"Later, you saw me at the age of four in that fire...... I stretched out my hand to hug him who was trembling, I had never seen him shed a tear in ten years, he cried out in pain, but tonight, his face was full of tears, his eyes, his lips, his heart were silently screaming, Ah Shi, I hurt......

In the spring, he took me on a boat in Weishui, saw the most beautiful spring colors, and ate the sweetest berries; In the summer, he soaked my feet in cold water, looked at the stars and told stories; In autumn, we rely on each other, read poetry and read history; In the winter, he built a dozen snowmen in the yard for me. I don't have a father, but he gave me all the love that a father can give, and what else can I resent in the face of such a him......

"Xiao'er, after the baby girl died, you were my child, but when you grew up day by day and became glamorous, I became selfish. You always said that you wouldn't marry before, even though I knew that it was a child's joke, but I had the heart to keep you for the rest of my life. ”

"That's not a joke, never has been!" I grabbed him by the hem and shook my head desperately.

"I know, but child, do you know how much courage it takes to keep you for the rest of your life? You are so beautiful, ten years, twenty years, when you bloom day by day, but you have to watch me grow old day by day. In another thirty years, if I become like Qin Gu, lose my hair and lose my teeth, will I still be your general? If I die of old age, what will you do, and who will take care of you? ”

"You are old, I will take care of you, if you die, I will die with you." I looked into his eyes and said word by word.

"How can I give up ......," he sighed, closing his eyes, and a teardrop the size of a bean slid down his cheek.

I held him quietly for a long time, and my heart slowly became calm. Perhaps, this is the trick of fate, we both want to give each other the best, but in the end we hurt each other deeply.

"Get that boy back, it's too hard to stay in the northwest." I sighed.

"When he was three years old, he had a high fever and was left with a disability in his leg. If I bring him to Yongcheng, he will inevitably be criticized by others, he himself is unwilling, and I can't bear it. The uncle thought it was her negligence, so she asked to stay in the northwest to take care of him. ”

"You go back to the Northwest for a few months every year just to see them?"

"Well, but Wu Hui doesn't like me, and every time we go, we inevitably have to argue, so I went less later."

"Uncle and concubine have taken care of your children for many years, why didn't you marry her, but instead give her to Gongzili?"

"My uncle was only six years old when she first came to Qi Kingdom, and I have always regarded her as my little sister. After knowing that my uncle was forced to commit suicide by his husband, I was the only one left in the Wu clan of Chu Guo. I am a grandson and grandson, and I can't pretend that I don't have any responsibilities to stay with you in this courtyard for the rest of my life. Ah Shi, from the moment the King of Chu killed more than 600 people of the Wu family, I have lost the right to happiness. When my uncle was there, I could have escaped, but when he died, I couldn't escape. ”

"So after you came back from the Kingdom of Wu, you decided to marry me to Gongzili?" In my memory, he was always in a trance, haggard, and in the seven days before leaving Yongcheng for the northwest, he was talking to me almost every day. Now that I think about it, those words were actually saying goodbye to me.

"Childe has loved you for many years, and if you marry him, he will treat you better than me. He will be the crown prince of Qin and the next monarch. One day, you will become the most honorable woman in the Qin Kingdom, and I will be loyal to your son and shed my last drop of blood for him. Every day since I came back from Wu, I have been telling myself like this every day, marrying Gongzili may be the best destination I can give you. After he finished speaking, he smiled bitterly, looked at me and said bitterly, "This is my cowardly and despicable excuse, I fled to the northwest in a hurry without even deceiving myself." Later, when you were gone, rejuvenating the Wu clan became my only obsession in this life. ”

I stared at him blankly, didn't speak, Wu Feng let go of my hand and laughed at himself: "You know now, you know what a despicable person I am." ”

I squeezed his hand again: "No, you just did what you had to do. "What right do I have to blame the man in front of me, he has done enough, family affection, love, and responsibility to the family have hurt him to the core, and I have not seen clearly under his breezy appearance until today, that painful and helpless heart.

"Xiao Ying is the uncle of the Zhao family, this time you go back to the Jin Kingdom with her! She is Zhao Ying's favorite daughter, and if she marries her as soon as possible, she will be able to be tied to the Zhao family earlier. I wiped away my tears and smiled.

"Pediatric ......"

"General, give me some time, and give yourself some time, and we'll forget......"

When you forget me, when I forget you, maybe the old tree in the east corner will remember that once a maiden fell from it and fell into the warm arms of men; Perhaps the dripping tile on the eaves will remember that there was once a lover who snuggled up to each other, read a book under it all night, and listened to the sound of rain all night; Maybe the spirits of the grass and trees on the cliff mountain will remember that there was once a girl on the line of life and death who saw her anxious lover.

When you are old, when I am gray-haired, maybe only they will remember the ten years we once stayed together, and we forgot each other......

After coming out of the general's palace, I ran all the way to the east gate, climbed up the tower alone and shouted into the vast night, shouting hoarsely, and shouting the night vigil soldiers to the creepy. After using all my strength, I drifted back to my residence, but unexpectedly met a candlestick drunk and drinking alone under the moon in the small courtyard.

"You're not in there to accompany Mi Cao, why did you run out to drink?" I asked in a hoarse voice as I glanced at the two empty wine jugs on the ground.

"Zidian, what should I do? I suddenly felt like I didn't know her anymore. Candle Chu glanced at me drunkenly, and said with a smile, "You...... You know? She didn't recognize me that day on the long street, but I recognized her at a glance. She was taller than before, and her eyebrows were open, but when she was scared, she was still the same as before, and her eyelashes kept ......blinking," he picked up the empty wine jar and poured it twice into his mouth, and then smashed it to the ground, "But now she has changed, she is cold and sophisticated, and I can't give her what she wants!" ”

"What does she want?" I sat down next to Candle and asked softly.

"She wants to go back to Jin with me."

"Wouldn't that be nice?"

"Not good, not good at all!" Candle Chu yelled at me, his mouth full of wine, "She asked me to give her to the son of the Zhao family, to Beru whom she has never met. ”

"I've already told you about her, you give her some more time. She has suffered too much in the past few years, so she decided that only power could save her from suffering. When you return to the Jin Kingdom, you will have a lot of time to accompany her to slowly find your original self. ”

"Will she really change back? Will she? Candle Chu muttered drunk, fell to the ground, and never got up.

I looked at the crescent moon hanging from the treetops, and drank wine alone. There are thousands of emotions in the world, and there are thousands of pains, and onlookers think it is easy, but when it really happens to them, they can only be at the mercy of fate. The most important thing in the world is the war spirit buried in a foreign land, and the most important thing this night is the poor person who is hurt by love.

Getting drunk in the middle of the night and sleeping in the middle of the night means you'll have a splitting headache the next day.

"What happened to you and Candle Tree yesterday? Why do two people sleep in the yard? Zhao Wuxian took a wet cloth and wiped it around my face.

"Don't talk to me, I have a headache...... "I put my hand to my forehead **.

"You said you were going to wait outside the city today, if you don't want to go, just keep sleeping!" Shirtless tossed the damp cloth and stood up.

"Wait a minute!" I suddenly remembered that I was going to Chen Cang to pick up Si'er and the innocent people who were here today, "Ahhh I slapped myself twice in the face and sat up from the bed.

"It's just past midday." Shirtless picked up my robe at the door and threw it on my head, "Put it on!" What a weird preference, as soon as I drink, I like to lie out and sleep. After saying that, he flicked his sleeves and left.

I put on my clothes, brushed my hair haphazardly, and practiced my smile in the mirror before heading out. Hey, why do I look like this every time I see Si'er?

There was a patch of yellow sand flying in the air outside Yongcheng, and the sun was hanging high overhead, so small and white that I couldn't lift my eyes.

"Why haven't they come yet? Something can't be wrong, right? "I stood on tiptoe on the city tower and looked and looked, and waited for almost an hour, but Si'er and Wuxian had not yet appeared.

"Chen Cang's road to this side is difficult, you have to be patient and wait." Sitting on the city wall, playing with a few ants in the cracks of the stone with his hands, "What did you say to General Wu yesterday?" He sent someone early in the morning to say that he was going back to Xinjiang with us to meet his father. ”

"Didn't say anything." I rubbed my nose and smiled, "The general attaches so much importance to this marriage, the noble lady should be happy now." ”

"If she had wings, she would be able to fly! The daughters are all from other people's families, and it is useless to cherish them. The eldest sister is now Wu Feng when she opens and closes her mouth, and she can't wait to marry Qin tomorrow. ”

"The general deserves her thoughts." I muttered to myself.

"Sorcerer, the man you were waiting for has arrived!" The soldier next to me stretched out his hand, and I turned my head, only to see smoke and dust billowing in the distance, and a green wagon faintly coming from outside the city.

"Here they are!" I lifted my hem and rushed down the tower in two steps. The last time I saw Si'er was half a year ago, and we have experienced a "death" parting in between, and I don't know how she is now.

Before the carriage could stop, Si'er jumped out of the carriage and staggered several steps before he could stand firmly.

"Si'er-" I hurriedly ran over and hugged her, "Si'er, I finally found you......"