Chapter 273: As long as she's there
The two went back to the room together, and Su Yujing looked at Huo Qishao, "Do you want to go and see her?"
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you look at her now or not. Huo Qishao didn't care, so he wouldn't want to go to see Qin Xinlan, and some things wouldn't change.
"I don't understand if after so many things have happened, is it as if nothing has happened?" Su Yujing's heart certainly knew that everything she had to face was actually the most difficult.
Otherwise, she didn't understand how much courage she had to have to do it.
"Yujing, you don't have to think too much, it'll be fine, no matter what, I will be by your side. Huo Qishao knew that Su Yujing's heart was now starting to care about Qin Xinlan's affairs again, but no matter what, he didn't want Su Yujing to face those things again.
Qin Xinlan's matter should be faced by him, and it was originally something that he should have dealt with.
"I know, but, since that day, I think I should meet with her and make it clear to her. "Su Yujing is not an easy person who is willing to escape, what she should face, she will definitely face.
Huo Qishao knew why Su Yujing was so stubborn, some things should have been like this, and she didn't want Qin Xinlan to have no way to let go of these things, if Qin Xinlan couldn't let go, then her heart wouldn't be happy, right?
"Yujing, if you really think about it, I'll accompany you to meet her. "If Huo Qishao can't stop Su Yujing from seeing Qin Xinlan, then he should accompany her.
It's also a matter for the two of them.
Su Yujing nodded, "Well, isn't she about to be discharged from the hospital?" ”
"Good. Huo Qishao agreed.
Qin Xinlan didn't sleep all night, she also knew that Huo Qishao was afraid that she would not come to see her again, Qin's mother had already called, and nothing had changed.
She understands Huo Qishao, once he decides something, he will not change it easily, so no matter how much effort she makes, it can only be in vain.
Qin's mother walked into the ward, "Xinlan, the doctor said that your condition has improved a lot, if you want to be discharged, let's discharge today." ”
"Mom...... Without Qi Shao, I can't live, what should I do?" Qin Xinlan looked out the window, she made trouble for a day and a night, and at this time, her tears couldn't stop falling.
She knew that no matter what, she had lost, so why should she be persistent?
But there are some things that can't be done, just can't be done.
"Xinlan, don't live for that man anymore, if you really have something, what will you do with me and your father?" Qin's mother saw her daughter like this, she couldn't help it, if Qin Xinlan hadn't fallen in love with Huo Qishao at that time, if she hadn't met her, would everything have been different?
Qin Xinlan didn't speak, she really didn't know what to say, and she didn't know what else she could do now?
She has already lost everything that should be lost, what will she have?
At this time, Huo Qishao and Su Yujing arrived at the hospital together, "Yujing, are you really ready?"
Su Yujing nodded, "Isn't there still you?"
The two took the elevator upstairs together, and Qin's mother went to Qin Xinlan to go through the discharge procedures, and Qin Xinlan was the only one in the ward.
Huo Qishao and Su Yujing knocked on the door, Qin Xinlan turned her head, she saw Huo Qishao and Su Yujing, and saw the two of them walking in together.
What was this to her? Perhaps, it was just a demon to her.
"What are you doing here?" Qin Xinlan was looking forward to seeing Huo Qishao, but when the real Huo Qishao appeared in front of her, she would rather not see herself.
Even if she feels that she can still live in her own world, the day when she waits for Huo Qishao to change her mind one day.
But now, she understands that all of this is already impossible.
"Do you think I'm not miserable enough, so, are you here to see my jokes?" Qin Xinlan only felt sarcastic, she thought that she could get everything she wanted, but the facts proved that she couldn't do it, and she couldn't get it all.
She also underestimated Huo Qishao's feelings for Su Yujing, which she never thought of, she thought that three years could change Huo Qishao's heart.
It turns out that when a man's heart is cold and ruthless to a certain extent, no matter what she does, no matter how much she pays, it will not change.
She really hates herself now, hates herself when she faces this man, why is she soft-hearted, why is she moved, for her, everything, shouldn't she be able to leave drunk?
Letting go of this relationship can be regarded as giving her a way to live, but she can't do it.
"Miss Qin, I'll come to see you. Su Yujing put the supplements she bought on the table.
"Su Yujing, don't be self-righteous, do you think you can change anything by buying this little tonic now? You can't change anything, you can't change your back and snatch Qi Shao, you can't change it, I am now a crippled fact, if time can be turned back, is it your choice or my choice?" Qin Xinlan smiled bitterly, all this should not exist for her, all this for her, maybe it is the beginning and end of changing everything.
"I'm sorry, I know that you are like this now because of me, but I love Qi Shao more than you, and what I experienced with him is something you won't understand. "There are some things about Su Yujing, she can tell Huo Qishao, and Huo Qishao will understand and understand.
But if she told the rest of the world what she had been through, would they believe it? They wouldn't believe it, and it would be just a ridiculous joke to them.
"Yes, I don't understand, if I could understand, I wouldn't be like this, I'm a cripple now, but for you, it doesn't matter in the slightest. You're still happy, but I'm living in a wheelchair. For Qin Xinlan, this is the biggest pain, a lifetime of pain that cannot be changed.
"Xinlan, these things are not Yu Jing's fault, and they have nothing to do with Yu Jing, so don't blame all this on Yu Jing, I also told you that the person I love in my heart has always been Yu Jing, and you still insist on it. Huo Qishao didn't want to see Qin Xinlan accusing Su Yujing every word.
Su Yujing is not wrong, and Huo Qishao has also expressed his own intentions, he loves Su Yujing, no matter how long it takes, he will not change.
"That's right, it's my business, it's my self-righteousness, I think I can change your mind, and I think I can make you fall in love with me, everything, it's my fault, it's my fault. Qin Xinlan knew in her heart that if there was anything else that could be changed, it would be her own mind, right?
But she can't change it anymore, and she also understands in her heart that the man she loves doesn't love her, just now Huo Qishao looked like she was protecting Su Yujing, and she saw it in her eyes.
In the past few years, Huo Qishao has never treated her like this, originally she thought that she had gotten Huo Qishao's heart for her, but in fact, she was wrong, she never got it.
"Xinlan, it's too late for you to let go of all this now, your life is still very long. Huo Qishao didn't want Qin Xinlan to continue everything in this way, and he naturally had to let go of it.
"Huh...... It's ridiculous, each of you said to me, my life is still long, I am still young, but you never thought that I am now a cripple, I will never be able to get back up again, no matter how long my life is, I can only live by being in a wheelchair. Qin Xinlan was desperate, she didn't know what would happen if she lived in the way she was now?
How long will she be able to hold on? Will she be able to easily forget everything?
The deep pain is unforgettable.
I loved it deeply, but I can't forget it.
Su Yujing pursed her lips, she knew Qin Xinlan's pain, but she didn't know what to say.
She thought, perhaps, she can only look at it like this, she can't do anything, and in the end, she can do her best, and the one who can decide all this can only be Qin Xinlan herself.
"Miss Qin......" Su Yujing's words came to her lips, but she didn't know what to say.
"Su Yujing, you don't need to say it, if you say those things that make people feel useless and ridiculous, I will only feel more pitiful for myself. Qin Xinlan roared directly at Su Yujing.
All her inner dissatisfaction comes from the appearance of Su Yujing, so she thinks that she will not have a good attitude towards Su Yujing.
"Xinlan, Yu Jing and I came this time, in fact, I just want to make it clear to you, you should have let go of all this a long time ago, and in the future, you won't have to look for me, and I won't come to see you again. Huo Qishao said to Qin Xinlan, "Yujing, let's go, we should go back." ”
Su Yujing glanced at Qin Xinlan, she could only follow Huo Qishao out of the ward.
"We did it to her, and we were cruel to her. Even if Su Yujing didn't want to do this, she had no other way and no choice.
"Yujing, if we don't do this, then, this matter will go on forever, there is no end, I don't want you to be wronged, except for you, there will be no more women in my heart, so, don't say those stupid things anymore, I hope that in the matter of feelings, you can be selfish, only be my wife." Huo Qishao hugged her tightly in his arms.
Now that he can truly feel that Su Yujing is by his side, he will feel more at ease, he doesn't want to pay attention to the hurt and pain of others, and he doesn't want to care about more things.