Chapter 37: Are Xiaoli's Grapes Delicious?
Why did you look for Su Lili in the nightmare? There are three reasons for this:
First, Xing Yuanzhi was not around, and Cheng Jinyang didn't want to go to the demons alone.
Second, when I see Su Lili every day, those annoying visual and auditory hallucinations are gone. Or Su Lili in the nightmare is itself a part of visual and auditory hallucinations. It's normal that it won't reappear again for a short time after it appears.
Third, of course, it's because my Xiaoli is soft and stupid, and I'm very happy to be with her.
Now, Cheng Jinyang can fully understand why the original owner loves this childhood sweetheart so much. even felt that he later embarked on the road of suicide, and the death of his childhood sweetheart was even better than the death of his parents.
No why, because my little sister is so cute.
"Ahh Su Lili, who was lying in his arms, said.
Cheng Jinyang opened his mouth, and a peeled and seeded grape was stuffed into his mouth.
"Is it sweet?" Su Lili's eyes crooked with a smile.
"Sweet!" Cheng Jinyang nodded vigorously, but what he thought in his heart was that my Xiaoli's smile was sweeter, and I was so happy.
"Hee-hee, I'll peel another one for you." Sulliri continued to peel the grapes.
Cheng Jinyang really wanted to say that there was no need to peel one, or let's have one.
But when he thought of his fiancΓ©e Ah Zhi, he regained his mind and dispelled all the beautiful thoughts in his mind.
After all, no matter how sweet and realistic the illusion is, it is just an illusion, and it is impossible for a person to live in a nightmare for the rest of his life.
"Alas, Xiaoli." He looked at Su Lili's pretty and delicate face, and couldn't help but say, "If only you were still alive." β
Su Lili's slender hand trembled slightly.
Then she continued to peel the grapes slowly, and said:
"yes."
Sure enough, so you admit it?
No, it should be "me", admit it.
Cheng Jinyang's heart ached, and he felt endless sadness gushing out of his heart, as if he was going to completely engulf him from head to toe.
"Su Lili in the past is dead, Jinyang."
Su Lili turned over and straddled up, put his hands around his neck, put his forehead against his forehead, and whispered:
"But...... At least 'I' am here, and I can be with you every day...... For me, it's happy enough. β
The sadness in Cheng Jinyang's heart receded again. What else could he say?
"Oh, yes." He silently hugged Su Lili, feeling the warmth and trembling of the delicate body in his arms.
"Don't talk about those sad things." Su Lili smiled, "Come and eat grapes, open your mouth!" β
"Ah~~~"
"Ahh
Chew chew chew.
"Is it sweet?" Zhi's voice came from my ears.
"Sweet ......" Cheng Jinyang suddenly reacted and said calmly, "Xiaoli, I'll go to the toilet." β
"Oh." Su Lili let go of him.
Cheng Jinyang took Xing Yuanzhi to the bathroom and asked embarrassedly:
"Why are you here?"
"I came home and saw you sleeping." Xing Yuanzhi said calmly, "So go in and see what the hell you're doing...... Okay, even the grapes were peeled for you? β
"I'm trying to get information." Cheng Jinyang argued.
"She hid the information in the grapes and fed you, and you won't get it if you don't eat it, right?" Xing Yuanzhi pretended to be curious, her eyes blinked, but there was no smile in them.
Cheng Jinyang: ..................
"I was expecting you to wake me up when you returned, but now what?" He sighed helplessly, "Let's wait a few hours and wake up naturally?" β
"Don't divert from me!" Xing Yuanzhi was furious and reached out to pinch his arm, "Who said not to be too nostalgic for illusions?" As a result, within a week, you all started feeding each other something to eat? Yes?! β
"Ah Zhi, image! Pay attention to the image! Cheng Jinyang hurriedly pulled her and pointed to the mirror to remind.
Xing Yuanzhi turned her head to look, she was furious in the mirror, where was there still the slightest appearance of the cold Xing family Qingfeng in the past?
Oh no! The character has collapsed!
So she retracted her expression, returned to a fairy-like cold attitude, and said indifferently:
"Remember, falsehood may be better than reality, but it can never be reality!"
"Taught." Cheng Jinyang said seriously.
"Hmm." Xing Yuanzhi nodded, "And, tell Ah Zhi to commit suicide again, don't force me to do it." β
The two left the bathroom, Cheng Jinyang nodded at Su Lili, and said warmly:
"Xiaoli, I'll go out and see you next time."
"Good~" Su Lili said obediently.
After the two left, Su Lili was stunned and stared silently at the floor of the living room.
Half an hour later, she suddenly jumped off the couch and went to the bathroom, carefully examining every nook and cranny and sniffing the air by the way.
No one else's taste.
"So, my Jinyang......" Su Lili stared at the mirror in the bathroom, showed a sweet smile of doubt, and muttered:
ββ¦β¦ Ah Zhi, who is it? β
Back to reality.
After many rounds of demon battles, Cheng Jinyang finally woke up from a nap on the sofa, and saw Xing Yuanzhi with a tired face, propped herself up from the sofa next to her, and found slippers on the ground.
"I'll go to the bathroom." She put on her slippers and stood up, and said weakly.
came to the toilet, locked the door, put water in the bathtub, Xing Yuanzhi, who took off her dress, tested the temperature with her feet, and then soaked in comfortably.
That's how she decompresses. In a sense, she is also glad that she has this bathing hobby, otherwise she probably won't be able to endure the daily nightmare tempering.
"That...... Talk? Cheng Jinyang knocked on the door outside.
He knocked on the door when he heard the sound of water inside, and he also knew that Ah Zhi was in a very happy mood when she was taking a bath, so she was super talkative, so she deliberately chose this time.
"Say it." Xing Yuanzhi replied gently.
"I think so." Cheng Jinyang pondered the words, "It's nothing to love cleanliness, but if you touch flesh and blood, you can't walk, your body's reaction speed decreases, and even your brain is blank, this is no longer the category of cleanliness, right?" It should be considered a hemophobia, right? β
Xing Yuanzhi, who was in the bathroom, buried her head under the surface of the water and thought quietly.
"You're right." She resurfaced and said, "The hatred of flesh is restricting my fighting prowess. But I'm sorry, Jinyang, I'm afraid I won't be able to overcome this weakness for a while. β
"Have you seen a psychiatrist?" Cheng Jinyang asked.
"Yes." Xing Yuanzhi slowly wiped her arm, "My father has taken me to many doctors before, even the Wu County Wu clan to adjust my perception. But ......"
"Organic lesions?" Cheng Jinyang asked.
"Well, almost." Xing Yuanzhi sighed and said, "It is said that some microglia in the cerebral cortex have undergone abnormalities, affecting the regulation of some nerves and hormones, and it cannot be cured by simple sensory manipulation or cerebral cortex shielding." β
Brain domain development can't be shielded? It seems that Ah Zhi is even worse than me......
Thinking like this, Cheng Jinyang sighed and asked with concern:
"Then why don't you take a break tonight, and I'll go to sleep in the living room? Isn't it bad to have nightmares twice a day? β
Xing Yuanzhi was slightly stunned, and then couldn't help laughing.
"It's okay, Jinyang." She said softly, "Escape...... In the end, it will not solve the problem. β