"I heard that the imperial grandmother is unwell, I wonder if she is feeling better now?" After Zhao Ling greeted the Queen Mother, before the Queen Mother could speak, he sat directly on the edge of the bed and gently beat her legs.

"A handful of old bones, some illnesses are common, don't worry about it, it's okay to mourn your family!" The Queen Mother touched Zhao Ling's head lovingly, "I think at the beginning, you were still a little doll, every time you entered the palace to ask for peace to the mourning family, you had to rely on the mourning family, and your father was the bag to take you away!" ”

"Grandson remembers, grandson said that he likes the taste of the imperial grandmother the most!" Zhao Ling said with a smile, "Every time I enter the palace, the imperial grandmother will prepare a lot of snacks for her grandson, and there will be a lot of worm teeth, the mother concubine will not let her grandson eat snacks, and the princess will steal food from the imperial grandmother if she doesn't return to her son, and the imperial grandmother is also like a child, and she will cheat on the mother concubine with her grandson!" ”

"The most regrettable thing in the emperor's grandmother's life is that she didn't protect you in the years after your mother's death, so that you were almost killed by that slut!" The Queen Mother sighed softly, "At that time, the mourning family had too many things to consider, in order to balance the forces of all parties, to take care of her mother's family, but it fueled her arrogance, and now the mourning family has to do only one thing, that is, to protect my grandchildren, all safe and sound!" ”

"Yes!" Zhao Ling grabbed the Queen Mother's hand and sighed, "Yes!" ”

If His Majesty brings him the feeling that the city is deep and elusive, no matter who it is, the Queen Mother is really just a kind grandmother for him, she has a politician's government and methods, and the cruelty and ruthlessness of treating the enemy, but for himself, no matter what the Queen Mother has done, in his heart, she will always be that warm and loving grandmother.

"Looking at my sister's appearance, the mourning family really feels that the mourning family is really old, maybe that day it will be like her lying on the hospital bed, unable to move, the mourning family has never been afraid of death, but the mourning family is afraid of leaving some regrets!" The Queen Mother glanced at Zhao Ling, "A few of you are not young anymore, Your Majesty and your father were when you were so old, several of your juniors were born, and the mourning family also hopes to be able to hold a great-grandson as soon as possible!" ”

"That's not easy!" Zhao Ling said, "The second prince and the princess are newly married Yan'er, and Su Xuan ...... is also pregnant, won't the imperial grandmother be able to hold her great-grandson right away? ”

"What about you?" The Queen Mother asked.

"When I go back, I can prepare for the marriage with Xiaoyu, and I will also hurry up and give birth to a litter of children that the imperial grandmother can't hold!" Zhao Ling said with a smile.

"You kid!" The Queen Mother was amused by him, "That's it, you can count it in your own heart!" It's not early, Your Majesty has something to do today, so you can dine with the mourning family! ”

"Grandson obeys!"

Mama Qu instructed the palace people to prepare for dinner, Zhao Ling helped the queen mother to the table, and after a while, Zixin brought a few palace maids to bring the exquisite meal.

"Eat more!" The Queen Mother gave Zhao Ling vegetables, "I've been fortunate these days, look at you, I'm dark and thin, eat more!" ”

"Yes, grandmother!" Zhao Ling also served vegetables to the Queen Mother, and the two of them seemed very harmonious and intimate together, but after the wine came up, his face was obviously a little gloomy.

"This is your aunt's own mare's milk wine, you can try it!" The Queen Mother said lightly, staring at Zhao Ling's eyes, "You should always understand the painstaking efforts of the imperial grandmother, some people may have the value of existence now, but they may not be able to accompany you for a long time, a person can only accompany you for a period of time after all, and a person will always have to go through his life with different people!" It's like your father, who loves your mother, but life has to go on, and there can't be only one person by his side! ”

Zhao Ling smiled faintly, thought for a while and drank the wine, and said: "Although my father has other women around him, but he can only hold the mother concubine in his heart, he can calmly separate lust and love, but I know that the mother concubine loves her father, but she is unhappy, although some things are taken for granted, because since childhood, I have been exposed to it and thought that those things are right, but she is still unhappy, this is the instinct of a woman who loves her husband." I knew before that if I loved my woman, how could I make her unhappy? People live in the world, sometimes there may be a lot of last resort, but now I have not yet faced those last resorts, I have already compromised myself, and in the future, how can I face her with a clear conscience? ”

"Why feel guilty, if there is a reproach, grandmother will bear it for you!" The Queen Mother said in a deep voice, "The bloodline of the Zhao family is not prosperous, and the mourning family will not object to you being a couple for a lifetime, but a man's heart is definitely not only in the body of a woman, the men of our Zhao family are all lovers, but you were not born in an ordinary family, this is your life!" ”

The Queen Mother stretched out her hand, Mama Qu helped her leave, and Zixin was aggrieved and a little scared to accompany Zhao Ling.

There were only two people left in the room, Zhao Ling and Zixin, he had been sitting without moving, there was no excessive expression on his face, Zixin was timidly guarding, not daring to take the initiative, and feeling very unwilling to leave, this was the opportunity created by the Queen Mother for her.

"I know why the imperial grandmother is stuffing women around me, she is worried about me, worried that I have too much affection for Xiaoyu, and in the end she will be hurt by love, in the end, she can't be sure whether I can grow old with Xiaoyu, after all, Xiaoyu's existence is too dangerous and special!" Zhao Ling said lightly.

"The prince knows, but why do you still have to do it without hesitation?" Zixin bit her lip and asked, "There is not only one good woman in this world, but there is also more than one person who is infatuated with the prince, the prince can have more choices, why doesn't the prince look at the other women around him?" ”

"I said that I would not do anything that made Xiaoyu unhappy, because I love her, we are equal, I asked myself, I can't accept that there are other men around her, so why do I have to accept that there are other women around me?" Zhao Ling said lightly.

"But it's the norm for men to have three wives and four concubines!" Zixin was puzzled, her father and brother, her male clansmen, were all like this, but this did not affect the relationship between husband and wife, why should the son of the world be so paranoid?

"Is normalcy the right thing to do?" Zhao Ling smiled mockingly, "Everyone has to make their own choice, I prefer not to submit to the rules of this world, they all think that men want three wives and four concubines, then I will show them wholeheartedly!" ”

Zixin bit her lip and asked with red eyes, "Is there really no way for other women to enter your heart?" Either way? ”

"In this wine, the imperial grandmother added something, right?" Zhao Ling turned his wine glass and asked, "It seems that the imperial grandmother is really in a hurry!" Or is it that the existence of Xiaoyu really makes her look unpleasant! ”

"Yes!" Zixin nodded, she mustered up the courage to slowly approach Zhao Ling, "I know it's bad, but I can't do anything else......"

"Once, the imperial grandmother wanted to marry Su Xuan to me, in some ways, it is quite similar to today's situation!" Zhao Ling said lightly, "But do you know why the imperial grandmother doesn't use such a method today?" ”

He turned his head and looked at Zixin contemptuously: "Because the imperial grandmother really loves Su Xuan, because Su Xuan's self-esteem does not allow her to do such a thing!" ”

Zixin's face turned pale by the way, she bit her lip desperately, and looked at Zhao Ling desperately and aggrievedly, yes, she abandoned her dignity just to become his woman, could it be that in his eyes, she was really so unbearable?

"Is it wrong to love someone?" Zixin asked in a hoarse voice, "I can even give you my life, let alone self-esteem?" ”

"But I don't love you!" Zhao Ling said coldly, "You're not wrong, you may just be the use of the imperial grandmother, it's just that you love the wrong person!" ”

He got up with a blank face and left with a blank face.

Zixin clenched her fists tightly, feeling her nails sink deep into her palms, the pain in her body and the humiliation brought by Zhao Ling's words were quickly intertwined in her heart, but in the end, the strong unwillingness and love for Zhao Ling still overcame her self-esteem and made her want to make a last fight.

She quickly hugged Zhao Ling's waist from behind, pressed her face tightly against his back, and begged, "Please, love me, okay?" Please, have me! ”

Zhao Ling ruthlessly broke her hand away, and said lightly: "If you don't love yourself, others can't love you!" There are so many men in this world, and on your terms, there is a lot of freedom of choice, you don't have to be me! ”

"But they are not what I want, I want to be the only one in the world, then I just look at you from afar!"

"I'm sorry!" Zhao Ling left without looking back, and Zixin sat on the ground limp with tears streaming down her face.

Although it was suppressed with internal force, the medicinal effect gradually spread out, and Zhao Ling's body began to burn like a raging fire, but there was a burst of coolness in his heart, and at the same time there was a strong uneasiness, for Xiaoyu began to worry, is the imperial grandmother going to start doing something to her?

Jiang Xiaoyu and Zhao Qian came back slowly with the sunset, naturally they didn't know Zhao Ling's current situation, but they just looked at Yang Xing waiting for him to come back, and felt quite surprised.

"Commander Yang greeted me personally, which made me really flattered!" Jiang Xiaoyu said with a smile.

Yang Xing's face was a little strange, and he hesitated for a moment and said, "Shizi's current situation is not very good, Li Hou should go and take a look!" ”

"What does it mean to be in a bad situation?" Jiang Xiaoyu's face changed greatly, "Did something happen?" Something happened to him? ”

Yang Xing didn't know how to speak, and said embarrassedly: "Li wait to take a look!" ”