104, Oath

Seeing Xiao Yue fall, Gu Nian screamed, "Ah Yue." ”

Gu Nian asked Astragalus to come in and help get Xiao Yue back to bed, and at the same time, he asked Zhang Chunzi to come over.

When the next person went to find Zhang Chunzi, he hadn't woken up yet, the boss was unhappy to be pulled up, put on a robe and yawned, walked to Suiyuan Hall with a messy white head, and after checking Xiao Yue's pulse with an unhappy face, he diagnosed Xiao Yue fainted because of a high fever, prescribed a prescription, asked people to grab medicine, and then left.

When Zhang Chunzi was diagnosing his pulse, Gu Nian was asking what happened to the dark one, who was also wet.

But the dark one just knelt under the porch with his head bowed, silent.

Seeing him like this, Gu Nian didn't know that he had been given a gag order, but she was helpless, so she decided to let him go first and let him change his clothes, while she went into the inner room to take care of Xiao Yue.

Entering the inner room, Gu Nian came to the bed, and saw the man lying on the bed with abnormal redness due to high fever, and his heart was so sad that he wanted to cry.

She watched quietly for a moment, her body sitting on the footrest in front of the bed as if she were weak, and then reached out to hold his loose hair together, and slowly leaned down, her face against his.

At this moment, even in a dream, his brows were tightly locked, and his face showed a painful look from time to time, and he didn't know if he was dreaming.

Where has he been these days?

She reached into the quilt and grabbed his broad palm, finding that he was subconsciously tugging at her hand tightly, as if this was the only way to reassure.

Her heart was sour, and the tears in her eyes could no longer be hidden.

Xiao Yue was indeed dreaming at the moment, that day was the most embarrassing moment in his life, and he was even more embarrassed than the time when his old aunt hanged himself ten years ago.

He would rather not know anything himself, and would rather be the boy who was mistreated.

That day, when he heard what Ji said, his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and his brain was also muddy, and he just wanted to run to his father's grave to question him, and he just wanted to stay away from the place that embarrassed him.

After he ran for hundreds of miles in one breath, his mind slowly calmed down, and what followed was a deep disgust with himself.

Gu Nian held Xiao Yue's hand tightly, although she hadn't closed her eyes for a few days because she had to take care of the old lady, she didn't feel sleepy at all, and Xiao Yue never woke up.

Zhang Chunzi said that he was just cold and didn't wake up because he didn't want to wake up, and he couldn't help it.

"Princess, you haven't had a good rest for a few days, you go and rest, just keep the slaves and maids here here." Astragalus, who was accompanying him, persuaded.

Gu Nian shook her head, Xiao Yue was like this, how could she be able to sleep? She raised her other hand and stroked the face of the person on the bed, his brows furrowed tightly, and Gu Nian stroked it gently, trying to smooth it out.

Seeing that his lips were dry and peeling, he asked Astragalus to find a clean veil, dip it in water, and wipe his lips little by little.

Gu Nian had been sitting on the pedal in front of the bed, "Xiao Yue......" She called softly, but he didn't respond.

She looked at him stupidly, a mistake was good, and gradually she couldn't support it.

There was a knock on the door outside, and it was Astragalus coming in with the medicine.

Xiao Yue's fever does not subside, and people do not wake up, Zhang Chunzi originally did not want to prescribe medicine, saying that Xiao Yue was a heart disease, and the medicine stone was useless.

couldn't bear Gu Nian's eyes, Zhang Chunzi couldn't prescribe the medicine, and Gu Nian took the medicine bowl from the astragalus.

"Princess, the prince is like this now, I'm afraid it's not easy to feed the medicine, the slave and maid will help you feed it together."

"No need." Gu Nian put the medicine on the cabinet, only let the astragalus get warm water, and personally twisted the handkerchief to wipe Xiao Yue's face and cool down.

Looking at his blushing face and touching his body, Gu Nian felt uncomfortable again, and in just a few days, he had lost so much weight.

When the medicine became ingestible, Gu Nian wanted to feed him the medicine, but his mouth was closed and he couldn't feed it at all.

Gu Nian sat in front of the bed, took a mouthful of medicine that was so bitter that she wanted to vomit in her mouth, leaned over to feed him, and after feeding a few mouthfuls, she was overjoyed when she found that he could swallow the medicine, and fed a few more mouthfuls, and suddenly found that the eyes of the person on the bed were slightly open, and he seemed to be looking at her a little confused.

Xiao Yue ...... Ah Yue...... Are you awake? Gu Nian exclaimed in surprise.

Xiao Yue's eyes slowly opened, as if trying to open his eyes, his voice was hoarse and weak, "Nian Nian ......"

Gu Nian choked up with a 'um' and wanted to purse her lips and smile, but her throat was so bad that she couldn't laugh, she was just ecstatic in her heart, but Xiao Yue, who had been awake for a while, glanced at Gu Nian and fell asleep again.

Although it was only a short awakening, Gu Nian's heart finally let go of half of it, she wiped the medicinal juice from the corner of Xiao Yue's mouth with a handkerchief, held his hand, leaned against the bed, and slowly couldn't hold on.

When Gu Nian opened his eyes, he found himself lying on the bed, and it was dark outside.

It turns out that it is already dark, how long have you been sleeping?

She looked around, what about the sick people? How did she become sleeping in bed? How did she sleep like this?

She rolled over and got out of bed in a panic, put on her shoes, and shouted, "Astragalus...... Aoba ......"

Put on the clothes on the screen again, and Astragalus and Aoba came in in a panic.

"Where's the prince?" Gu Nian asked.

"The prince went to Rong'an Hall." Huang Qi hurriedly replied, "The prince saw that you were tired, and I heard the slave maid say that you haven't closed your eyes for several days, so let the slave and maid not disturb you." ”

"It was the prince who moved you to the bed, and the slave wanted to help him not let him ......"

It was already the time to hold the lamp, she remembered Xiao Yue's hot forehead and abnormal red face, and her heart tugged again, "How long has the prince been out?" His fever subsided? ”

"The prince has been out for half an hour, and the fever has not subsided...... astragalus replied.

Gu Nian raised his feet and walked out, not caring about anything else, and went straight to Rong'an Hall.

At this time, in the inner room of Rong'an Hall, there were only two grandparents and grandchildren.

The old lady leaned against the head of the bed with a pale face, and looked at her grandson who was kneeling straight in front of her with heavy eyes.

Xiao Yue hung his head, making it difficult to see his emotions.

Finally, the old lady said, "This matter is what your father did wrong, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself, you are enough for being a descendant of the Xiao family." ”

The old lady said categorically, although she was caught off guard, she hoped that this matter would end here, and she would not continue to send hairpins.

Xiao Yue's face was abnormally red, his body shook, and he spoke hoarsely, "Grandmother, my identity can't sit on this throne, and I can't afford this responsibility." ”

"I'm going to go up, play the Ming Sheng, and give up the throne to the second uncle, or the third uncle. The specific candidate is up to the grandmother to decide. ”

He is just an adulterous son, not a noble Jin prince, if it weren't for the birth of Ji's child, I'm afraid there would be no him in this world at all.

When the old lady heard this, she looked at Xiao Yue in front of her, her cheekbones were flushed, as if she was smeared with two lumps of rouge, a row of fine beads of sweat on her forehead, her eyes were hot, and tears fell on her life drop by drop.

She wiped her eyes with her sleeve and cursed in a low voice, "What kind of sin is this?" ”

"You're sick like this, what are you talking about? Fortunately, since there is a pustule, it may be better to stir it up thoroughly. ”

"On that day, Nian Nian once said a sentence, she said, no matter what your identity is, you are the one who stands up to the sky, and your background cannot be erased."

"Today, grandmother only has one sentence, this throne can only be inherited by you, you are not an adulterous child, you are the child of the Ji family."

"Cover it up, and never spread it, your father is dead, he did something wrong, but no one can scorn and laugh at him behind his back."

"We, the Xiao family, must not have such a scandal."

Xiao Yue didn't squeak, his eyes looked at the old lady blankly, and then looked away indifferently.

Although Xiao Yi, the king of Jin, died, he was once the mainstay of the Dongli generals, and the pillar of the Jin Palace.

However, such a man who stands up to the sky and the earth in the eyes of outsiders has done such a dirty thing.

When Gu Nian hurried to Rong'an Hall, she saw Xiao Yue coming out of the old lady's inner room, although the surroundings were very dim, she still recognized the figure of the person at a glance.

She rushed forward.

He saw her too, and was there still.

Gu Nian rushed to him with her skirt, no matter if this was Rong'an Hall, and no matter if someone would say that her behavior was not a woman's morality, she stepped forward and grabbed Xiao Yue's arm, which was not enough, and hugged him instead.

At this moment, she just wants to hug him warmly, so that he can feel her enthusiasm, so that he will not be depressed.

He paused for her enthusiasm before reaching out and holding her tightly.

The old lady came out of the inner room with the support of Mama Su, Gu Nian hurriedly asked Xiao Yue to let go of herself, stepped forward to greet the old lady, and said softly,

"Grandmother, your body is not very well, hurry up and rest, the prince's fever has not subsided, and the granddaughter-in-law is worried, so I came over."

The old lady just looked at Xiao Yue's expression indoors, and she hurriedly said, "Grandmother is fine, you quickly let Yue'er go back to rest." Call another doctor. ”

Xiao Yue didn't say anything, and was about to leave with Gu Nian, Gu Nian was pulled by him, and hurriedly said to the old lady, "With Mr. Zhang here, you don't need a doctor, grandmother, if you feel unwell, send someone to find Mr. Zhang." ”

Gu Nian was pulled by Xiao Yue, staggered, smiled apologetically at the old lady, and then followed Xiao Yue.

The old lady watched the little couple go away, and when they couldn't see it, she turned around and went back to the house, "Asu, let your family find out what happened back then." ”

"Also, where is the grave of the eldest girl of the Ji family buried now?"

"As for the Ji family, we must not let it go easily."

How they treat the eldest girl of the Ji family, she can't be ignored, knowing the identity of the Ji family, she has been hiding it, in the final analysis, it is nothing more than the Ji family is reluctant to be the in-law of the Xiao family.

In order to find a backer for the Ji family, he did such a hidden thing.

Over the years, the Ji family has not had much contact with the palace, but because of the relationship between the palace, how many benefits has the Ji family gained openly and secretly?

That Ji Yu, although it is said that there is a reason for the Ji family's confusion, it is difficult to guarantee that there is no Ji family's support, they want to be in the palace forever, what is a stronger relationship than in-laws?

Originally, she didn't like the Ji family, but now she has a monstrous anger towards the Ji family, and she can't wait to break the Ji family's people into pieces.

Mama Su has been by the old lady's side since she was a child, knowing that she was sad, she said, "Don't blame yourself too much, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, maybe after this incident, the prince will go through the experience, isn't there still a princess?" “

"With the princess comforting, the prince will definitely be fine."

The old lady sighed.

Gu Nian was held by Xiao Yue all the time, and returned to Suiyuan Hall, along the way, she only felt that his palms were very hot, and she touched his forehead, which was still hot.

She helped him to sit on the edge of the bed, stripped him of his coat, waited for him to change his underwear, and wrung a handkerchief to wipe his face.

Xiao Yue has been silent, watching her busy, taking this for a while, taking this for a while, and asking for a raised eyebrow, "When did you know?" ”

Gu Nian glanced at him, at this moment he looked at her expressionlessly, his eyes were brighter than ever, if it weren't for the flushing on his face and the dry and peely lips, he would have thought that he had nothing to do.

"A little earlier than you know." Gu Nian said vaguely.

Then he told the dumb woman what she said and the things that went to see her in Zhuangzi later.

He was a little stunned, and licked his dry lips, "I'm not a noble King of Jin, just an adulterous son who came by accident, do you still want to live with me?" ”

"What does your father's mistake have to do with you, how innocent you are."

"I'm married to you, so I don't care what your identity is." Gu Nian threw the handkerchief in his face and asked him to scrub it himself.

Xiao Yue pinched the handkerchief in the palm of his hand, his voice was faint, and he couldn't hear the ups and downs of emotions, "I went to see the people of the Ji family, and those are true." ”

"I even went to my birth mother's grave."

He narrated in a flat voice, and his tone was calm, but rather a kind of woodenness.

As he said more and more things, Gu Nian's heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, and it was very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable it was.

She listened quietly, slowly approaching him, involuntarily snuggling up to him, letting him know that she was still by his side, as if in this way, she could give him some comfort.

"Over the years, I have survived in the role of someone else, I would rather they announce the child's death at the beginning, and not carry me back to the Jin Palace, if it weren't for these, I wouldn't have become like this."

"I wasn't like that before, every time I came back from the palace happy, the woman would put me in a cage and she would ...... when I couldn't control my emotions In order to protect myself, I became a terrifying 'living Hades' in the eyes of the world."

"If I don't, I'm going to die, I just want to protect myself......"

The gurgling of his teeth may be due to his emotional ups and downs, and his words are a little upside down, without a head or tail, purely saying whatever he thinks.

She knew that his heart was very uncomfortable, his heart was crying, but there was only fierceness and numbness on his face.

"Don't talk about it." Gu Nian interrupted him, "Don't say it, you are Xiao Yue, you are my husband, you are Xiao Yue......"

Her tears kept pouring out, blurring her eyes.

"Crying for what?" He snapped, he pinched her chin, and his voice was fierce, "Don't you think I'm terrible?" The first time you saw me, I killed so many people, aren't you afraid? You're scared, aren't you? ”

She slapped his hand away and said more fiercely than him, "Shut up, I'm afraid what's wrong?" Can't be scared yet? She pounced on him and bit him hard through his clothes, then cried,

"Xiao Yue, let me tell you, if I were afraid, I wouldn't have married you, I wouldn't have rushed to Rong'an Hall to find you, and I wouldn't have thought about hiding it after I found out, for fear that you would be stimulated."

"I have accepted the identity of you as the 'Living Hades', can't I accept your life experience? I don't care about the identity of the princess of Jin at all, without the identity of the princess, I am still the county lord, I am still the daughter of the king of Dongli Su, and I am Xiao Yue's wife. ”

"Are you underestimating me? Do you think I'm such a superficial woman? You're wrong. ”

Xiao Yue was pushed by her, hit the pillar next to the bed, and suddenly became dizzy, holding on to the bedpost and saying,

"I didn't underestimate you."

"I'm just inferior, it's that I don't deserve you."

At this, he laughed self-deprecatingly, the corners of his mouth cracked, his brow furrowed, and he coughed.

Seeing the pain of his cough, Gu Nian stepped forward and patted him on the back, anxious and angry, and wanted to help him lie down, saying, "What are you anxious about?" Am I in a hurry? ”

"You really don't care who I am?" Xiao Yue's voice gradually calmed down and asked.

"I don't care." She replied without thinking.

"With your ability, even if you are not the king of Jin, you can break out of your own world. At that time, I will follow you wherever you go. ”

On this day, Xiao Yue opened his heart in front of her, revealing his dark and painful past.

The two hearts, which were not so close, suddenly became closer.

When a man is frustrated, what he needs most is someone to rely on him wholeheartedly, trust him, affirm him, and encourage him. This will heal his wounded heart.

Xiao Yue was originally a person who acted arbitrarily and no one could control him, and at this time, Gu Nian could only use sweet words to soothe his wounded heart.

Men love because of beauty, while women love because of pity.

For Xiao Yue, the feeling of this night was strange and strange, but it was also wonderful.

Gu Nian had never understood her mind so much as this night, and she said softly and resolutely,

"Even if the road ahead is bumpy, I will walk hand in hand with you, live and die together, and never give up."

Xiao Yue's body was shocked, and he looked at Gu Nian in a daze.

The most disdainful oath of his life.

However, at this moment, a strong sense of daring and friendship is surging in my heart, and a string of words is blurted out almost without thinking about it,

"Nian Nian, I, Xiao Yue, swear to the sky that I will never live up to you in this life."

Gu Nian's face turned crimson, thought for a while, and said, "Didn't you say that to your grandmother that day?" Could it be that what was said at that time was false? ”

Xiao Yue held Gu Nian in his arms, lowered his head and kissed her moist eyes.

Gu Nian shrunk, didn't kiss him, and muttered, "I haven't counted with you that day when you pushed my account open, you worked so hard, and now I am still injured and in pain." ”

Xiao Yue looked at her intently, watching her bow her head and frown, her eyes were gentle and satisfied, and she only felt that he was not afraid even if she left the palace immediately.

That night, the two said a lot of things, some of which were engraved in their hearts, and some of which they had probably forgotten.

When he woke up on the second day, Xiao Yue's fever had subsided, but his face was a little pale and his spirit was not very good.

He leaned sideways, propped his head, and saw Gu Nian open his eyes and smile at her, those eyes seemed to be full of stars, making people feel so warm and gentle.

Gu Nian suddenly felt a little uncomfortable with such a gentle him.

In the palace Yangxin Palace, Emperor Yongping rubbed his eyebrows while looking through the folds.

At this time, a little eunuch hurriedly came in from outside, his face was full of joy, and he knelt down to greet the emperor, "Your Majesty, there is news from the Jin Palace, His Royal Highness the King of Jin has been well." ”

Emperor Yongping was overjoyed when he heard this, and the cinnabar pen in his hand was thrown in surprise.

What happened in the Jin Palace, naturally, could not escape the ears and eyes of Emperor Yongping, and after Xiao Yue left that day, Emperor Yongping also sent someone to track it and follow it all the way to protect Xiao Yue's safety.

Back in the house, after the news of Xiao Yue's illness reached the palace, Emperor Yongping couldn't eat or sleep well.

Now, hearing the news that Xiao Yue is better, he is finally overjoyed, and he asks repeatedly, "When will you wake up?" Taiyi ...... Oh, he didn't ask for a doctor."

"Back to the emperor, I heard from the people in the Jin Palace, His Royal Highness the King of Jin woke up this morning, although he seemed to be in a little bad spirits, but he had already gone to the ground."

Emperor Yongping heard it and said, "Reward." ”

After the little eunuch retreated, Father-in-law Yu stepped forward to congratulate Emperor Yongping, "Your Majesty, now you can finally rest assured, the slave maid will let people go to the imperial dining room to pass the meal, you haven't eaten much for several days." ”

Hearing the concern in his voice, Emperor Yongping sighed and said, "You say, when Xiao Yi goes that day, should I give the Ji family death?" Otherwise, Xiao Jiu wouldn't have suffered so much. ”

Father-in-law Yu didn't dare to answer, and Emperor Yongping didn't expect him to answer, "Forget it, just think that this is a catastrophe in Xiao Jiu's life, and now it's finally going to be bitter." ”

In the Jin Palace, in Suiyuan Hall, Gu Nian was discussing things with Xiao Yue.

"Ah Yue, after I knew about this before, I always felt that something was not right."

Xiao Yue said, "What's wrong?" ”

Gu Nian said, "Whether I heard it from Mama Zheng at the beginning, or where Mama Tian heard it, or even what the concubine said, it sounds like that, but if you think about it carefully, it doesn't seem to be like that." ”