Volume 1 First Acquaintance Chapter 33 Alone in a foreign land as a stranger
Han Feiyu stepped out of the office and rubbed his still uncomfortable stomach, but the disgusting feeling could not fade away.
Before you know it, it's already late at night.
The stars twinkled and hung in the sky, and from time to time they hid in the still white clouds and played childish games with the people below.
Hide-and-seek.
It's like my childhood self and that bunch of friends who have almost forgotten their faces.
Han Feiyu looked at the scene in the sky and thought to himself that although the starry sky in a foreign country was very beautiful, he didn't know why he always felt inferior to Chongqing...... Although he doesn't quite remember what the night sky of Chongqing looks like.
But he still stubbornly thinks that the night in Chongqing is more beautiful.
This may be some kind of obsession in the hearts of strangers.
Alone in a foreign land as a stranger.
Han Feiyu had forgotten which predecessor had written this famous poem, but this did not prevent him from having a strong sense of reverence for that senior.
This poem is so well written.
So good that he felt sad when he remembered this poem.
The sense of substitution is too strong.
No matter how good the outside world is, after the freshness period, you don't like it.
After all, the golden nest and the silver nest are not as good as their own grass nest.
Han Feiyu returned to the dormitory, and as soon as he opened the door, he found the hunger in his stomach.
He only ate a small portion of the food that Akatomi served, and he didn't eat it.
Because the movie is too realistic.
Because the picture is too terrifying.
All the opinions that were once made about a certain department of the state disappeared tonight.
Bloodshed and violence really shouldn't be on the screen for people to watch.
That can have a big impact on the formation of the worldview of young people.
Fortunately, he is not so uncomfortable now.
So he decided to go to the cafeteria for a bite to eat.
......
The cafeteria in Kulizar is open around the clock like a 24-hour convenience store.
After all, it is a canteen within an artificial intelligence system, and it takes less effort than those that are managed by humans.
To Han Feiyu's surprise, he actually ran into an acquaintance in the middle of the night.
Maybe it's not an acquaintance, but it's an acquaintance.
In the dim light, the hall master sat in the corner of the table, wearing a loose wounded suit, eating a bowl of mixed noodles one by one, as if he was praying to Jesus.
Sure enough, the hall master was meticulous no matter what he did.
When he saw Shi Xie, Shi Xie also saw him.
He cheekily approached the side of the hall master, pondering how to open the sleeve almost more appropriately.
Unexpectedly, Shi Xie spoke first.
The hall master swallowed the mixed sauce noodles in his mouth and asked, "You haven't slept so late?"
He was a little frightened, after all, the hall master had not treated him well in the previous meetings.
Either contempt or disregard.
How dare you ask the hall master to take the initiative to speak.
"Huh, I can't sleep...... I was a little hungry, so I went out to find something to eat. ”
No matter what time of the day, it's always right to smile.
Han Feiyu had a smile on his face.
Shi Xie continued to twist a noodle, slowly sucked it into his mouth, and said, "Do you know your smile is fake?"
Han Feiyu's smile froze on his face, like a magician who had been exposed to his deception.
"If you can't laugh, don't laugh. ”
Han Feiyu was speechless, he had always believed that a smile was a matter of etiquette, and a smiling face was always more comfortable than an indifferent face.
"A smile should be a concrete manifestation of your inner feelings, and if your heart is crying, your smile cannot make others feel comfortable. ”
Shi Xie raised his head and said, "I don't know about the others, but I know how it feels as a Chinese to just come into contact with Kulizar...... You don't have to hide those emotions in front of me. ”
Those emotions?
It's probably loneliness, helplessness, confusion and the like.
Or add to that the fear of the future.
Both the Divine Society and Kulizar are too mysterious.
Every time, he thought that he knew enough about this mythical world that lurked beneath the human world.
But every time God will have something new to show him.
Aini's vision of heaven and earth.
The tension of the first mission.
The fear of meeting a griffin.
There is also the brutality and bloodshed of the Dakju Manor incident.
Whenever he felt that the Divine Society was nothing more than that, the Divine Society would show him something that challenged his three views.
Those things made him feel great fear.
Han Feiyu gradually restrained his smile and shrugged his head, like a defeated dog.
"What can I do? To be honest, I had already planned my future life by May of this year...... I will enter Tsinghua University or Peking University in September...... It's really not good, our medical university in Chongqing is not bad...... Then he worked all the way to his Ph.D. and then returned to Yingxi to become a doctor or engage in other professions...... Working 9-to-5 for a few years, buying a house and a car, and then ...... at a time that suits me Maybe day, maybe night...... Holding a rose and hiding a ring, he got married on one knee to the girl he had been in love with for a long time...... If the plot really develops like this, it must be a very good story.
But everything was disrupted...... I was almost forced to enter the Collizal Academy, and I was forced to accept the things that refreshed my understanding...... Let's be honest...... I miss the time when I was in high school...... Maybe not in the limelight, but at least you can see people all over the school who you can call friends......"
Shi Xie knew that Han Feiyu was right.
Once upon a time, he also missed the good times he had had.
But all his good died that night.
It was also from that night that the smile never appeared on his face again.
How can a man who is bent on revenge laugh?
"The matter of Kulizar...... It's really hard for most Chinese kids to accept......"
Shi Xie tried to comfort Han Feiyu.
But he doesn't do that very often.
So the words of comfort seem very blunt.
If the person receiving the comfort has a lot of heart, it may also be considered a reverse mockery.
Fortunately, Han Feiyu has always been rough, and it was very comfortable to hear the comfort from the hall master.
A "ding" interrupted their conversation.
Han Feiyu's supper arrived, and the finely made robot put the plate in front of Han Feiyu.
Shredded pork with green peppers, a very classic fried rice, full of color, flavor and flavor.
It is especially prevalent in Chongqing.
At the same time, Shi Xie also swallowed the last noodle in the bowl.
He looked at Han Feiyu's food.
"Does it smell?"
Han Feiyu thought to himself what kind of bullshit problem this was, although generally speaking, the meals made by artificial intelligence-operated machines were not as perfect as imagined, but ...... The taste is still there.
"Yes...... It's just a little salty. ”
Shi Xie heard his answer and knew that he would be mistaken, so he readjusted the question.
"I'm talking about... Do you have a taste of home?"
A taste of home?
Han Feiyu looked at the food in front of him.
Just now, I felt that the food with all the color and flavor was a little tasteless in an instant.
Because he was homesick and missed the food of that mountain town.
Although Chongqing's shredded green pepper meat is not necessarily better than what is in front of you, it is not necessarily clean.
But Chongqing's shredded green pepper meat always feels like something more.
He hadn't been able to tell what the flavor was, but now he finally understood.
More of a taste of home.
At the end of the day, it's still that problem.
Alone in a foreign land as a stranger.
The thought of the city, surrounded by mountains, made him feel a little bad.
"That...... Hall Master, will you be homesick?"
Shi Xie was stunned for a moment and replied, "Of course I do." ”
That's true, if he still has a home.
He drank the soup from the bowl and placed the empty bowl on a nearby plate.
It turned out that even the peppercorns and other condiments were drunk in the stomach.
"What about you? Do you feel homesick?"
Han Feiyu thought to himself that I was not only homesick, but I even missed the old man who sold snacks at the school gate now!
He didn't answer the question.
Shi Xie stood up, ready to put the food plate in the nearest trash can.
"If you don't answer, I know you're actually homesick too...... Everybody in this academy is homesick, but it depends on what the definition of home is? Just like now, the Earth Spirit Temple is my home. ”
Han Feiyu thought to himself, if you said that the academy is your home, I will think it is more appropriate.
After all, this sentence is standard in Chinese schools, and every student takes pride in treating school as a second home.
"But I'm really hard to accept the bloody and violent things, I'm just an ordinary person, I never thought about saving the world. ”
Dick silk should have the appearance of dick silk.
Saving the world has never been something that Dick Si should consider. What should be considered by Dick Si is that there will be a tall man on top of the sky when the sky falls.
After hearing this, Shi Xie paused, patted Han Feiyu's shoulder with some relief, and walked towards the darkness alone.
Han Feiyu opened his mouth and finally shouted, "That...... Can I ask you a question?"
Shi Xie stopped, but did not look back.
Han Feiyu's hand tightened as he served the meal, and asked, "You...... How did you adapt to this environment?"
Shi Xie turned his head to look at him, and said lightly: "If one day, you also have something that must be killed, you will adapt to it." ”
Han Feiyu frowned, thinking about the meaning of Shi Xie's words.
Must be killed?
Meaning...... Hatred?
He wanted to look up and ask Shi Xie what he had been through, but Shi Xie had already gone far away.
Han Feiyu didn't say anything, just looked at his back in a daze, until the loose casualty suit disappeared from sight.