Chapter 534: A Kind and Responsible Mother
After saying these words, Wuchen led Wushuang out of the wing room with no face and no expression.
In the room, there was only a lone lamp and a few figures left, Chu Xingyue unconsciously clenched her thin white fingers, because she was sick, her complexion was more pale, at this time, her five fingers were clenched, and the pale fingertips were faintly blue and purple because of the force of the bone joints, which looked a little fragile and a little terrifying.
Chun Xing had already been heartbroken by Chu Xingyue's decision, and seeing that everyone else in the room was gone, she was bold and wanted to persuade Miss again, after all, this child was not easy to come, and it would only be a pity if it was lost like this; She didn't want the future young lady to regret it when she recalled tonight's actions.
"Miss, the slave knows that it is not appropriate to say such things at this time, but the child is innocent after all, isn't it? The slave knows that you are also for the good of this child, and you don't want him to live in a family without the love of his father in the future, but please also think about it, this child has no father, if even his mother doesn't want him at this time, how pitiful he should be?! Anyway, this child is your first child, Miss, he is connected to you by blood, is your flesh and blood, don't you feel distressed? Don't regret it? ”
Chu Xingyue's clenched fingers trembled, and she asked herself, are you really distressed?
No! She was also distressed to death, and she was reluctant to die.
Tears fell from her eyes with pain and reluctance in her heart, Chu Xingyue slowly closed her eyes, with the smell of escape; However, the trembling eyelashes and the tears on her face betrayed her reluctance and soft-heartedness; As a mother, how could she execute her child without pain or emotion, she had no choice but to do so.
At the moment, she has too many things to do, if she becomes a pregnant woman, holds a belly, and can't even take care of herself, how can she protect and take care of the people around her?
That's why she wanted to give up this child, she wanted to abandon him; She told herself that there would be children in the future, but this reason slowly couldn't convince her, because people are so strange, after all, the first one is the most unforgettable, isn't it?
Xiao Ruiyuan has always been silent, not because he didn't want to persuade his sister, but looking at his sister who was lying on the bed weakly, his thoughts drifted to the night before the Zhenbei Wangfu was sealed; At that time, he was still young, and he didn't know that the Zhenbei Wangfu was about to come in a catastrophe, to be exact, in his impression, his father was the greatest hero who stood up to the sky, and in this world, there was nothing that his father could not solve; Therefore, he didn't notice the tension of the atmosphere in the palace during this time, and he couldn't understand the worry and surprise on his mother's face.
At that time, his mother was already three months pregnant, and his sister took his hand and told him that he was about to have younger brothers and sisters, and from then on, he was not the youngest in the palace; He is going to be a little brother, and he will have to protect his younger brothers and sisters when he grows up in the future.
He was very happy when he heard the news, because he had always been a younger brother when he was so old, and his greatest wish was that his mother could give him another brother and sister, so that he could take care of his younger brothers and sisters as his sister took care of him; He felt that he must be a good little brother, and if his mother gave birth to a younger brother, he would give him his favorite tiger head puppet, and if it was his sister, he would pick the most beautiful pomegranate flowers that bloomed in the courtyard and give them to his sister.
This is his heart's desire, his desire, and his dream; Therefore, after knowing that his mother was pregnant, his favorite thing was to revolve around his mother, looking at his mother's still flat lower abdomen, and longing for his little brother and sister to come out to play with him soon.
However, this wish was still frustrated; He will not forget the appearance of his mother struggling in a pool of blood when the palace was destroyed, nor will he forget the appearance of his father being poisoned and killed; Since that night, he has lost the family he loves the most, his dreams, and his younger siblings whom he has never met.
It was also from there, in the days after he fled for his life, whenever he saw a woman walking in front of him with a big belly, he would look at the woman's back and be fascinated; He wondered if his mother would hold his stomach like this one day, shouting his name, holding his hand and smiling softly at him, telling him that he would soon see his younger siblings.
But this wish can never be realized, he was heartbroken and sad because of the disillusionment of this wish, but he did not expect that one day, his most beloved sister would also be diagnosed as pregnant; As long as he thought that in his sister's lower abdomen, there would be a child like his mother's womb that was quietly growing, Xiao Ruiyuan's eyes felt hot; He even felt that it must be the younger brothers and sisters in his mother's womb who were reluctant to him, so he ran to his sister's belly and came to this world through his sister's belly to meet him.
This somewhat neurotic thought became deeper and deeper in Xiao Ruiyuan's mind, and finally, he looked at Chu Xingyue, who was leaning on the bed with pale face, with almost ecstatic eyes, grabbed her hand, looked at her with light in his eyes, and said, "Sister, leave this child, Ruiyuan will take care of him for you, okay?" ”
Xiao Ruiyuan's words made Chu Xingyue stunned for a moment, she looked at Xiao Ruiyuan, who was obviously emotional, in surprise, and didn't understand how this child could be so excited because she was pregnant.
Xiao Ruiyuan moved a little closer to Chu Xingyue, boldly stretched out his hand and stroked Chu Xingyue's flat lower abdomen through his clothes and bedding, and his tone was unprecedentedly gentle and happy: "Sister, he must be very good-looking, he will look very much like you, he will be well-behaved and obedient, he will laugh when he is happy, he will cry when he is sad, he will have a pair of black and bright eyes, and he will lie softly in your arms and call you mother; Sister, he's so good, don't you kill him, okay? ”
Chu Xingyue's heart was violently shocked, and her eyes, which were already overflowing with tears, rolled out hot tears again, and with Xiao Ruiyuan's words, she fantasized about this unborn child.
Xiao Ruiyuan's happy voice became sad again at this time, "Sister, do you know how my mother left me?" Before she left me, she also had a baby in her womb, and my sister once took my hand and told me that in ten months, I would be able to meet my younger brothers and sisters, and I counted the days every day with my fingers, but before I could count how many days, the palace was overturned by the bad guys, my father died, and my mother also died in a pool of blood; Even the child in her womb went with her. I will not forget the blinding red blood under my mother's body, like human tears, which makes me feel hopeless just by looking at it; I knew that it must be my younger siblings crying, and they wanted to live, but God didn't fulfill their wishes. ”
"Rui Yuan!"
Chu Xingyue grabbed Xiao Ruiyuan's hand, noticed the coldness of his fingers in his palm, and wiped away the tears on his face in distress; She always knew that this child was bitter, but she didn't expect him to be so bitter.
Xiao Ruiyuan didn't want his sadness to affect Chu Xingyue, so he quickly wiped the tears off his face with his sleeve, deliberately grinned the corners of his mouth, and showed a reassuring smile to her, "Sister, give birth to this child, Rui Yuan will help you take him, Rui Yuan will become a little uncle who loves him very much, protects him, guards him, and will never let him be bullied by anyone, okay?" ”
Facing Xiao Ruiyuan who pleaded with tears in his eyes, Chu Xingyue's heart had already softened.
She was also reluctant to give up this child, but she was forced to make such a decision because of the helpless situation; Now, after hearing Xiao Ruiyuan's words, she also began to shake violently.
Chunxing is right, how innocent the child is, no matter what, this is her blood and bones, what she has to do is to protect him, not harm his life.
Chu Xingyue looked at Chun Xing's expectant eyes, and then at Xiao Ruiyuan's tired black eyes, and finally made a decision, nodded vigorously with her eyes closed, and said, "I know, I will keep this child and I won't think about hurting him anymore." ”
Hearing this, Chun Xing and Xiao Ruiyuan both breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts, and their faces showed happy smiles; And when Chu Xingyue saw the smiles on their faces, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to touch her lower abdomen again, for some reason, the moment she decided to keep this child, she felt unprecedented relief and relief.
Perhaps, deep in her heart, she is also very eager to keep this child, because as long as she has this child, then she will have relatives who are really connected to her blood in this world.
Exclusive to her Chu Xingyue's relatives!
Hearing the sound of laughter coming from the room, Wuchen and Wushuang, who had been guarding the door and did not leave, both breathed a sigh of relief and slowly walked towards the courtyard under the steps.
Wushuang still couldn't help it, turned his head and asked Wuchen: "Your Highness, did you expect that this girl would keep this child, so you waited here to listen to her personal promise?" ”
Wuchen said: "Actually, I'm not completely sure, after all, there have been too many things that have happened to her in the past few days, and it is possible for her to make any decision; But there was one thing I never doubted, and that was that she would be a very responsible, kind mother. ”
Speaking of this, Wuchen is like Wushuang explained: "When Huofeng comes back later, you explain to him, so that he doesn't have to boil the abortion pills, starting tonight, ask him to boil two pairs of fetal pills every morning and evening; Originally, we planned to stay here for a while, and it was just right that it was used to raise a baby during this time. ”
Hearing Wuchen's explanation, Wushuang responded in one bite; Recently, Wushuang's mood has always been very good, and His Royal Highness has the idea of returning to Xiban in advance because he helped Chu Xingyue leave the capital, so even if he looks at this situation, he will be a lot more polite to her.