Child, two months old. My steps faltered, and I only felt that the sky was spinning in front of me, as if a person had not woken up, but was forcibly awakened from a vague trance.

"What did you say?" Wuxian turned his head to stare at his wife.

Di Nu pressed his hand on her flat lower abdomen, looked back at me and said, "Husband, this is the sister-in-law you want, and she is finally pregnant with your sister-in-law." ”

Is it? After four years of marriage, he finally has his own son-in-law.

I looked down and laughed twice, then left the room in chaos and strode away on the debris on the ground.

Si'er stumbled out and chased after me, grabbed me and said, "Why don't you explain?" You didn't kick her in the stomach just now. Ashi, Ashi...... Are you okay? ”

"It's fine." I brushed her hand away and walked silently to the center of the courtyard. There was a clothesline hanging there, and I tiptoed off a half-worn silk handkerchief from the clothesline and tore it in half with all my strength. The sound of cracking silk sounded in my ears, the blooming silk thread, the broken stitches, and the silk embroidery of a Xuanyan flower in my eyes were full of tears, and instantly turned into a broken red thread on the green grass.

It's okay, how could I be okay.

The wounded Si'er brought me back to the house, this crazy day, she had foreseen a long time ago, she knew that if I refused to face the reality, one day, such a disaster would become.

At dusk, Wuxian came, and he said through a wooden door that he wanted to see me, that he wanted to explain to me.

What can be explained? Explain his helplessness, his body can't help himself, or he has never failed my heart. I know what he wants to say. That's why I slept in that spring dream he weaved for so long, so long that I had to wake up with a whip.

What exists exists, and they cannot disappear because of my indifference.

For him, I lowered myself to the dust, and even thought that I could stay with him in the dust for the rest of my life.

But at the end of the day, I couldn't do it.

Back then, it was wrong to run away, and now it is wrong to love him, and it is also wrong to hate him. Can anyone tell me what I should do to be good?

Si'er couldn't stand the uncompromised persecution and opened the door, and in the afterglow of the setting sun, he saw my tearful face.

I asked him, Zhao Wuxian, what do you want me to do? If you say it, I'll do it.

The man who was about to break the door was silent.

He is Zhao Wuxian, and no matter how difficult the question is, he has the answer in his heart. It's just that he can't say it now, and he can't say the answer in his heart in front of me.

can't stay, or else, when he sat in the position of Zhao Shizi, he should have expected today's situation.

"Wait for me." After a long time, the person with a heartache on his face finally spit out two words, and then resolutely turned around and disappeared into the sunset.

I'll wait for you. But do you have to wait a year, ten years, or a lifetime?

The summer twilight finally came to an end in my tears, and the last light on the horizon was swallowed up by the deep night. Si'er lit a bean fish fat oil lamp in the house, pulled me to sit down on the bed, and then handed me a bowl of black sauce: "Okay, don't think about it, give me another medicine!" ”

"Master, the little master is already asleep." Outside the door, a maidservant knocked lightly at the door.

"Got it." Si'er answered, followed by another sigh. Dong Shi has been sleeping with her since he was born, and he probably cried very sadly without seeing her this night. But she had a wound on her face, and she couldn't go to see the child.

I remembered Dong Shi crying, and I hated myself more and more.

"I'm sorry ......"

"You're not sorry for me, you're sorry for yourself." Si'er bowed his head and lamented.

Yu An was supposed to stay at the public gate tonight, but after he received the news from Si'er, he came back at the right time. When he returned, he also had a roll of bamboo slips wrapped in brocade cloth in his hand.

In the afternoon of this day, the Marquis of Jin received a letter sent by Prince Li of Qin to the palace. In the letter, the prince of Qin asked him to send a sorcerer to Qin to pray for Qin's blessings.

Between Qi and Jin, there has been a long-term relationship. In order to curry favor with the Qin State in the West, the Marquis of Jin naturally would not refuse such a request. So, he ordered me to set off for Qin before tomorrow to pray for the seriously ill Uncle Qin.

Si'er was very happy when she heard the news, she held my hand and said happily: "Ah Shi, let's go back to Yongcheng!" You go to see the general, and I'll take the stone to see grandpa. Let's go back together, I want to go back in my dreams......"

I looked at Si'er's beaming face and opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a good word.

In such a situation, the order of the Marquis of Jin can be described as a "pardon", which can keep me away from all the wind and rain for a while. Ke Qin State...... If I go to see Wu Feng at this time, in the eyes of Wuxian, will it be another betrayal and escape?

I told Si'er about my worries, and Si'er, who was never angry, grabbed the gauze ball I drugged her and threw it on the ground: "Idiot, idiot!" Look at your injury, look at my injury, do you think it's funny? Are you really going to me off? At the beginning, you left the general, left our general's mansion, and left as soon as you said you left! Okay, you have backbone, you don't be a concubine, you don't look back, but now you are holding him Zhao Wuxian, and you are beaten like this, you are not even as good as a concubine! If you practice yourself like this, you are not sad, but I am sad. The whip is on you, you don't hurt, I hurt! Since I was a child, you are so smart and I am so stupid, but why did you become stupid like this as soon as you met Zhao Wuxian! Where did my clever Ah Shi go, you called her back for me! ”

Yu An, who was on the side of "Si'er ......", picked up the gauze on the ground and gently wrapped his face around his wife with tears on her face, "Don't get angry with her, she and Wuxian have been in love for many years, and it is impossible to give up." She's an idiot, and you didn't find out today. Yu An sat down on the couch with Si'er in his arms, turned to look at me and said, "You go somewhere with me!" ”

"Where to go?" Under the dim candlelight in the room, I looked at Si'er, who was in tears and covered in wounds, and the whole person was so confused that I could hardly think.

"Come with me!" Yu An couldn't help me refuse, and pulled me all the way out of the house.

Riding a black horse, stepping on the summer night like a dream, carrying me covered in injuries and speeding in the night wind.

After a long time, the person in front of him finally stopped his horse. The medicinal juice and blood stains had seeped out of my summer clothes made of fine linen, black, black, red, and red, one after another, and they looked extremely embarrassed in the moonlight.

"What are you bringing me here for? I don't see him! "Outside the wall of the Zhao Mansion, I pulled the reins and refused to get off the horse.

Yu An looked at me helplessly, reached out and gently squeezed my wrist, and I immediately let go of the reins in pain.

"Don't talk, come with me." Yu An picked me up from the horse, on tiptoe, my clothes fluttering, and the whole person was like a night owl grabbing its prey gently and skillfully skimming over the high walls of the Zhao Mansion and the cornices of the Ming Hall, and landed on a tall green locust tree.

Halfway through the night, the moon is in the west, and the familiar courtyard in the old days is full of fireflies and frogs. In his bedroom, a small light gauze window is half-open, and you can see half of the figure on the screen window, and you can also see a pair of hands on the desk with distinct bones and a pen and a book.

I hid in the cloudy canopy under the moon, the dense foliage of the green locust wrapped tightly around me, and the scene was so familiar that it made me uneasy. I turned my head and asked Yu An with my eyes, but there was no trace of emotion on Yu An's face, he silently stared at the courtyard gate not far away, as if waiting for someone.

Half an hour later, the man he was waiting for finally appeared.

In the night, with her long hair slightly curled, she wore a very thin moon-white light gauze robe and stepped on, and the bright moonlight passed behind her, outlining a graceful body under the fine veil. She walked to the door, knocked lightly with her hand, and pressed her ear to the door.

In the screen window, the hand holding the pen paused slightly, and my heart seemed to skip a beat.

"Husband, husband...... Auntie is wrong, Auntie will never lie to you in the future......" The woman stuck to the door and sobbed, her fiery anger during the day was gone, leaving only a woman as gentle as water, "Husband, Auntie knows that Auntie is wrong, Auntie will go to the Taishi Mansion tomorrow to apologize to her, is this okay?" Husband, open the door, as long as you give me a chance, as long as you allow me to enter the room, we will have children, and I will definitely give birth to a son-in-law for you. Uncles will no longer laugh at you, no one will laugh at you again. My father, my people will also follow our oath to protect our children and protect the Zhao family. Husband, open the door......"

The room was silent, and there was no response.

The woman sat down outside the door, and she began to count the sweet and unforgettable past of the past four years.

The night was hazy, the dew was floating on the ground, and I listened to their past word by word, until my face was cold.

Is it true love? Is it a play? Zhao Wuxian, which story is you the real you.

The woman continued, and I continued to listen, and after some time, the figure on the screen window suddenly disappeared.

The door opened.

She pounced on it.

At this moment, I couldn't see Wuxi, but the whole person suddenly began to tremble involuntarily, I didn't dare to imagine what would happen next, jealousy was like thousands of ants that ate people, hatching in the whip marks of my flesh and skin, and then tearing at my flesh and blood. Zhao Wuxian, you can't do this to me, you can't ......

Yu An hugged my trembling shoulder, and before the tears in my eyes could fall, he had taken me out of the moonlit courtyard in an instant.

Yu An told me that Wu Xian has been mediating between the various tribes of the Di tribe in the north for several years. Now the Zhao clan has taken over all the horse business between the Jin Kingdom and the Di clan. Sending good land and moving to the new city, almost all the Di people who stayed in the Jin Kingdom also became the citizens of the Zhao family. He is the son of Zhao Shizi, he has his great cause, and his great cause needs the woman in his house. A year ago, I came back. For Wuxian, that's the icing on the cake, but he won't give up his big picture for the sake of me. If I want to stay with him, I must get used to the humiliation of the day, to the woman in his arms.