Chapter 389: The Fear of Happiness!
At the beginning of December, Tian Fan and his entourage went through many difficulties and dangers, overcame many difficulties, and finally arrived at the Xiapi camp. This journey took twice as long as Liu Bei's return, and it took six full days!
At the gate of the camp, generals Zhang Fei, Guan Yu, Gao Shun, and Zhao Yun followed, and the group entered the big tent of the Chinese army. The soldiers all had the camps they had previously stationed in, led by the soldiers sent by Zhao Yun, Zhang Fei and others, and there would be no mistakes, so Tian Fan Lu Bu let his generals station. The training of subordinate generals should begin with camping. When a general can build an impermeable camp, he can basically take on the heavy responsibility of one side.
Zhang Fei happily led everyone to the big tent, and the smile never broke along the way.
Tian Fan couldn't help but be curious, and asked, "I said Yide, have you eaten bee feces?" How can you be happy like this? ”
One sentence made everyone laugh out loud.
Guan Yu was also full of smiles, and replied for him: "Haha, Boguang, the third brother will get married in a few days, can he not be happy?" Hehehe, my eldest brother and I are both married, and my family is twenty years old, leaving only the third brother! Now, the third brother is also getting married, how can we not be happy? ”
Tian Fan had an epiphany, he remembered that the wedding date between Gan Youniang and Zhang Fei was originally scheduled for October, but because of this war, it was naturally postponed. Now it seems that in the past few days since Zhang Fei came back, he has reached a consensus with the Gan family again on the marriage date of the two.
Tian Fan laughed, hugged his fists and said, "Oh, Yide, congratulations!" On the day you get married, my little brother will definitely bother you. Oh, by the way, what date are you scheduled to get married? ”
Lu Bu and the others also coaxed one by one, and Zhang Fei was ashamed, his face was red, and he didn't speak for a long time.
When everyone saw that Zhang Fei, who was usually smuggy, he would have such a cute side, and they couldn't help but laugh even more.
After a while, Guan Yu smiled, and then replied for Zhang Fei: "Hehe, everyone, the third brother's marriage is scheduled for December 12, when the time comes, you must go!" ”
Everyone agreed again and again, who wouldn't want to see Zhang Fei's marriage?
After a while, everyone finally rushed to the big tent of the Chinese army. After sitting down, Tian Fan suddenly remembered Guan Yu's injury, and he asked, "By the way, Yun Chang, how is your injury?" ”
Guan Yu moved his right arm and said loudly: "It's already okay!" Hehe, Yu Lao Immortal's medical skills, that's not to say! The wound medicine given by Dr. Siyu is also extremely effective, how many days has it been? The scar on the wound has faded! ”
Tian Fan nodded and said, "That's good!" ”
Guan Yu glanced at Tian Fan, smiled, and said, "Boguang, as the New Year approaches, many officials from various counties often come and go to Xiapi, and the eldest brother is too busy to find time to greet you." He asked me to apologize to you on his behalf, but don't take it to heart! ”
Tian Fan smiled and said, "The lord is too outward!" As the lord of the lord, he can come to welcome me, that is a kindness to me, a courtesy to me, and it is right not to come. Hehe, how can Tian not even understand this kind of thing? ”
Guan Yu smiled and said, "Well, then I'll rest assured!" By the way, Boguang, Fengxian, Lao Koji, and the eldest brother arranged a celebration banquet tomorrow night. Before the New Year, the eldest brother asked to hand over the list of meritorious ministers, and the eldest brother could ask the court for credit, and you can have a snack for this matter! ”
Tian Fan nodded and said, "That's nature!" ”
At this moment, he turned into a small colonel outside the tent, hugged his fists and said, "I've seen a few generals!" General Tian, there is a family member in your house who has come to look for the general! Because this is a barracks site, the villain didn't let him in, and he was waiting outside the barracks! ”
Tian Fan was stunned, and he said curiously: "My family in the house? Is there something going on? ”
Xiao Xiao shook his head and said, "No, he just said that there is something at home, but it is inconvenient for the villain to convey it!" ”
Tian Fan hurriedly stood up and bowed his hand to everyone: "Everyone, I'll go see what is going on first!" Well, the people in my family are not ignorant, they don't talk about small things as big things, since they came to me in the barracks, there must be something really wrong! Guys, talk first, I'll come when I go! ”
Everyone clasped their fists, and Guan Yu said: "Boguang is convenient, we are waiting for you!" By the way, it's okay today, why don't you come to my house for a drink? Boguang, my sister-in-law still said that you and Feng first saved their mothers, but I haven't had time to invite you to a drink, and I don't feel right when I think about it! Taking advantage of today's opportunity, how about we get together? ”
Tian Fan smiled and said: "Hehe, Yun Chang is not as good as Yide, Yide is resident in Xiapi, we meet every day, and it is common to drink together, Yun Chang invites wine, it is rare to be very good, good, if there is nothing at home, I must go next!" ”
After speaking, Tian Fan walked out of the tent.
There were many soldiers and generals encountered along the way, and when they saw Tian Fan, they all stopped what they were doing and saluted Tian Fan, and Tian Fan also took the trouble to salute. In this way, he walked for nearly a quarter of an hour from the big tent of the Chinese army before he came to the gate of the camp.
As soon as he saw the visitor, Tian Fan was stunned for a moment, and then his heart tightened! If it's just an ordinary thing, it's enough to send a family member who needs to be used, but it's Tian San who came today! Tian San's status in the Tian family is very high, he specializes in managing several farms of the Tian family, and his status is equivalent to the second housekeeper of the Tian family, only under his old son Tian Fu!
Tian Fan hurriedly walked out of the camp and said, "Third brother, what's going on at home?" ”
Tian San was full of smiles, led the two subordinates to salute Tian Fan, looked Tian Fan up and down for a long time, and then said with a smile: "Childe, hehe, the master asked me to tell you that there is something at home, please rush back as soon as possible after you finish dealing with the affairs in the barracks, and don't eat and drink with the generals!" ”
Tian Fan was stunned for a moment, and he said incredulously: "That's it?" ”
Tian San laughed and said, "Isn't that what happened?" Hehe, Boguang, you kid...... Hey, yes! I don't know...... Hehe, I won't say anything, you can rush back as soon as possible! Oh, by the way, our whole family has moved to the estate, don't go wrong! ”
Tian Fan was stupid, he pouted for a long time, and said, "Third brother, do you need to talk about this matter in person?" ”
Tian San was full of complacency, as if he had picked up a big fat difference, and said, "That's it!" Hehe, originally the master wanted to find an ordinary subordinate to report the news, but after thinking about it, I took this matter over. Hehe, after all, this kind of thing...... Or should our brothers report first...... It's good to report the news! "The five brothers of the Tian family, who grew up together with the Tian Fan brothers, say that they are masters and servants, but they are more like brothers emotionally, and the five brothers of the Tian family usually call Tian Fan very casually.
After a slight pause, he said, "By the way, Boguang, your three teachers just came back yesterday, and they are also anxious to see you!" Hehe, especially Mr. Sima, he can't wait to see you soon! ”
As he spoke, a pair of thick black eyebrows were raised!
Full of puzzlement, Tian Fan returned to the big tent.
When everyone asked what was going on, Tian Fan frowned and shook his head, "I really don't know!" Third Brother...... Oh, it's Tian San, he didn't say it! However, it looks like something is really going on. ”
After a slight pause, he looked at Guan Yu and said, "Yun Chang, you don't have to go to Shouchun for the time being, right?" So tonight's wine, let's press it down first, and wait a few days to talk about it, what do you think? Bongxian and I have just come back, and we haven't been home for a long time, so we are all homesick. Besides, when Jing Tiansan said this, I'm afraid that I won't be able to eat it! ”
As soon as Guan Yu said it, he realized. Yes, Lu Bu hasn't seen his little daughter for a long time, so he can't rush to see it? In other words, Lu Bu's little daughter, hey, is only two years old now, but she was born with pink carving, that is called a beautiful, worthy of being born of Diao Chan!
He hurriedly said, "Hey, it's my fault! Okay, Boguang, Fengxian, and Lao Koji, we'll get together in a few days, you can arrange the things in hand today, and after meeting the eldest brother, go home early! ”
In the evening, after seeing Liu Bei, Tian Fan, Lu Bu, and Liyi left the General's Mansion together.
Lu Bu hugged his fists to Tian Fan and said, "Boguang, old koji, I'll go home first!" Hehe, I don't know what happened to my little girl! ”
Tian Fan deliberately lowered his face and said, "Fengxian, my family Xin'er heard you say this, I'm afraid I will be unhappy!" ”
Lu Bu laughed and said, "Xin'er, now it's my family, when you marry her, she is your family!" Hey, okay, I'll go first! Old koji, goodbye! ”
Koji Yi clenched his fists and said, "Wait and go slowly!" ”
Seeing Lu Bu leading a group of guards to gallop away, Tian Fan couldn't help but smile! Lu Bu is really a good man who cares about his family.
After saying goodbye to Liyi, Tian Fan took Tang Yi, Tang Er, Shi A, Old Man Tang, Yu Ji, Qin Siyu and others out of the city and rushed to the manor.
Thirty miles away, it is said that it is not far, but it is not close, but because Siyu took the car, everyone's speed dropped. It wasn't until the sun went down and it was completely dark that they rushed to Tianfu.
As soon as he arrived at the door, Tian Fan had just dismounted, and he saw a large number of people pouring out of the door. This look, hey, there are really a lot of people! Parents, three teachers, Mi Zhen, Hui'er, Qian'er, Xiao Qiao, Huang Yueying, Zhuge Liang, Pang Tong, housekeeper Tian Fu and his wife Li, Tian San, Tian Si, Tian Wu three brothers, and so on. What he didn't expect was that even Lu Xin was there! This girl...... I'm afraid that Lu Bu is angry at home, right?
Everyone got off the horse, and really responded to a word, each went back to his own house to find his mother, Tian Fan went straight to his parents, Tang Yi and Tang Er went straight to Li and Tian Fu. After a lot of excitement, Tian Fan kowtowed to his parents, stood up in the smile of his parents' kindness, and said hello to a few women, and then rushed home.
He was excited, and his eyes paid more attention to Mi Zhen and other women, and he didn't pay attention to a few things at all! First, Sima Hui's face was very bad, and his gaze at Tian Fan could be described as ferocious, as if he was going to eat him! Second, when father Tian Liang and mother Zhang saw Yu Ji and Gong Chong, the smiles on their faces were obviously stiff!
Mi Zhen lost a lot of weight, and with a forced smile on her face, Tian Fan noticed it, but she didn't care in her heart. In his opinion, Mi Zhen is because he can't have children, but now that Yu Ji is here, Mi Zhen's body is expected to be well adjusted, so he naturally doesn't worry too much.
Finally, when everyone was about to rush to the main hall, Tian Fan found out that something was wrong!
He stopped suddenly, looked at Mi Zhen and the other women, and looked at them one by one for a long time before he confirmed, where is Bai Yuzhu? Why is Bai Yuzhu not there? His heart couldn't help but rise, and he hurriedly asked, "Father, mother, Zhen'er, what about Yu'er?" Where did Yu'er go? ”
Sima Hui was furious, this guy almost didn't jump! He roared angrily, "Stinky boy, you just found out? My daughter followed you, and she has poured blood mold for eight lifetimes! ”
Tian Fan couldn't help but be stunned, hurriedly apologized, and said, "Father-in-law, I deserve to die, I'm guilty!" But where did Yu'er go? ”
Sima Hui roared: "Hmph, stinky boy! Good work you do! What's wrong? You still want my family to be very ...... With such a body, can you still go outside the door to greet you? ”
The old man went crazy and spoke incoherently, so Tian Fan gave up directly. He looked at his parents, but when he saw his parents smiling, the smile on his face was laughing to the bone!
looked at Mi Zhen again, but saw Mi Zhen laughing again, but laughing strangely! Some sad, some lonely, but there is also happiness from the heart! Looking at the rest of the women, they were also full of smiles, a little ambiguous, a little happy, and a little envious, but they didn't speak.
What's the situation?
Mi Zhen grabbed Tian Fan's hand and whispered something in his ear, Tian Fan asked in surprise, "What?" It's true? ”
Mi Zhen nodded and said with a smile: "Well, of course it's true!" Sister Yu'er is now four months pregnant, how can we let her wait for you outside the door? Husband, husband, what's wrong with you? ”
Tian Fan is stupid! Lao Tzu is going to be a father? Lao Tzu is going to be a father! Is Lao Tzu really going to be a father? It seems that Lao Tzu is really going to be a father!
Mi Zhen and the others couldn't help but look at him when they saw that he didn't speak, and saw that Tian Fan's face was very abnormal, as if he was happy, as if he was afraid, as if he was happy and as if he was afraid!
Old Man Tian couldn't help but get angry, this kid, what kind of expression is this? He slapped Tian Fan on the door of the head and scolded angrily: "Evil animal, what kind of expression do you have? As he spoke, he looked at Sima Hui and said with a smile: "Decao, look at this kid, knowing such good news, he is directly happy and stupid!" ”
If it weren't for the fact that Sima Hui was about to go crazy, the old man was reluctant to slap his son as soon as he saw him. However, it doesn't matter if you beat your own children, if you let someone else beat you, it won't be that kind of taste!
Tian Fan was slapped by him, and then he woke up suddenly, he smiled reluctantly, and said, "Hehe, father, child...... The child is happy, well, yes to ......, this is happy! ”
rushed to the main hall in a daze, only to see Bai Yuzhu standing at the door, supported by two smiling maids. With a happy smile on her face, a pair of small hands are supporting her slightly bulging abdomen, looking at her appearance, she is really from head to toe, from the inside out, surrounded by the happiness of a little woman!
She was a little fatter, and her chin was almost double chin, but even so, it didn't destroy her beauty in the slightest, on the contrary, the happy smile from the heart made her much more charming! A happy woman is always the most beautiful!
Tian Fan hurriedly greeted her, took her from the maid's hand, and helped her to walk into the house. At this time, Bai Yuzhu did not have anyone in his eyes, only Tian Fan. With a smile in her eyes, she was supported by Tian Fan with excitement on her face, and slowly walked to the seat that belonged to her. Neither of them spoke, but silence is better than sound at this time!
Tian Fan introduced Yu Ji and Gong Chong to everyone, and then introduced everyone to the two of them, and it was lively for a long time, and this was the end.
After everyone sat down, Sima Hui's nose was smoking, and he said in a deep voice: "Boguang, what do you say about this?" ”
Tian Fan was sitting next to Bai Yuzhu, he looked at her, but saw that she was looking at him intently. Smiling slightly, Tian Fan looked at his parents again, and finally looked at Sima Hui, and said, "Father-in-law, this is ...... Oh, everything is up to you old! It's just that...... Now that the wedding is being held, Yu'er's body is a little ...... It's inconvenient! ”
Sima Hui also has a headache! Hey, if you talk about Bai Yuzhu's body, it is indeed very inappropriate. After all, she is four months pregnant, if it is according to the formal wedding, that kind of tossing method, I am afraid that her body will be unbearable, in case of carelessness, I am afraid that Sima Hui will not be able to forgive himself in this life!
However, he has been separated for many years as his daughter, and it is easy to recognize him. As Sima Hui, marry Bai Yuzhu to Tian Fan as a concubine, this is very face-saving, if you can't hold a decent wedding, you can directly use a carriage to send your daughter to the Tian family, then Sima Hui's old face will really be thrown to grandma's house!
Come to think of it, the old man really has a headache!
Bai Yuzhu was Tian Fan on one side, and Qin Siyu on the other. While the two were talking, Qin Siyu was helping her take the pulse. At this time, after repeated confirmation, Qin Siyu said with a smile: "Uncle, aunt, Boguang, sister Yu'er, congratulations, hehe, it's a daughter!" ”
When they heard this, everyone's expressions were different. Bai Yuzhu looked at Tian Fan with some worry, Tian Fan stroked her hand and said, "Yu'er, don't worry, your husband likes girls!" ”
Bai Yuzhu smiled and nodded, but did not speak. Although she was simple, she was not stupid, she could see that Tian Fan's smile was a little stiff.
Sima Hui was also a little unhappy when he heard this. To tell the truth, when there is no one in the Sima family, of course he hopes that Bai Yuzhu will give birth to a boy, and after passing it on to the Sima family, he can continue the incense of the Sima family.
When Tian Fan saw his expression, he smiled slightly and said, "Father-in-law, let's do it!" This child is surnamed Tian. As for the children who passed on to the Sima family...... When Yu'er gave birth to her first boy, she was surnamed Sima! ”
When Sima Hui heard this, he immediately smiled, rubbed his hands and nodded repeatedly, and said, "Hehe, that's good!" What's that, Yu'er's body is heavy, and the wedding is simple! Belch...... However, the things of my Sima family's dowry can't be simplified! In addition, you can't think that Yu'er is easy to bully because of the simple wedding, so you don't pay attention to her! Well, that's all! ”
Tian Fan nodded, patted Bai Yuzhu's hand, stood up, and said to Tian Liang: "Father, come here!" ”
With that, he walked out of the main hall.
In the courtyard, leaving everyone's sight, the panic in Tian Fan's heart could no longer be hidden! He walked back and forth, his face full of anxiety. Old man Tian Liang looked at his son's appearance, and his heart was full of puzzlement!
Tian Fan stood still, came to the old man's side, looked at the old man's sparkling eyes, snorted for a long time, and said, "Father, child...... Children are afraid! ”
The old man was stunned for a moment, and said strangely: "What are you afraid of?" ”
Tian Fan was silent for a long time and whispered, "Father, child...... The child is not ready to be a father, and the child is afraid that he will not be able to be a father! ”
In the past, Tian Fan had his parents in charge of family affairs, and he only had to worry about external affairs. To put it bluntly, although he can dominate on the battlefield, at home, he is still a child with his parents! But now, suddenly, he found out that he was about to become a father, which caught him off guard and caught him off guard, and he was naturally terrified! This kind of panic is not actually afraid of taking responsibility, nor is it that the child is not welcome, but that he is afraid that he will not be able to complete this heavy responsibility well, that he will not be able to educate the child well, and that he will not be able to do well with this father!
On the other hand, he was very happy. After all, I'm going to be a father, and it's fake to say I'm unhappy!
The two emotions are intertwined, which makes Tian Fan's mood both cold and hot, which is manifested on his face, which is naturally a stiff smile!
After Tian Liang listened to his words, his face was full of loving expressions, he raised his hand and stroked Tian Fan's head, as if remembering, and said with emotion: "Fan'er, hehe, in a blink of an eye, you are going to be a father, ...... for your father"
After a slight pause, he said: "My father is fifty-five years old this year, a full thirty-two years older than you. There are many people who become fathers before the age of twenty, and you know why they gave birth to you so late for their fathers? ”
Tian Fan shook his head and quietly waited for his father's answer.
Tian Liang smiled and said, "The father back then is just like you now!" Back then, my father was also busy all day long...... I don't even have time to have a baby! Later, your mother followed me, and when she conceived you, her father was like you today, terrified, excited, scared, and happy from the bottom of my heart! As a father, I always thought that I was not ready to be a father, and I never did! Until one day, it was the first day after you were born......"
In the dark night, in the huge garden in front of the main hall, on the straight road leading to the main hall, two rows of lights swayed slightly in the breeze, illuminating my father's face in a flickering light.
After a long time, Tian Liang withdrew his thoughts from the distant memories, looked at Tian Fan with a smile, and said lovingly: "Until that day, after you were born, your father hugged you who were sleeping, and your little right hand grabbed the thumb of your father's left hand. At that time, the father was stunned. That feeling...... It's like our blood is connected and can never be separated again. Father looks at your small, wrinkled face and suddenly smiles. As a father, I suddenly found that in fact, the role of a father is not as difficult as I imagined, as long as I see you, I will be happy, I will be happy from the bottom of my heart, as long as there is this, it is enough, I know, I can be a good father. Because, you are my son! ”
Smiling slightly, he said: "Later, when you grew up and were busy outside for your father, when you saw something delicious and fun, you would immediately think of you." If something doesn't go well, the father will also think of you, as long as he thinks of you, the father's heart will be full of happiness, and he won't care about anything that doesn't go well. Hehe, who let us have a son? ”
He patted Tian Fan's shoulder and said with a smile: "Fan'er, as a father, you don't need to be ready!" When you become a father, when you see that little creature in your arms, when you see one of his movements, one look, when he makes a meaningless sound, at that time, you will be happy from the bottom of your heart, and you can wake up with a smile in your dreams! At that time, hehe, you are ready! ”
Tian Fan listened to his father's words, and his heart was also full of happiness. It turned out that my father was the same as myself back then, and it turned out that my father saw himself like this! He couldn't help it, he hugged his father and said, "Father, the child understands!" ”
Father obviously couldn't adapt to his etiquette, but he still patted his back with a smile on his face, and said softly: "Okay, Fan'er, so many people in the hall are waiting!" ”
Tian Fan was embarrassed to leave his father's arms and said, "Father, thank you!" ”
The old man smiled and said, "Between father and son, what is there to thank for?" Let's go, let's go inside! ”
ps: This chapter is more than 6,000 words, and there are two chapters at the top of one chapter. Hehe, this chapter, I haven't been a father after all, I've been brewing for several days, and I've asked a few colleagues who have been fathers, asking them how they felt at the time, and I didn't write it when I was in a bad state last night, and I did it in one go tonight, I wrote it very smoothly and coolly, but I don't know if you like it or not. Please support me if you like it, thank you.