After hearing this answer, Qinghai Chuantang smiled lightly and was noncommittal.

The silver-haired murderer who was still trying to kill his girlfriend in the last second didn't have a trace of resentment towards him.

Instead, when he accidentally fell downstairs, he grabbed the other party.

And said such righteous and awe-inspiring words as "I don't know the reason why people kill people, but people don't need reasons to save people."

Should we praise him for his kindness and courage, or should we call him stupid?

"A year ago, the FBI was dispatched to the silver-haired murderer incident, and I was the profiler responsible for assisting and finding the murderer."

"When I was in a small alley, I found the figure of a silver-haired murderer....... The story after that, you don't need me to tell it, you should know it too. I would say that the news of the suicide of the silver-haired killer is not the case. ”

"Fingerprints, blood stains, etc., have been cleaned up, and it is just a homicide disguised as suicide."

"In the end, the case was closed as a 'suicide', and I was jokingly called a 'liar' because of my misjudgment."

"Hearing this, do you have some doubts? Don't worry, just keep listening. ”

"When the silver-haired killer was saved by two kind children, the two children left the scene."

"And when the silver-haired murderer changed his disguise and was about to leave, he was bumped into by a little boy."

Without hesitation, the man took out a silenced pistol and pierced his chest with a bullet.

"The last words of the little boy were, 'Mommy, that sister.'"

"So I analyzed that it was indeed the silver-haired murderer himself who 'committed suicide', and the silver-haired murderer I met before was actually someone pretending to be it."

"At that time, an FBI whose identity was exposed in the organization returned to the United States. So the other party's purpose is obvious. ”

"And in the organization, the person who has the ability to change his face and his voice is Belmode. But to the ears of those people at the time, it sounded ridiculous. ”

"Because they don't believe that there really is such a magical thing as transfiguration in this world, and they don't believe that anyone can really do it."

"They think I can't accept the death of my own child, and I'm a little crazy."

"Or maybe they think that in order to continue the investigation of the case, they came up with such a ridiculous reason...... So, they secretly called me a 'liar'. ”

"Changing your face and changing your voice sounds a little incredible, doesn't it? If you don't see it with your own eyes, some people may never believe it for the rest of their lives, but there really is such a magical skill. ”

"Like if you haven't experienced it yourself, how can you believe that there are really drugs that can make people smaller?"

"You don't need a reason to save people, I reluctantly agree with you."

"After all, when you are in a hurry, you may not be able to control the knee-jerk reaction of your body's instincts."

"But...... The life of the murderer is life, and the life of my child is not life? ”

These words seemed to torture his soul.

He didn't feel cold before, but now he only felt that even the milk was cold and biting.

He wasn't regretting it, he just had mixed feelings in his heart.

If, if it really is what she says it is...... What is your attitude towards Belmode?

Killing, Saving ......

For your kindness, let it go......

A certain mystery in his heart seems to have been solved suddenly, and he seems to have suddenly found the answer to the question that has been bothering him for a long time.

But I didn't find the answer by myself.

He opened his mouth, as if to say "I'm sorry."

"Twenty years later, Judy's family was killed by Belmode."

Before he could say anything, the other party threw another bombshell.

"A year ago, my child was killed by Belmode."

Conan finally understood where the other party's misunderstanding of himself came from.

"Because you and your little girlfriend saved her, she has always been grateful to you. Otherwise, it would have become a ghost under the gun a long time ago. ”

After saying this, Qinghai Chuantang drank the last sip of beer in the can.

I threw it out, and it landed safely in the plastic bag, colliding with other beer cans, making a crisp sound.

"A year later, I returned to Japan."

"Not long after I returned to Japan, I went to buy a cup of coffee, and it happened to be raining and forgot to bring an umbrella, and your little girlfriend and her friends happened to show up."

"She showed me kindness and took me home with an umbrella, for which I am truly grateful."

So, I will express my gratitude when I should reciprocate. But it doesn't mean ...... For that incident, I would choose to forgive. ”

"Whatever the circumstances, at least for me, I couldn't 'forgive,' and I couldn't say that simple sentence."

"When I think of my body sleeping in the ground, he can't feel the colors of this world anymore with his eyes closed, he can't feel his mother's embrace anymore, and I can no longer hear him call me 'Mommy'...... I felt like my heart had been cut with a knife. ”

"So, Conan Edogawa."

Qinghai Chuantang looked at him and continued: "You should be grateful for the decision you made in the first place and chose to defeat the organization as 'Edogawa Conan'. ”

"If it's 'Shinichi Kudo', maybe I'll choose to stand on the opposite side of you, maybe ......"

He felt that the other party's eyes and tone revealed a chill, like an ice blade.

Should he be grateful that the other party did not implicate his anger?

"In fact, at the beginning, I felt like a child living in a 'utopia', unaware of the suffering of the world."

"Your idol is Sherlock Holmes? But the words of Sherlock Holmes...... Some of his actions do not seem to be equated with some of your ideas and ideas. ”

"Of course you can call it the cauldron of the times, but it's true, human beings are paradoxical creatures."

"Just like you, and like me, we sometimes do contradictory things and even say contradictory things."

There are no absolutes in many things.

"I don't mean to blame you, although I do hate you."

In a way, she's an honest person.

It's just that sometimes, it can make people feel that honesty is a little scary.

It's like this.

It was not direct, but it also indirectly caused the death of the other party's child, is this any different from killing with your own hands?

Conan looked down at his hands.

For a while, I didn't know what to say.

"Alright, Conan. It was too cold and the night was too dark, it was time to go back. ”

Qinghai Chuantang smiled, then stood up and lifted the plastic bag on the bench.

Just as she turned to leave, Conan stopped her.

"I'm very sorry for his misfortune. Although I didn't kill him with my own hands, I indirectly caused this result. ”

"If that person is really Belmode...... In the end, I will definitely put her on trial by the law, and pay the due price for the mistakes she has done and the sins she has committed. ”

"Whatever the reason or reason for killing someone, it's not right."

"No matter who the other party is, even if one day, my friend kills someone......"

"If it was really what he did, I would definitely not choose to cover up when I looked for all the evidence and clues pointing to him."

To save people, you don't need a reason.

It is not right to kill someone.

But sometimes, a person will unknowingly save and kill someone.

"Is this your answer now?"

Qinghai Chuantang did not look back.

"It's the answer I've always had in my heart."

Conan's tone was very firm, "You once told me something that said, 'Even Sherlock Holmes can't do absolute justice. As long as what you do in your heart is what you insist on, you don't have to care about what others think, because everyone has a different measure of good and evil in their hearts'. ”

"I'm grateful that you told me something like that, because it cemented certain thoughts in my heart."

"None of us is a representative of good and evil, and none of us will be the embodiment of good and evil, but we will choose different paths. You used to be a member of the Black Order, so have you ever killed someone? ”

If the other party's answer is yes, then Conan's next words may be: those who were killed by you, they are also innocent.

Unfortunately, the result was destined to be the opposite of what he expected.

Qinghai Chuantang turned to look at him and said with a smile: "Sorry, no." Because I couldn't do martial arts and sniper because it would dislocate my hand. ”

"Guns and stuff, I stayed away from that. After joining the organization, I became a member of the intelligence group, and lived a life of eating and drinking mixed money every day. ”

"That's why the organization hates people like me."

"So, before I realized that they were trying to get rid of me, I fled the Order, which can be described as a betrayal."

"Maybe you're trying to tell me something, and hope that I'll be calmer when I meet Belmode? Don't declare a personal vendetta, should she be judged by the law? ”

"Conan's little friend...... Qinghai Chuantang sighed, and then regained his smile, "The misunderstanding between us may be very deep." ”

"But the only thing I can tell you is that I'm not that kind of person."

"Of course, it's not that I'm law-abiding, although most of the time, I'm pretty law-abiding."

"It's just that once in a while, people will do something that touches the edge of the law."

So, sometimes if it's too serious, it's not interesting.

There may be people who can be strict with themselves and be flawless.

It's just that she hasn't been able to meet such a person for the time being.

"You have your persistence, and I have mine. However, there are some issues on which we can cooperate. Of course, it is limited to 'cooperation'. ”

After dropping such a sentence, Qinghai Chuantang turned around and left the park.

Conan looked up at the sky.

As a thin sheet of snow fell on the tip of his nose, he felt a slight chill, just like he felt inside at the moment.

From the perspective of a bystander, he may agree with the choice of himself and Xiaolan to save each other.

Just like what I said at the time-

There is no need for a reason to save people.

But if it is the identity of the person concerned, and he knows the murderer of his child, but he can't do anything.

The feeling in my heart must be "hate".

When Conan recalled that he first met Qinghai Chuantang and then got along with the two, he seemed to understand something - the reason why he was called a "liar".

"You seem, there are a lot of secrets......"

If what you say is true, I will make up for my mistakes, even at all costs.

"I promise."

After speaking softly, he stepped in the opposite direction to Qinghai Chuantang.