Chapter 20: The culprit is unconscious
Whether it is attached to the girl herself or to the individual in the dream, Cheng Jinyang, as a senior dream walker, can clearly feel the tone lingering in the entire dream, that is, the strongest emotions of the girls themselves.
Regarding the unbearable past in his memory, Xing Yuanzhi is "disgusted", Wang Wanrou is "unwilling", Chu Qingqing is "fear", Yang Wangshu is "desperate", and Cui Jinqi is "regretful".
Even if Cheng Jinyang hadn't possessed her, he wouldn't have been able to understand why Cui Xiaoniang had become inconsistent: in fact, Cui Jinqi's previous life had been very happy, and she had hardly suffered even the slightest setback.
As a fifth-surnamed girl, she did not have any concept of "lack of materials" in her childhood. Whether it's food or toys, no matter how expensive, it's a take-or-take-all for her.
Although her father Choi Tae-chong has an old-fashioned personality, he is self-contained and upright, and even when criticizing and educating her, he has never abused or used cold violence; Her mother, Lu, is even more famous for her gentleness and virtuousness, and the children like her very much, and Cui Jinqi even regards her mother as her life idol - that is, the so-called "I want to be a person like my mother when I grow up".
Therefore, whether materially or spiritually, Cui Jinqi lives in an almost perfect world. This also cultivated her innocent and innocent character.
She thinks that the world that her parents built for her is all the real world outside.
Therefore, when Cui Xiaoniang first touched the dark corner of the real outside world, her worldview immediately collapsed. She didn't understand why her parents would do such a cruel thing, just as she didn't understand why there was a shadow under the light, and then she plunged headlong into the horns.
She was caught up in her own chaotic thoughts.
"It's been a whole month." Choi Tae-chong said worriedly, "I don't talk to my family, I don't leave the room, I just stay in the room in a daze, and no one knows what she is thinking." ”
"Well, it's all my fault." Mother Lu wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "I shouldn't have let people deal with this, I'm afraid I'll be frightened when I see the scene...... She is a very kind child, but she is too kind-hearted to know how many conspiracies and dangers there are outside. ”
"If she could forgive me, I would be willing to kneel for her. But now she is hiding in her room silently, and she doesn't want to communicate with me, what can I do if she goes on like this? ”
"Don't worry, you two." Wang Maohong said gently, "Let Wanrou ask." She and Jinqi are the same age, and their personalities are quite similar, so they should have the possibility of communication. ”
"That's all it can be." Cui Taichong sighed, pulled his wife Lu Shi aside, and watched 12-year-old Wang Wanrou enter the room.
Seeing the young Miss Wang again, the first thing that came to Cheng Jinyang's heart was her maniacal smile in the mirror.
However, at this time, Wang Wanrou just wore an elegant and gentle perfect smile, and closed the door of the room after coming in.
"I heard you're in a bit of trouble?"
Cui Jinqi was sitting on the bed with her legs crossed, and when she heard the words, she raised her head and glanced at her.
looked at her hairstyle, and Cui Xiaoniang was slightly distracted.
"Tell me about it." Wang Wanrou said with a smile.
"Do you understand what 'deception' is?" Probably the hairstyle played a role, Cui Jinqi said in a low voice, as if snorting.
"Ugh." Wang Wanrou raised her eyebrows, "Use words to guide the other party's thinking, even if it is contrary to reality,"
"Why is there deception in the world?" Cui Jinqi said sadly, and her tears couldn't help falling again.
She chose to tell the truth to her mother, but her mother clearly said "understand her", but she went behind her back to let people "cut the grass and eradicate the roots", making it clear that the former was just a lie to prevaricate her.
"Because there's a game." Wang Wanrou said.
Cui Jinqi: ?
She tilted her head in confusion, waiting for an explanation.
"In order to win the game, it is necessary to use deception to create an unequal information gap." Seeing that the other party didn't understand, the young Miss Wang was a little distracted, and explained impatiently, "Deception is not the result, but only a means to achieve the result." So your problem is of little value, and the purpose of any means tool is simply because it is good enough. ”
Cui Jinqi fell silent.
She probably understood, and cried with tears in her eyes:
"You're laughing at me for being stupid. Because I don't know how to deceive, I'm to blame for all this. ”
Wang Wanrou was a little surprised (this guy actually understood), the corners of her mouth gently hooked an imperceptible arc, and said with a gentle smile:
"I didn't say that. Still, it seems like you've found the answer yourself? ”
"I'm ......" Cui Jinqi opened her mouth, and then bit her lower lip hard.
She finally got out of the horns that had plagued her for more than a month, and was led by the irresponsible Wang Wanrou casually, and entered another bigger dead end:
"I won't make any more mistakes."
Wang Wanrou: ?
"I will too." Cui Jinqi seemed to be in a rage, and muttered over and over again, as if brainwashing herself, "I won't make the same mistake again." ”
"Ugh." Wang Wanrou felt that something seemed wrong with this girl.
However, she didn't care what the other party thought, so she just smiled and said:
"So, now that you've figured it out, my mission is complete."
"Mission?" Cui Jinqi immediately understood that the other party was entrusted by her parents to try to guide her out of the predicament.
And she finally found the "right" way out.
"Yes, thank you." She wiped away her tears vigorously, revealing a disguised, grateful smile.
………………
Cheng Jinyang woke up from the bed.
Only then did I realize that I was holding one in my left hand and one in my right hand, as if I was the owner of two big cats.
Forget about this Wang Wanrou, say okay to hug me to sleep, Qingqing girl? How did you wake up and become me hugging you?
Carefully pulling his arm away from under the two of them, Cheng Jinyang went to the bathroom to wash.
When I came out again, I saw Miss Wang sitting up yawning, the neckline of her clothes loose, revealing half of her white and warm fragrant shoulders like ivory.
Noticing Cheng Jinyang's gaze, she straightened her neckline casually and asked:
"Why didn't you pull us in last night? Whose dream have you fallen into again? ”
"Cui Jinqi." Cheng Jinyang replied.
It turns out that Cui Xiaoniang's problem is caused by your trouble! Qinghe Cui really should send you a one-ton medallion.
"Oh." Wang Wanrou nodded, as if she didn't have any consciousness of misleading people's children, she just waved lazily, "Come here." ”
Cheng Jinyang walked to the bed, and Miss Wang got up from the bed and touched his head condescendingly.
"I wanted to study it in my dream, but you didn't pull me in, so let's do it first."
"What did you do to me?" Cheng Jinyang asked in wonder.
"I've copied your current state of mind." Wang Wanrou said calmly, "I'll study it slowly after I go back." ”
Cheng Jinyang was slightly stunned, and then remembered that the Taiyuan Wang family was going to evacuate Jiankang today and go to Lin'an for refuge.
"When are you leaving?"
"Right now."
"Okay, when you get to Lin'an, remember to call me."
"The clan land of the Taiyuan Wang clan is not allowed to bring mobile phones into it, even if it is located in Lin'an." Wang Wanrou said slowly, "Don't worry, it'll be fine." ”
"Saying this kind of thing before you leave is a flag." Cheng Jinyang sighed.
"Flagg?"
"It's just ......," he remembered, and there seemed to be no flag in this world, "it's something like a word, such as saying before going to war, 'After this battle, I will go back to my hometown and get married,' and then die in the war and never go back." ”
"Oh." Wang Wanrou said boredly, "I'm not interested in the knowledge of these feudal superstitions. ”
"Then I'll go first." Cheng Jinyang said.
"Don't have a brain fever on the battlefield and rush over the head." He pushed open the bedroom door and heard Miss Wang say behind him, "Don't forget, your counterinsurgency is for political purposes, not military or private drives. ”
"Well, of course." Cheng Jinyang replied.
Miss Wang is right. For political purposes, that is to say, it is good to "show Yu Zhongshu", and it is not really necessary to quell the rebellion (military purpose), or rescue the uncle (private purpose).
In the case that Jiankang City is no longer defensible, there is no need to sacrifice the family to fight to the death for the imperial court.
"You just have to know what you know." Wang Wanrou said.