Chapter 31 The heart has a thousand knots
Zhao Hao only took Huai En and several eunuchs to the courtyard formerly known as Mingxin Pavilion, and found that the two little eunuchs were looking around as if they were letting off steam.
Seeing that someone was coming, he just wanted to speak out, but after a closer look, the emperor hurriedly fell to the ground and pleaded guilty, and did not dare to say anything more.
The emperor ignored the eunuchs guarding the door and went straight inside, and several eunuchs stood in front of the palace gate in a panic, and there was a homemade bamboo ladder at the eaves. The door of the palace was wide open, but Zhao Ming was nowhere to be seen.
Zhao Hao ignored the eunuch who was about to cry, and asked lightly, "What about Zhao Ming?" ”
Xiao Guizi had seen some scenes with Zhao Ming for a long time, and summoned up the courage to return: "The Sixth Highness is now on the roof." ”
Before Zhao Hao could speak, Huai En became furious: "You minions are afraid that your skin is itchy, how can you take care of Your Highness?" How can His Highness go up from such a high place? Not with it yet. It seems that the people below are becoming more and more careless in discipline, and all of them are fat, right? Your Majesty, the slave is guilty! ”
The people below are so negligent, although he does not discipline them directly. As the chief steward, he always has a responsibility.
"Your Majesty, Archsteward. It's not that slaves and maids are sluggish. His Royal Highness the Sixth insisted on climbing the building, but the slave couldn't persuade him. The slaves and maids also wanted to follow, but His Royal Highness strictly ordered that they should not allow it, and the slaves and maids were guilty and allowed to be punished. As long as His Highness is willing to come down. ”
"Bold, dare to quibble!" It's okay that Xiao Guizi doesn't explain, this explanation is really angry. I just wanted to ask someone to drag this slave down and rebuke him, and keep a long memory. But he heard the emperor speak.
"Forget it, Huaien, you have a lot of contact with Xiao Liuzi, and his decision is not for these slaves to be influenced." Zhao Hao looked up at the figure under the moonlight above the roof, the feeling of loneliness and alienation that was about to go with the wind made Zhao Hao, the emperor, feel a trace of pity as a father in his heart.
"Your Majesty, if the son of a daughter doesn't sit in the hall, you must not!" Seeing that the emperor was about to climb, Wynne was shocked and hurriedly stopped.
"Shut up, I've been in dangerous situations. Stay down there, it's a matter between our father and son, and we can't dissuade it, and we can't follow it. Violators will be killed! Zhao Hao's face was stiff, his voice was stern, and then he started to climb the bamboo ladder.
Wynne hurriedly stepped up and held on, but he didn't dare to say anything more.
Zhao Hao just climbed onto the roof, and before he had time to sigh that he was old, he was a little powerless in this exercise.
Zhao Ming put his hands on the pillow, staring at the moon in a daze, and he didn't get up to greet his father with a layer of quilt under him.
In fact, Zhao Ming had already discovered the arrival of the emperor when it was noisy below, but he was too lazy to move and pretended not to know, thinking about his own problems. I never thought that the king of a country also had the nickname of climbing the roof at night, so he had to move to the side to make a place.
Zhao Ming said lazily: "Father is so interested, sit." ”
Zhao Hao didn't mind, so he sat down in the position that Zhao Ming gave up: "Don't Xiao Liu think it's rude to face the king of a country like this?" ”
"Did my father ask in his capacity as a monarch, or did he ask in his capacity as a father?" Zhao Ming didn't get up when he heard this, and he didn't even take his eyes off the bright moonlight.
Why does Zhao Hao feel that this sentence is so familiar, routines, they are all routines: "What's the difference?"
"Coming as a king, the son should pay a visit as a courtier. But only talk about state affairs, don't ask about other fathers. If you come as a father, the conversation between the two fathers and sons needs to be so polite, and it is all for outsiders to see. Forget it if there's no one around. I don't know who my father is? ”
"You should be a father."
"Son, thank you for your father's understanding." Seeing that the emperor did not oppress people with his identity, Zhao Ming also softened a lot. I don't even want to do the superficial work of my sons and fathers.
Seeing that Zhao Ming no longer called his father, Zhao Hao was overjoyed. But everyone was even more annoyed with the so-called Lingyue: "I heard that Xiaoliu left the palace today, why are you still sullen." Hasn't it always been your wish to leave the palace? ”
"Father heard about it, including the Red Sleeve Move?" Zhao Ming was not surprised that his father could know so much detail, except for the light and dark guards, there was no one else as the second dark line protection.
"Is Xiaoliu blaming me?" Zhao Hao also omitted my self-title, it has been a long time since I have chatted so easily.
"As it should be, my son doesn't dare."
"Okay, since Xiaoliu has no resentment about what his father did. Then it's time to speak for the Father. Zhao Hao paused and said, accentuating his tone, "Zhao Ming, how can you, as the prince of the Heavenly Family, sink to this point as a woman?" It's just a thing of adjustment. This woman is only under my son's words, and she is not allowed to resist! It's easy to get something Xiaoliu is sad about this, is it worth it? ”
"Father misunderstood." Zhao Ming smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, and the meaning of alienation was even stronger, the person was obviously lying there, but it just made people feel that the next moment this person would disappear out of thin air. "The son has never even seen his daughter. Why not indulge in beauty. ”
"Oh? So why is my son like this? ”
Zhao Ming didn't answer immediately, he thought about it before he asked, "Does my father feel lonely?" ”
"Lonely, when is there no one to follow your father, how can you be lonely?" Zhao Hao wondered why his son didn't answer him directly, but instead asked an irrelevant question.
"The father misunderstood, and the loneliness that the son said was not about whether there was anyone around him. What is the saying? Well, the soul is born alone. That kind of loneliness that no one in the world can understand, did my father ever have it? ”
Zhao Hao was silent and did not answer the question. How could it not be? Fourteen years ago, the first emperor died in the country, and there were even officials who fornicated with the enemy country in order to seek a way back.
Only he did not hesitate to fight for the whole country, and there were many opponents in the court at that time, and there were three or two supporters. Why didn't he feel lonely at that time? Fortunately, time has proven him right!
"Xiaoliu is because of this?" Zhao Hao put his mind at ease, but his talent was not understood for a while, and he felt that there was no confidant in the world, and the common problems of young people were not to be worried.
Since he feels that no one in the world agrees with Xiaoliu, Xiaoliu should cheer up his spirit and make a career to prove his correctness to the people of the world, and get the recognition of the people of the world. You don't have to fall into the posture of a child, and laugh in vain. ”
Zhao Ming was silent, he knew that his father was afraid that he had misunderstood, but he didn't know how to explain it.
Explain that this sixteen-year-old body lives with a youkai? He is different from Beizhao and even the thousands of people in the world, and the three views that have long been solidified by later generations are intertwined with the current secular entanglement?
In the past life, everyone is equal, and in the present life, there is a clear hierarchy. The feminism of the previous life, the women of the present life are men. Even speaking is guilty of speech. Should he break or obey all this. Do you want to be a fearless warrior or a fish that drifts with the flow?
Sometimes I even wonder if I am still alive, living in this Da Zhao or is I having a real dream?
He felt like he was about to split his personality.
A voice said in his left ear, "You are the one chosen by God to change everything in front of you, and you can change the world as you like." Life and death are heartfelt. Because you are unique in this world. You are God!
But another voice said in his right ear, "You are a P!" History has its own rules, what do you do? It is a great blessing to let you live another life, and you have already earned it. Seeing that it is good to pay back so many things, believe it or not, the wheel of legendary history is specially here to crush people like you who don't know whether to live or die. Wash and sleep, fool!
He had been thinking about all this for sixteen years and still hadn't figured it out. Today's emotional out-of-control is just that the long-suppressed emotions have been detonated by these five questions. He couldn't say anything to anyone in the world, not even his father. He knew that once he made it clear, his father's first reaction would definitely be Imperial Doctor Xuan.