The sun rose outside, and Zhao Ling couldn't extract it from the memories of the past, one moment it was the scene where his mother had just died, and he and his father were guarding the mourning hall, one moment when he was poisoned and sent to the south, and the other time it was the scene where Su Xuan sang to himself, repeatedly, switching frequently, making him almost unable to tell what was true and what was fake.

"Zhao Ling, Zhao Ling, wake up!"

A hazy voice came from the hazy sky, familiar and warm......

Zhao Ling slowly opened his eyes, and Jiang Xiaoyu's anxious and worried face appeared in front of him, making him flutter slightly, unsure if he was still in a dream.

"Awake?" Jiang Xiaoyu asked softly, "How are you feeling now?" ”

The temperature from her palm made him sure that it was not a dream now, he reached out to protect Jiang Xiaoyu, let her lean on his chest, and said in a low voice: "I feel bad, very uncomfortable!" She was my benefactor friend when I was a child, and I always said that I wanted to treat her as a sister, but I was not able to do what I promised! If I could have predicted that today, I would have been desperate to prevent her from marrying Zhao Ye at that time, if I could have cared more about her, noticed that she was in a difficult situation earlier, and then took her away from Zhao Ye desperately, would everything not happen now, would she not die? It's all my fault, it's all my fault! ”

"I know you're uncomfortable, and I know you blame yourself, but don't forget it, the real murderer is Zhao Ye, and all these tragedies are caused by him!" Jiang Xiaoyu patted Zhao Ling lightly and said, "Did you really want to kill him desperately at that time?" ”

"Yes, I lost my mind at that time, and I just wanted to get justice for Su Xuan!" He rubbed Jiang Xiaoyu's head, "I'm sorry, if they hadn't stopped me, I'm just afraid that I would have really killed Zhao Ye now, my impulse will affect you, my father, and the entire Chu Palace, this should be a matter between me and Zhao Ye, and I shouldn't let you suffer too!" ”

"Kill him, you don't have to do it yourself!" Jiang Xiaoyu said, "Su Xuan's hatred does not need to be forgotten, the gentleman takes revenge, ten years is not too late!" If you want him, there will be opportunities in the future! ”

"Yes, there will be opportunities in the future!" Zhao Ling gritted his teeth and said, "I must kill him!" ”

There was silence between the two at the same time, and at this time Jiang Xiaoyu said: "Even if Su Xuan dies, she is still Zhao Ye's wife, and I have no way to bring her out!" ”

"Is the Three Princes' Mansion preparing for a funeral?" Zhao Ling asked.

"Hmm!" Jiang Xiaoyu nodded, "I'm already starting to prepare!" ”

"Xiaoyu, you go out first, I want to be alone for a while!" Zhao Ling thought for a while and said, "I promised her that I would do it, this is the last time I miss her!" ”

"Good!" Jiang Xiaoyu got up, walked out of the house, and closed the door.

I saw Zhao Quan and Zhao Yang'er lying at the door, and when she came out, Yang'er asked worriedly: "I heard that the eldest brother was carried back last night, is the eldest brother okay?" ”

"He's fine!" Jiang Xiaoyu touched Yang'er's head, "Don't worry! ”

Zhao Quan hugged his arms and said with a calm little face: "I heard that Sister Su Xuan passed away?" ”

"Yes!" Jiang Xiaoyu nodded lightly.

Zhao Quan lowered his eyes and sighed, and then said, "Then will your marriage with your eldest brother be affected?" ”

Jiang Xiaoyu saw that the red lanterns had been hung in the palace, obviously showing faint joy again, she lowered her eyes and thought about it and said, "I don't know!" ”

"You've taken care of your eldest brother for one night, go back and rest!" Zhao Quan said maturely, "We will take care of the eldest brother!" ”

"Okay, Zhao Ling will be taken care of by you!" Jiang Xiaoyu smiled faintly and was about to leave, at this time, the king of Chu paced to Zhao Ling's courtyard, saw her, was silent for a while, and said, "You are all wronged!" ”

"I've seen the prince!" Jiang Xiaoyu bowed, "It's not wronged, but I'm starting to wonder now whether what I did was right or not!" ”

"The decision you make at that time does not anticipate what will happen in the future, you can only follow your own heart at that time to make a decision! The occurrence of a thing is also composed of countless causes, some things we need to be responsible for our decisions, but sometimes, the occurrence of fate is beyond our control, but we will not be worried about all the things we decide, in the dark, there is providence! The king of Chu was relieved, "Besides, your original decision was for your happiness, and only by not forgetting your original intention of making the decision can you not live up to the people whose fate has changed for your decision at this time, understand?" ”

"I understand the truth, but I just completely exclude myself from things, it takes time, and Zhao Ling also needs time!" Jiang Xiaoyu said.

"The wedding went ahead as scheduled!" King Chu thought for a while and said, "It won't have any effect, and Uncle also hopes that you can adjust quickly!" ”

"Yes!" Jiang Xiaoyu lowered her eyes and said, she thought about it and said, "Because of my business, Zhao Ling disobeyed the Queen Mother, and I think my uncle will take care of the aftermath in the back!" ”

"You are the daughter-in-law of this king who is about to pass through the door, and you are a person from the Chu Palace, Zhao Ling is your future husband, this king is your future father, we are a family, these are all things that should be done, Zhao Ling is right, if he comes to ask for the king's opinion first, this king will also support him to do so!"

Jiang Xiaoyu felt warm in her heart, she pursed her lips and smiled: "Thank you, uncle!" ”

"By the way, I had a big trouble with Zhao Ling in the Three Princes' Mansion, and then I sent him back, but the Three Princes have not moved?" Jiang Xiaoyu asked with some concern, "With the personality of the third prince, should this matter stop here, will it have any impact?" ”

"In any case, Su Xuan's death has a lot to do with him, he is still in a hurry to explain it to the Queen Mother and Su Xuan's family, and besides, this matter is still with the king and the second prince, you don't have to worry, adjust it well!" The king of Chu said, "Go back and rest!" ”

"Okay, Xiaoyu will leave first!"

Jiang Xiaoyu left from the Chu Palace, not directly back to the Jiang Mansion, but circled the capital twice, beware of being followed, and then quietly sneaked into the house where his uncle lived.

I saw a person blowing the wind by the pond, he and his alertness, heard the sound of someone landing, hurriedly got up to check, saw that the person who came was Jiang Xiaoyu, and said with relief: "It's you, Sister Xiaoyu, scared me to death!" ”

Jiang Xiaoyu crossed his arms and looked at him, walked to the stone by the pond and sat down, and asked, "How did you look like a dog today?" ”

"My identity is different now, I am the personal bodyguard of the major general, and I am too sloppy to attract attention!" Liu Xiaodong said, he glanced at Jiang Xiaoyu, "Sister Xiaoyu, why are you here at this time?" ”

"What? I'm here to see the days! Jiang Xiaoyu grabbed a stone and threw it towards the pond.

"Yo, it's a bad mood!" Liu Xiaodong sat down next to Xiaoyu, "Last night, I heard that you and Zhao Ling had a quarrel with the three princes, and almost killed Zhao Ye, what's the matter with you, why did it become like this?" It's not going to end well, is it? ”

Jiang Xiaoyu lowered his eyes and sighed: "Something happened, I didn't control my temper!" ”

Liu Xiaodong touched Jiang Xiaoyu with his arm, and asked again: "It is said that the third princess died, does it have anything to do with you?" ”

"If it doesn't matter, I'm afraid it won't be as entangled as it is now!" Jiang Xiaoyu looked at the sparkling water and said.

"Good apprentice, you're here!" At this time, I saw Liu Ruli pushing Bai Siyuan over, Jiang Xiaoyu hurriedly got up and saluted the two.

"Girl, you can't wait to write your thoughts on your face, but you are worried about what happened last night?" Liu Ruli asked.

Jiang Xiaoyu pushed Bai Siyuan to the edge of the pond, listening to the sound of frogs chirping inside, she groaned for a while, and briefly told the two of them what happened last night.

"So you're being upset now that Zhao Ling is so impulsive for Su Xuan? Or is he unhappy that he may also be a part of Su Xuan's tragic fate in the future? Bai Siyuan looked at Jiang Xiaoyu gently and asked.

"I don't know!" Jiang Xiaoyu sighed, "First of all, I'm extremely sure of Zhao Ling's feelings for me. However, he is a gentle and affectionate person, Su Xuan was by his side when he was in difficulty, he was the spiritual pillar of his youth, and he was always ashamed of the people he wanted to protect, so for Su Xuan, he was really guilty, self-blaming and angry, if he could still maintain his sanity at that time and weigh the pros and cons, it would not be him! ”

After a pause, Jiang Xiaoyu said again: "I didn't like Su Xuan at first, because there are a lot of memories between her and Zhao Ling that I didn't participate in, but slowly, I know that she is really a kind and good girl, and there is only Zhao Ling in my heart, I have never regretted not letting Zhao Ling accept her at the beginning, I regret that I didn't notice her situation in time, and I didn't help her get out of Zhao Ye's clutches in time, obviously the last time I went to see her, she was so weak, if she asked a few more words at that time, Or if you can inquire more when you don't see her in the future, maybe today's incident can be avoided! ”

She glanced at Bai Siyuan, gently put her head on his knee, thought for a while, and said, "I'm reflecting on myself, whether my concern for others is sincere, or just to make my conscience a little better......

Bai Siyuan gently patted Jiang Xiaoyu's head and said slowly: "Everyone is mortal, mortals have their own weaknesses, selfishness, cowardice, jealousy and anger, that is all nature, don't be too harsh on yourself." On the road of the world, unexpected things must happen, you not only have to introspect, but also need to face! ”