Chapter 57 A Sudden Confession
Lu Si saw that Liu Chunyan didn't react in the slightest, so he took two steps closer and continued, "Your younger brother looks pretty good. ”
The scene where Lu Yujian came to find Liu Chunyan just now was completely watched by Lu Si.
Lu Si had been watching the Lu Mansion for a while, and he had been watching everything that happened in the room from the beams of the room.
Suddenly, seeing Liu Chunyan's body tremble suddenly, Lu Siguan hurriedly squatted down and saw that Liu Chunyan was still pierced by the broken porcelain in front of him.
There was a trace of blood oozing from Liu Chunyan's fingers, and she stared at the blood stains on her fingertips motionlessly.
On the contrary, Lu Siguan hurriedly took her hand and looked at it carefully, and he didn't seem to notice that he didn't know when he would care so much about Liu Chunyan.
"You're all right, don't get these things." Lu Siguan took Liu Chunyan's hand and said.
"You leave me alone, let me be alone for a while, I'm so annoyed now." Liu Chunyan suddenly lost her body and cried bitterly.
Liu Chunyan came like this all of a sudden, which scared Lu Siguan a lot, and thought that something had happened to her.
Liu Chunyan stood up, walked straight to the edge of the bed and sat down, tears were like beads with broken threads, kept falling, and instantly became a tearful person.
Lu Siguan was very anxious, but he didn't know what was going on, what he should say, he just stood aside and looked at the heartbroken Liu Chunyan.
Quietly watched Liu Chunyan cry so unscrupulously, just slowly put on the handkerchief in her arms.
After Liu Chunyan cried for a while and her mood stabilized a little, Lu Siguan spoke, "Is it because of what happened in the palace today, so you ...... But that's all in the past, the culprit has been punished, so don't worry. ”
Where did Lu Siguan know that the Lu Huaixiang in front of him was actually another person in her bones, she was just nostalgic for her past.
Liu Chunyan thought about her wronged father, thought of Yu Qian, who had been wronged, and endured the torture of nine thousand years and ten years, so how long would it take for her father.
"You did a good job today, the emperor said that he would reward you lavishly, and tomorrow morning the court will announce how to reward you, so don't be so sad." Lu Siguan said softly, although he didn't know why Liu Chunyan was like this, he was still doing his best to comfort her.
Hearing this, Liu Chunyan slowly raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at the personable man in front of her, and she was a little hesitant as soon as she spoke, "I...... I'm not just ...... because of this."
Liu Chunyan seems to be a little unspeakable, the secret of her life experience, she has been carrying it alone for too long, and she slowly began to be a little unbearable, especially after entering Lu Yujian today.
After getting along with Lu Siguan for such a long time, the two have also experienced life and death many times, Liu Chunyan already believes in Lu Siguan in her heart, and she thought about telling Lu Siguan about her life experience in the thatched cottage by the lake before.
But at that time, she hesitated, because what she saw in Lu Siguan's eyes was his longing for Lu Huaixiang, and Lu Siguan longed for his childhood experience with Lu Huaixiang.
But I have experienced too much during this time, and those who care about me are slowly leaving, and the people I care about are also ......
The ghost saw the ......, Master Zhang ......, and Lu Yujian, who just appeared, Lu Siguan was also one of them, she didn't know how to go on, afraid that she would lose more.
A woman's tenderness will always appear inadvertently, delicate and gentle, and it is very distressing to say the reason.
"A lot of things happened today, but I've experienced too many things like this, and it can't hit me anymore." Liu Chunyan is talking about the nine-thousand-year-old rebellion in the palace.
"Then why are you?" While speaking, Lu Siguan noticed that the wound on Liu Chunyan's hand just now was still bleeding, so he found a strip of cloth in the closet at the head of the bed.
Lu Siguan walked to Liu Chunyan with a strip of cloth and slowly squatted down, "You bear with it, it may hurt a little." ”
These words of concern came out of Lu Siguan's mouth, and it seemed that Liu Chunyan had completely melted.
From this current perspective, Liu Chunyan lowered her head slightly, just enough to see Lu Siguan's angular face very clearly, and slowly she felt that her heart was beating faster and faster.
Suddenly, there were two Liu Chunyan in their hearts who kept arguing, arguing whether they should confess to Lu Siguan at this time.
"I shouldn't be hiding these things from him, it's unfair to him."
"But you have to tell him, once he knows that you are not his childhood friend Lu Huaixiang, he may leave you."
"But how can such a thing be hidden for a lifetime, do I want to be Liu Chunyan again, at least in front of the people I care about."
"Have you thought about the consequences, if you want to be Liu Chunyan, you have to pay a price."
"I don't want to hear it...... I'm going to tell him......" Liu Chunyan's sudden roar startled Lu Siguan, who was still bandaging her wounds.
Lu Si looked up sharply when he heard this, his eyes looked directly at Liu Chunyan, his face was indifferent, and he didn't know what was going on.
"What's the matter, do you have something on your mind to tell me, if you say that you already like me, then you don't have to say it, because I already know." Lu Siguan said with a smile.
Lu Siguan's comfort and concern really made Liu Chunyan's mood a lot better, and she slowly became less lost and entangled just now.
"Why are you being so nice to me, just because I'm Lu Huaixiang?" Liu Chunyan looked into Lu Siguan's eyes and asked.
Looking at Lu Siguan's eyes, she didn't dare to blink at all, because she didn't want to miss anything from Lu Siguan's eyes, thinking about the truest thoughts in Lu Siguan's heart.
"Why do you suddenly ask this question, because of our previous agreement, and because of ...... And because yours is different. Lu Si looked at Liu Chunyan and said very firmly.
"But I can't remember that agreement for a long time, you don't have to be just for that agreement, you are a pillar of the country, you shouldn't just be for a little woman like me." Liu Chunyan was a little sad.
Because what he got from Lu Siguan's mouth was not the answer he wanted, Lu Huaixiang was dead, and now it was Liu Chunyan who appeared in front of Lu Siguan, just another woman wearing Lu Huaixiang's body.
"Why do you say that, it is also a last resort to become an official in the court, if I can return to the countryside one day, I will definitely be obliged to let go of everything I have today." Lu Siguan said loudly.
"Well, what would you think if I told you that I wasn't Lu Huaixiang?" Liu Chunyan went on to say that in the end, she decided to tell the man in front of her about her life experience, because she believed in Lu Siguan.
After listening to it, Lu Siguan didn't know what Liu Chunyan was talking about, because it was Lu Huaixiang who was standing in front of him at the moment.
"What do you mean by this, you are not Lu Huaixiang? But you are Lu Huaixiang, a living person standing in front of me. Lu Siguan said with a smile, thinking that Liu Chunyan was laughing with him.
"Okay, I'll just tell you that, do you remember that I called Lu Guozheng a father? Whether at home or outside. Liu Chunyan said indifferently.
Lu Siguan couldn't understand what Liu Chunyan was talking about, he was not Lu Huaixiang for a while, and he didn't care about his father calling him father for a while, and his mind was suddenly a mess.
"Don't say it yet, I don't understand what you say at all, you are standing in front of me alone, you say that you are not Lu Huaixiang, you are not Lu Huaixiang." Lu Siguan said with a smile, thinking that Liu Chunyan was a little insane because of today's incident.
"Don't talk about those useless things, listen to me well, haven't I called Lu Guozheng a father?" Liu Chunyan then asked.
"Isn't this normal, he treats you badly, throws you in the ice and snow, and almost didn't freeze anything, if I had such a father, I wouldn't call a word." Lu Siguan refuted sharply.
"That's not what I meant...... But what you're saying is true, he doesn't really look like a father, but it has nothing to do with him...... Wait a minute...... Let me take a look at what to tell you. Liu Chunyan was also confused by Lu Siguan.
"Don't panic, you slowly smooth it out, I'll pour you a glass of water, you soothe your mood first." Lu Siguan thought that Liu Chunyan was suffocated by herself.
Lu Siguan picked up the teapot on the table and poured a cup of tea for Liu Chunyan, brought it to her, and said softly, "Drink saliva first, let's say it slowly, I'm fine today." ”
Lu Siguan handed over the emperor's will to his subordinates, after all, the nine thousand years old had fallen, and Xiao Luo Luo in the capital couldn't make any huge waves, and he was worried that Liu Chunyan would come to her.
Liu Chunyan cried for a long time just now, and argued with Lu Siguan in a daze for so long, she was really a little thirsty, and she drank a whole amount of water without feeling hot at all.
"One more drink." Liu Chunyan handed the teacup in her hand to Lu Siguan, maybe she felt that this "subordinate" was better than all the subordinates in Lu Mansion.
Lu Siguan's eyes widened and looked at Liu Chunyan for half a second, and muttered in his heart, he still went to pour her tea.
"Here, be careful of the burn." Lu Siguan said sharply, obviously deliberately saying in a tone of temper.
Liu Chunyan heard that Lu Siguan had emotions in his words, she didn't pay attention to it at all, and slowly drank the mellow tea in her hand, "It's the first time I feel that the tea in Lu's mansion is also so mellow." ”
"Nonsense, don't look at who poured it for you, the emperor usually doesn't dare to ask me to pour tea, but today I was called by you, you can be content." Lu Siguan said loudly, and a smile appeared on his face after speaking.
Pouring tea for Liu Chunyan is not a kind of happiness in Lu Siguan's heart, but this kind of happiness cannot be done on weekdays.
In this huge Beijing Division, there are intrigues everywhere, driven by power and interests, everyone is cheating, which is really not easy.