356, The highest state of love

When the Empress Dowager heard Lan Ying's question, the hand that collected the jewelry paused, raised her eyelids and looked at Lan Ying.

"What do you mean wrong? What does it mean to be right? ”

"According to the fourth book of women, Ah Xuan, as the queen mother of a country, went out to show her face like this, is she right?"

"But she protected the city of Anjiakou, as well as the majesty of the Dongli Dynasty, who can say that she is wrong?"

"As long as your sister Xuan doesn't do anything immoral, I won't punish her, people, who hasn't done anything wrong."

"However, when you and King Huai'an get married, you can't call Sister Ah Xuan anymore."

The Empress Dowager covered the box and handed it to Mama Shen behind her, "Put this alone, give it to her when Ah Xuan comes back." ”

"I don't know if she likes it or not, I've seen her so many times, and her makeup is very simple."

She sighed, but she could really feel her liking for Jiang Xuan.

Lan Ying's scalp was numb from the meaningful eyes of the Empress Dowager, she hung her head, a little ashamed and a little irritable.

Of course, she knew that the Empress Dowager liked Sister Xuan very much, her future mother-in-law.

At the beginning, her mother once said with a smile that although she was a young mother-in-law, she had a good temper and temperament, and she didn't live together, so she could be a housewife when she married into Huai'an Palace.

This is the second half of many people's dreams.

It's just that there is still a trace of unwillingness in her heart, even if she accepts the fact that she wants to marry the king of Huai'an, but the person in her heart has never changed.

Just now, as soon as my brain was hot, I asked something like that, in fact, what if King Huai'an likes Sister Xuan?

Sister Xuan has someone she likes, and she can't control other people's thoughts.

It's like I can't control my heart, and I secretly like that person.

Lan Ying's heart was sour, and she was ashamed of her ghost confusion just now.

She bit her lip and said with a smile, "Sister Xuan is so good, I will definitely like what my aunt and grandmother give." ”

The Empress Dowager glanced at Lan Ying without a trace, and said with a light smile, "The young girl is also beautiful even if she wears a wild flower." ”

"I think when I was young, I loved to make rouge gouache with my sisters in my boudoir, and in fact, you can buy as many finished products as you spend on materials."

Lan Ying was sensitive, she had actually noticed the Empress Dowager's scrutiny, she cleaned up her mood and replied with great interest,

"I never thought my aunt and grandmother would be so foolish."

The Empress Dowager said, "Don't mess around, back then, we also liked the talented people in Beijing, young girls, what we liked was not just Yan, in fact, living at home, how to do it with these alone."

Like to like, live to live, young Mu Ai, that is the fastest time to live. ”

Although the Empress Dowager didn't say it explicitly, she was actually ordering Lan Ying.

At the beginning, Concubine Shu once came to her to cry, saying that King Huai'an fell in love with the eldest girl of the Jiang family who had guarded the door and had a bad temper.

At that time, she didn't know that Changsheng liked Ah Xuan, if Concubine Shu didn't cry but helped King Huai'an ask for marriage, probably she would have made a decree.

Thinking about it now, fortunately, Concubine Shu didn't take a fancy to Ah Xuan at that time, otherwise it would not be good-looking to make a joke about a father and son asking for a daughter together.

If you put it in other old ladies and old ladies, you will probably not like Ah Xuan, but she doesn't think so, fair lady, good gentleman.

Everyone likes Ah Xuan, which means that she does have something to like and deserves to be liked.

Anyway, no matter what, they all entered the field of her Lin family.

Lan Ying was no longer unwilling, the Queen Mother's words were already clear to her.

Young Mu Ai, everyone has had it, but how many people can make their wishes come true?

One in a hundred is already good.

King Huai'an's character is good, and he has reached the crown, but he doesn't even have a room girl around, and there will be no such miasma as other princes in the future.

One must always know how to be sufficient.

She is also a famous noblewoman in the capital, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, kitchen stove, palm feed, etc. are not bad, people's hearts are flesh and blood, how can there be a real heart of stone.

As long as she is willing, she will definitely be able to influence King Huai'an.

Coming out of Yongfu Palace, until getting into the carriage, Lan Ying was a little absent-minded, and after getting into the carriage, Lan Ying's personal maid whispered,

"Girl, just now when you said that the Queen Mother did something wrong, the Queen Mother was a little displeased."

Lan Ying looked at the maid blankly, lifted the corner of the curtain, looked at the excitement outside, and answered the question.

“…… The streets are full of people, people just hurry forward, but they don't know that what they want has been lost in the moment they just passed by, but they don't know it, and they still keep chasing forward.

In fact, no matter how hard they work, in the end, they can only go further and further away from the goal, and all they can choose is to give up, otherwise they will drag the huge burden in their hearts on the road, and they can only get more and more tired......"

The maid looked at Lan Ying in surprise, not understanding why she sighed like this.

Of course, Lan Ying doesn't need the maid to understand, she just needs to understand it herself.

She lowered the curtain and leaned back in the car.

Isn't that a passing by? If she could have known Sister Xuan earlier, she would definitely have been able to know that person earlier, although the Cheng'en Mansion looked glorious, it had already declined.

If they can marry the Jiang family, they will still be happy to see their father come to work.

It's just that where are there so many ifs in life? She didn't have time to ask the man's heart, and she didn't have time to be honest with her parents, she had already been married.

She didn't know what she liked about that person, but because he seemed to know a lot of things she didn't know, and the worlds of the two people didn't overlap, but were far apart.

She had seen his patience with his sister Jiang Xuan, something she had never received from her brother, and so on.

Maybe people didn't care about her at all, and they didn't remember her as a person.

The carriage stopped suddenly, and the coachman outside said, "Girl, the Dali Temple outside is arresting the prisoner, and the road is blocked." ”

Lan Ying's heart moved, she lifted the curtain, and saw a lot of people outside, and in the center was a young man wearing the clothes of Shaoqing of Dali Temple.

This will be directing his subordinates to bring people back, he turned his face, Lan Ying's heart beat into a drum, and those emotions just now were thrown out of the clouds.

She looked at the man fixedly, perhaps feeling her burning gaze, the man looked around, and then fixed on her side, the eyes of the two did not know if they collided together, the man looked at it, was unmoved, and turned his head to talk to his subordinates.

Lan Ying watched his face turn around, and then turned it lightly, the face in front of him and the face in his memory, the two faces overlapped, it seemed that he wanted to do it, but there was something different.

Lan Ying's heart was suddenly relieved, and she suddenly figured it out.

She lowered the curtains, her lips hooked, and she laughed.

Seeing that her originally very low and confused eyes suddenly became clear, and her mood improved, she asked her,

"Girl, do you see anything nice outside?"

She just smiled, "It's nothing, the road ahead is open, let's hurry home, didn't my mother let me go home and embroider the dowry?" ”

As she said, she didn't want to move forward with a heavy load, so she had to unload the burden in her heart.

As my aunt and grandmother said, who hasn't had a young Muai? It was just an illusory dream, so why should she think too much about it?

Let's grab what you can have.

……

Everything that happened in the capital, Jiang Xuan didn't know.

After telling Jiang Ju that Murong would be his biological father, the young man was really immersed for two days.

Lin Yi returned safely, Murong Han originally wanted to invite them back to the Nanyan Palace to recuperate for a while, but Lin Yi refused.

He asked Murong Han to bring back the captured soldiers of the Murong Society, and as for the Murong Society, he took it himself.

Although the rebellion of the Xu family army has been put down, his conspiracy has been dismantled, and the hibiscus paste was originally made by Murong Hui and the Xu family.

Some locations for making hibiscus paste have also been destroyed, but Lin Yi is afraid that there are still some hidden sources of making hibiscus paste that have not been found out.

He was afraid that one day in the future, the people of Dongli would still be under the control of this evil thing, and naturally they would be eradicated if they could.

Murong was shot by Jiang Ju with an arrow, and then an arm was cut off, under Jiang Ju's stimulation, he had lost the will to live, even if Zhang Chunzi was there, he was just hanging for a breath, he couldn't live, he couldn't die.

It's a hundred times since he died, but when he lived like this, all he got was Jiang Ju's disgusted gaze and heart-piercing words.

really did what Jiang Ju said, life is better than death.

Lin Yi and the others did not go to the Nanyan Palace, but camped by the woods, and returned to Beijing directly when the matter was dealt with.

Although Murong Hui's arrow passed through the flesh and did not hurt the muscles and bones, and later fell into the cave and was injured, Lin Yi inevitably bled a lot, and his face was a little pale.

Jiang Xuan has been pondering about Ah Furong paste for the past few days, and she doesn't want to see this thing resurrect and harm the people.

It is also a good choice to bring Murong Hui back, with him, with Murong Han's help at that time, it should be able to put an end to it.

Thinking of Murong Han, she sighed and reached out to stroke Lin Yi's tall nose bridge and neat thick eyebrows.

After watching it for a while, she got up and wanted to leave, ready to comfort the lost Jiang Ju, but before she could stand up, her hand was grabbed by the person on the bed.

The man who was sleeping would open his eyes and say, "Sit again." ”

Jiang Xuan sat back and smiled, "How do you know it's me?" ”

The man's dark eyes stared at the smiling woman beside the bed, and said slowly, "Besides you, who else will touch me here." ”

He took her hand and pressed it to his cheek, "Are you okay?" ”

Jiang Xuan nodded.

He rubbed the back of her hand with his cheek, and suddenly laughed, "Originally, I came all the way to save the beauty of the hero, but I never wanted to be saved by the beauty." ”

Jiang Xuan was amused, "I am a hero, you are a beauty, it is a hero who saves beauty." ”

He hooked his lips slightly, not at all displeased by the beauty, with a little smugness at the corners of his lips, his heroic little girl, "Hero, do you like this beauty more." ”

Jiang Xuan glanced at him coldly, "You think that thinking like this can make the injury heal faster, then whatever." ”

She wouldn't tell him how much she loved him.

He hooked the corners of his lips and didn't say anything more, anyway, the future is long, and he has a lot of opportunities to prove how much heroes love beauties.

The two looked at each other, although the tent was simple, it was warm.

Jiang Ju, who was standing at the door, was a little hesitant, he wanted to go in and have a look, but he saw his sister talking to the emperor inside through the gap in the curtain.

He was grinding outside the tent, Jiang Xuan found his figure first,

"Ju'er, do you have something to do with me? Don't be stunned, come in. ”

Jiang Xuan saw that he hadn't come in for a long time, so he opened the curtain and asked him.

Jiang Ju hesitated slightly, entered the tent, and knelt down respectfully to salute Lin Yi.

Lin Yi waved his hand to get him up, "Don't be restrained, you just call me brother-in-law." ”

Jiang Ju glanced at Jiang Xuan in a little panic, Jiang Xuan's eyes were calm and gentle, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, "Ju'er, you can just call your brother-in-law." ”

Jiang Ju was originally confused, and he was even more flustered now, but he still mustered up the courage to shout, "Brother-in-law." ”

Lin Yi responded and looked at Jiang Xuan, "This is the first time I've been called brother-in-law, and I feel very good." ”

Jiang Xuan couldn't laugh or cry, he was high in the past, who dared to call him brother-in-law.

She glanced at him, "You have a good rest, Ju'er and I will go outside to talk." ”

The moment Jiang Ju came in, she saw the confusion on his face, and she still hadn't come out of Murong Hui's affairs.

"Just say it here, maybe I can help you refer to it." Lin Yi said.

"Our sister and brother are talking, so as to save you from annoying, let's go out."

Jiang Ju admired Jiang Xuan very much, but he didn't expect her to get along with the Emperor Taishang so gently, and there was no sense of respect for each other that he thought of.

It is said that the husband is the wife, and the wife should be respectful, and there should be no presumptuousness.

Sister is like this, is it really good?

He thought about it and blurted out, "Emperor, my sister is the kindest, gentleest, and most considerate, if she offends you sometimes, please don't mind." ”

He used several of the best, and his sister was the best in his eyes.

Lin Yi and Jiang Xuan were stunned for a moment, the two looked at each other and laughed, Jiang Xuan patted Jiang Ju's shoulder, and finally didn't worry about him in vain.

It's like planting a small sapling, which is not carefully watered at the beginning, and then started watering when it grows, and in the fall, it still gets the harvest.

Jiang Ju is still deserved to maintain such a thing.

"Your sister is even better than you say, if there is anything in the future that your sister can't solve, you can come to me." Lin Yi said warmly.

Jiang Ju could clearly feel the kindness released by Emperor Dao, and the grievances that had accumulated in his heart for a few days suddenly poured out like that, and his eyes were blurred.

After his life experience was exposed, his sister arranged for him to go to the army, at the beginning he was immersed in self-pity and self-suffering, and suddenly from the high gate of fine clothes and food to the simple military camp, he had to be trained every day, and it was difficult to accept it for a while.

The soft satin was replaced by a coarse cloth military uniform, and the meals eaten every day were also big pot rice, not to mention the taste, it was enough to eat, and more than a dozen people slept in a room, cold in winter and hot in summer.

These are just physical discomforts, although unbearable, and after a long time, they will get used to it.

The most unbearable thing is the sadness and loneliness of being alone.

He wanted to go back, but he also knew that he couldn't.

He didn't even dare to cry, that would only make the other soldiers look down on him.

He didn't want anyone to know about his fragility and pain, and he didn't want to disappoint his sister, and he was even more afraid that his sister would abandon him.

Finally, it's all gone.

Jiang Xuan sighed lightly and grabbed his shoulder, "Telling you the truth is because you have the right to know the truth, not for you to be confused." ”

"Although I said this a little lightly, after all, I am not you, I can't empathize, no one can bear such pain for you, and I can't do anything.

But I still say the same thing, no matter what, I am your sister, and you will have an extra brother-in-law in the future.

Now that you have grown up, you will be stronger and braver in the future. ”

Jiang Ju held back for a few days, and finally cried out, Jiang Xuan silently patted his back and comforted him silently.

Lin Yi sat on the bed and looked at the sisters and brothers, if Jiang Chong didn't hide it at the beginning and exposed the life experiences of the two children, if Jiang Xuan treated the twin sisters and brothers like an old lady, maybe there would not be today's scene.

His little girl is indeed the softest person, she forgives Jiang Zhu'er, and she arranges a way out for Jiang Ju.

If you were to be someone else's ruthless person, it would be good if you didn't fall into the trap, and you would think about them?

How can such a girl not be liked?

……

After the team repaired for two days, they set off again to leave Nanyan, and after dealing with Murong Hui's soldiers, Murong Han came to see Jiang Xuan off.

When he came, he happened to run into Jiang Xuan.

Jiang Xuan held Lin Yi's medicine bowl in his hand, looking at the person in front of him, his long body was jade, his purple eyes were slightly squinted, and his eyes were shining, implying thousands of rivers and mountains.

In the end, he spoke first, "In the future, you must take care of yourself." ”

Jiang Xuan looked at it fixedly, and his expression was quite calm.

Of course she'll take good care of herself.

He turned his head to look at the soldiers who were tidying up their tents in the distance, and said,

"You don't have to say anything, just listen to me."

"I've thought about it countless times, if I revealed my identity when you saved me, what would have been the end."

He shook his head, "That way, you won't like me, and you won't be so honest with me." ”

"So, I never regret hiding it from you, I only regret that our relationship is not strong enough."

"That day, I almost couldn't restrain myself from wanting you, and maybe then you would be estranged from him, and I frantically expected that when you looked at me, you would look at me with the same enthusiasm as you did when you looked at him."

"But I have you, and I get what I want, will you be happy?"

"You won't. That way, we won't even have the opportunity to speak calmly. ”

"I, as a man, can't make you happy, so let you love what you love."

"At least, I can also admire all the splendor you have bloomed with him."

"So, you don't care what I do, from now on, I will miss you in the distant places, and my heart is extremely full when I miss you."

"Without you, there may be boundless loneliness in the second half of my life, but I can watch you live this life in peace and happiness from the sidelines, which is enough to make up for the loneliness of the rest of my life."

Jiang Xuan clasped the medicine bowl with both hands, and the man in front of him, with his lips raised, looked extremely free and easy, and all of them were romantic.

When they met, he was just a stubborn teenager, but now, the years have passed and he has become as calm as he is now.

There was a slight tremor in her voice, "Wood...... Sorry ......"

They just bumped into each other at the wrong time and passed each other.

There is not only black and white in the world, right and wrong, and the word love, which has been so disturbing since ancient times.

With a smile on his lips, he suddenly stretched out his hand and took her into his solid embrace.

"It's good to hear you call me that, if you feel sorry for me, let me give me a hug."

His voice suddenly became hoarse, and his chin rested on top of her head.

He was not unwilling, where were the seven emotions and six desires that existed around her so easy to be overcome by reason?

But he had to let go.

His affection and doting are still there, they have not disappeared with the years, buried in his heart, and will only become more and more mellow.

"Ah Xuan, you remember, if I have a hug from you today, I will let go of my love for the rest of my life, but in the next life, I will go to you in heaven and earth, if you leave me again, try it!"

He said what he thought was cruel words, but in fact, the disguised composure collapsed.

He is not calm, where does he come from, he is just pretending to be himself.

He kissed her lightly on the top of her head, then let her go neatly and took the medicine bowl in her hand.

"From now on, wood has no regrets."

"I will do my best to fulfill your wishes, and do everything I can to make the people more secure.

I'll help you bring this medicine in. ”

He slammed around and slammed into the tent.

Jiang Xuan stood outside, not knowing what he was talking to Lin Yi, anyway, there were so many people outside, and he was not afraid of them fighting.

It is true that there was no fight in the tent, but the atmosphere was not very good.

The guards on both sides spontaneously guarded the corners and made room for a quiet place.

Murong Han looked at Lin Yi lightly, "Don't think that if you marry her, you win, you are so much older than her, you will always die in front of her......"

Lin Yi said slowly, "You don't have this chance. ”

His words were steady, but sonorous.

Murong Han's face turned cold, and he sneered, "That's not necessarily, Ah Xuan once liked me, I will do better in the next few decades, who can guarantee that the corner of the wall will not be pryed down?" ”

"I didn't rob it just because I was afraid that she would be uncomfortable."

Lin Yi smiled lightly and was silent. He heard what the two people said at the door, he wanted to find Ah Xuan in the next life? It's a dream.

In this life, in the next life, in life and in life, Ah Xuan will be his.

……

When the army set out in late autumn, it was already the middle of winter when they returned to the capital.

The moment he stepped into the gate of the capital, Jiang Xuan suddenly felt like a person from another world.

The war seems to have created a strange estrangement between those involved and the world.

The world is still the world, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, but they don't seem to be them anymore.

Jiang Xuan couldn't help but sigh.

"What, isn't it good to come back?" Lin Yi hugged her and asked with a smile.

Jiang Xuan shook his head, stretched out, and said, "I heard that the wedding date of King Huai'an has been set, and you and I will be upgraded at that time." ”

Lin Yi smiled, "If you have a child in the future, I'll teach him to read." ”

When Jiang Xuan heard this, he thought that Zhang Chunzi's prescription had been eaten for a long time, and they hadn't had sex together for three months.

She suddenly smiled and said, "What if it's a girl?" Do you teach her to read too? ”

Just then, the carriage stopped, and he got dressed and stood up, "Let's talk about it when you're born." ”

With that, he got out of the carriage and then reached out and helped her down.