Su Qi said: "Thank you, there is no need to apologize. You didn't do anything wrong. ”

Seeing Su Qi's delicate face, oval white and tender face, thin curved eyebrows, big watery eyes, and a cherry mouth, Xie Hai couldn't help himself.

"Okay, Miss Su is a cheerful person. Then I'll tell you a story. ”

"Hmm." For enthusiastic people, Su Qi could only nod "um".

Xie Hai took another deep breath and said: "There is a child who has been living in the village, he is the only son of the owner of the village, he has lost his mother's love since he was a child, and his father did not remarry and pulled him up. What his father taught him was the way to survive, practice martial arts and arrows, and strengthen his body, making him a real man. It may be the lack of maternal love, or it may be his natural character, which has caused him to dislike playing with girls of the same age since he was a child, and he is shy and unable to open his mouth when he sees girls, and he can't say a complete sentence. My father thought it was all a trivial matter, and it would be good to grow up. It wasn't until twenty-two years ago that the boy was fifteen years old and began to hunt in the mountains with the men in the village. Once passing by a house, I saw a little girl who was only 5.6 years old, the little girl was lively and cute, and people liked it. When the boy passed by, the little girl smiled sweetly at the boy. This casual smile made the young man's heart move abnormally, just like a long drought and a rainy rain, and a desert with wet dew, which made him feel like he had never felt before. This kind of feeling, I can't say it clearly, I don't understand it, it's just a feeling, I have never encountered this feeling again when I grow up as a man and become a father, no matter how sweet or cute other girls and women smile at him, I don't have that feeling. You know that feeling? Su Qi thought about it, she really didn't feel like this, she and Li Yao have been in love for a long time, and there was no "love at first sight", Li Yao made her fall in love and attachment in the process of communication.

Seeing that Su Qi was pondering, Xie Hai shook his head and said, "Yes, you don't understand, you definitely don't understand." Such a feeling comes inadvertently, and the mention of such a feeling will immediately come to mind, and there is no need to think about it. ”

Xie Hai motioned for Su Qi to drink chrysanthemum tea, took a sip of the teacup himself, and continued: "Speaking of which, you may have guessed that the boy I am talking about is me, and the little girl is you." ”

"Ah......" Su Qi was surprised, Su Qi thought that this story might have something to do with her, but she didn't expect Xie Hai to say it so bluntly, which made her a little unexpected.

Xie Haidao: "At that time, I often came over to look at you secretly, and slowly fell in love with you, seeing you grow taller day by day, I also matured day by day, but this feeling has never changed." I'm coming to see you, of course you don't know, everyone doesn't. ”

Xie Hai pondered for a moment and continued: "I thought that I would be able to see you grow up like this, and if that was the case, I felt that it was worth it in this life. What I didn't expect was that when you were ten years old, your whole family was about to move, and you were separated from the Silver Peak Department, and it seems that you will not come back. After I knew the news, I felt that the Tiandu Tower, the colorful flowers had become black and white, this news, like the entire turtle mountain was pressing on my body, making me confused, hesitant, heartache and distress......" Saying this, Xie Hai paused, his face was sad, as if the mood at that time still made him unable to get rid of it. Everything is written on the face.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was a little depressing. The spring breeze was slight, blowing in along the gate, and the breeze blew a strand of hair on Su Qi's forehead, and only a trace of sound mixed in the wind could be heard, and it did not blow away the oppressive breath.

After a while, Xie Hai came back to his senses and smiled self-deprecatingly: "The day you left, I hid on the side of the road, and I saw you passing in front of me, close at hand, but I felt thousands of miles away. Because none of you know that I exist, and although I know your hobbies and personality well, you don't know anything about me. I really want to leave you behind, and I am willing to go up to the mountains to hunt for you and work in the fields for you in that year. I'm twenty years old, and I'm in good health, and that's fine. But I lack something, such a thing is lacking, everything is useless. You think about it, yes, I lack - courage. In the face of jackals, tigers and leopards, my face does not change; In the face of life and death, I am not afraid of danger. I don't have the courage to face you. Watching you leave. ”

Su Qi didn't expect that when he was young, he attracted the attention of a young man and left such profound thoughts.

Xie Hai smiled self-deprecatingly again: "If others know that I, a big man, likes a little girl who is less than 10 years old, I really can't be a human being." This kind of thought has always been kept in the deepest part of my heart, and I can't talk to anyone, do you know how uncomfortable it is inside? You don't know. Hehe...... The people in the village thought that I was wandering the rivers and lakes to increase my knowledge, but in fact, I knew that you were going to Jiangzhou, and I wanted to find you. It took me 1 year to muster up the courage to come to you. The sea of people is vast, I have been wandering in Jiangzhou for 4 years, and I have not heard from you at all. I don't think we'll ever be fated again. ”

Su Qidao: "Our family was ruined before we arrived in Jiangzhou, and I was left alone in Renxian County." ”

Xie Hai said regretfully: "No wonder, no wonder, it turns out that you didn't go to Jiangzhou." Ay...... Fate hasn't arrived. ”

Xie Hai sighed for a while, and Su Qi could only silently hold the chrysanthemum tea and take a sip from time to time.

Xie Haidao: "10 years ago, my father was seriously ill and urged me to go home. Forced by reality, I had no choice but to go home to inherit the position of the owner of the village and marry a lady. Break the idea of looking for you again. ”

"I thought I would never see you again in this life, but I knew that the sky had eyes and sent you back here. I'll find out a month after you come back. I was ecstatic after I found out and couldn't sleep for days. I secretly went to see you once, and in my eyes, you are as cute and touching as you were more than ten years ago. After that time, I never dared to see you again, I was afraid that I would not be able to hold my heart and do something impulsive. You know that I am the owner of Miao Village, managing more than 200 people, and the rules set by my ancestors cannot be broken. Speaking of this, he pointed to the village rule on the wall, "Men in the village must abide by monogamy."

Where Su Qi sat and listened to Xie Hai's monologue, he was both uneasy and sympathetic. A man silently remembers himself, starting at the age of five until she is now twenty-seven years old, and has been thinking about herself for twenty-two years, such feelings make her a little moved.

How many twenty-two years are there in life, secretly like someone, like twenty-two years, are there many such people?

Xie Haidao: "If you don't want to be restricted by this village rule, you can only break out of the village." I am a man, a mature man, I can't abandon the whole village, abandon the mother and children because of my feelings, and go away with another woman, I can't do it. Therefore, I can only continue to put my emotions in a jar, bury them deep in my heart, and let them grow old with me. My wife is an honest and responsible person, and she also gave birth to a daughter for me. Although I don't have any feelings for her, after all, she has been with me for nine years, just like a relative. I didn't expect her to be blessed, leave me and Yan'er, and die. After the sadness, for the sake of the heir, the village needs me to marry another lady and give birth to a son, and they are looking for a lot of people, but I have no shackles in my heart, and my heart is full of you. ”

The chrysanthemum tea had already been cold, and Su Qi held the teacup tightly in his hand, thinking about how to deal with the matter in front of him.

Xie Hai looked directly into Su Qi's eyes and said word by word: "It's not important for me to apologize or tell stories today, the most important thing today is - I want to marry you!" ”