in the house and asked what happened this year.

After listening to it, it was like a basin of cold water pouring all the joy in winter, whether it was his pale face or anxious eyes, it showed that Fang Zhongwen was really panicked.

The correspondence between the capital and the frontier was not smooth, and this year the family sent him two letters, the first of which was the letter sent by Zhou Yuyan.

The other one was sent by my father, and my father did not show anything unusual in the letter, and his tone was calm and caring.

For him to go to the battlefield secretly, after the family knew about it, the person had already left, so he could only accept it, the letter said that everyone in the family was fine, his parents were in good health, and the rest of the family was also good, although Zhou Yuyan made trouble for a while, but he still lived in Fang's house. The fetus in her womb is also fine.

He was relieved when he received the letter, and the boulder that was pressing on his heart finally moved away, so he rushed back in the starry night, calculating the time, his child should have landed.

Unexpectedly, he was greeted by an empty home, so it didn't matter, when he went back to Jinling, he sent his own soldiers to pick them up.

In the future, the Fang family can regain a foothold in the capital.

However, he did not expect this to be the case. Fang Zhongwen only felt that his whole body was cold, and his heart was hollow, like a cold wind on the frontier, cold and biting.

Now that I think about it, if Zhou Yuyan really forgave him, it would be impossible not to give him a letter after leaving the book.

Even if the letter was troublesome, why didn't she write to him along with her parents' letter?

He remembered that when he first arrived in the frontier, because he grew up in the warm Jinling City, he was very uncomfortable with the climate of the frontier, so he missed Zhou Yuyan very much, and he was guilty and sad.

He could imagine Zhou Yuyan's anger and sadness when he left, but he thought in his heart that Zhou Yuyan liked him so much, he would definitely be able to forgive and understand him.

The two have already married, and she has the crystallization of the two in her stomach, even if she sent and left the book to herself, Fang Zhongwen only thought that it was her anger and sadness.

She would still wait for him, so in the second letter sent by his father, he was really relieved to hear that Zhou Yuyan lived in Fang's house.

He worked hard to kill the enemy, just to wait until he returned to Beijing with honor, so that she would be as glorious as a girl before, and no longer let her be wronged.

He never regretted going to the frontier secretly, he thought that he would wait until he returned to Beijing to reward him and get together with Zhou Yuyan, and if she was angry, then carefully coax her back. Always forgive yourself.

But now, he began to doubt, and even, regretted a little.

Hearing that Zhou Yuyan has been living in the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion, and today is the full moon banquet of the child, his heart seems to have torn a thin crack, and the uneasiness and apprehension that he deliberately forgot to ignore at the beginning gushed out for a while.

Zhou Yuyan was in the capital, she knew that she came to visit but didn't see him.

Zhou Yuyan, his wife, is hiding from him!

It was almost summer, but he felt like he was in an ice cellar.

He thought of the letter of harmony, the neglected letter of harmony, and Fang Zhongwen felt an indescribable fear.

He felt anger again, angry Zhou Yuyan turned a blind eye to avoid him, but when he figured out why he was hiding from himself, he was left with endless fear.

He quickly rushed out of the mansion, rode to the gate of the Marquis of Anyuan's mansion, patted the door open, and the doorman who guarded the door saw him, and just wanted to drive him away, he was frightened by his fierce eyes and swallowed his words back.

Fang Zhongwen suppressed the sourness in his heart, and said in a hoarse voice, "Tell your second aunt and grandmother, if you don't see me today, I'll wait until she sees me." ”

In the backyard, everyone was having a banquet, and when they heard the next person coming to pass the word, the princess of the protector slapped the table and asked the housekeeper to blow people away, and An Yuanhou was also resentful.

Zhou Yuxuan stood up and said to the eldest princess and Marquis An Yuan, "Grandmother, father, don't be angry first, I'll go see him......"

Zhou Yuyan stood up and said, "Big brother, no need, I'll go see him." Make it clear with him. ”

After all, it is necessary to see, and whether you are willing to always face it is necessary to make an understanding.

Zhou Yuyan thought that it would be as difficult to calm down as when she heard about his visit, but when she saw Fang Zhongwen's tall figure, she found that she was very calm.

I haven't seen him for a year, Fang Zhongwen has faded the greenness on his body, and he has completely turned into a man.

Fang Zhongwen saw Zhou Yuyan's figure getting closer and closer, and hurriedly stepped forward and looked at Zhou Yuyan carefully, and after a while, he said in a low voice, "Yan'er, why are you avoiding me." ”

Zhou Yuyan took a step back, smiled faintly, looked at Fang Zhongwen's gaze was indifferent like never before, and said, "I didn't hide from you, I didn't want to see you at all." ”

Fang Zhongwen felt a pain in his heart, he didn't expect them to meet, the first thing Zhou Yuyan said was that he didn't want to see you at all.

He finally suppressed the pain in his heart, and said hoarsely, "Yan'er, I'm sorry." ”

He had a lot to say and explain, but in Zhou Yuyan's indifferent eyes, he only had this one sentence left.

How ironic, how sad!

Zhou Yuyan only felt an unspeakable powerlessness all over her body, as well as anger, "You really can't stand me!" ”

Fang Zhongwen lowered his head by her, he didn't dare to look directly into Zhou Yuyan's eyes, his gaze fell on Zhou Yuyan's clenched hands, he wanted to step forward and break it open, so that she wouldn't hurt herself, but he didn't dare to step forward,

"I'm sorry, Yan'er, I ......"

Zhou Yuyan restrained her anger hard, and her voice trembled, "Why did you do that to me?" Why hide it from me? ”

Fang Zhongwen said guiltily, "I'm afraid you'll be angry......"

Zhou Yuyan laughed 'ha', Fang Zhongwen's words made her unable to suppress her anger anymore, she shouted loudly,

"Fang Zhongwen, from beginning to end, what I hate is not that you go to the battlefield, but that you deceive me with rhetoric, go back on your word, and say goodbye without saying goodbye."

"Our two families don't agree with you going to the frontier, but do I disagree? I told you that I like you because you have such a manly nature, and you are different from the men I have seen. I'm proud of you. ”

"But what did you do? You lied to your parents, you cheated on your wife, you left your unborn child, you ran, like a coward, you ran! ”

"I'm blind, I'm wrong about you."

How much I liked it at the beginning, how disappointed I was.

liked Fang Zhongwen back then, wasn't it because he was different from the men she had seen? Later, under the pressure of the two families, Fang Zhongwen promised not to go to the frontier, and the Marquis of Anyuan believed him, so he married him.

But after the diagnosis that she was pregnant, she reversed herself and left everything and went to the frontier.

Lack of faith is one thing, and no responsibility is the other, no matter which one it is, it is no longer the man she looked up to at the beginning.

Fang Zhongwen looked at Zhou Yuyan in a daze, and said for a long time, "Yan'er, I know that you actually don't want me to go to the battlefield." ”

Zhou Yuyan laughed, at first she chuckled, and then the louder she laughed, she said angrily, "I don't want to? Will you give up your thoughts for me who are not willing to give up? Am I not willing to be useful? Did you care what I thought? ”

"You keep saying that you don't say goodbye because you're afraid that I will be angry, because I don't agree, Fang Zhongwen, are you complaining about me?"

Fang Zhongwen stepped forward, wanted to take her hand, and said repeatedly, "No, no, I'm not complaining about you." ”

Zhou Yuyan took a step back, she didn't want to listen to what Fang Zhongwen said anymore, she just felt that she was wasting her time, Fang Zhongwen turned out to be like this, which made her unacceptable.

Is it because she doesn't agree that all the blame is on her?

"I don't want to hear anything more from you, I'll just ask you." Zhou Yuyan said weakly, "You have plans to go to the battlefield again, whether you are unwilling before you get married, or after you get married, so you leave." ”

Fang Zhongwen stood there, no matter which one he had, it was difficult for him to speak.

Zhou Yuyan saw that he was silent, and she didn't ask him again. At first, she wanted to ask what was going on, but as time passed, the answer was not too important.

She bled and smiled, "I'd rather be the former, forbearance, deceive everyone, deceive me through the door, and never delay your great ambitions, the best of both worlds." Although it is despicable, it can be regarded as bloody and has a city. ”

"If you're just unwilling to ......" "Hehe" Zhou Yuyan looked at Fang Zhongwen mockingly.

Fang Zhongwen has always been handsome, in the past, with a trace of honesty, but after the baptism of the battlefield, now he has transformed.

When he looked over, his deep eyes were bottomless, and he was no longer honest, but he couldn't see any emotion.

Zhou Yuyan's heart was cold.

Actually, Fang Zhongwen didn't answer, Zhou Yuyan already knew the belated answer.

Marrying her in and leaving is a planned scam from beginning to end.

His idea of going to the battlefield was only known to Zhou Yuyan at first, but then he was unfortunately learned by Gu Nian, and then it was exposed.

Whether it is the Fang family, the Marquis of Anyuan Mansion is against it.

If he goes to the frontier, he can't marry Zhou Yuyan, if he doesn't go, it will be a regret for his life, and he won't be happy.

Later, under pressure, he compromised.

He knew that after Zhou Yuyan was pregnant, he actually wanted to leave later, but there was always such a thing, so it was better to leave early and return early.

He will definitely come back in triumph, and then make up for Yan'er.

He knew Zhou Yuyan's anger, he didn't dare to explain anymore, he said softly, "Yan'er, I know it's wrong, I shouldn't lie to you, this year, I've been regretting it, so, I'm coming back ahead of schedule now, I swear, in this life and this life, I won't lie to you again, I will only live for you for the rest of my life......"

"I won't believe you anymore, I won't believe every word you say." Zhou Yuyan interrupted Fang Zhongwen's words.

Fang Zhongwen clenched his fists, suppressing the anger in his heart, and Zhou Yuyan acted as if he hadn't seen it.

She sneered and said, "You lied to my whole family that day, how did you kneel in front of my father and grandmother?" Now, it's just a few words, I believed in you at the beginning, I only believed you, but you were deceived, and you didn't even want to deceive for a long time, just a few months. ”

"You say you're going to live for me for the rest of your life? You also said that you would be good to me for the rest of your life, but you abandoned me and left. ”

"Do you know how I survived? Did you know I used to just want to die? Do you know that I don't want a child with your blood in my belly at all? ”

The flower hall was silent, only Zhou Yuyan's voice echoed.

Zhou Yuyan's words were hurried and fast, and for a while, Fang Zhongwen began to be very angry, because of Zhou Yuyan's distrust, but because of her words, he felt guilty for a while, knowing that his failure to say goodbye deeply hurt Zhou Yuyan.

His heart was extremely troubled, and he stretched out his hand to help Zhou Yuyan, who was unsteady on his feet, but was stopped by a voice,

"Fang Zhongwen, you dare to touch my sister......"

He looked up, it was Gu Nian in full costume, he hurriedly walked over from outside, she helped Zhou Yuyan to sit on the chair, and said slowly, "Fang Zhongwen, you left like that day, do you know how much it hurt your cousin?" ”

Zhou Yuyan stopped Gu Nian and said, "Nian Nian, don't talk to him more." After speaking, she took out a piece of paper from her sleeve, opened it, and handed it to Fang Zhongwen.

"We don't have much to say, and now that you're back, it's time for the matter to be settled."

Fang Zhongwen took a look, the big 'Heli book' on it stung his eyes, he didn't look at anything else, and tore the paper to shreds in a blink of an eye.

"You live and die my people, death is my ghost, and I will not be separated."

Fang Zhongwen never thought about reconciliation, what he liked, the only thing he liked, was Zhou Yuyan, he thought that the people in the Marquis of Anyuan Mansion would not forgive him, and he thought that Zhou Yuyan would be angry, but he never thought about reconciliation.

They are married and have children, how can they be reconciled?

Zhou Yuyan didn't get annoyed when she saw him tearing it, she just said lightly, "It's okay, I can write again if you tear it, it's just a matter of a piece of paper and a pen." ”

"You tear one up, I'll write one until you agree."