Liu Qingyan nodded: "You guys should step back first, if there is anything that needs you, I will naturally speak." ”

The twins should say "yes" and step back.

When the twins completely withdrew from the courtyard, Lu Si looked at Liu Qingyan: "You seem to like these two girls quite a lot." ”

"It's okay," Liu Qingyan sighed, "I think the two of them are quite pitiful, they have no family at such a young age, and if it were me, I might not be able to survive." ”

After a pause, she seemed to remember something important, and asked, "By the way, Lu Siguan, when it comes to talking about such a thing as not having a family, I suddenly remembered a person, a ...... I was once someone who really couldn't live. ”

"You mean Qin Muyu?" Lu Si looked at her and frowned.

"Yes, that's him." Liu Qingyan nodded, her expression a little indifferent.

What Qin Muyu did to her back then seemed to be far away, and because she died, she was able to meet someone as good as Lu Siguan. But she still hated that man in her heart.

hated that he had married her, but he was not good to her, and even arranged for men she didn't recognize to spend those nights with her that she thought was good. In the end, he even brutally hurt her child...... All this, now suddenly recalled, made Liu Qingyan unable to suppress the hatred in her heart.

"I thought you didn't hate him anymore." Lu Siguan sighed very softly.

Liu Qingyan smiled: "Don't hate him? How is it possible not to hate him? It's just that he's rarely seen lately, and I thought he was dead. I didn't see him at the hunting conference, I didn't see him at many previous events, where did he go? ”

"Princess Yunrou is seriously ill, and the emperor has arranged for him to take care of the princess." Lu Siguan said.

"Oh, take care of the princess," Liu Qingyan nodded slightly, "Well, I also had a sisterhood with the princess for a while, Lu Siguan, I am also going to see Her Royal Highness the princess tomorrow." What do you think? ”

"Huaixiang, ...... you" Lu Siguan frowned and looked at her with some hesitation.

Liu Qingyan pursed her lips and said, "I will handle this matter very carefully." Lu Siguan, do you believe me? ”

Lu Siguan didn't nod and said "believe", just looked at her like that: "I'm worried that you will do something not so good and end up hurting yourself." ”

Now just because she saw the big and small pairs, she aroused the hatred for Qin Muyu in her heart that had been pressed down by him, and looked at her as if she couldn't hate the enemy. And if this is the case, she finally gained the trust and support of the emperor, but I am afraid that it will be ruined.

For so long, Lu Siguan has been trying her best to hope that she can forget those hateful things earlier, and it seems to have had an effect, but now it seems that those who were suppressed by him are now permeating again.

"I won't be so reckless," Liu Qingyan looked at him with a determined expression, "Lu Siguan, do you remember the first time you saw me?" ”

"First time seeing you? What do you mean...... What kind of you? Lu Siguan asked rhetorically.

Liu Qingyan glanced at her and shook her head: "It's nothing." Actually, I don't remember it myself. ”

Lu Siguan frowned and said, "Huaixiang, I also saw you before you entered this body. I've seen you so many times that maybe you never remember...... But I really have seen you. ”

"Why am I not impressed?" Liu Qingyan was slightly stunned.

"Of course you won't have an impression," Lu Siguan said, "because when we met, it was in the dark of night, and at that time, you were Qin Muyu's wife, and you always thought that the men who appeared at night were Qin Muyu, not anyone else." At that time, you were very well-behaved, and you always believed in him until your family died, and when you returned home, you heard the conversation between Qin Muyu and Du Yuyan......"

Liu Qingyan couldn't help frowning painfully for a while, feeling that her head hurt terribly.

She remembers, she remembers the conversation very clearly, as if it had happened yesterday.

"Silly Yuyan, Liu Qingyan's little slut is nothing in my heart, besides, I haven't touched her since I got married, you can't eat these flying vinegars."

"Huh? So what's going on with Jing'er? He's your sister-in-law! ”

"Hmph, what kind of sister-in-law, Liu Qingyan's appearance of a dead fish, she is unappetizing when she looks at it, how can I touch her? It's just that a few subordinates have been arranged, and that slut still doesn't know it! ”

It was the conversation between Qin Muyu and Du Yuyan back then, and Liu Qingyan outside the door listened carefully and remembered it clearly. After that, even when she was swallowed by a python and fell into the darkness, she always remembered such conversations.

Seeing Liu Qingyan's extremely painful expression, Lu Siguan's heart ached, and he stepped forward and hugged Liu Qingyan: "Don't think about those things anymore." Things that aren't good for you will only make you sad......"

"But everything happened," Liu Qingyan said, sobbing, "I spent so many nights with the little maid in the past, my Jing'er...... was also killed by Qin Muyu. ”

"Jing'er?" Lu Siguan was slightly stunned and looked down at Liu Qingyan.

Liu Qingyan nodded: "Yes, I had a child at that time, and my name was Jing'er." But Du Yuyan fed Jing'er to the python, I ...... I didn't get to see him for the last time. As she spoke, Liu Qingyan's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

Lu Siguan frowned tightly, and immediately gritted his teeth: "Qin Muyu ......"

Liu Qingyan was also a little surprised when she saw him like this: "Why do you seem to be angry?" That Jing'er's thing...... He is the past me with ...... I had sex with another man, and all the things in the past have passed, and no matter how much I miss Jing'er, I will never be able to catch him back. The only thing I can do is to avenge Jing'er. ”

And she did a lot of things for Jing'er.

She pushed Du Yuyan to a dead end, and also pushed Qin Muyu's third wife, Baili Yunrou, into the abyss of despair. The current Qin Muyu is not a high-ranking person, and many ordinary people can also blame him, which makes Liu Qingyan have a slight pleasure of "revenge", but it is still not enough. She has a lot of things to do.

"Huaixiang, do you remember your men those nights?" Lu Siguan suddenly lowered his eyes and asked her.

"Those nights...... I, I don't remember," Liu Qingyan shook her head, a little embarrassed, "That's in the past, I don't remember anymore...... Lu Siguan, are you angry? Don't you know any of these things? ”

"What I didn't know was that you had a son!" Lu Siguan roared very lowly.

Liu Qingyan's eyes turned red: "If I had known what that child was like, maybe I wouldn't have given birth to him." I don't recognize the men at night, I just married the wrong person, I shouldn't like a scumbag like Qin Muyu...... Lu Siguan, are you angry with me? You're because I wasn't someone you like before, so you regret it a little now, don't you? I have a dirty and terrible soul, but you don't like Lu Huaixiang's pure body, don't you? ”

"I ...... That's not what it means......" Looking at Liu Qingyan's reddened eyes, Lu Siguan felt heartache for a while.

"What does that mean?" Liu Qingyan turned her face away, "I thought you already knew, I thought you wouldn't mind." ”

Lu Siguan did not speak.

Liu Qingyan struggled to break free from his arms and said, "Lu Siguan, if you think I am not worthy of you, you can tell me now, I am going to kill Qin Muyu to take revenge, maybe I will never be able to come back." ”

"Just because you met the big and small pairs and remembered what happened to you in the past, you are going to go over and kill Qin Muyu?" Lu Siguan looked at her with a frown.

Liu Qingyan nodded: "It's also because of your attitude towards me just now." You don't like me like that, you don't like Liu Qingyan back then, you think I'm not clean. Isn't it? I'm talking about what you're thinking, right? ”

Lu Siguan shook his head: "No." ”

After a pause, he continued to emphatically say, "No. ”

Liu Qingyan bit her lip and did not speak. And Lu Siguan continued: "Huaixiang, if you want to kill Qin Muyu, that's understandable. It's just that I thought that you had grown up a lot after marrying me and wouldn't do such willful things again, so I wanted to stop you, not because of your past. ”

Liu Qingyan wiped her tears and continued to look at Lu Siguan: "So what? ”

"There's nothing so, I just have some things, very important things to tell you." Lu Siguan looked at her steadily.

"Say it." Liu Qingyan nodded slightly.

Lu Siguan raised his hands and put them on Liu Qingyan's shoulders, lowered his shoulders, and looked at Liu Qingyan. He said: "Huaixiang, I have had the experience of going mad in the past, and in order to avoid the enemy, I have entered Qin Muyu's mansion. At that time, it happened that you and Qin Muyu got married, but he never touched you, but arranged a little girl. I...... It's the little guy he arranged for the past. ”

Liu Qingyan was stunned.

Lu Siguan sighed and said, "Since the first night, I have found that your body is a good medicine for me, which can well calm the true qi in my body. So since then, it has always been me, and that child, the child named Jing'er, is also mine. Is that...... Two of us children. ”

"Lu Siguan ......" Liu Qingyan muttered his name, and suddenly threw herself into his arms, and for a while, he couldn't say anything.

It turned out that the two of them had been bound before this, and it turned out that the two of them had always been destined.