Chapter 116: Guarding Here, Waiting for Her to Come Back
Su Yujing also heard it, Qiao Xin actually has feelings for Lin Zhiyuan, and it is not that she has no feelings at all, if she really doesn't have it, then she won't be so confused, and she doesn't know what to do, right?
"Qiao Xin, if you don't hate him that much, you can try to accept him, he is actually a good person. It seems that Su Yujing and Lin Zhiyuan's current contact shows that she thinks Lin Zhiyuan is still good, at least, he is still very dedicated to his feelings.
Qiao Xin looked at her, "Is it okay? I think it shouldn't be okay, right? I don't know how to do emotional things." ”
She can't accept a man and start a relationship, but she actually knows in her heart that if they can really do that, can it also make everything better?
"Then you just take your time, no one can say anything about emotional matters. Su Yujing was actually worried about Su Yuting, if Su Yuting thought that her feelings for Lin Zhiyuan were so deep, she thought that she would not marry Lin Zhiyuan, so even if Qiao Xin and Lin Zhiyuan were together, I am afraid that it would not be so easy.
Life is like that, it doesn't start like it starts, it doesn't end like it ends.
The same is true for emotional matters, the reason why Qiao Xin is reluctant to accept it is because everything she has seen with her own eyes is everything in the Qiao family.
"Yujing, we've known each other for more than half a year, haven't I've never mentioned my family to you?" Qiao Xin lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling.
In fact, there are some things that she bears alone, and she will feel very painful, and she will also feel that she does not know what to do is the best.
However, she understands in her heart, even if she is unwilling to face it, just the facts are the facts, and they will not change easily.
Su Yujing nodded, "Hmm." ”
"Actually, I'm almost the same as you, but I'm a little better than you, my mother is still there, she is Qiao Zhen's beloved woman, but she is not his only wife. Qiao Xin said lightly, "Since I can remember, since I have been sensible, I have known that I am a person who should not exist in the first place, but I have no choice, my mother and father love each other very much, but their relationship cannot be made public." ”
"Are you Qiao Zhen's daughter?" Su Yujing was really surprised when she heard Qiao Xin say this.
Because she knew that Qiao Zhen had a son and a daughter, and she had seen them at the banquet, but she didn't know that Qiao Xin was also his daughter.
Maybe she and Qiao Xin are the same, they are both illegitimate daughters who can't get on the stage, but Qiao Xin's father is good to her, spoils her, and loves her.
"Yes, sometimes even I don't believe in my identity, and for myself, I feel that if I don't exist, a home would be more like a home, and it's because of my existence that it will make all this change. Qiao Xin was reluctant to stay in Qiao's family, she knew that she was not popular and not favored, she was a superfluous.
If it weren't for Qiao Zhen's deep love for Jiang Yuru, Qiao Xin would definitely try her best to leave that home with her mother.
What should a man's heart look like? Can a man have a marriage and then find a woman he loves?
That would be unfair to everyone.
"Qiao Xin, so, you don't want to enter a big family like the Lin family, because you're not sure if what you'll face in the future will be the same result, right?" Su Yujing finally understood now.
Qiao Xin nodded, "Yes, I'm really very timid in this regard. "Because I haven't experienced emotional things, I am afraid of the frustration of failure, and because I haven't loved vigorously, I don't know how to stick to a relationship.
"Then Lin Zhiyuan knows that you are the third lady of the Qiao family?" asked Su Yujing.
He knew, he only found out on a blind date that day, because he only knew that he was going to go on a blind date with the third lady of the Qiao family, but he didn't know that person was me. So, he must have been surprised. Qiao Xin smiled.
In fact, she has always been constantly looking for a suitable partner by Jiang Yuru as the third lady of the Qiao family.
It's just that Qiao Xin is very disgusted with blind dates.
"I also think it's very surprised, but, Qiao Xin, your mother's feelings are actually different from yours, if you don't dare to take the first step, then, I think it may be difficult in the future. Su Yujing felt that if Qiao Xin really wanted to take a step forward in her relationship, maybe Lin Zhiyuan would be the best object.
Qiao Xin shook his head, "Well, I actually know what you said, but sometimes it's easy to understand, but it's actually hard to do." ”
She wanted to take a step, but she couldn't, she wanted to make herself do better, but she still didn't dare to face it.
Su Yujing also knows that emotional matters still have to be done slowly, not everyone can fall in love at first sight, and not everyone can easily face every feeling.
"Then don't rush, take your time. Su Yujing smiled.
Qiao Xin looked at Su Yujing, "Yujing, don't worry about me, I think Mo Liying is trying her best to do something to you." It's better to be careful. ”
"Actually, I know, no matter what she does, it is nothing more than wanting to take my place, if she really wants to be Mrs. Huo so much, then if she can do it, naturally she has the means, of course, it also depends on Qi Shao's attitude. ”
It's not all said that a slap doesn't make a sound, so some things happen on both sides.
It's like Mo Haotian and Ye Yurou are the same, they just hit it off with two slaps, so they are like this, aren't they?
Therefore, Su Yujing is very concerned about these now, and she also feels that many things seem to be unexpected by her, so if this is the case, she simply doesn't do it, just wait for a result, isn't it?
"Don't worry, the president is sincere to you, I have never seen the president be so attentive to any woman, if the president had feelings for Mo Liying, it would not have been delayed until now, right?" Qiao Xin was still very clear about this.
Su Yujing looked out the window, "I just have a lot of things I can't figure out." "There are some things that she has never thought about, that she has never known how to face them, if life can be repeated like this, is it not that many things are different?
But how can life come all over again, life is a live broadcast, the past is the past, and now, is it God who cares for her, whether it is to see her pitiful, so that she is given the opportunity to come again.
Let her live in another capacity, even if it is not easy, but, at least, she is alive.
Maybe now Su Yujing understands what Huo Qishao meant to her at that time, if her life can be repeated, she is lucky.
And at the beginning, Huo Qishao told her that no matter what happened to the car accident, at least, she was still alive.
It is these two words of simple life, like the big roulette wheel of fate, that opens again, giving her a chance to choose again, and a chance for her to see everything clearly.
Su Yujing also had a rare good night's sleep that night, no matter what, her heart is clear, if many things in life are difficult to change, then she has tried to change.
If life is so sad, but she always has to face all this, no matter what, she thinks it's good now.
The next day, Su Yujing woke up, she looked at the warm sunlight, shining into the room through the thin white curtains, a faint smile appeared on her face, and the sound of water from the bathroom should be Qiao Xin getting up.
After all, Qiao Xin still has to go to work, and if she can, she doesn't want to stay all the time and do nothing.
Qiao Xin finished washing up and walked to the bedroom, and saw Su Yujing wake up, "Yujing, you are also awake! I will go to the company today, and I will come over when I am done, if you have anything to buy, just call me, don't run out by yourself." ”
Qiao Xin was still very worried, after all, Huo Qishao said that she wanted to make her optimistic about Su Yujing, so she couldn't slack off.
"Okay, I know, you can rest assured, I can help Qi Kun do something here. Su Yujing smiled.
Start your day with good weather and a good mood.
If life could be so simple, then, she thought, she should be the happiest person.
Qiao Xin went to work, while she walked in the garden on the first floor.
Qi Kun asked people to prepare breakfast, "Sister-in-law, are you still used to living here?"
"Well, it's really nice here, but I can't stay here for nothing, if there's anything you need help with, just ask. Su Yujing still likes the environment here.
"Qi Kun, why did you think that you would open a resort like this here?"
"Actually, I didn't open this place, but I'm in charge of it now. Qi Kun and Su Yujing sat face to face, drinking coffee and eating breakfast.
"Then this is ......" Su Yujing thought, to be able to open such a resort here, with scenery, food, and a comfortable environment, the vision must be unusual.
"It's my wife. Qi Kun spoke lightly, but this was also the first time Su Yujing saw sadness on his face.
Su Yujing was stunned, "Then, what about her?"
"She's gone, it's been two years, and I can't find where she is. A lot of people told me she was gone. Qi Kun knew that whether she was alive or not, dead or not, this was the only place he wanted to guard for the rest of his life.
"So, you're just guarding here and waiting for her to come back?" asked Su Yujing.