Chapter 14: I'm going to change my life another day
It was late at night, and everyone fell asleep one after another, but Mo Chu didn't feel the slightest sleep. Ouyang Xue and the four ghosts of the Yan family were able to enter and leave Nangong Fort freely, which was indeed a bit unbelievable. Nangongbao is not an ordinary residence, you can come and go as you want. It was heavily guarded, and few people could get close to it, let alone enter the courtyard directly. Even if you are lucky enough to enter, how can you find Nangong Qing's living room in so many rooms.
Unless Ouyang Xue and the others already know the terrain of Nangong Fort, but the terrain of Nangong Fort is impossible for people outside to know except for the people inside, unless someone leaks the secret. Thinking of this, Mo Chu's back felt a little cold. At the same time, Nangong Qing was also thinking about the same problem, so he summoned Mo Chu to the study late at night.
Nangong Qingjian's eyebrows were tightly locked, there were too many things that had happened recently, he had lost all his internal strength, and his opponent had attacked Nangong Fort at night one after another, the wrinkles in the corners of his eyes were deeper, and the only thing that made him happy was that the little apprentice gradually grew up, and he looked at Mo Chu kindly.
"Chu'er, what do you think of Ouyang Xue's night break into Nangong Fort?"
"The Dragon Gang has always wanted to dominate the martial arts, and the master is their biggest obstacle. Although they know that you are losing your internal strength, they are still afraid and must verify it with their own eyes, so they come to see it. Mo Chu replied cautiously. Although he suspected that there was a mole, the stakes were so high that he didn't dare to talk nonsense.
"Yes, you think about it more thoroughly, but one thing is missing, why are they so familiar with the terrain of Nangong Fort?" Nangong Qing frowned.
"The last time Lin Tianjiao came, she still knew a little about Nangong Fort. Then she went to the Dragon Gang and told Ouyang Xue what she knew. Mo Chu still didn't dare to say that there was a traitor.
"Lin Tianjiao knows a little, but she can't know my bedroom. The night she stayed overnight, I sent someone to keep a strict watch on her, and she didn't go outside. ”
Mo Chu looked at the kind old man with admiration in his eyes, "Maybe they got the map of Nangong Fort." ”
"Where did their map come from? The only people in Nangong Fort who could enter and leave freely were Wu Zhi, Zhen Cheng, and Nangong Xin. None of the others are in contact with the outside world. Nangong Qing had a headache about this.
"But several of them grew up under the watchful eye of the master, so they shouldn't betray Nangong Fort. Mo Chu said.
"I hope not!Chu'er, this matter will end here, and you must be careful in everything in the future. I have entrusted Nangong Fort to you, and you must protect it. Nangong Qing's words were deep and long.
"Yes, Master, I will not let you down! It's late at night, Master, you can rest. Mo Chu left the study after speaking.
Nangong Qing and Mo Chu couldn't sleep, and Wu Zhi tossed and turned. At this moment, his heart is like an ant on a hot pot, up and down. He couldn't believe that he had betrayed his master, the man who was in love with his father and had raised him for more than ten years. If it weren't for the early discovery of the little junior brother, the master might have been harmed by the bad guys, what a bastard and what a brute he was.
When he thought of Mo Chu, the guilt in his heart slowly disappeared. If this person does not appear, how happy and joyful his life is, with the love of the master and the company of the little sister every day. When this person appeared, the master slowly transferred the love he gave him, and now he passed on the housekeeping skills to him, and made him the lord of Nangong Fort, originally all this was his! What made him most angry was that the little junior sisters who had always been with him left him. The distance of the little junior sister means that he has lost his beloved, and at the same time he has lost his glory and wealth.
The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, his fists clenched tightly. If they were kind to me and didn't abandon me, how could I betray Nangong Fort. But after all, I betrayed Nangong Fort, and the master knew how to punish me, and his heart was full of fear. When he remembered Lin Tianjiao's promise, "If you can provide me with information, I will be yours in the future." "His desire gradually triumphed over his fear.
There are still two months left before the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, and Mo Chu understands the burden on his body, and the martial arts conference must overwhelm the heroes and win the leader of the martial arts alliance, only in this way can the conspiracy of the giant dragon gang be smashed. Although he was already very familiar with the Qingfeng Nine Styles, he still didn't have absolute certainty, after all, he had just come into contact with martial arts and had very little actual combat experience.
Of course, Nangong Qing understood Mo Chu's weaknesses, and for this reason, he tutored him every day, and also arranged for Zhen Cheng and others to practice with him. Mo Chu trained in actual combat during the day and learned mental methods at night, and his progress was relatively rapid.
As the date of the conference approached, Mo Chu no longer had the excitement he had felt before, and instead had a heavy responsibility. He didn't talk much, but now he speaks even less.
All along, he didn't want to live a mediocre life, but he didn't want to be imprisoned by all kinds of cages in the world. This may seem contradictory, but in fact it is unified. A BMW can gallop as much as it wants, and once it is controlled and called a famous horse, even if it is famous, it has lost its precious freedom. Mo Chu knew very well that these strange ideas could not be accepted by others, nor could they be understood by others. But is it not for others to live for the understanding of others? Now he doesn't have the time and energy to think about it.
Nangong Xin looked at him in a daze, and asked with a smile: "What are you thinking, are you worried about the result of the competition?"
Without waiting for him to answer, he continued to comfort: "It is indeed difficult for you to bear the fate of Nangong Fort and even the Chu State alone, but you don't need to have too many burdens, just do your best." ”
She didn't know Mo Chu's true thoughts, so she wanted to relieve him of pressure, and Mo Chu naturally understood. He smiled and said to Nangong Xin: "Thank you, senior sister, I must win, and I will definitely win! This is not only for Nangong Fort, but also for myself." ”
Nangong Xin was slightly stunned, and a smile immediately returned to her face, "I believe in you!"
Mo Chu smiled faintly, "Thank you, senior sister, I want to be quiet." ”
Nangong retreated happily. Looking at her shadow, Mo Chu smiled bitterly, although you don't know what I'm thinking, but I still want to thank you for your company and your comfort.
After living for more than twenty years, I feel more and more marginalized by this world. Although they have relatives and wives, their attitude towards them is like Wang Xiaoer's New Year, which is not as good as a year. In their eyes, they are out of step with the world and will eventually be eliminated by the world. And over the years, what they have done has also disappointed them, and after a long time, they have forgotten about it.
Many times, Mo Chu also wants to be the person everyone wants. But he couldn't, strictly speaking, he didn't want to do it, and how painful it was to make himself the kind of person he despised. But no one in the world can understand him.
Once, he wanted to change the world, but after a few years, he finally realized that he couldn't change the world. He couldn't change the world, he could only be changed by the world! But he didn't want to compromise, so he was gradually marginalized by the world. Too many failures become habits. When failure is a habit, you also begin to look down on yourself.
More than ten years of muddled nightmares, more than ten years of being looked down upon, he is fed up with this kind of life. Now, he finally has a chance to prove himself, a chance to save dozens, if not tens of thousands, of people. He must seize this opportunity to prove that he is useful, that he is the one who can change the fate of others and even the world!