Chapter 32: Self-Doubt

When Kane arrived, he saw Keisha roaring and destroying the monster.

It was the first time he had seen Keisha so angry...... Something must have happened!

Keisha didn't react to his approach, and it wasn't until he put his hand on her shoulder that Keisha turned her head slightly.

Keisha took off her helmet, and he saw her look lonely in the afterglow.

"Kane, why did the first person I met prefer to die rather than stay away from me, am I more terrible than death?"

Keisha won't hide it from Kane, and in a word, Kane has already guessed everything.

Kane took off his helmet and stroked her supple hair and whispered comfortingly, "No, if that's the case, how would I be alive now?" ”

Unfortunately, his joke didn't work, and Keisha pressed his arm down like a scarf around her neck, staring blankly at the burning skeleton and began to tell him the ins and outs of the matter.

……

After the story was finished, Kaisha, who felt greatly wronged, couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart even if she couldn't hold back, and sobbed softly.

Kane, after sorting everything out, re-answered Keisha's question.

"You can save him from the monster, but you can't stop him from making his own choice."

He sighed, how many people could keep their sanity in the face of death threats?

The sense of threat that Keisha brought to him was actually no different from that of a void creature. Although she didn't mean it, every move she made seemed like she was asking for his life.

Since she can't prove that she's not a Void creature, then she is.

Void creatures, on the other hand, have always been evil before, without exception.

"It's his business to choose, but I think it's up to me. If it had been a human who had saved him at the time, would he still have made such a choice? Apparently not. ”

Keisha lowered her head, her dark purple hair hanging down and covering her face.

Once a person begins to doubt himself, if he is not persuaded in time, he will endlessly give up on himself, and finally isolate himself from the world.

If there is no Kane, then Keisha may endure the pain and endure it to get used to it, and finally fix herself into a positive personality.

But now with Kane, she showed him all her weaknesses and encountered humanity at an inopportune time in advance.

If Kane fails to channel these negative emotions and let them accumulate in Keisha's immature mind, then she can develop a personality that is worse than when she had to bear everything alone.

Fortunately, after seeing the ignorant nature of human beings, she was better off with Kane, the only one who could understand herself;

The bad may be bad because her bad impression of human beings has been ingrained since then, and she has returned the damage she has suffered even more.

Kane could accept Kesha's change from naivety to coldness, at least she wouldn't be cruel to him. But the pathological dark personality...... If you can avoid it, avoid it.

He wanted to see that she also had the happiness of ordinary people, and not that she took pleasure in mutilating others. Of course, she may also become the monster girl who was originally burdened with notoriety but paid silently.

Butterflies are flapping their wings, changing their fate all the time.

Either way, he should make a change, while he still has control over the general direction......

Kane followed Kesha's words and asked, "Then the question is, how can an ordinary little girl save an adult from the hands of a monster and then send him back to the ground." With such ability, what is she still doing underground? ”

Keisha was speechless for a while, first of all, ordinary little girls can't survive here.

This is an unsolvable question, and she said gloomily, "Maybe this is my fate." ”

But she replied verbally, but not in her heart.

No one would be willing to settle for such a fate, and she still felt very wronged and sad.

"Am I doing something unreasonable? Why should you be treated like this? ”

Her cries leaked between her clenched teeth and she crashed headlong into Kane's arms, crying out to him about her grievances.

"Not all victims can understand each other, not all misunderstandings can be clarified, and you can't look at these things like children anymore."

Kane did the psychological work.

If there is no mistake, you will be forgiven, which is the typical thinking of a child who has not been beaten by society. Keisha has experienced the horrors of life and death, but she is still a blank slate when it comes to human sophistication.

"You saved them in order to preserve your humanity and not let this skin eat you away. But most people are ignorant and paranoid, and they selectively can't see the girl under the carapace because it's too difficult and troublesome to understand your composition. The first part they see a monster is to see you as a monster, which is easier for them. ”

Human beings are complex and contradictory creatures, and they always like to simplify complex things, even if it distorts the original meaning of things.

How do you understand a girl who has become a monster? Is that a girl or a monster?

It's a monster. How can a normal girl become a monster?

"They would rather believe in a person who has been eroded by the void than in a void creature within humanity. That's why I say that people are ignorant and bigoted. ”

Kane said as he rubbed the edge of the Void Skin Armor and human skin on Kesha's neck, meaning something.

"So I've been working on how to separate this layer of skin, and when you come back to the surface as a human girl, it's as if those prejudices never happened and don't exist anymore."

"But then I'm just changing to an undisputed identity, is that still the whole me......" Keisha buried her head and took a deep breath, she was really a little greedy, wanting people to understand all of her past and experiences.

Still, Kane could sense Kesha's suspicions lessen, and he proceeded.

"You've always been you, but you can choose which you people see. Take advantage of people's prejudices, and then they will think, how can such a good girl be a monster? ”

Knowing that she longs for complete recognition from pure humanity, he adds, "If you meet someone who is truly reliable as a friend, even if you show your full self, you will be recognized." ”

"Will they be like you?" Keisha looked up, her dark purple eyes staring at Kane.

"That's not good, you can only have one boyfriend."

Kane frowned slightly, and Keisha was finally relieved, smiled and pecked him lightly on the face.

"Well, thank you for thinking so much about me."

The two parted from each other's embrace, and Keisha saw the dagger in Kane's hand, thought for a moment and said:

"Kane, you can cut my hair shorter."