Chapter 126 It won't be that simple
"Why not?"
"You should know, Ran'er, there is a limit to my patience, they are not just as simple as you think, in short, they can't let go."
"Then there's no need for me to come back."
As he spoke, Mo Ran turned around and was about to walk outside, contrary to his previous obedience and gentleness.
Miyazawa-kun strode forward and grabbed her.
"Have you made enough trouble, I have promised you, I will not keep the court concubine all the time, what else are you going to do?!"
Until now, he still thought that the problems between him and them were only caused by the existence of the court concubine.
It was as if he had never seen the fireworks between them gradually extinguish, and the flames gradually cooled, and they were no longer as intimate as before.
They all have secrets from each other.
"It's not because of her."
"What's the reason for that? You tell me, and I will satisfy you. ”
"Miyazawa-kun, I seem to have told you that I don't have you in my heart anymore."
Yes, she said it, and he believed it, but now he would rather deceive himself than admit such a helpless thing.
"You look me in the eye and say again, you don't have me in your heart."
"I don't have you in my heart anymore, Your Majesty."
There is really nothing wrong with this statement.
The emperor of the Northern Xia Dynasty is indeed no longer the person in her heart.
Mo Ran held her head high, and the tight corners of her mouth were the last insistence, representing the unquenchable flame in her heart.
mobilized all the strength of her body to say this, in fact, it was so that this moment could be passed as soon as possible, because she knew that she would collapse if she didn't last long.
"Then why did you come back, just because of them?"
"Yes."
The Zhengyuan Hall fell into silence again, and there was no sound to disturb it, only the unrelenting interweaving of the two people remained.
"If I hadn't caught them, you'd ......"
"No, it won't."
Mo Ran thought that Miyazawakun would be angry, or yell at her, but after a while, he just looked at her calmly for a long time before saying a word from her mouth.
"You, you..... Let's go back and rest first. ”
He was so calm Mo Ran didn't expect it, maybe in the past few days, has he really changed?
But Mo Ran has no time to care about his changes now, and his mind is full of the sad scene of Ji Yanqing and Mei Liangyu in prison.
From the time she decided to come back from King Su Li, she was ready to accept anything, even if she gave up her hard-won freedom.
In this way, she walked out of the door of the Zhengyuan Palace, without a little ups and downs, and calmly accepted everything that followed.
Mo Ran's spirit was also a little sluggish, and he didn't notice that there was a sneaky person behind the pillar.
Walking on the familiar path in the palace, she had mixed feelings in her heart, sometimes, it was not that she was unwilling to endure for love, but the process of patience was too long.
It's like a plane tree on this road, it's already autumn in October, and its leaves have already fallen to the ground, and the sparse branches seem to be full of gloom now.
But if this scene is in spring, the sparseness of the leaves is the first appearance of life and vitality.
Just like her.
When she unconsciously walked to the door of Qingli Palace, she realized that she was already so familiar with this place.
The moment he opened the door, Mo Ran's tears that he had held back for a long time would eventually flow.
There was no one in Qingli's palace, although it was cold here before, but this was the first time she stood at the gate and looked back at the entire palace.
It turned out that this place had already planted such a deep impression in her heart, and she didn't know it.
The day after Mo Ran came back, it was already spread throughout the palace, there was a change in the emperor to a concubine after the abolition, and now it is a queen after the abolition, but it is a court concubine.
The entanglement between the two is no longer something they can speculate.
"Niangniang, when are you going to Deoksugung Palace?"
He Tingfang still lives in the Flower Palace, but according to the canonization ceremony, she should still go to the Queen Mother today to ask for peace to make up for the ceremony.
Thinking that Qi'er was still in the queen mother's palace, where could she wait, she hadn't seen her child for so long, after all, she was a mother.
"Go now, and pass the steps to the main palace."
Eight steps, phoenix pattern, gold leaf decoration, this is the queen's honor, and it is also the only moment that can make her really feel that she still exists in this palace in the past few days.
He Tingfang's chariot did not stop until the door of Deokshou Palace, and the eunuchs who carried the chariot were very embarrassed.
Where can there be a concubine canonized and ask An to come down at the door, although Queen Yongan is special, she can't break the rules like this.
When they stopped a few steps away from Deoksugung Palace, they originally felt that it was too much, but He Tingfang ordered them to continue walking until they reached the door of Deoksugung Palace.
When she came down, she still twisted and pinched the shelf, for fear that others would not know about her domineering.
"Go and pass on the Queen Mother, just say, the Queen is here to ask for peace."
His chin was held high, pointing at the man guarding the door, motioning for him to go in and pass the word.
They have also been poor people for so many years, and it is the first time they have seen such an arrogant and domineering person in the palace.
The previous court concubine was not like this, how could she come back like this, it was like a different person.
After a cup of tea, the messenger returned.
"Yong'an Niangniang, the Queen Mother said please go in."
Yong'an, these two words just smashed heavily into her ears, and these two words clearly reminded her how she got her posterior position.
"Let's go."
In Deshou Palace, Qi'er is being taken by the nurse to play, and the Queen Mother Yisun on the side is also rare and kind.
"The daughter-in-law asks the Queen Mother to say goodbye, and the Queen Mother is blessed with longevity and health."
Daughter-in-law, this is the first time she has used this self-title, and the first time she should admit her identity.
He Tingfang's etiquette is quite regular, it is at this time, and before the Queen Mother can call up, she has already gotten up by herself.
She didn't pay attention to the way the Queen Mother looked at her, but walked straight towards Qi'er.
"The queen mother is back, Qi'er, my son, the queen mother is back, don't cry, it's the queen mother, didn't you like to be with the queen mother the most before?"
She hugged Qi'er tightly in her arms, he was still too young, and He Tingfang left for just enough time for such a child to forget a person.
was frightened by the sudden embrace, and he couldn't stop crying, it was useless to coax He Tingfang to say anything.
"Take the prince away, the queen is too excited, she will scare the prince, hurry!"
The queen mother loves Qi'er the most, and she is close to him on weekdays, where can she see him crying, so she quickly called the nurse over.
"Niangniang, let it go, the prince is crying, you scared him."
"Yes, mother, let the slaves and maids hold it, and I will give it to you after not crying for a while."
"Mother's ......"
But it is useless to say more.
"He's my child, from this palace!"
He Tingfang just hugged it tightly and didn't let go, and the nurse was afraid that if she used too much force, she would hurt the prince, so she didn't dare to take Qi'er over.
"Yong'an, you are too presumptuous!"
With that, she stopped resisting in her hand, and the nurse took the opportunity to quickly hug Qi'er away.
The persuasion of so many people is not as effective as such a sentence.
"Queen Mother, he is the son of this palace."
"He is the grandson of the mourning family!"
The Queen Mother was more partial to her before, but compared with the royal heirs, the little love for her is simply not worth mentioning.
"Now that the palace is back, the palace will take it back to the Flower Palace to support it personally."
"Empress Yong'an still asked for the holy decree first, and then said, the imperial heir is a big matter, and you can't be allowed to mess around here!"
Qi'er was handed over to the Queen Mother for support, but it was Miyazawa Kun who made a holy decree and covered the jade seal, even if she came back, the holy decree was still valid.
If she wants to pray back, she must have Miyazawa-kun's holy decree.
But she can't get this alone, and it's impossible for Miyazawa Kun to offend the Queen Mother for her now.
But Qi'er is the last thing she can hold on to, and she can't give up.
"This palace and Qi'er, mother and son are connected, the queen mother wants us to separate our flesh and blood, aren't you afraid that the world will accuse us of being vicious and cruel after knowing about it?!"
"Speaking of ruthlessness, the mourning family is really ashamed of herself, Queen Yongan faked her death to escape from prison, and now she comes back and I don't know what tricks she used to force the emperor to make you the queen, you are the demon concubine who brought disaster to the country and the people!"
The most wrong thing He Tingfang did in his life should be that he swallowed the fake death medicine at that time.
What about being able to "bring the dead back to life", Miyazawa Kun is still lukewarm to her, and even his own flesh and blood no longer recognize her.
This kind of life is really not as happy as when she really hanged herself at that time, at least at that time, Miyazawa Kun really remembered her.
"Yong'an, it's not that the mourning family is willing to deprive you of your power as the queen mother, it's just that you think about it yourself, do you have the qualifications to support the prince? Your conduct, the mourning family really can't be trusted. ”
The Queen Mother has words that can arrange her, but now she can't say a word, because every sentence is true, and every sentence is a mistake of her own choice.
"The daughter-in-law asks the Queen Mother, it's good to let the daughter-in-law take a look at Qi'er every day, our mother and son have been separated for too long, and I hope the Queen Mother will be gracious!"
It was the first time she walked into this palace and bowed her head.
Originally, the Queen Mother didn't let her go just because she wanted to embarrass her, but now she finally stopped holding the high shelf, and her heart was a little loose.
But when I thought of Qi'er, I was afraid that he would follow He Tingfang and his conduct would become bad.
"The prince is still young, and he is the age when he needs to be taught and raised, Queen Yong'an presides over the six palaces, and it is inevitable that she will lack skills, and the mourning family will take care of Qi'er for you, and it will also share your worries."
That's what I don't agree with.
"Queen Mother! The daughter-in-law only has this request, if the queen mother can agree, the He family is willing to give up fifty percent of the profits of southeast commerce! ”
The Queen Mother has always lived in a simple place, and she doesn't understand what business she is, but if She Tingfang can say it as a condition, it must definitely not be bad.
The emperor is still worried about going out of Beijing for his subjects in the past few days, and the southeast is one of the major events, she is the emperor's adoptive mother, and she has to think about the emperor.
"Okay, you go back, I'm tired of mourning."
"Tomorrow I will change into plain clothes and come back to say goodbye."
Her body is colorful and green, so bright color, although it looks good according to people's faces, but Qi'er is still young, and such a heavy color is inevitably shocking to look at.
He didn't stop crying just now, but it may not be without this reason.
He Tingfang stood for a while before she realized what the Queen Mother's words meant.
"Thank you, Empress Dowager!"
Although she was full of joy, as soon as she stepped out of the door of Deoksugung Palace, her face immediately changed.
Her ambition, how could it be so simple to be satisfied, seeing Qi'er every day, being able to look at Miyazawa-kun, these are not enough to fill her ambition.
It was Mo Ran who caused her to get to where she is today, and she would not be so willing to bow her head.
Concubine Li, you wait!