Damn it! I was actually deceived by Liu Xingchao! He kept saying that the Black Dragon Army couldn't fly Tongguan, but why did bombers appear in front of me? From Chang'an to Kaifeng, there are several distances from Chang'an to Tongguan!

Millions of imperial soldiers with broadswords and spears are hungry and ready to "extinguish this imperial food", and when they see this formation, they run away without a shadow at once, faster than the order to disband!

The bombers were faster, and it only took a few minutes to go from seeing the five-clawed black dragon logo under the belly of the plane to dropping the bomb overhead.

The bomb exploded next to him, blowing a bunch of intestines on his head, and only then did he remember to run for his life.

I hurriedly ran to Yang Qiujin's armored convoy, and in these years, only Sichuan armored vehicles could compete with the weapons of the forbidden army.

As soon as I ran to the armored car, I found that the last door was closed.

Immediately bang the door and shout loudly through the glass for the people inside.

The occupants of the car finally saw me - he closed the curtains.

I ran back and forth, and all thirty armored vehicles were closed.

At this time, the bombs fell from the top of the head one by one, and the thighs of the head flew everywhere.

I had no choice but to get headlong under the armored car.

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I had just gotten inside, and I found a shivering coward inside.

The more I looked at him, the more familiar I became, and finally called out his name: "Zhao Yuyang!" ”

Zhao Yuyang's ass trembled with fright.

He turned his head and was stunned.

He relieved himself and said, "It turned out to be an Oriental Horse, and I will be fortunate to meet it." ”

I reached out and shook his hand: "Fortunately, I will be honored." ”

Then we listened to the sound of crying dad and mother outside.

Overhead, there was the roar of the bombers, and when the bombers dived, the sound was sharp and piercing, and they knew that they were going to be bombed.

The bomb exploded next to it, and there was a scream every time.

Zhao Yuyang: "I calculated that when the plane drops a bomb, the best action is to stay still, the more you move, the greater the chance of death." ”

Me: "I haven't calculated, and I can't figure it out, but I think so." ”

The Black Dragon Army is bombing endlessly, and it seems that it will not stop until it blows up millions of troops.

Some of the rubble and even shrapnel exploded on the armored car, but the armored car was quite thick and strong, so to speak, and it could be said that it did not move at all.

Soon the debris buried the bottom of the car, and we were buried inside, and it was pitch black.

I snapped on the lighter and shone it on the dirty faces of both of us.

It was dusty, and everywhere but the heads of the two of us were piled up with dirt.

Zhao Yuyang: "There's not much air, don't shine." ”

I had to go out, and all of a sudden it became dark, and I didn't even feel like I could breathe well.

Me: "It's over, I'm claustrophobic!" ”

He: "Spatial claustrophobia is just an obsessive-compulsive disorder, a sign of a weak heart. If you're in a small space, if you close your eyes and don't look at anything, you're fine; But when you open your eyes, you get sick. It's not about space, it's about your heart. This is a disease, and it needs to be cured! ”

Me: "No one can understand anyone, shut up!" When I am sick, I naturally have the principle of being sick, and when I am sick, I naturally have a reason to be sick, what is weak and not weak! ”

Him: "The fire was extinguished, so how are you doing now?" ”

Me: "Much better. ”

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We waited for a while, and the outside was still bombing, and the inside was still hot and irritable.

Time flies so slowly, I feel very bored.

In the dark, Zhao Yuyang suddenly said: "We have been here for more than five years, but I don't know you at all." ”

Me: "yes. I only know that you are from Lingnan, and I don't know anything else. ”

Him: "I only know that you are from the Central Plains." Tell me about you, it's idle anyway, maybe it's the last time for the two of us! ”

Me: "This...... Well, I don't even know who I am. Sometimes, I use all the praise words on me, and I am touched; Sometimes, I use all the derogatory terms on me, scolding myself for why I don't die; Sometimes, I feel like I'm not who I am, and I can't even understand the world. ”

He listened to my words and said firmly: "I get it - you do have psychosis, which is typical of mania, depression, schizophrenia. ”

Me: "Get out of the way!" ”

Him: "I've actually been beating myself up. ”

Me: "I forgive you. ”

He nudged my head with his left hand, which could only move: "Get out!" I want your forgiveness! I blame myself because I'm sorry for my mother! ”

Me: "We're all sorry for our mothers. ”

Him: "You don't understand! I don't mean to be a eunuch! I don't regret it at all, what I regret is ......"

He was silent for a moment.

The bombardment outside became more and more intense, and even the armored body was shaking, falling dust and sucking into the lungs from the nose and mouth.

Here's what he said:

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"I was born in Lingao County, Lingnan Province.

Lingnan is in the southernmost part of Daming, Lingao is in the southernmost part of Lingnan, west is the southernmost part of Qianzhou, and further south is the extreme south province.

Our family is a firewood household, that is, we cut firewood and sell firewood.

My dad fell off a cliff when I was four years old, and I don't remember him at all, and people call me a wild seed.

My mother was a widow at a young age, and she did not remarry, but raised me wholeheartedly for me to study.

She was sick and could not cut wood or farm, so she had to do business.

She sells everything, she buys 10 eggs for 1 copper yuan from the egg household, and then sells 11 eggs for 1 copper yuan; She bought the cloth from the cloth for 2 silver dollars, and when she made the clothes, she sold them for 2 silver dollars and 1 copper dollar.

My mom bought and sold things like this, supported my mother, and provided for me to study.

Others say, don't study, how to raise or not? Let him go to child labor!

My mother just didn't agree, saying that she had sworn to my father that she would let me study.

But what about me? It's stupid to read a book! I was stupid to be taught by a teacher!

The book says, 'I love Dijing Chang'an City', so I especially look down on us Lingnan, Lingnan people, and even more Lingao people, thinking that they are all inferior people.

The book says, 'The royal family is the first in the world, the scholar family is the second, and the commoners and untouchables are all rubbish.' So I looked down on my mother, thinking that she was a commoner and from a low background, and that I was also from a low background.

The book says that buying and selling is illegal, it is a parasite, only labor is the most glorious, labor creates the world, so every time my mother goes to sell something, I sneer at her, saying that she chops wood unsteadily, does not work every day, and cheats people's money. You have to understand that doing business is also a private gang, which is a capital crime, but no one cares about it in Lingnan.

I remember one day when I was 10 years old, my mother was going out to sell needlework and thread. A basket of needlework costs ten copper yuan, and she can earn two copper dollars after selling it all day, enough for us to eat steamed buns for two days.

When she was leaving, I said to her, 'Do you know that it is against the royal statutes of the Ming Dynasty to do business?' The emperor said that labor creates the world, and private gangs destroy the world. Why don't you understand? You haven't read a book, you don't understand anything! I can't think of such a simple thing, so stupid! ’

My mother said, 'Son, don't dislike your mother for being stupid. I don't understand anything, just for you to understand! I do bad things just so that you don't do bad things! There are two steamed buns in the pot, my mother is not hungry, you can eat them all. Study hard, and when you grow up and get famous, your mother won't do this kind of illegal thing. Wait for my mother to come back and buy you your favorite sugar gourd. ’

My mother left, and I saw that her expression was guilty, as if she had done something wrong!

However, I didn't wait for her sugar gourd.

Because that day she was beaten to death by the town's officials. The servant said that she was selling smuggled needles and threads and that she would confiscate her needles and threads, and she shouted, 'I will buy sugar gourds for my son.' Then the servant struck her on the head with a stick, and she died without a sound of the pit.

If I say I was sad, if I say I was wrong, if I say I loved her, then I'm lying.

Frankly speaking, I was angry that she didn't admit her mistake when she did something bad, and she deserved to be beaten to death.

But, then, I got it all right!

I get it all!

I get it all! ”

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Silent.

Bombing is still going on outside.

Me: "This...... In fact, it is not production that creates the world, but buying and selling that creates the world. For example, Lingnan makes nails, they make 10,000 nails a day, while the mainland ......"

Zhao Yuyang: "Shut up, I've read the "Wealth of Nations", you don't have to give me that example." Of course I know that! I got it all out later! I've made my own nails since then! Sold nails too! I even made 20 centimeter nails and sold them to pirates! I understand all these truths, and I have come up with them all by myself! Any idea why I think so much? Because I no longer believe in a word or a word from everyone in this world, I only believe in myself! What truth, what justice, what morality, what imperial power, fuck me! Who dares to say in front of me that he is always right, always moral, always righteous, and always progressive! I swear, I will kill all the teachers, kill all the officials, and I will kill all the people in Lingao County! ”

Me: "It's extreme. The world is too complicated, and the opposite of what is wrong is not necessarily right. I feel like the world is not a piece of paper, but a ball – it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong. ”

Zhao Yuyang: "I don't believe in anything now, only myself." I don't care if it's right or wrong, paper or ball. I want it to die, that's my only purpose. My last name has changed, my name has changed, and I am dead. If there's anything I have to do with my old self, it's that I killed me. I use everything as a tool, I'm dead, everything I'm dead, my morality is dead, I want everything to be buried with me. I swear, I will let everything in this world die together, and there will be no one left! They killed my mother! I have nightmares every day, and when I close my eyes at night, my mother's last look at me is an expression of guilt and shame! But on what grounds! Why does this world make my mother guilty and ashamed?! What the hell are they! They—they—all—deserved—died——! ”

He struggled hard, waved his fist with his right hand, and his head "slammed" against the floor of the armored car, and the small space was dusty.

I stretched out my only moving left hand and held him down.

He quickly fell silent, and then cried silently.

Me: "They are all hard-working people, who has nothing to do and can give up everything to be a eunuch in the inner court!" ”

He was still crying.

Me: "Okay, no one else cares about us, we take care of ourselves." Today, our brothers are here by fate. If we die, we will die, and we will continue to tomorrow if we die! Do whatever you want! It's the right thing to do! No one can control it! ”

He stopped and said, "Let's be brothers!" You are big, you are a brother, I am young, I am a brother! ”

So the two of us made incense in the small and dark mound, and swore together: "Dongfang Ju (Zhao Yuyang) is here as brothers, not to be born on the same day, the same month, the same year, but to die on the same day and month of the same year!" ”