Chapter 92 Don't regret it anymore

On the way to Qingli Palace, Miyazawa Kun walked surprisingly slowly, and I don't know if it was because of his hometown timidity or because of those words.

"Your Majesty, are we going to Concubine Li's place?"

Gonggong Li followed behind him, looking at this direction but not the direction of Qingli Palace, he couldn't help but ask more.

"Huh?"

If it weren't for Gonggong Li's reminder just now, he wouldn't have noticed that the place he was going to now was not Qingli Palace, but the Dancing Moon Platform.

"Let's pass the walk."

It's tiring to walk such a long way.

"Yes, Your Majesty."

By the time Bu Yuan arrived at Qingli Palace, Imperial Physician Xu had already finished treating Mo Ran inside, and was frying medicine in the small kitchen.

"Concubine Li, how is it?"

He didn't go into the dormitory, but came to the small kitchen, and when Imperial Doctor Xu's hand that originally put medicine in it, when he heard this sound, he was frightened and dropped all the medicine.

"Old minister, see the emperor."

"Excuse me, Concubine Li, are you alright?"

"Back to the emperor, Niangniang finally woke up, but her body is also weak, and she can only slowly adjust, it is the matter of this heir, it is estimated that there is no hope for the past three or five years."

Speaking of this, Imperial Physician Xu sighed regretfully.

The woman in the palace, which is not like a beautiful flower, which is not a noble girl of the family, who in the palace and how many three or five years of energy, Concubine Li lost her body this time, if she is well conditioned, she may be pregnant with the prince, if there is any change.......

"Doctor Xu is bothered, in the future, you will be responsible for the pulse of the Qing Li Palace, if Concubine Li has any needs, just ask the inner court to support."

"Yes, Your Majesty, the old minister obeys the order."

Imperial Physician Xu hid the medicine in his hand behind him, although the emperor was not familiar with these medicinal materials, but it was still just in case.

Miyazawa-kun didn't notice his move and turned around and went out.

Cen Er was in the house at this time to dredge Mo Ran's legs, she had been in a coma for a few days, her legs were motionless, and when she woke up, she was a little numb and painful.

is such a dredging, and she also endured letting Cen Er do it.

"The emperor has arrived!"

As soon as Cen Er heard the report, she stood directly in front of Mo Ran and knelt down to greet him, which also covered her a little.

"Slaves and maids see the emperor, long live the emperor."

She leaned down, her supporting arms trembling slightly.

And Mo Ran was indifferent behind her, as if there was no one in this room.

"No courtesy, let's be even."

"Your Majesty."

The three of them were so deadlocked, the air and time seemed to freeze, very quiet, and the wheezing of the three people could be clearly heard.

Miyazawa Kun looked at Mo Ran's eyes full of remorse and self-blame, he had a thousand words to say, and he had many questions to ask, but he couldn't speak.

It's a mess, it can't be cut, and it's messy.

Mo Ran's eyes were as ethereal as ever, and he couldn't see anyone's reflection in them, only black pupils and indifference that had gone through life and death.

Cen Er was on the side, afraid that the emperor would suddenly be angry, and also afraid that he would do something bad to Niangniang again, so he could only be sandwiched between the two of them.

The atmosphere continued until he spoke first.

"Mo Ran, I'm sorry for you."

This sentence seems to have turned on Mo Ran's emotional switch, if she was a wooden man just now, now he is a lion who is crazy to dabble.

"Ahh Yes! ”

First he screamed violently, and shivered and hid to the deepest part of the bed.

Holding the pillow tightly in his arms, he grabbed the quilt with one hand, and his nails were already broken with too much force, and the quilt was stained with a little blood.

"! Empress! ”

Suddenly, Mo Ran rushed out of the innermost, stood on the edge of the bed with his teeth and claws, and threw out all the things that could be thrown at his hand, and they all fell at the feet of Miyazawa Kun.

Cen Er didn't care about any humility, so she climbed directly onto the bed and grabbed her hand and pressed her body.

"Niangniang, Niangniang, calm down, be careful of hurting yourself, Niangniang!"

I don't know how this Mo Ran, who had just woken up, had so much strength, and Cen Er didn't hold her down with her hands and feet, she broke free and pounced directly on Miyazawa Kun.

His hands were holding his collar tightly, his eyes were glaring at him viciously, full of red bloodshots, and his mouth kept roaring, this posture seemed to be about to tear him apart.

He stared at Mo Ran's glasses, as if to see something in her black pupils.

"Mo Ran, I'm sorry for you."

Again, this sentence.

"You beast! You're a beast! You give back my child, give me back my child! Ahh Yes! ”

The current Mo Ran definitely doesn't have any rationality and cognition, she is just a mother who has lost her child, or a person who has been watched by her husband and lost her child.

"Why are you doing this?! He's your child too, why are you watching him disappear like this! Why! ”

Miyazawa Kun looked at her with a complicated expression, not knowing where to start saying this, but looking at the scene in front of him, even if he wanted to say it, Mo Ran would not necessarily listen to his explanation.

"Mo Ran, I didn't mean it, you believe me."

"Huh! Believe you? Do you believe that you will watch my child being killed by the court concubine, and believe you, will you let my child come back?! ”

All she had left was the last moment in her mind, his indifference, his ruthlessness.

"Mo Ran, at that time... I am controlled by the court concubine, you believe me, I will never look at you and the child like this....."

Having said this, Miyazawa Kun felt the strength on his collar suddenly dissipate, and the person in front of him had already retreated three steps away from him.

"No, no! I can't be like this, I can't be so close to you, child, the child will be unhappy, he will blame me for standing with the murderer, you go! You go! ”

This state is really the same as madness.

"You're leaving!! Let's go! ”

Mo Ran's uncalm and heart-rending roar really shocked him, he had known Mo Ran for six years, and he had never seen her look like this.

He didn't even know the person in front of him.

"Mo Ran, calm down!"

He took one step first, and Mo Ran took three steps back, until she hit the vanity table, and the red fat powder was scattered all over the ground, just like the blood that had flowed from under her that day.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid! You're going to be fine, kid, I'm not going to let you be fine! ”

Mo Ran was stimulated by the red color in front of him, and knelt down a little almost crazy, desperately trying to put the fat powder scattered on the ground into the box.

When the fat powder got on his hands, he hit the overturned basin of water on the ground, and it was as alive as red blood.

"Ahh Ahh ”

The constant screams came out of Mo Ran's mouth, she trembled, opened her hands, didn't dare to touch them, and didn't know where to put her hands, so she held them up in a daze.

"Mo Ran!"

Miyazawa Kun, who was standing on the side, kept watching her crazy behavior, perhaps frightened by such a thing, and he called her name a little helplessly.

Blurred, these two words were like trying to close her pass, and suddenly there was no sound--only her eyes full of hatred.

"Can you save him, save him!"

Mo Ran fell to his feet again, holding the corner of his coat with his hand, just like when the court concubine came that day—except that the court concubine was now a wandering spirit on the white silk.

"Mo Ran, don't be like this, what do you have that you are rushing at me, don't be so difficult for yourself!"

Miyazawa Kun only felt how incompetent he was at the moment, obviously this was caused by himself, but he was powerless, and resigned himself to fate was his only choice.

"Mo Ran, what do you want? I'll give you whatever you want! ”

Mo Ran, who was kneeling at his feet, had a smile of unknown meaning floating on the corner of his mouth, as if he was both ruthless and relieved.

"You kill me, I want you to kill me, okay?"

When Cen Er heard this, she was even more frightened, and half of the seven souls were gone, so she came over and pulled her over, she was afraid that the emperor would really move seriously.

"Calm yourself down, I ..... I'll see you another day. ”

Miyazawakun knew that it must be his appearance that stimulated her again, and Gonggong Li followed him, thinking that he had exhausted his patience before coming out.

Only he himself knew that Mo Ran's words just now, the waves in his eyes, really didn't intend to live.

He was afraid.

The fear emanating from the bottom of my heart stirred up every nerve, and the uneasiness and throbbing of my heart fell on Mo Ran's eyes one after another, leaving only hatred.

After Miyazawa Kun left, Mo Ran really quieted down, even his eyes were quiet, there was no trace of momentum just now, only the light of endless darkness was left.

"Mother, mother, slave help you to bed."

Mo Ran's legs still felt numb, and it had already taken her strength to be able to get off the bed, and now there was really no motivation to let her stand up again.

"Cen Er, am I not a sinner?"

She looked disheartened, and her faint tone was similar to the person just now, as if the person who was splashing and rolling just now was not her.

In her own opinion, she should be guilty, just a second ago, she was discussing with the imperial doctor how to beat the child in her belly, but then her child was really gone.

It was in such a cruel way that he was sent to another world, even though she knew that this child could not live in this world.

"Mother, the slave has a lot to say." Cen Er couldn't bear to look at her like this tangled and complicated appearance anymore, "Niangniang, even if there is no court concubine, this child still has to ..... So Niangniang, why should you grieve yourself like this. ”

"yes, sooner or later."

Why not let him earlier, at least

Not in front of him

"Cen Er, go get that black box of mine."

That's all she has left, and after taking it, she really won't have a chance to regret it again.

She didn't want to regret it either.