Episode 39 A Pact of Life and Death

Looking at the almost grief-stricken Fourteen Gege, he didn't know why the Fourteen Ge was so "neurotic".

Yes, it's "neurotic", that's what it feels like.

Could it be that this usually very strong girl, under her strong appearance, hides a weak, sister-like heart? Usually so strong, but once sick, he will unload all his burdens, and really feel self-pity and sadness like a little woman, talking about death and life for a while?

Although there was no light on in the room, it was still dark, but the loneliness and helplessness in the fourteen grid illness still made Xiang Xiaoqiang's heart tremble. He held the thin and weak hand of Fourteen Gege, and through the darkness, he imagined the poignant appearance of his sweetheart pear blossoms with rain and Chu Chu's pitiful appearance, and felt that his heart was about to melt.

"You...... Don't say stupid things," Xiang Xiaoqiang said with a sour nose and a little choked in his throat, "Take good care of your illness, listen to the doctor, don't be afraid of pain when taking medicine, and don't be afraid of pain when you take injections...... When you're all right, we're going to work together...... We're going to fall in love together...... And then...... And then we have to get married together...... You know? Marry me when you're well. If I do get infected by you...... Then you will wait for me to get well, just as I waited for you......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang suddenly found that he was proposing to Fourteen Gege. Although the two have long been in a "quasi-lovers" relationship, this is the first time that the word "marriage" appears in the conversation.

Xiang Xiaoqiang felt Fourteen Gege's body tremble suddenly, and then she coughed one after another, coughing with a crying tone.

After a while, the cough subsided, and only fourteen squares wept silently in the darkness, as if to vent to the fullest. Her hand grasped Xiang Xiaoqiang's hand weakly and as hard as she could, as if she was afraid that he would leave suddenly.

Xiang Xiaoqiang's other hand covered the fourteen grids of hands, and the two large palms completely wrapped her thin slender hands. He knew it would give Fourteen more security.

"Ahh

Xiang Xiaoqiang suddenly sneezed, then confiscated it, and hit several more. Immediately afterward, he found that his nose was not very comfortable, and his throat was also a little more comfortable.

It's over, it's contagious.

Fourteen Gege froze, held his breath, and listened carefully.

Xiang Xiaoqiang took a breath, then coughed. Then, he coughed several more times.

Fourteen Gege began to cry again. Only this time I cried even more, crying grieflessly.

"It's okay now," Xiang Xiaoqiang smiled, "I'm also infected." We're the same. ”

Fourteen Gege coughed and sobbed, and tried to scold:

"Xiang Xiaoqiang...... You...... You're a pig...... Pigs aren't as stupid as you ......."

Xiang Xiaoqiang bent down, through the quilt, stroked her shoulder, and smiled softly:

"yes...... I'm just stupider than a pig...... To you, I am a stupid pig. Have you forgotten? When we first met, I couldn't fight you every time, and I was played to death by you...... If it weren't for the shit luck in the end, it would have been a ghost under your pomegranate skirt...... Hehe, I've always wondered if God favors me very much, such a fairy-like sister can finally let me come to Nanming...... Can you still let me hold my hands like this, lie down in front of the couch and comfort me softly...... Alas, you said that if you don't get better soon, I'm sorry for God's arrangement. ”

Fourteen Gege said weakly:

"But...... Now you're infected too......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang's index finger lightly touched the lips of the fourteenth grid and stopped her:

"Note that it is not 'been', there is no 'been'...... Rather, I did it willingly. ”

"Xiang Xiaoqiang, ahem...... You irresponsible man...... You are willing, then your ...... What about your wife? ”

"What to do? …… Oh, my wife? Well, there's one here, look, lying here, playing tricks on me. ”

"You ......"

Fourteen Gege gasped for a few breaths, coughed weakly, and couldn't go any further.

There was silence in the darkness for a while, and Fourteen Gege said very weakly:

"Xiang Xiaoqiang...... Are you sure...... Is it already infected......"

"Sure, yes, yes."

After a moment of silence, Fourteen Gege's voice was as weak as a mosquito, and he said softly:

"That'...... Hug me......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang nodded, half lying beside her, one arm stretched out under her, the other arm wrapped around her shoulders, and gently held Fourteen Gege in his arms.

Fourteen Gege hung weakly in his arms, trembling all over, crying and crying, and then let go of his voice.

Xiang Xiaoqiang was also deeply affected and hugged her even tighter.

Fourteen Gege cried and coughed, his whole body trembling in his arms. After a while, Fourteen Gege's cough was better, but when he cried, Xiang Xiaoqiang gently put his lips to her face, kissed the tears on her cheeks, and then kissed gently all the way, and finally stabilized her lips.

Xiang Xiaoqiang felt that Fourteen Gege's forehead and cheeks were very hot, and his lips were also very dry, obviously with a high fever. But Xiang Xiaoqiang didn't care, kissed her mouth gently, and moistened the chapped lips of the fourteen grids with his own lips.

For a long time, it was very quiet in the dark. I could feel that Fourteen Gege was trying his best to breathe steadily, controlling the ** that wanted to cough. She didn't want the kiss to be interrupted by her own coughing.

Xiang Xiaoqiang felt that when he kissed, Fourteen Gege's tears kept flowing down, flowing onto his face, burrowing into the place where the two cheeks met, slowly seeping down, and then dripping from the tips of the chins of the two little by little.

But finally, Fourteen Gege couldn't take it anymore, quickly turned his head, and coughed violently.

Xiang Xiaoqiang let go of her and gently patted her on the shoulder.

After a while, Fourteen Gege's cough eased again, and she gasped lightly, and whispered in a nasal voice:

"Xiaoqiang...... I'm so big...... The happiest thing is today......"

"Me too."

Xiang Xiaoqiang said immediately.

Fourteen Gege gasped and whispered:

"Xiaoqiang...... Listen to me...... Once upon a time, there was no one who really loved me...... From childhood to adulthood, what I saw and learned was the most cruel...... The most unforgiving thing...... Later, when I came to Daqing, what I saw and what I was doing every day were the ugliest things in the world...... I've become very bad too...... I'm just a bad person...... I know I'm a bad person...... A bad person like me doesn't deserve to be loved...... It doesn't deserve to be cared for......"

"Ah, Ah Fang......"

"You...... Listen to me...... Afterward...... Then my family was mishap...... At that time, I found myself very cold-blooded, and although I was sad at the time, I didn't feel much sad about my family...... Most of the time it's not sadness, it's a kind of despair...... I am not reconciled that I have struggled for so long, and I have just come out and been beaten back to my original form and slaughtered by others...... Xiaoqiang, if it weren't for you, I would have really cut myself off...... I'm coming to Nanming with you, too...... I was also bewitched by you, and I really want to start all over again......"

"Yes," Xiang Xiaoqiang hurriedly said, "Look at how good you are now, you are a princess and the deputy commander of the security team, and it has been less than a year, so it is no worse than your previous identity...... I didn't lie to you, did I? ”

Fourteen Gege sniffled, smiled softly, gently stroked Xiang Xiaoqiang's palm, and gently stroked in his palm.

"Xiaoqiang...... Don't be stupid......" she chuckled, "do you really think it's as good as I used to be?" Don't talk about me...... Just say you, do you think your current power is comparable to my previous situation? Hehe...... cough cough cough ...... It can't be compared at all. In the Great Qing Dynasty...... I am a Gege, and my power is greater than that of your Nanming Empress...... Wherever my convoy passed, several streets had to be sealed......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang hurriedly said:

"Hey, it's nothing, when Zhu Yourong's convoy goes, both sides will also close the streets."

Fourteen Gege smiled and mocked weakly:

“…… Zhu Yourong...... If she looked at someone on the side of the road who didn't like it, her guards would dare to put that person on the street...... Ahem...... Shot in the street? ”

"Huh? This ......"

Fourteen Gege smirked again, the corners of his mouth turned up, and he coughed a few times.

But in the dark, Xiang Xiaoqiang couldn't see the expression of "not ashamed, but proud" of Fourteen Gege.

"In the Great Qing Dynasty......" Fourteen Gege said softly, gasping softly, "not to mention shooting a few grass people in the street...... It's a big company like Yuhuacong, as long as I like it, it's also a note......"

"Ah......" Xiang Xiaoqiang didn't know what to say, so he had to perfunctory, "Wow...... It's amazing...... It's amazing......"

"How is it like you Nanming...... Zheng Yuxuan's Nizi is obviously her own company, isn't it just that she lost her stock, and she has to raise money to buy it back...... And sneaking like a thief...... The royal relatives are like this......"

For the Beiqing "***" in front of him, Xiang Xiaoqiang really didn't know what to say. But now this former "***" is no longer beautiful, dying, but still the person he loves the most. He just held her hand and said whatever was pleasing to his ears. Even if Fourteen Gege said that she liked to kill people and set fires, Xiang Xiaoqiang would only say that he liked it too.

Fourteen Gege gasped for a moment, and then said:

"So...... Xiang Xiaoqiang, don't you think ...... I'm happy with the 'power' you've arranged for me...... In Nanming, even yourself...... Even your Empress...... It's like a puppet, everything is in order...... Don't dare to take a step beyond the thunder pool...... Let me tell you, this is not called 'power', this is called 'playing house'......"

"Yes, yes, play house, play house."

"I ...... I stayed in Nanming, and there was no way to start with it...... Afterward...... And then it was because of ...... Nanming has you. ”

Hearing this, Xiang Xiaoqiang was very moved.

"But......" Fourteen then tried to say, "like you, accept you...... And marrying you are two different things......"

"Huh?"

Fourteen Gege smiled and said softly:

"You know...... I like you...... But I never planned to marry you......"

"Isn't it?!"

"I can't stand it...... I worked with a couple of them...... You want me to be your wife, like a few of them, all day long in the backyard warblers, jealous, children...... It's disgusting to think about......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang was almost speechless by thunder.

Fourteen grids...... I never planned to marry myself?! That...... Isn't she playing with her feelings?!

"Huh...... Other...... Don't be afraid," Fourteen Gege gasped for a moment and smiled slightly, "I'm going to ...... Ready to be your lover...... I don't care how many wives you marry...... But the lover ...... I'm the only one...... That's it. ”

"Ah......h

Xiang Xiaoqiang was speechless, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

However, Fourteen Gege grabbed his hand and held it tightly.

After a while, she smiled and said:

"But...... Now I've changed my mind...... If...... If I hadn't died, I'd marry you......"

"Ah......h

"Because...... Because ......" Fourteen Gege suddenly cried, coughing and crying, "...... Because I was so stupid before that I didn't know ...... in this world There's a man who wants to die with me...... Xiang Xiaoqiang, are you willing to abandon a few of them...... This one is enough to accompany me to die alone...... I'm happier than they are...... I used to envy Zhu Yourong, envy her for being more beautiful than me, richer than me, and more caring than me...... And now, haha...... Ahem, ahem...... Ha ha...... It's time for her to envy me...... You're willing to die with me, that's more than all the few of them have combined...... With that, I sat with a few of them...... So what? …… Jack bauer...... If only we could live, I ...... I'll marry you......"

Xiang Xiaoqiang hugged her, felt the trembling of Fourteen Gege's body, and felt the happiness and warmth at the moment, but he was more and more puzzled in his mind:

…… Isn't it just a bird pneumonia, going to die or live in one night...... What the hell is going on here?