Chapter 521: Sustenance in the Afterlife
It's just that the vacillation was suppressed by his reason in an instant, and he told himself that if he chose to fight against his father at this time, Luo Qing would probably risk his life, but if he chose to stand on his father's side, and the third brother and third sister-in-law were on their side, it would only increase the misunderstanding.
Both sides are hurt, and he naturally has to choose the lightest one; It's a big deal that when the East Window incident happens in the future, he will kneel in front of the third brother and plead guilty, and when the time comes, whether the third brother wants to kill him or throw him far away, he will be willing to bear it.
Thinking about this decision in his heart, Zhao Xi's face gradually improved, took the handkerchief in Xiao Ruiyuan's hand, gently wiped Chu Xingyue's sweaty cheeks, and said in a low voice: "This king will take care of the third sister-in-law here, you go to the door to see, is the doctor here?!" ”
Xiao Ruiyuan knew that Zhao Xi was the one his sister was looking forward to coming, so he didn't doubt his words, so he walked to the door obediently and quickly, tiptoeing, anxiously looking and waiting.
As for Chu Xingyue, who was in a high fever, she fell into that strange dream again.
In the dream, she was still sitting in a clean, thorough world, suffering from high fever, her whole body was sore, as if the bones of her whole body had been pulled out of her body, weak and weak, and she felt painful even to breathe.
At this time, the woman who looked exactly like her reappeared, but she hadn't seen her for a long time, and her image seemed to fade a lot, like a wisp of soul without a body, which looked like a thin feeling.
The woman floated in front of her, squatted down and looked at her with concern: "What's wrong with you?" But not feeling well? ”
Chu Xingyue didn't have to think about it to know what she was going through, she swallowed her saliva vigorously, and after her throat and eyes were more comfortable, she spoke: "I seem to have a fever, and my whole body is uncomfortable; What about you? You don't seem to be very good, either. ”
Obviously, she didn't even know who the other party was, but Chu Xingyue had an inexplicable closeness to her, and felt from her heart that she would never hurt herself in front of her, so she also cared a little about her.
The woman seemed very happy to hear her concern, and after looking around with her head down, she said, "I'm about to leave." ”
Chu Xingyue raised her head and looked at her, seeing that there was reluctant attachment in her eyes, "Let's go?" Where to go? What does this mean? ”
The woman smiled quietly and said, "It means that I won't be here for too long, maybe when you come back next time, I may not be here." ”
There was a pain in her heart immediately, Chu Xingyue looked at her in surprise, and also showed reluctance: "Where are you going?" Why go? Haven't you always lived here? ”
The woman smiled and shook her head, "This has never been my home, the reason why I am here is because you will come here, I am waiting for you; When I have waited for you and conveyed something to you, my mission will be accomplished; I'm going where I'm supposed to be. ”
Mission? What is conveyed?
Chu Xingyue suddenly thought of what she had said to her, she had told her that she did not appear in this world rashly, but that she originally belonged here, and there was someone waiting for her to appear in this completely foreign place, so this was her home.
Chu Xingyue felt bitter in her heart, tears almost flowed down her heart, and said, "You are leaving, he is also leaving, everyone is gone, leaving me alone to live here." ”
The woman didn't quite understand her words at this time, and said with concern: "You seem to have something on your mind?" Can you tell me about it? ”
There are some things that Chu Xingyue can't say to anyone around her, but she can say it to her with confidence, and even she is surprised by such trust and dependence, but she doesn't reject it, but feels very comfortable.
"You have said to me that the reason why I have come into this world suddenly is because there is a man waiting for me, who is lonely, who is lonely, and who I have appeared to save him; You know? When I heard what you said, I thought you must be crazy, otherwise how could you say such strange things to me, but in real life I met him; It wasn't until he appeared in my life that I knew that you had never deceived me. ”
When the woman heard Chu Xingyue say this, her face immediately overflowed with joy, but she was soon a little confused by Chu Xingyue's strange expression: "Since you met the person you should meet, why are you so sad?" ”
The water vapor that had been in the bottom of the eyes finally fell from the eye sockets, and the crystal clear tears, like transparent crystals, dripped on the back of the snow-white hand, looking so pale, so fragile, so painful.
"Because, he died, died in my blind trust, at the hands of the one I loved most."
"Dead?"
The woman couldn't help but muttered to herself, her eyes were filled with panic and grief for a moment, but soon, as if she had woken up, she shook her head vigorously towards Chu Xingyue and denied: "Impossible, he won't die, he didn't die, did you make a mistake?" ”
Chu Xingyue looked at her sadly with tearful eyes, and said categorically: "I can't be mistaken, I killed him, if I didn't believe the wrong person, how could he have died so miserably, do you know?" He died trying to save me in the end, and a big hole was dug out of his chest; But he still stupidly told me that all this was done by him willingly, he didn't know that he was killed by me, and he paid the price with his life in order to save me, the person who killed him. ”
The woman seemed to be confused by Chu Xingyue's grief, looking at the tears on Chu Xingyue's face, the woman seemed to feel the pain from Chu Xingyue's heart, she shook her head in disbelief, and retreated from Chu Xingyue's side step by step, and her muttering kept coming from her mouth.
"No...... He's not going to die...... I know, I always knew it,...... He won't die, you must be mistaken. ”
Looking at her like this, Chu Xingyue wondered about her identity in front of her, Yuan Feng was dead, why did she react so much, did she also know Yuan Feng?
Chu Xingyue opened her mouth, and just as she wanted to ask her doubts, the woman suddenly turned into colorful bubbles and disappeared in front of her eyes.
This scene shocked Chu Xingyue, and she struggled to catch it, but she couldn't move at this time, and could only watch her disappear little by little.
In her ears, the words she had just said, 'She's leaving'.
Could it be that this is what she called 'leaving'? However, she clearly said that she was only about to leave, but did not say that she was leaving immediately; Could it be that the reason why she left suddenly now was because she brought up about Yuan Feng's death, so it hastened her departure?
Thinking of this possibility, Chu Xingyue couldn't help but feel sad again, it seemed that she really knew Yuan Feng, otherwise how could she be so sad and sad when she heard the news of Yuan Feng's death.
However, it is good that she is gone, at least, there is no need to grieve anymore.
Chu Xingyue gently wiped away the tears on her face, blinked her sour eyes and looked in the direction she left, and said, "I've met you several times, but I haven't learned about your situation well, and I don't know what your name is; But I know that we are destined. If you meet Yuan Feng who arrived there early in that world, please apologize to him for me, and also help me bring a sentence, I am sorry for him, I failed him, and I also caused him to lose his life, I will let him rest in my way, tell him not to remember me, I will live well; And Rui Yuan, that child is Yuan Feng's last concern in this world, I will take good care of him for him. Finally, please tell him that he has spent his whole life waiting for me and guarding me, and if he goes to that world, don't wait for me anymore, if a person has an afterlife, replace me to wait for him, and replace me to protect him. ”
After muttering these words, Chu Xingyue slowly closed her eyes; After saying all the words in her heart, she finally felt as if she could breathe again, but there were some things that did not allow her to escape, and she still had to face them after all.
Zhao Xi had been wiping the skin on Chu Xingyue's cheeks and neck with a moist handkerchief, although it was a little unreasonable to do so, but in this case, he couldn't care so much; Now I just hope that she can get better quickly, and don't have any more accidents at this time.
Chu Xingyue woke up when she felt a chill coming from her neck, and when she opened her eyes and looked at the figure sitting at the head of the bed, she was a little feverish and confused, and immediately took this figure as Zhao Ling; I don't know where she got the strength from, she reached out from the brocade quilt and grabbed the big hand he was wiping with a handkerchief.
Zhao Xi looked at the small white hand that suddenly grabbed his hand, and immediately let out a soft cry of surprise, and then shouted to Xiao Ruiyuan, who was standing at the door and kept looking: "Come and see, third sister-in-law, she is awake, she is awake!" ”
When Xiao Ruiyuan heard Zhao Xi's words, his face showed joy, and at the same time, he walked quickly to the head of the bed, half-knelt in front of Chu Xingyue, his voice trembled and said happily: "Sister, how do you feel?" Don't worry, the doctor will be here soon, and you'll be fine soon. ”
Chu Xingyue couldn't hear what the person at the head of the bed said to her, she only felt that her whole body seemed to be put in a strange place, she was sweating all over her body after a while, and she couldn't wait to kick everything that was covering her body, but in the next second, she felt that her whole body was cold and piercing, and a chill seeped out from the bone marrow, and she couldn't help but shiver when she was cold.
It was already extremely uncomfortable, but she still held herself up, grabbed his hand, and asked painfully: "Why do you want to deceive me?" Why are you just talking to me, if you don't want to save him, I won't force you, but why should you be an accomplice in killing him? …… Zhao Ling, tell me, why is this? ”