In the winter of Shaoxing eleven years, it fell the biggest snow in my memory, not long after that, I came to the boundary of the Jin country as a princess of the Great Song Dynasty and the princess, and it was a harsh winter in October, the wind was cold, the snow on the grassland was desolate, and everything was bleak, even though I knew in advance that this was a common scene in the north, but my heart was still filled with a faint sourness, the snowflakes rolled in the wind, through the rusty iron window, fell on the back of my hand, and gradually melted into a drop of crystal tears, in the shadow of the candle of struggle, I silently stared at the stone wall in front of me, the bones were beautiful, the fun was kind, and the thin gold body that had amazed and admired countless elegant guests pierced my heart like a needle.

The west wind broke all night, and the depressed lonely hall was faintly lit.

Jiashan looked back at three thousand miles, and saw that the wild geese in the south of the sky did not fly.

According to the palace people who fled back in the early years, this poem was written by my ancestor Zhao Ji, Jingkang Beijiao, over the years * and the regret of the rest of his life, only in this poem has been glimpsed, he is a literary and elegant, elegant and handsome talent, but forgot his own body, the responsibility of being an emperor, I stood in this ruined house where my ancestor was imprisoned, and secretly sighed that the sins of a generation of emperors deserve it, or leave this sad place.

I have arrived, but the Jin Kingdom deliberately treated me coldly, first intercepted me here, humiliated the Great Song Dynasty with the shame of the ancestors, and then canceled the marriage on the grounds that Emperor Taizong was jealous of Yan Sheng, which is really too deceitful, but I have sent people under the fence, and I am helpless.

Liuyun stood behind me, patiently taking care of my long hair, the candlelight reflected on her face, her expression was extraordinarily focused, I quietly fixed the last hairpin to my bun, got up to meet the sleeves, and when everything was done, I turned around, only to see in the mirror, the towering mountain that passed through the door.

Many years later, when the Kingdom of Jin, with less than a thousand soldiers, fought a bloody battle against tens of thousands of Mongolian iron horses, and was besieged here, and for seven days when the water and food were exhausted, I stood on that mountain peak, looking gloomily at the distant sky, and my husband, Allah, would embrace me in his arms with a red ice-covered and tattered armor, and said to me affectionately and ashamedly that the most remorseful thing in his life was that he did not hold a grand feast for me on the day I deposited gold. In fact, at that time, I really wanted to tell him that I didn't have to worry about it at all, because I didn't do much courtesy to him, I threw away the phoenix crown and Xia veil, only did the fan ceremony, and deliberately wore a regular clothes, in fact, it was with Yan Zi to make Chu, the following to the meaning of the next, but that was a long time later, so long that I have forgotten the way I came, forgot myself, once immersed in leaving my homeland, strange land, just thinking about how to walk on thin ice in the country of gold, the sorrow of gaining a foothold.

The book says that this place is called Saimo, and in the Jurchen text, that mountain is recorded as a bad way, and in this very controversial land, there has been a life-and-death separation of dynastic changes, and it has also opened another life of my Han Yi.

If you count it seriously, the time when I really married into the Yan family was in the middle of the night, guarding the iron-bladed fence of defense, quietly opening a gap, I clasped my hands, held a fan to cover my face, and walked the torturous road carefully, the snow under my feet seeped into my shoes and soaked my pantyhose, but because of the etiquette of holding a fan, I couldn't lift my dress, so I had to stiffen upright, and the mission followed me silently, the atmosphere was quiet and weird, there was a Jin soldier who had been stabbed by a thousand knives, Deliberately placed the spear in his hand forward diagonally, and one of the attendants behind him fell firmly into the snow, causing a burst of laughter.

I was going to keep my head down and continue to walk forward, ignoring this unprovoked provocation, lest there be anything that would damage my face, but before I had taken a few steps, I heard the sound of the metal armor moving neatly in the distance, and when I reacted, I became more and more frightened, and the laughter around me stopped.

The next formation, beyond my expectations, one by one the soldiers of the Jin Kingdom are fully armed, surround my team layer by layer, five steps away from me, another two rows of soldiers lined up neatly, the moonlight shines on their halberds, glowing with bursts of cold light, I know that with this honor guard, there will inevitably be powerful and powerful people, sure enough, at the end of the army, a majestic military general came to the front.

There was a grim look on his face, which made me feel the urge to stay away, but I had to stay calm and stand still, I withdrew my glancing gaze, so that only the fan appeared in my vision, but the footsteps that were getting closer and closer to me were pounding my nerves. He walked slowly, but with great force with each step, and I buried my face deep behind the fan, and the only remaining calm defense in my heart discrete when I heard his name the next moment.

"Meet Marshal Mukhan!"

Sticky Han, I will never forget this name, it turns out that the person in front of me is Wanyan Zonghan, who destroyed the Liao State, captured the Tianzuo Emperor Yelu Yanxi, and captured my ancestor and imperial uncle in the year of Jingkang.

The surrounding Jin soldiers saluted together, and all the entourages were shocked by this scene, and their knees were weak, and they knelt down, seeing this scene, I couldn't help but secretly despise the deputy envoy in my heart, if Lord Zheng Beishan was here tonight, he would never lose his integrity like this, but after thinking about it, maybe Jin Guo deliberately delayed the later deposit, which meant that, for a while, in the black crowd, only me and the Liuyun behind me, and Mu Han stood so abruptly.

Sticky Han didn't pay attention to me, but kicked a soldier to the ground, and scolded in his mouth: "What do you do all day and night, it's just that the soldiers are not good, and now they can't even guard the barracks, and they are on duty tonight, and only you individuals are arranged, and his heart is really very wide!" ”

I noticed that the man who fell to the ground, like the soldier who had just deliberately made things difficult for us, at this moment he knelt on the ground, begging for mercy, without the slightest arrogance, and Mu Han must have understood that the problem of tonight's duty was not in him, and he did not delve into it, but waved his arm lightly to avoid the soldiers' courtesy, and then turned around and put on a look of discovering me.

"Tuan fan, tuan fan, beauty is sick to cover her face, Yuyan has been haggard for three years, who will discuss the orchestra. I see that the princess has a beautiful face, her complexion is just right, and she is not unsightly, why do you need this broken fan, this weather is hot, it is better to give it to this king to relieve the heat, and it is good to defeat my sticky fire. ”

After that, he gently withdrew the fan from my hand, so that I had no room for refusal, and the entourage behind me gasped, because this move of Sticky Han was tantamount to lifting my hijab, but the person who married me was the third prince of the Jin Kingdom, King Lu Liduo, I was at a loss for a moment about this sudden situation, and the arm that was in the air remained the same, and it was not put down.

"The white arboreal crow in the atrium, the cold dew is silent and wet osmanthus. Tonight, the moon is bright, and I don't know who will fall in autumn?"

Sticky Han looked at the fan in his hand, I don't know if it was the weak light at night, or he did it on purpose, on the fan surface, those words that had special meaning to me, he paused to read, very laborious, after reading, he still paced beside me and said to himself: "Good poetry, good poetry." ”

Although I didn't know what his purpose was tonight, I couldn't let him sing a solo play in front of me, so I put down my hands, bent down and bowed to him, "Little girl Hanyi, I've seen Marshal Muhan." ”

Liuyun and I maintained the same posture, but Sticky Han, but he didn't mean to let us get up, I naturally knew what he wanted to see, for a person like him, there was nothing more pleasant for him than the princess of the enemy country, kneeling at his feet, however, I just made a slight blessing, stubbornly maintaining a proud appearance, but the unconcealable timidity in my heart also made me dare not face his face from beginning to end.

"Shimmering, well, a good name."

He spoke with his back to me, his voice cold and inaudible to any emotion, but then, before the deputy envoy shouted the phrase "Marshal, mercy on your men," a white light was like lightning and coldly pressed against my neck.

The deputy envoy was frightened and panicked, the knees that had just straightened up, and softened again, my heart was slightly desperate, I don't know how Qin Hui chose such a good thing to come to the Jin Kingdom, it was really a loss of face for my Great Song Dynasty, but the complaint was fleeting, the scimitar in Sticky Han's hand was against my neck, forcing me to slowly stand up straight behind him, and continued to send out upward force, I had to raise my head and let him pick my chin, but my eyes always maintained a posture of hanging eyelashes, and I didn't dare to move.

I secretly comforted myself, after all, this time I married into the Jin Kingdom openly, unlike the clan sisters who were kidnapped in the year of Jingkang, not to mention that this marriage was proposed under the more dominant situation of the Great Song Dynasty, although he was in a high position, he did not dare to hurt my life at will, but I immediately knew that my idea was wrong, the cold blade, little by little pressed my skin, without any mercy, I was in a different place, it was only a matter of time.

"Marshal, please...... Take a break from the wrath of the thunder. ”

Fear finally made me compromise first, and just as I was thinking about what to say next, I heard Sticky Han ask me, "Are you really the princess of Zhao Go?" ”

The most unpleasant thing in my life is any disrespectful words to my father, and in the words of Sticky Han, the name of my father and the emperor was bluntly spoken, which aroused a wave of anger in my heart, and I slowly raised my eyes and looked at him coldly: "Do you need to verify your identity?" Or did the marshal think that in the Great Song Dynasty, in addition to the main palace, there was a second woman who was willing to marry into the Jin Kingdom? I don't know if the marshal overestimated your big gold, or underestimated my Hanyi. ”

Sticky Han didn't expect that I would say this, a trace of surprise flashed on his face, and I saw his appearance carefully, his face was slightly bearded, and between his left eyebrows, there was a small scar, and I looked at him like this, but he was uncomfortable, coughed lightly, and removed the scimitar against my neck.

I breathed a sigh of relief, my hanging heart was put aside for the time being, but there was not much courage left just now, I had heard of the crazy cruelty of sticky Han's work, tonight, it was just a slight understanding, for a while, fear began to flood my heart again, and my hands became uncontrollably shaking, and I had to clench my fists to make it all less obvious.

"My third brother Liduo, a few years ago when I went to the Song Dynasty, I fell in love with a Han woman who played the gonghou, after returning to the Jin country, I thought about it all day long, but I didn't mention it to anyone, I was ashamed to say it, and then when the king conquered Song City, he failed to take care of his subordinates, resulting in the woman's corpse being sideways, and the death was extremely miserable.

He suddenly asked me like this, which made me a little unexpected, and after thinking for a moment, I suppressed a trembling voice and said: "If it is an ordinary time, this palace will answer, 'I know a little about the skin, not enough to worry about it', but today, the marshal will say such a situation, if the self-humility of this palace is taken seriously by the marshal, I am afraid that you will feel that the cold ripples are useless, and you can't please King Lu, right?" ”

"What are you going to do?" He laughed.

"Back to the marshal, the palace is the first, and he is the best in the world."

Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, but then he laughed out loud, laughed, and said to me jokingly: "This is very good, then the younger brother, there will be Princess Lao to take care of you." ”

"That's how it should be."

Seeing that I answered so seriously, the expression on Sticky Han's face gradually became serious, he stopped talking, his eyes stared straight at me, I was hairy by him, and my heart became more and more uneasy, but the next moment, he suddenly took a step back, shook up his robe, knelt down on one knee at me, and shouted with a fist: "The Marshal of the Great Golden Capital Mansion finishes Yan Zonghan, welcome Princess Hanyi to enter the Jurchen." ”

The surrounding soldiers also followed and bowed: "Welcome Princess Hanyi, enter the Jurchen." ”

I don't know which play Sticky Han is singing again, but this sudden formation really startled me, I didn't know how to deal with it for a while, I just nervously bowed my head and saluted, and I didn't care about getting the fan back, I straightened up and stiffened my demeanor, turned around and followed the previous attendant to continue forward, I don't know how long I walked, until I was sure that I would not appear in their field of vision again, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

I sat down on the ground, Liuyun saw this, and hurriedly tried to help me up, but my body couldn't exert its strength for a while, I gasped for breath, and asked in horror: "Has this palace ever lost its temper?" ”

Liuyun shook his head and didn't speak, and I palpitated, "He's really an unpredictable weirdo." ”

The knife marks on the neck are still bloodstained, and at this moment there is a faint pain under the invasion of the cold wind, and the deputy envoy has already been with me when I left the sticky han, and at this moment it should be in the boss's camp, negotiating contract matters, a cold wind suddenly drilled into my arms, I couldn't help but shiver, raised my head, looked at the lonely moon in the sky, and let out a long sigh.