260, lethargy
There was a deathly silence in the room, and after a long time, Jiang Xuan said softly, "And then?" ”
Caiyun Niang had to continue, "The eldest lady gave birth to a little young master, who was born with long hair, just like a monkey child.
It's not uncommon to see such a child, but he is partial and has a tail......"
Caiyun Niang hung her head, not daring to look at Jiang Xuan at all, "I was born without breath......"
"Everybody knows about the 'monster'?" Jiang Xuan's tone was very light, as if he was saying that the weather was good today.
But Caiyun Niang couldn't help but tremble, feeling that her knees hurt even more, and she fixed her mind, "The slaves of the year basically knew about it, but they just knew about chasing the wind and catching shadows, and no one saw it with their own eyes."
The eldest lady had not died back then, so this matter was not allowed to be mentioned again.
Now, after so many years, basically no one knows about it, let alone mentions it. ”
Jiang Xuan's chest was surging with qi and blood, and his eyes were suddenly hot, Jiang Xuan looked away, and the sourness in the corners of his eyes was quickly hidden.
Her hands under her sleeves trembled a little, it turned out to be like this, no wonder...... No wonder...... Everyone kept silent about it.
That's why there are old servants around my mother who sell and die......
So, even she and her brother were kept hidden.
Jiang Xuan's mouth was astringent, as if everything was connected.
Whether it is the Jiang family or the grandfather's family, they are all hiding it.
So when she wrote to ask her grandmother about the original marriage, she would reply that it had been arranged.
I didn't want to dig into her, or get angry.
Because they know why the Jiang family sold and disposed of the old servants.
It's just that the death of my mother has something to do with this? Jiang Xuan didn't speak, the Jiang family has a strict style, whether this matter is true or not, how can the servants know about it? Naturally, someone instigated it.
At the end of the day, who gets the benefits?
In everyone's mouth, the mother's temperament is very hearty and generous, she is a broad-minded woman, not a person who admits defeat easily, and is not a person who is willing to be manipulated by others.
Even if she gave birth to a monster, if her mother was really like that, she would definitely not let herself die easily.
What happened after that?
Jiang Xuan's heart was very confused, she couldn't say whether she was angry or sad, she tried to maintain her calm, "What you said is true?" ”
Caiyun Niang said, "The old slave only knows about the long hair on his body, and the others don't know......" After a pause, he said, "The old lady knows." ”
Jiang Xuan clenched her fists tightly to prevent her emotions from getting out of control, she didn't know before, but now she knows why those angry and angry people smash things.
She wanted to smash the house clean now, because she couldn't do anything but smash it.
Jiang Xuan endured it for a long time, but still swept the teapot and teacup on the table to the ground along with the plate.
The remnants of tea and broken porcelain fell all over the ground, and she didn't need to look in the mirror to know that she was now, but her expression must be hideous and fragmented, and the 'wound' on her forehead was still coated with black medicinal juice, and she looked more and more hateful.
She opened her hands, looked at them, covered her face, and said in a slow voice, "You go out first, I'll be quiet." ”
Caiyun Niang pursed her lips, slowly stood up, and was about to go out, and listened to Jiang Xuan again, "You saw it with your own eyes?" ”
Caiyun Niang's footsteps paused, knowing that Jiang Xuan was asking about the hair on the child's body, and replied, "The old slave was waiting in the courtyard at the time, and when he brought the water in, he took a look at it. ”
She looked at Jiang Xuan, "That's true." ”
Jiang Xuan closed his eyes and nodded, "Go out." ”
After Caiyun Niang went out, Biyun wanted to come in, but was stopped by Jiang Xuan.
Jiang Xuan's feet hung on the edge of the couch, and the upper body was paralyzed on the couch, tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, submerged in his hair, and disappeared.
A feeling of helplessness spreads all over her body, what should she do? What could she do?
She thought that she was not good enough, that she was incompetent, and that she was cowardly, so she would be bullied by little Jiang Zhu'er.
At that time, she didn't understand why Old Madam Jiang could watch her being bullied by Jiang Zhu'er, but she didn't say anything, leaving her alone and uneasy, and letting her face the contempt of the eldest lady Xu and the torture hidden under the honey.
All the cowardice and grievances that used to be suddenly burst out.
She rolled over, curled up, her hands over her face and weeping, her shoulders loosening violently, tear after tear coming out of her fingers.
Biyun walked anxiously outside, and wanted to open the curtain to go in first, but Jiang Xuan had an order not to allow them to enter.
At this time, she could only keep rubbing her hands and walking around uneasily outside, "Hasn't the eldest young master come back yet?" It's been two days. ”
Bilan had just returned from the outer courtyard, and Jiang Yu's little maid who stayed at home said that Jiang Yu had not heard from him yet.
Inside, Jiang Xuan's cry was like a young beast that had been alone in the cave, whimpering, and sobbing in a depressed mournful voice.
How was her mother wronged at that time? The younger brother died when he was born, but he was accused of being a monster.
The younger brother was born to her mother in July, could she not be sad at that time?
But what is she up against? It's the accusation, it's everyone's cover-up, it's the people around you who are being betrayed.
How was she so panicked?
Her husband is thousands of miles away, and what will happen to her mother?
Jiang Xuan kept crying, crying all the time, as if he wanted to cry all the hardships in this life.
Her heart was disturbed, and that night, Jiang Xuan started to have a fever.
This time, the eldest lady finally found a reason, locked up all the people waiting around her, and arranged for other maids to serve Jiang Xuan.
Only Caiyun was left behind, and the eldest lady looked at Caiyun, "Do you remember what you were sent to say at that time?" ”
Caiyun lowered his head, "Remember." ”
The eldest lady snorted coldly, "Remember why didn't you do it?" Well? ”
Caiyun said, "Madam, you asked the slave and maid to serve the eldest girl well, although the slave and maid are not personal attendants, but as long as it is the girl's orders, the slave and maid will do it." ”
The eldest lady stared at Caiyun meaninglessly, and glanced at Jiang Xuan, who was lying unconscious on the bed.
When Jiang Xuan came back a year ago, she brought two maids, and then she specially picked a Caiyun to send in, but Jiang Xuan has been peaceful, and Caiyun will report some news in the past, but it is all trivial, and the eldest lady is impatient to listen, so she asks Caiyun to report if she has a big event.
Otherwise, if you go to the main courtyard frequently, your tail will be easily caught by Jiang Xuan.
She said, "You know, take good care of her, don't let anything happen, this will be a good time for you to be taken seriously." ”
Although the eldest lady hates Jiang Xuan, Jiang Xuan is also a bargaining chip she uses to get married.
Knowing this, Jiang Yu shouldn't have agreed when she went to pick her up.
After saying that, the eldest lady left.
Caiyun twisted a handkerchief and put it on Jiang Xuan's forehead, and felt sad in his heart.
The eldest girl was the most peculiar girl she had ever seen, and the first time she went back to say it, her mother disagreed, for fear that if she said it, the girl would not be able to bear it.
The second time, the mother listened to what the girl did, thought about it all night, and then decided to tell the girl everything.
Although at the beginning, she did tell Madame about the girl, she had no choice, because she wanted to stay in the Jiang family, so she had to do this.
It's just that later, the girl was very good to the people in the courtyard, she didn't beat and scold, and she didn't treat her harshly, and the people who served the four girls didn't know how much to envy the errand people in Biyue Pavilion.
The girl is so good, she can't be ungrateful, and later, she picked trivial things to report, and sure enough, the eldest lady became impatient.
Jiang Xuan was drowsy, she began to dream again, or rather, she recalled the past fragments again.
At that time, she couldn't walk, chubby, pink, seven or eight months old, a beautiful woman shook a rattle and teased her on the other end of the bed.
"Mother's little Ah Xuan, come to my mother's place, my mother will take you to see the peach blossoms."
She shook her head desperately, and then lowered her head and pinched the nine rings made of jade, but she couldn't untie them, so she put the jade links in her mouth and grinded them with gums.
Her annoyed look greatly pleased the woman, and she laughed, "Baby, you call your mother, and your mother will teach you." ”
The dream was full of mother's smiles.
Later, she was only sad, how much humiliation should her mother have at that time?
She could hear the voices outside, but she didn't want to open them, she didn't have the strength to open them, she didn't want to face that inexplicable world again.
……
In Cixuanguan, Lin Yi listened to the report of the secret agent, and his eyes were obscure.
He just asked the spy to pay attention to Jiang Xuan's movements, and that day she pointed out the mistake about Nanyan in the book, and after checking, she found that what she said was indeed right.
This made him very curious, so he asked the spy to pay a little attention, but he didn't expect the little girl to be sick.
He frowned and asked, "Did you get a doctor?" ”
The spy said respectfully, "I invited the best doctor in the Rejuvenation Hall." ”
"Where will Jiang Yu be?" Lin Yi asked again, turned around and instructed Chang Yuan, "Pass the order, no matter where he is, let him go home." ”
He had just heard the spy guarding Jiang's house come back and say that the little girl had jumped off the swing and was injured, and his heart was lifted.
Mrs. Jiang probably saw that the old lady didn't care about anything, and Jiang Yu went out of the city again, so she dared to do this blatantly.
On this day, Lin Yi's efficiency in doing things was particularly low, and he always thought of what the secret agent said, and he didn't wake up after being in a coma for two days.
It's too far away from the capital, otherwise it would be better to summon a doctor to come over and take a look.
Chang Yuan watched the Emperor Taishang, who had always been in front of Mount Tai and did not change his color, and thought to himself, if he really likes the big girl Jiang, then he will go to ask the emperor for marriage openly, so who can he show on the side.
Chang Yuan didn't expect that he wouldn't go to the compartment to make a cup of tea, and when he came back, he didn't see the figure of the emperor.
He summoned a secret guard hidden in the shadows outside, and the secret guard shrugged his shoulders and only said that the emperor had gone down the mountain.
Chang Yuan sighed lowly, "Why is it really painful? ”
Lin Yi did go down the mountain, and he still went to Jiang's house, he rode a fast horse to the courtyard next door to Jiang's house.
In the dark night, he climbed onto the wall connected to Biyue Pavilion, and saw the three big characters of Biyue Pavilion written in front of him, he suddenly squatted there and did not move.
His brows furrowed slightly, he looked ahead, and there was a moment of trance, not understanding why he was so eager to go down the mountain?
He paid attention to her just out of curiosity, when he first met, he saw her on the one side, and when he met again, he wanted to know how many sides she had.
He looked at the brightly lit Biyue Pavilion just a stone's throw away, the woman whose smile was sometimes cold, sometimes sweet, but her eyes were always shining, lived in that room.
He shook his head with a wry smile and muttered, "Maybe this trip shouldn't have come." ”
In the faint light under the eaves of the four corners, the magnificent show building seemed softer.
He was about to jump off the wall, when suddenly, there was a sound of small footsteps not far away, and he couldn't help but feel strange, in the middle of the night, except for the patrolling guards, there should be no other people, especially on the edge of her Biyue Pavilion.
He thought for a moment, leaned his body against the big tree on the side, and showed no trace.
The sound of small footsteps finally stopped, and a soft female voice looked a little anxious, "Why haven't you come yet?" ”
After a while, there was another sound of footsteps, and the woman who came first greeted her, "Mama Dong, you are here." ”
Mama Dong looked around, lowered her voice and said, "Madame, it's late, isn't the eldest girl awake yet?" ”
The woman shook her head, "No, if you wake up, you will already have a message to the main courtyard." ”
Mama Dong said, "Madame said, you have done a very good job in Biyue Pavilion during this time, your brother, Madame has already arranged it for you."
Now that he has no worries about food and clothing, you can hide in the eldest girl's yard and do things for your wife. “
The woman was pleasantly surprised, "Really? Did my brother go to school? ”
Mama Dong didn't answer the woman's words, but said, "Madame, don't you still believe it?" This, you hold. ”
She took out a cloth bag from her bosom and handed it to the woman, "Hide this secretly in the big girl's closet, so that no one can see it." ”
The woman looked up and asked, "What is it?" ”
Mama Dong laughed twice, "Didn't you say that?" The eldest girl once had a tryst with someone at the window in the middle of the night, but the eldest lady has not caught any evidence during this time.
Since there is no evidence, can't we make some evidence?
This is the evidence that the big girl has lost her virginity and is messing with men. “
When the woman heard this, her hand shook, and the cloth bag fell from her hand to the ground, and she hurriedly bent down to pick it up, and said incoherently,
"Woman loses virginity...... Mama, that's going to sink into the pond......"
Mama Dong stared at her fiercely, and there was an undoubted threat in her tone, "Whatever Madame commands, you can do it, think about your brother, think about your wife, they all have to live with Madame, do you still want to be the same as before?" ”
The woman's hand trembled so much, and finally she put the cloth bag into her arms with trembling hands, and said in a trembling voice, "I remember Madame's orders." ”
Seeing this, Mama Dong relaxed and laughed with satisfaction, with ambiguity and weirdness in her laughter, "That's right, the eldest girl is unconscious during this time, it's a good time for you to start." ”
"When the matter is completed and the eldest girl dies, Madame will transfer you away, and you can go wherever you want.
Don't worry, Madame never broke her promise to do so. ”
The woman was scared and happy, the expression on her face changed and changed, and finally, she nodded firmly, "Don't worry, Mama, I will definitely do it well." ”
The two said a few more words, and then left in their different directions.
Lin Yi brushed aside the branches and looked at the backs of the two of them, did she have such a restless life?
His eyes were shining, and there was pity in his eyes that could not be dissolved.
……
Jiang Xuan has been dreaming, dreaming, and in her sleep, she seems to see the loneliness and happiness of her mother after giving birth to her child.
She wants to avenge her mother...... She's going to ......
She had to wake up and couldn't go back to sleep.
By the time Jiang Xuan woke up, the fever had already subsided.
A young maid smiled with relief, "Girl, I've finally woken up, and I've been sleeping for three days." ”
Saying that, she served Jiang Xuan to wash and fed Jiang Xuan porridge.
After Jiang Xuan eased up, he asked, "Sister is the Zidan next to the eldest lady." ”
"The girl has a good memory, and the slave is exactly that."
Jiang Xuan said, "I've been tired of my sister these days, let Biyun and them come over to serve." ”
Zidan was stunned, these people had already been locked up by the eldest lady.
Jiang Xuan glanced at her and said tiredly, "You also go back to the main courtyard to return to Mrs., I'm already fine." ”
This is the send-off, seeing that Zidan didn't move, Jiang Xuan laughed, "Sister Mo Fei wants to stay in Biyue Pavilion as an errand?" ”
Zidan hurriedly said, "The slave maid will go and say goodbye first, so as not to worry about the lady." ”
Jiang Xuan closed her eyes and rested on the head of the bed, when she saw Zi Dan standing at the head of the bed, she knew that Biyun and the others must have been attacked.
She now only pretended not to know about the people being locked up.
As soon as Zidan left, Caiyun came in.
"Caiyun, how much benefit did you receive from the eldest lady?" Jiang Xuan glanced at her and asked.
Caiyun said that their family was not treated by the eldest lady, but if they were really not treated, how could they be sent to her?
Aren't you afraid that she will take in the Caiyun family? It can be seen that Caiyun was the person of the eldest lady before.
Caiyun thought that Jiang Xuan was going to attack her, so she quickly knelt down and said, "The slave maid was indeed the eldest lady's person before, but ...... This is what the old lady asked the slave to do. ”
Jiang Xuan's brows moved, it turned out that Caiyun turned out to be the old lady's person?
She thought for a moment and asked, "The eldest lady and the old lady, do you obey the old lady?" ”
Caiyun didn't speak, which meant that he acquiesced.
Jiang Xuan said again, "Then me and the old lady, who do you obey?" ”
Caiyun sweat slowly flowed down, but Shi still quickly chosen, "I serve by the girl's side, so naturally I listen to the girl." ”
Jiang Xuan said, "Remember your words and get up." ”
"The eldest lady should let it go." She asked.
Caiyun replied, "Madame didn't sell people, so I don't think I will make a fuss about Sister Biyun and them." ”
In fact, the eldest lady just wants to play prestige, at most she is just trying to learn from Biyun.
She is not qualified to sell Biyun and them at all, Biyun and their deed of sale is here with Jiang Xuan.
Jiang Xuan nodded tiredly and said, "Invite your mother over again tomorrow, just like last time, don't let people find out, I have something to ask her." ”
Caiyun hurriedly said, "Yes." "As long as Jiang Xuan cheers up, everything is easy to say.
Not long after Zidan left, Biyun and the others were released, and the two of them were fine, except for some bruises on Bilan's face.
She looked at the bruises on Bilan's face and said, "I won't let you suffer this beating in vain." ”
Jiang Xuan's face was pale, leaning on the head of the bed, as if thinking about it, and said, "When I first read the book, I saw a question,
The world slanders me, deceives me, insults me, laughs at me, despises me, despises me, hates me, deceives me, how to deal with it? ”
When I first read this question, Biyun was on the side, and immediately replied, "The answer is, just bear with him, let him, let him, avoid him, bear with him, respect him, ignore him, and in a few years, you will look at him." ”
Bilan originally had red eyes, and this would also be a sneer, the girl's words, saying good, are open-minded, and not good......
However, the girl's temper is not the kind that is willing to swallow her anger.
Jiang Xuan woke up, and his heart came back, when he was in a coma before, Jiang Ling and Jiang Xuan came to visit several times.
She was also impatient to continue lying on the bed, so she took Biyun to Jiang Ling to sit for a while.
It's only been more than half an hour, and when she came back, Bilan was pacing back and forth anxiously at the gate of the courtyard, and when she saw Jiang Xuan coming back, she immediately greeted her.
"Girl?"
Jiang Xuan was a little puzzled, for so long, she had never seen the calm and dignified Bilan show such a flustered moment, and couldn't help but be curious, "What's wrong?" So flustered? ”
Bilan said, "When you just went to Miss Ling's place, the eldest lady broke into Biyue Pavilion with a group of mothers-in-law with great momentum, and when she entered the door, she rummaged through the cabinets, and she didn't know what she was looking for, but now she is inside." ”
Jiang Xuan suddenly made a loud alarm, although the eldest lady hated herself and couldn't die immediately, she thought that she was acting secretly in private.
This time he made such a blatant fuss, he should be confident and can give himself a fatal blow?
In the Biyue Pavilion, what can be against you?
Let the eldest lady be so impatient?
She bit her lip, "Let's go in." ”
Entering the courtyard gate, turning the shadow wall, I felt that the atmosphere was a little heavy and weird, and the maid who was guarding outside the house looked at her tremblingly, and immediately lowered her head.
Seeing this, Jiang Xuan asked softly, "What happened?" ”
The little girl's shoulders shook violently, and she raised her head hesitantly, revealing a red and swollen face.
"Girl, just now you left, the eldest lady broke in with a group of people, the slaves and maids couldn't stop it, but suffered a loss, and then the old lady, the second lady, and the third lady all came, and the master of the family who could come came, they all came."
Jiang Xuan's brows suddenly wrinkled.
Bilan said anxiously, "Girl, the battle is so big, it seems that something big has happened, what is it ......?"
Jiang Xuan shook his head, "Xu doesn't know what trick she grabbed us, such a big movement is to uproot us, she just took a fancy to her brother's absence at home, so she dared to do this, these days, our door can be guarded tightly?" ”
As soon as she asked, she paused, the timing of the eldest lady's choice was indeed good, she was sick, she locked up Bilan and Biyun, and it was her people waiting in the house, and she could do whatever she wanted.
But isn't she afraid to lift a stone and shoot herself in the foot? ()
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