In the spring of the thirty-eighth year of King Zhou, I left Wufeng and left the Qin State.

When I sat in the carriage of the Zhao clan of the Jin Kingdom and slowly drove out of the tall city gate of the Qin capital, I couldn't help but sigh at the impermanence of the world. Came and gone, saw and dispersed, from Tianshu to Yongdu, I came back thousands of miles, as if just to run for a heart-wrenching parting. When I woke up from a dream, home was no longer home, and the person was no longer the same person.

The heart is cold, the body is cold, but outside the car is the boundless spring color of the Qin country. There is no parting bleak wind and rain, no drifting yellow leaves and withered grass, there are just green rippling fields and green forests with chickadees crying. But this full of spring, the fragrance of flowers, and the wings of wild bees fell on my dead heart, just like the delicate flowers blooming next to the loess tomb, and I felt even more desolate in my heart in comparison.

I sat silent all the way, letting the rolling wheels lead me to an unknown fate.

Leaving Yongdu and approaching the foot of the cliff mountain, there was a warm wind passing through the mantle, and Mingyi, who closed his eyes and recuperated, suddenly opened his eyes, looked out of the car and said, "Xiao'er, someone is here to see you off." ”

I looked up in a daze, the cliff mountain was still blue, a moon-white figure riding a horse on the high cliff wall beside the road, the wind blew his clothes, and the flying white robe was just like what I saw in my dreams every night.

Since I have not recognized you, why do you come?

A tear came out of nowhere, and it was gone, and it was full again when I saw it.

"Do you think he really believed me last night?" Mingyi's voice rang in his ears.

"No, he already knew who I was." I looked at the smaller figure at the top of the hill and shook my head gently.

"Then why don't you stay? He's the reason for you to go back to Qin, isn't he? Mingyi stretched out his hand to put down the curtain for me, and a thin veil separated the last trace of obsession in my heart.

"I thought I could accept any explanation he had, any arrangement. But I was wrong, I couldn't be desireless, I couldn't live in a lie. So...... From beginning to end, I couldn't understand Yao Nu's choice. ”

I unconsciously mentioned Yao Nu, I thought that Mingyi would not answer me, but I didn't expect him to be unabashed.

"She's different from you." Ming Yi closed his eyes, and there was no trace of earthly emotion on his beautiful face, "When she dies, her dream is fulfilled." Rather than live in the reality of pain, it is better to die in the illusion of happiness. ”

"Witch, who is that person in Yao Nu's heart?"

"Does it matter?" Mingyi raised his eyes and looked at me, and asked rhetorically, "Xiao'er, do you think that everyone is like you, and you have to ask for a naked truth?" ”

I was silent, and Mingyi asked again: "Really don't go back to Tianshu with me?" ”

I shook my head: "If I go back this time, it won't be so easy to get out, right?" ”

Mingyi laughed, closed his eyes and stopped talking.

Out of the city to the south, to Weishui, take a boat down the river, but only a few days to walk nearly half of the way. Although the trip was fast, the boat was dizzy, and Boru's body couldn't bear it. Therefore, the people went ashore in Gaoling City again and took a few days by land.

On this day, when the moon rose, the convoy set up camp on the bank of a river, lit a fire and cooked food.

Bruw had been in the car for a day, and although he looked better than he had been on the boat, his face was still pale. He sat in front of the campfire with his hands down, talking to Mingyi without a pair. Ming Yi smiled sideways, his expression was quiet and serene, it seemed that only when he was with Boru was he a living person, with a soul and a temperature.

"Child, don't be stupid, how about accompanying me to catch fish?" Zhang Mengtan walked over and pressed my shoulder.

I nodded, and gave up the campfire to the two people in front of me.

It's said to catch fish, but for me, it's just a change of place in a daze. Zhang Mengtan took off his shirt, pulled up his trousers, and waded into the river. He had broad shoulders and a narrow waist, and the moonlight shone on his bare back, reflecting a strong and shiny texture.

"You're a scribe, why are you wearing Huren's pants?" The top and bottom are the consistent attire of the men of the Central Plains, and the pants are the clothing of the northern Rongdi, and the scholars will be ridiculed and despised if they wear them.

"It's easier to ride a horse that way." He plunged his sword into the water, and in an instant a big silver fish was nailed to the tip of the sword, "And then! The poor fish struggled twice in his hand and was thrown to me, "Where are you going to leave the Qin State this time?" He looked down at the dark river and asked casually.

I was silent for a moment and replied, "Jin Guo." ”

"You want to go back to Xinjiang with the prince?" He stabbed another fish, and then walked ashore with his cold-lit sword.

"No, I'm just looking for a quiet place to stay. If you stay in the Jin Kingdom, it will be convenient for you to bring me the news of Wuxian and Si'er. ”

"And where are you going when you find them?"

"I don't know." For the future, I have long lost my way.

"Then don't think about it yet! Let's go, stew fish soup, my stewed fish soup is better than grass. Zhang Mengtan shook the dissected and washed fish in front of me.

"I have a wound on my mouth, and I can't get rid of it. I'll stew you and eat it! I stood up and took the fish from his hand and curled the corners of my mouth at him. Maybe I haven't laughed for too long, Zhang Mengtan was stunned when he saw my smile.

"You want to open it?" He asked.

"I don't want to think about it anymore."

The milky white fish soup bubbled in the copper, and the aroma drew Kuroko, who had been missing for several days. After he saluted Zhang Mengtan on the side, he sat down beside me loudly: "Girl, I've been away for a few days, why did you look like this ghost?" If someone bullies you, just tell your brother, and he will help you beat him. ”

"No one bullied me, where have you been these days?" I served Kuroko a bowl of fish soup. Heizi glanced up at Zhang Mengtan, who was drinking soup next to him, and whispered in my ear, "Secret." ”

He clearly wanted to sell money to me, but I didn't bother to ask, so I just kicked him with my foot and said, "Go and bring Shizi's bowl, and say that I stewed medicine for him." ”

"Oh!" Kuroko craned his neck, drank the soup in the bowl and left.

"Why are you even lying to the son, where is this fish soup medicine?" Zhang Mengtan said as he filled himself another bowl.

"Isn't that it?" I took a few dried herbs from the pouch I was carrying, gently broke them with my hands and threw them into the soup.

Zhang Mengtan suddenly smiled at this time, raised his sword and shouted at the dark woods behind me: "Whoever is inside, give me out!" As he shouted, the dozen or so soldiers around the campfire all drew their swords, and the small camp was cold for a while.

Today, a new volume is opened, asking for flowers, asking for comments.