Chapter Forty-Nine: Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, White Horse Not Horse?

The early morning sun shone into the room, and Cheng Jinyang lay on the bed silently, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Don't want to face reality.

There may be no joys or sorrows in my life.

"You're lying on the corpse?" After freshening up, Miss Wang came to Cheng Jinyang's bedside and asked coldly.

"Wanrou." Cheng Jinyang sighed and asked, "If that big demon ...... With Xiaoli's memory, is Xiaoli still alive? ”

"And if you have amnesia, do you count as dead?" Wang Wanrou asked rhetorically.

Cheng Jinyang: ..................

Damn, I can't argue with that!

Of course, amnesia is not dead, after all, there is still the possibility of recovering memories.

However, Su Lili could no longer live...... She was dead from the beginning, and she died before she crossed by herself, and there was no way to save her if she wanted to.

Thinking of this period of time, the cute Xiaoli who was warm with himself every night was actually a demon who was planning to kill him, Cheng Jinyang only felt that his scalp was numb.

However, what always lingered in his mind was the miserable expression of despair on Su Lili's face when Wang Wanrou forcibly broke the dream and woke herself up.

Cheng Jinyang got up and went to the bathroom in a daze. After he finished washing, he saw Wang Wanrou leaning against the door frame in the mirror and said:

"About your dreams, she didn't actually create them, she just provided an interface to log in."

"I've hacked in and modified the permissions of the interface, so you can use the dream with confidence in the future, and you don't have to worry about being controlled by her; Of course, in the dream she may kill again, but as long as you don't give in, there will be no real harm. ”

"Nope." Cheng Jinyang shook his head, "She won't kill me." ”

"If what you say is true, she is actually planning to trick me out of Jiankang City, then it will not arouse my hostility in the dream; If she really was Su Lili, she wouldn't have killed me. ”

"Is this your crumb's intuition?" Wang Wanrou shook her head, "Through the analysis of 'Su Lili', I can probably deduce her intentions, but we still don't know much about the other means that the Great Demon has. In other words, it is not surprising that there are any strange things encountered in the subsequent dreams. ”

"What's more, you need this dream to increase your blood concentration......"

"You need it too, don't you?" Cheng Jinyang asked without looking back.

Wang Wanrou was silent.

"Yes." She replied, "We need it too." ”

"And what if I can't get into this dream?" Cheng Jinyang turned around and looked at her calmly, "Will you still stay with me?" ”

"I don't know about them." Wang Wanrou replied, "As for me, if I had met you, I wouldn't; If it is from now on, it will. ”

"Does it make a difference?" Cheng Jinyang smiled bitterly.

"Before I knew you, you didn't have any qualities in you that would have attracted me without dreams." Wang Wanrou said concisely and to the point.

"And now?"

"Now? So-so. Wang Wanrou smiled and said, "If this world is like a boring gray and white painting, then you can barely count it as one of the few bleak colors." ”

"Just a 'few', not a 'only' color?" Cheng Jinyang laughed.

"Don't be stinky, we're going to your 'Sister Xinnan' in the morning." Wang Wanrou avoided answering.

However, for this eldest lady, not sneering and denying and ridiculing was enough to explain her answer.

Therefore, Cheng Jinyang's mood has also improved a little - to use Wang Wanrou's metaphor, it is in the desperate gray inner world, there is a touch of bleak color.

The two had simply had breakfast when there was a knock on the door outside.

Ah Zhi is back.

Although the clan of the Xing clan in Hejian was very close to the Cheng clan in the divine capital, Xing Yuanzhi did not choose to go directly to Luotang, but went back to Wujiang Town to find Cheng Jinyang first.

This is another little comfort, which makes Cheng Jinyang a little happy.

"Something seems wrong with your face?" Xing Yuanzhi keenly noticed his strangeness.

"Is it obvious?" Cheng Jinyang touched his face.

"It's like coming back from a tiring day full of stinky sweat and dust, and then finding that the bathtub at home is broken and can't take a bath." Xing Yuanzhi said.

A wonderful analogy from Ah Zhi, in the past, he would definitely complain, "In fact, there is a public bath across the street".

However, he really wasn't in that mood now, so he just smiled bitterly and said:

"Well, I'm out of love."

Xing Yuanzhi's ears immediately stood up. She first glanced at Wang Wanrou vigilantly (could it be that she confessed to her), and saw that this woman with the fifth surname had no reaction, so she asked tentatively:

"Su Lili?"

Cheng Jinyang covered his cheeks and felt a faint pain in his heart.

"Ugh." Xing Yuanzhi didn't know what to say.

After a while, she whispered:

"It's better to come out early, people can't always indulge in the illusion of the past."

"Thank you for your enlightenment, Yuan Zhi." Cheng Jinyang said in a low voice, "If you can, can you help me wash the dishes for breakfast?" ”

"You're welcome, please wash yourself." Xing Yuanzhi said.

"If Qingqing is here, he will definitely help me wash it." Cheng Jinyang sighed and stood up with the dishes and chopsticks.

When he walked into the kitchen, Xing Yuanzhi immediately asked Wang Wanrou in a low voice:

"What happened last night? Su Lili in the dream is dead? ”

"Can a dead man die again?" Wang Wanrou asked her rhetorically, making Xing Yuanzhi feel like a stupid person.

"I mean, the illusion that only he can see has been shattered?" Xing Yuanzhi corrected her rhetoric.

"Nope." Wang Wanrou said, "Evolved into a big demon." ”

Xing Yuanzhi: ???

Putting the dishes and chopsticks in the sink, Cheng Jinyang turned on the faucet, and then watched the water wash over the plate blankly.

Su Lili......

He suddenly remembered three years ago.

In the memory belonging to the original owner, he saw that the lower half of Su Lili's body had been swallowed by the demon, his breath was weakening, and he said sadly and painfully:

"You ...... Alive"

"Live well...... Even if it's ......"

"For My ......"

But now, the demon that devoured her has become her, how ridiculous and ridiculous! I've been with an imposter for so long!

Wait, I don't think I'm the original!

I traveled to the depressed and dying Cheng Jinyang and obtained his memories, so am I "Cheng Jinyang"? In the same way, the big demon who fused Su Lili's memory is "Su Lili"?

If so, then when I am with her, Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili are together, how can there be any difference between imposters and impostors?

If not, then the real Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili are already dead. I crossed over and seized Cheng Jinyang's identity, but I actually didn't deal with the original Su Lili.

I met in a dream, posted with me, and made me like it from the bottom of my heart, from the very beginning, it was this big demon who incarnated as Su Lili!

The more Cheng Jinyang thought about it, the more chaotic he became, and he felt that his brain was swollen and painful.

On the one hand, I instinctively feel that something is wrong, but on the other hand, I can't refute it: if you follow this logic, there is neither the problem of the dead girl, nor the problem of the original owner of the NTR.

Either Cheng Jinyang and I fused, and the big demon and Su Lili fused. In this way, Su Lili is actually not dead, and I don't have the original owner of NTR, after all, I am Cheng Jinyang, how can I NTR myself?

Either the two of them are dead, and then the big demon and I, the two Xibei goods, stick to each other with the identities of Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili, then it is complete NTR-free pure love. As for the big demon killing Su Lili, what does that matter to me? Su Lili is the childhood sweetheart of the dead original owner, and it's not mine!

After thinking carefully for a long time, Cheng Jinyang finally realized that there was no need to worry about the philosophical question of whether the big demon was Su Lili at all, and his own safety was the most important thing.

He only needs to confirm two things:

First, in the body of the big demon, whether Su Lili's personality is dominant.

Second, whether the big demon wants to kill himself.

Judging from the motivation, these two points are actually the same point. After all, Xiaoli's consciousness must like himself, and the demon's own consciousness must want to kill himself.

His thoughts brightened up in an instant, and although he still hadn't figured out the truth, the dark clouds in his heart that were originally depressed had dissipated a lot.

Cheng Jinyang washed the dishes and chopsticks in the pool, and as soon as he put them in the disinfection cabinet, he heard the girl's crisp cry below.

He looked up from the window and saw the young girl standing downstairs, waving enthusiastically at him.