I was packing up my things in my room.

There are Zhao Qiankun's black dagger, Zao Wou-ki's tattered old books, Zhao Xingyue's white pendant, the saint's book and jewelry box, and Dongfang Mingyue's jewelry box......

Suddenly, Dongfang Mingyue came over.

Dongfang Mingyue was holding the little princess Li Wanjun in her arms, and the little prince Li Changjiang was holding her in her hands.

The little princess Li Wanjun has been six months old, and she always turns over, like a cabbage worm. Her brother, Li Changjiang, was more than four years old and played next to his sister, touching her face from time to time.

Dongfang Mingyue took out a newspaper for me to read. That newspaper was Chang'an Daily, and the headline on the front page was "Top Secret Insider: The Life of Zhang Wuming, the Chief of the Tang Dynasty's Inner Court."

I took a look at it, and it was the imperial court's file about me, word for word. What was shown to the emperor was actually distributed everywhere!

I smiled wryly: "It's really famous now!" Unfortunately, I changed my name again. ”

Dongfang Mingyue: "Are these things true?" ”

Me: "Yes, really. If I say that's not true, it's because I've done more bad things. ”

Dongfang Mingyue: "What kind of person are you?" ”

Me: "What kind of person am I?" Ha, I don't even know who I am! Everyone won't know who they are! If you have to say, well, I'm selfish, paranoid, perverted, evil, rebellious...... In fact, you have turned all the positive terms approved by the imperial court into derogatory terms, and that is me. ”

Dongfang Mingyue: "Haha! ”

She touched the face of the little princess Li Wanjun and continued to look at me: "Do you think you are ashamed?" ”

Me: "I'm not quite sure what 'shameful' means. Am I ashamed, or do I feel ashamed of others? - But I still have to say, no! I'm not ashamed at all! I'm naturally proud! In terms of nature, I was born to my parents, and they are responsible; On the external side, I am caused by society; In terms of internal causes, I am who I am, and because I am unique, I am who I am! ”

Dongfang Mingyue: "You pushed it clean!" By the way, you also have a characteristic: irresponsible. ”

Me: "I'm not God, why am I responsible to others?" ”

Dongfang Mingyue: "You don't even take responsibility for yourself. ”

Me: "Everyone is responsible for themselves, and I would even say that everyone can only be responsible for themselves, no matter what others say. No matter how irresponsible I am for myself, I am responsible for my results because I am who I am! ”

Dongfang Mingyue stared at me and said, "I want to know, how did you become such a person?" Don't talk nonsense to me, because I really want to know. ”

On the 80th floor of the Imperial Palace, I looked at West Chang'an. The lights are shining below. I had barely seen an electric light before I was 20 years old, and now it really is "ten thousand lights"!

The past comes back to me.

I said to Queen Dongfang Mingyue: "Do you remember what you told me about your 'little wolf'?" ”

Dongfang Mingyue's face was displeased: "I told you about me, I trust you!" Don't talk nonsense, and don't talk about it to me! ”

I said, "I used to have a few puppies too. ”

Dongfang Mingyue came interested: "Huh? Is it? ”

Here's what I said:

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"Your city dogs are docile, but not our country dogs.

You are all companion dogs, and after countless generations of choice, they are naturally very docile. But the country is full of dogs, and many of them are wild dogs. Well, so was my first dog.

I picked up a puppy from the east of the village that no one wanted. I love it, but ......

It's just a dog, and it's not a smart dog. It always bites, and everyone but doesn't bite me. Even if I feed it something, it will bite me. When he was eating, I came closer to it, and it rushed over and bit me.

My dad told me that this kind of dog was going to be beaten. However, a dog who is too stupid can't even fight.

I teach it, but it doesn't.

One day, Zhao Xingyue came to my house to play, and the dog rushed up and bit her calf. Zhao Xingyue came to my house to play every day, and the dog bit her every day. Zhao Xingyue brought a duck into the water every time, but it still bit her.

So, I decided to teach it well.

Zhao Xingyue, who was crying, sat on one side, and I led the dog on the other side.

I said to the dog, if you bite Zhao Xingyue again, I will beat you.

However, the dog still bit Zhao Xingyue. So I hit it hard. Although I raised it, although I liked it, although I didn't want to hit it, I had to teach it well, I had to hit it.

The first time, I hit it in the leg.

I said, if you dare to bite again, I'll hit you in the stomach.

It still bites.

I hit it in the stomach.

I said, if you dare to bite again, I'll hit you on the head.

It still bites.

I hit it on the head.

I said, if you dare to bite again, I will beat you with a stick.

It still bites.

I picked up a stick and hit it.

I said, if you dare to bite again, I will beat you with an iron rod.

It still bites.

I picked up an iron rod and hit it.

I said, if you dare to bite again, I'll kill you!

It still bites.

So I killed it.

I made a tombstone for it and cried for days.

In fact, not once, but many times.

I've had a lot of dogs, and they've all been stupid dogs. ”

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Dongfang Mingyue listened to my words, and her face was displeased: "What the hell does this mean?" ”

Me: "Meaning, the world is full of paradoxes, and it's full of things that have to be done. I don't want to hit it either, but to keep a good dog well. Unfortunately, I had to do it. ”

This Dongfang Mingyue: "You talk about people!" What the does this mean? ”

Me: "I mean, it's like having a dog, I want to be a good owner, but if I am a good owner, it's not a good dog; I also want to be a good person, but if I am a good person, I will die. Therefore, I had to be the bad guy. But now, I have a forbidden army of several thousand people, I have connections in the imperial court, I have subordinates, I have friends, and I can even make my own arsenal! After so many years, I have paid so much to finally be a good person. That's the price of being a good person! That's what I do to be a good person! Who in the world pays such a price? I can even say that I am the only good person in the world! Although I always say that I am a bad person, I know in my heart that I am the only good person in this world, and even the only person! Real people! People with a capital letter! ”

Dongfang Mingyue stared at the ground.

Me: "You know what? Lin Li in Lingnan always said to me that people have original sin. I seem to understand a little bit now. Maybe in another world, the people in that world are all good people, just like dogs are docile and intelligent dogs. But in our world, all people are bad people, just like dogs are stupid and cruel dogs. Moreover, all this cannot be changed because that's their humanity and their dog's nature. If there is original sin, this is our original sin! ”

I waved my hand to Dongfang Mingyue: "Goodbye, I'm back in the Central Plains." Always contact when you are available! Let Zhao Yuyang teach you how to send a telegram and contact you at any time. Good bye! ”

I walked out.

On the way, I met Zhao Pumin.

I said to him, "Didn't I ask you to find out if I was my father's son?" ”

Zhao Pumin: "It will take a while to ......"

I stared at him and said, "Destroy all the materials!" I say yes, I am; Because I said yes, I am. I'm my father's own son, just like I've always been a good person. Maybe not before, but from now on, that's it. ”

He looked a little confused.

I left the palace.