Chapter 81: It's like a world away
Xia Duo swallowed the grief in his throat back to his heart, stood up and turned his head to see Anan coming in from the door.
"What are you going to do?" Xia Duo asked sharply.
Qing Yao turned his head when he heard the voice, his eyes became emotional, and he hurriedly asked, "This is what my mother wants to see?" Jinggu died in the city, Aunt Ajia died without turning a blind eye, and her mother had to take revenge this time, did she have to live happily for the rest of her life? ”
Anan didn't expect this to be the result, he just dragged his subordinates, thinking that Jing Ancient City had stood in the southwest for so many years, and it must have some strength, but who would have thought that those Wusu people would be so powerful.
"Qingyao, my mother just explained some things to them a little late."
"Hmph," Qing Yao couldn't believe his ears, and said, "Mother, what did you tell them to do so that they were late, some?" ”
Ah Nan knew that he was at a loss, but if he was as strong as her, how could he easily give in, and said: "Our Wu clan is not a god, even if we came at that time, we can't keep Jing Ancient City worry-free, and if we don't do it well, we will hurt ourselves, and the Wu clan has weak connections, and it takes a lot of effort to raise a witch." ”
Qing Yao waved his hand and said, "You can keep these high-sounding words for the ancestors." I always thought you were just hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, but this incident made me know that your heart is harder than a stone. I also know why my dad has been thinking about Aunt Ajia for most of his life. ”
"Slap" Anan slapped Qing Yao's face, and shouted angrily: "Don't mention your father, I can't let it go." It's all because of them that I'm who I am now. Ajia, she is innocent of death. ”
Qing Yao stroked the beaten sore face, couldn't hide the disappointment in his eyes, and said, "This is the real mother, right?" ”
Anan had never seen such a Qing Yao, and he was a little resentful of why he wanted to beat him, so he took two steps forward and wanted to touch him, but Qing Yao resolutely retreated.
"Qingyao, my mother didn't mean it, they are all these foreigners, the outside world is like this, we can't control anything and anyone, go back with my mother, let's go back to the holy land and continue to cultivate, okay?"
Qingyao closed his eyes slightly, breathed a long sigh of relief, opened his eyes and said, "You go back, I want to think about it." I'll go back when I figure it out. ”
"No, absolutely not, you are the only descendant of our Wu clan, how can my mother let you go? What's more, you can't see through what's going on outside? Anan hurriedly stopped.
Qing Yao looked resolute and said, "If you still want to see me in this life, don't stop me." ”
Anan knows Qingyao's temperament, he has always been a determined child, as long as he is a child, there is absolutely no room for turning around as long as it is what he recognizes. But let him go, how can he rest assured?
"Qingyao, my mother is wrong, my mother is wrong, you go back with your mother, no matter what happens in the future, will my mother listen to you?" Anan said and climbed up Qingyao's arm.
Qing Yao shook her away and said, "If the mother wants to be like this all the time, then the child can only choose to never see her mother again." ”
"Don't, don't." Ah Nan was in a hurry, tears fell down in a pour, and said, "My mother is already this age, can you bear to leave your mother alone?" ”
Qingyao was unmoved, and said: "Go back to the Wu Clan, there are so many maidens." You'd better hurry back. ”
Knowing that he had made up his mind, Anan cried even more fiercely.
Qing Yao raised his hand to greet the few white-clothed women behind Anan and said, "Send Madam back." If you can't send it back this time, don't go back. ”
Several women bowed their heads and replied, "Obey the order of the little prince." ”
After saying that, he supported Anan and forcibly pulled out of the hall.
Seeing Anan and the others leaving, Qingyao had mixed feelings, maybe he was going to start having his own life, right? That simple self may be gone forever, right?
Hiding the reluctance and cowardice in his eyes, he turned around and was already a resolute Qingyao.
Xia Duo sighed in his heart, the world is always so tricky, such a world, who can always be simple and beautiful?
Su Zhao had been holding Ajia's head and sitting on the ground and talking, Qingyao and Xia Duo almost lifted him up, and several of them hid in the side room at the back of the main hall, and Xia Chuxin was still unconscious on the bed.
Qing Yao said that he went out to find some food, and waited until it was dark to make plans, and now the situation in the city is not clear, so it is not appropriate to act rashly.
Xia Duo was left indoors to take care of the two, this one was stupid and stunned Su Zhao, and the other was unconscious Xia Chuxin.
A month ago, he was still the eldest prince of the princess's mansion of Chu State, although he was not as delicate and expensive as the prince, but he could also command one party, but everything changed from the beginning of Wusu's entry into Chu. The prince and Su Huaijin were completely opposed, Xia Yi behaved strangely and his position was unclear, Shun Yu committed to the palace, Su Huaiyu fell into the strict military camp, but his brother and sister were chased and killed by Wusu, and Jinggucheng was destroyed because of several people. It seems that all this is like a dream, it seems that when I wake up, it is still the courtyard of the princess's mansion, and the most outrageous thing every day is to listen to Xia Chuxin say some strange things and do some strange things. lowered his head and looked at Xia Chuxin on the couch, she has lost more weight these days, and there is a piece of black green on her face, her appearance is really not very good-looking, but the stubbornness between her eyebrows can't be hidden, he has never paid attention to her before, he only knows that there is such a person in the house, but why did she suddenly appear? Will you still pull yourself through so many things?
The world is unpredictable, this life is long and short, those who died outside, there are old people but there are also immature children, who can predict their fate? So what's the point of being told to stand with Su Huaijin since he was a child? The struggle for imperial power, the struggle for politics, the struggle between countries, no matter what position you are in, you will not be the one who shakes the center, so why do you have to devote your life to these things? In this world, who can you trust except your relatives who will not turn their backs on you? After all, even a concubine's sister has always called herself worried.
His eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, these days, he really hasn't had a good night's sleep, and he's really tired.
On the vast grassland, in the distance is a herd of galloping horses, beautiful women dancing with the sound of the piano, and the person who is dancing like a moon in the middle of the stars is Helian Mo, he has grown up, his eyebrows and eyes are still the pure and good appearance of before, they sing and dance together, without a trace of trouble. Suddenly, his eyes looked at him, and he saw him smiling, beckoning to him and shouting, "Xinxin, come quickly." ”
Xia Chuxin walked towards him with a light smile. He said that his hometown was extremely beautiful, and he said that one day he would take himself here. Turning his head and looking into the distance, here, it's really beautiful.
Turning his head again, he was already behind Helianmo, and he was saying something to the people behind him, who had lost the color of joy just now, and all listened to him in fear.
She called softly, "Helianmo." ”
He was stunned, and it took a long time to turn around, and the smile on Xia Chuxin's face had not yet had time to fade, but that Zhang Lian, the face that was half covered by a black and gold mask, was Helian Mao.
"What do you call me?" He snapped.
Xia Chuxin took two steps back, but he stepped forward and grabbed his wrist, he was even more furious, and asked, "Are you afraid of me?" Are you afraid of me? I don't have the carefree and bright of Helianmo, and I don't have his good skin, so you're afraid of me, aren't you? ”
At first, she was afraid of his beast-like eyes, and she kept shaking her head and asked, "How did you become like this?" ”
I heard him look up to the sky and smile, and said, "It's all because of you, if it weren't for you, none of us would exist." And now you're afraid of me, do you want to see me behind the mask? ”
Xia Chuxin tried hard to break free from his grip, but in vain.
Helian Hao slowly took off the mask on his face, it was an extremely cold face, but it burned a big beast mark on the right side of his face.
He sneered, "This beast mark is due to your father. I will not forget my hatred, never. ”
"You're crazy, you're crazy. There is a debtor and a debtor, do you think you can take revenge by killing innocents indiscriminately? In the end, how much hatred will you plant for your revenge? What is the difference between your indiscriminate killing of innocents and those who kill your fellow man? Xia Chuxin shouted hard.
A spark of hatred burst out of Helian Hao's eyes, and he couldn't listen to these high-sounding words.
"This world is inherently unfair, it is inherently the law of the jungle, I don't want to kill him, but he wants to kill me."
"So, in order to consolidate your position in Wusu, you let your Black Gold Guards slaughter the ancient city of Jing?"
"Not only Jing Gu, as long as you can take revenge, even if you are an enemy of the whole world."
Xia Chuxin exerted his strength and kicked him in the abdomen, and Helian Miao let go of the hand holding her in pain. She turned around and ran, not daring to turn back, and kept running and running, just on this strange grassland, from dawn to dark.
We are not in a position to force anyone to let go of their hatred, just like Helian Mao, just like ourselves. Well, I will take revenge, and I will definitely avenge the innocent dead. I will no longer be a savior, although I have created all of you, but I cannot control your development, I can only be myself, be the true self.
Woke up after seven days in a coma, everything was like a world away, everyone had already buried Ajia Tusi, Su Zhao sat by the grave like an idiot and kept talking about something, Xia Duo said that since the main hall was broken, Su Zhao has been like this since he returned from Nanyi in vain.
Standing in front of the grave of Ajia Tusi Tusi, looking at this small tomb, he couldn't help but be full of resentment towards himself, if he didn't insist on entering the city, how could he cause the disaster of exterminating the clan to Jinggu. And in the final analysis, the culprit of all this is Wusu and Helian Hao.
Xia Chuxin made a promise to Ajia Toast from the bottom of his heart: This revenge, I Xia Chuxin will definitely revenge. Rest in peace, Aja.