Volume 1: [City Chapter] Chapter Seventy-Nine: The knot in my heart is loosened

So Niu Fen has been playing an immersive role-playing game these days, and when playing this game, he rarely plays seriously, basically every day is a gag, do what he wants, and get by. has no heart, lungs and no enterprising passively follows the plot, so that he has not achieved anything so far.

Because at the beginning, he gave Brother 36 the diamond ring, which made him think that Brother 36, the developer of the game, could be bought, and if he wanted to play and clear the customs, he only needed to get Brother 36. Who would have thought, the author of the 36th brother is a pit!

It was only at this time, holding in his arms the person who had been with each other for eight years, and feeling the body temperature on her body, that Niu Fen got rid of the long-standing psychological unreality, and realized that he was truly alive, a person of flesh and blood, and not the main character at the mercy of the plot in the novel.

Although the plot has not been able to move him all along, he has often been led astray by him.

Zhuang Xiaodie could feel Niu Fen's changes, as if the moment he hugged him, he instantly became a little more mature. It's just a few.

At this time, the wrist of one of her hands was still grabbed by He Xun, who was lying on the bed drunk, and she could only pat Niu Fen's back with her other hand and say, "Ah Fen, you already know, right?"

Niu Fen let go of his embrace, held her weak shoulders with both hands and said, "Well, I know, but I don't blame you." I blame myself for being too useless to give you the life you want. ”

Zhuang Xiaodie had a question mark on her face, not understanding what her boyfriend meant. She said, "Ah Fen, don't say that, okay?" You have worked hard enough, you have been working overtime every day for the past two months, do you know how distressed I am to see you look haggard now! What is the life I want? In my heart, having you by my side all the time is the life I want, and it is my greatest happiness. ”

Niu Fen was inexplicably moved, and didn't know how to speak, "But you... You—" He pointed to He Xun lying on the bed.

He Xun, who was drunk, was very cooperative, and he was talking nonsense in a daze. "Fluttershy, don't go, don't go, okay Fluttershy, talk to me. ”

"You know what, Fluttershy, I've been in love with you since the first time I saw you, I haven't liked any other woman in years, I just have you in my heart. I know I'm not right like this, I'm sorry Ah Fen, Ah Fen is my best buddy..."

Well, Zhuang Xiaodie finally realized that Niu Fen might have misunderstood something, and quickly broke free of He Xun's hand holding his wrist, and pulled Niu Fen out of the bedroom.

"Don't go, Fluttershy, don't go, Fluttershy!"

Zhuang Xiaodie pulled Niu Fen to sit down on the sofa in the living room, hugged his arm, and rested his head on his shoulder. He said, "Ah Fen, I assure you that I have not done anything to be sorry for you. ”

"I believe in you. I don't know why, Niu Fen chose to believe without any hesitation.

Zhuang Xiaodie's arms around Niu Fen tightened, explaining, "Ah Xun said that he had dwarf disease and didn't have a few months to live. ”

"What! Shorty disease!, how could it be?" exclaimed Niu Fen, unable to believe that this was true.

"You hugged me as soon as you came back, and your emotions were still very wrong, I thought you already knew about it. ”

Niu Fen couldn't accept it for a while, and was speechless in a daze.

"Ah Xun, he originally came to you to drink, but you weren't there, he had to drink by himself, and when he drank too much, he cried and laughed, and said that he had a crush on me back then, and then he got drunk. ”

Niu Fen actually believed in her for a long time, but he still listened to her explanation quietly, which can be regarded as a kind of respect for her.

"When I saw that he was drunk, I tried to help him to lie down on the bed, but he grabbed my hand and wouldn't let go, and as soon as I broke away, he cried and made a fuss, and I couldn't bear to see him like this, so I kept holding his hand like this. Then you came back. ”

After listening to his girlfriend's explanation, Niu Fen wanted to give himself a big-eared scraper on the spot, hating himself for not being able to distinguish between right and wrong last time, wronging his lover and best brother, and making suicidal moves to scare them, he is really not a thing.

Fortunately, God gave me a chance to do it again, and let myself have a pair of dog eyes!

"Ah Fen, Ah Xun usually helps us so much, how do you say we can help him now. ”

Niu Fen sighed helplessly, shook his head regretfully, and said sadly: "Yes, how can we help him, he is still so young, he has a terminal illness, God really doesn't have long eyes!"

"I can only wait for him to wake up, and then persuade him to actively accept treatment, now that medicine is so advanced, maybe there is a glimmer of hope, and it would be good to live two more years at the worst." Alas~!"

"yes, that's all there is to it. ”

"Ah Fen, are you hungry, I'll cook for you. ”

"I can't eat it, so I want to snuggle up with you quietly like this. ”

"Well, okay. I really can't help you!" the corners of Zhuang Xiaodie's mouth unconsciously hooked.

The two of them have been sitting like this, Niu Fen seems to have endless words, and his heart that has been depressed by misunderstanding for this time has finally been relieved, and he has finally experienced the joy of being lost and regained.

The good times are always fleeting, and more than two hours have passed in the blink of an eye.

The time came to half past seven in the evening.

"Ah Fen, what's wrong with you today? How do you feel like you've changed as a different person, you can't say such sensual things in the past. Zhuang Xiaodie finally couldn't help but ask the doubts in her heart.

"I just..."

Niu Fen's words to express his heart were suddenly stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say it alive or dead. Because his body was frozen, he couldn't even move his eyes.

Niu Fen panicked in his heart, watching his vision gradually blur and finally turn into darkness, his ears slowly no longer heard any sound, even the sense of touch gradually disappeared, he could no longer feel her existence, which was what he was afraid of.

By the time Niu Fen's senses were restored, Zhuang Xiaodie had already disappeared from his side. He found that he had returned to Tao Zhengping's rental house by this time. Still leaning back on the old rattan chair, still holding the tablet in his hand, it seems that what he has just experienced is just a dream in a moment.

But Niu Fen clearly knew that it was not a dream, and everything just now was real.

He doesn't understand why everything is so good, why he somehow returned to this damn parallel world, and how many more things he hasn't had time to say to Fluttershy!

Why! Who can tell me!