In a shit-like state, I sat in front of a computer screen for a whole day, not knowing what to write!!!!! I've been trying to change the number of words a day for the past few days, and I'm shouting for votes!! But I just can't hold it back!!! Dysphoria!!!! I want to hit my head against the wall!!! Go to bed!!! Pray that God will open your eyes tomorrow!!! (To be continued......)