One day in August, I was looking through the memoirs of Zhao Lizhu, the former head of the Inner Court.

The above is the story of Chen Guzi's rotten sesame seeds written by him. I watched and learned a lot of truths from decades ago.

But what's the point? There is no point in being fake, and there is no point in being real. Even if I know how each character died, which minister is really loyal and which minister is really traitorous, what's the point? You're not dead, aren't they all dead? You guys don't have any influence on where you are now, decades later! Who cares? Even now, even Da Ming is finished!

I looked at the papers, and another thought came to me - who said that what he wrote was the real thing?

It is impossible for a person to scold himself. Even if he scolded, he picked up a light scolding himself, maybe there was another purpose.

If a person writes in the first person, it is impossible for him to write himself as a villain. And everyone agrees that the managers are bad people. If it weren't bad, he wouldn't have been able to climb up.

If I write a novel in the first person, I can't portray myself as a supervillain, I always give myself reasons.

You can imagine that those murderous demon kings in history, if they were written in their name and in the first person, how would this be written? Don't you have to find a reason to kill yourself with every word?

If there is a reason to do something bad, is a bad thing still a bad thing? Are bad guys still bad guys? Good people also have reasons to do things, so are good people still good people?

But who says there must be good guys and bad guys? Who says those are all true? Who dares to say it so absolutely?

But, when I say that, am I not also absolute? My proposition "The good people and bad people in the world are absolutely not absolute" is also absolute!

My head hurts. Perhaps the Holy One is right, language itself is false, and only faith is eternal.

I was having a headache when one of them shouted, "Boss! We arrested a man, and he took the initiative to send it to the door, and he said that his name is Ah Qiang, and he wants to see you! ”

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Ah Qiang was escorted in again, the same as zongzi.

I patted the ratskin stone bed: "Do you like to be abused?" ”

He said, "I have something to say to you." ”

I hesitated for a moment and put "drunk and dreaming of death" on my lips while waving my hand to let people down.

Qiang: "My boss asked me to kill you, if I can't kill you, I'll die when I go back." ”

I was furious: "How did I mess with the Mask Man?" I've always been obedient! ”

Cuong: "Not the Masked Man!" We call the masked man 'old man', and the 'boss' I'm talking about is the one who competed with me that day, haven't you seen it? ”

Me: "You're not really here to kill me, are you?" ”

He raised his head: "Don't worry, it's all your people outside the house, how dare I kill you." ”

Me: "So what are you doing here?" ”

Him: "I have a suggestion: you send someone to kill my boss, and we can live together peacefully." ”

Me: "What? You betrayed your boss? ”

Ah Qiang sneered: "Betrayal? Ha ha. That's your word. I can't beat him, and if I could beat him, I'd have killed him. We don't have any betrayal here, who is high in martial arts, who is the boss. ”

Me: "You're not fair. You can't beat people, and you still want to be the boss! Is it reasonable if you can be the boss even if you are such a bad person? Is it justice? ”

He: "He wants to push his son to be the next boss and harm people all the time, so many people don't like him." He fights you every day, do you calculate how many people you have died in this month? Kill him, and it's all good for us. ”

I looked left and right: "You dare to come too?" Your 'old man' pretends to be someone else and comes to us every day......"

Cuong: "I know. But he's mostly on the first floor, and I can hear it as soon as he walks. Don't worry, he doesn't know about us. ”

Me: "How am I going to kill your boss?" ”

Cuong: "I'll take him to a place, and you will electrocute him!" ”

Me: "! It's so obvious, what if the masked man knows? ”

Cuong: "He won't know. Even if he knew, what could be done? ”

I smiled, "It's a lot of trouble." I'll give you a pill and you kill him yourself. This pill will boost your strength for a short time. ”

Cuong: "! I knew you were scheming! They say you don't have martial arts, but you can be the boss. Are you also relying on these crooked ways? ”

Me: "Haha. I have a lot of crooked ways, don't mess with me. ”

Although Ah Qiang said this, he still took the "drunken life and dreams of death" and put it away.

That's good, so I have allies on the fifth floor.

I went ahead and threw him out.

His subordinates were not happy: "Why do you want to let him go?" ”

Me: "Let him go, let them kill each other." ”

They said, "Didn't you say that last time?" None of them died! ”

Me: "This time it's definitely true." ”

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The next day, people said that the fifth floor had changed the boss, and a boy under the age of twenty became the boss. Some people also said that that kid was Ah Keung, and we caught him twice.

It's good, the underworld is too peaceful.

Then, a few days later, the two sides fought again, with many casualties, and the scale of the fight became larger and larger.

I met Cuong again at Salt Lake under the pretext that the bosses were negotiating one-on-one.

Me: "Why are we fighting again?" ”

Ah Qiang whispered: "The 'old man' was a little suspicious of me, so let me take my men to fight." My subordinates saw me as too weak and refused to obey me. Everyone is too boring, and it's cool to kill people. ”

I whispered, "Ah, so are my men, they are not convinced. ”

Him: "That's just going to keep fighting." ”

I said, "Hey, okay. ”

Him: "One more question, can I go to the second floor and catch a woman?" As the boss of the fifth floor, I don't even have a woman! ”

Me: "Don't think about it! I set up a power grid on the second floor, and whoever goes will die. If you're not afraid of death, go ahead! ”

The two of us returned, back to our respective camps.

I said to Wan Poison Bao: "The negotiations failed. ”

They let out an "oh".

So I yelled at each other.

The other party also scolded us.

There was a big battle between the two sides, and several were killed and wounded.

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There are too many dead people on both sides, and the more dead people there are, the more they want to take revenge, so there are more dead people, and the vicious circle is.

We continue to discuss.

I said, "Well, let's go to the fourth floor every order, and you go to the fourth floor every double, and we don't want to fight." ”

Cuong: "Yes. ”

Me: "Very well, that's it." ”

Cuong: "One more thing, when will I be given a woman?" ”

I was furious: "Get out! What's wrong with me! Don't ask me this question in the future! ”

Ah Qiang: "But as the boss of the fifth floor, I don't even have a woman!" What do my subordinates think of me? ”

Me: "Your problem, what's my business!" Besides, what's wrong with this, I don't either. ”

Cuong: "But ......"

I turned and walked away.

The two sides continued to be at peace for a while, and then chaos broke out again. The reasons are still those.

The two sides were chaotic for a while, and then they began to coexist peacefully. The reasons are still those.

The two sides continued to be at peace for a while, and then chaos broke out again. The reasons are still those.

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It's boring.

Some people wanted to challenge my authority, so I sent him directly to fight the fifth layer, and then Cuong cooperated to kill him.

Some people coveted Cuong's position, and Cuong sent him to kill me, and I cooperated to kill him.

I feel like I've become a bad guy in the real right, and a bad guy for a chicken thief.

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The situation above is unpredictable, and every province and every gang is involved.

I looked at the newcomers who had been thrown down and thought: Who is the masked man pretending to be? What the hell is he trying to do? Who the hell is he?

I handed over the first and second floors to Li Youfu and Zhang Tiegang, and then mixed on the third and fourth floors. Since you can't control your own fate at all, like a fish on a meat case, you might as well wander around.

There is one question that has been bothering me. Even though I know that as someone who has stepped into hell, I shouldn't be so curious, but I'm really curious: what is the fifth floor of the underground like?

I was once pulled around the fifth floor by the masked man, and it was a black sight, like hell. It seemed to see the ground full of wriggling sand, countless human heads in the sand, dense dancing hands on the walls, and the air full of flying ghosts.

But I don't believe in gods, ghosts, heaven and hell or anything like that.

Because what a man wants to see, he will see.

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I remember an incident that happened when I was a child. I caught a monkey in the grove that day, and suddenly I noticed a meteor flying towards me in the sky! The more I looked at it, the closer it flew and seemed to be about to hit me on the head! I ran, no matter how I ran, it still smashed at my head! I'm always a petty thief, but that's to feed myself! Why did I just steal a steamed bun and God sent a meteor to hit me? I ran west, and it ran west; I ran east, and it ran east. And it's getting closer, bigger and bigger! I ran and ran to get home and closed the door, but it was still watching over me.

After a long time, I thought about it, the stars in the eastern sky in the early morning, isn't this Venus? It's called Qiming at dawn and Chang Gung at night, but they are the same Venus. I looked through the window, and sure enough, it was the morning star! When I figured it out, it didn't run after me anymore, it wasn't that big, it wasn't getting closer. Hey, I was just scaring myself. I'm just a little person, God doesn't even bother to kill me. It's really self-inflicted.

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I quietly found Cuong and said to him, "What is the scene on the fifth floor?" ”

Ah Qiang frowned and said, "If the fifth floor is good, what are we going to do on the fourth floor?" ”

Me: "I want to go in and have a look." ”

Cuong glared at me: "Whatever you want! Set a point, I'll keep my men from going out. But don't blame me for not reminding you, don't eat when you go! ”

Me: "Why?" ”

Him: "You'll know when you go." ”

Me: "Do I need to bring someone there?" ”

Him: "Very much needed. Just bring a master, there are many people who are prone to accidents. ”